Love to hear

New Year's Eve.

Su Chengyin lay in the warm light and talked to Chen Qi for a long time, hung up the phone reluctantly, took a nap for a while in satisfaction, and woke up at almost four o'clock in the morning.

It was pitch black outside the house, so he got up and drew the curtains tightly, and there was just some black and gold wrapping paper left to fill the gaps, and he wanted to cover the windows to prevent the lie from being exposed.

New Year's Eve morning.

Su Chengyin was woken up by the biological clock. He vaguely thought that today was the New Year's Eve and he didn't need to go to school, so he turned over and hugged the quilt and fell asleep. He slept until he was awakened by the phone. When he arrived, he opened a slit of his eyes and saw the message from Chen Qi displayed in the small window on the screen.

Sweetheart: Yinyin.

Just like that, Su Chengyin glanced at the time again, it was 09:30 in the morning.

He huddled under the blanket sleepily and replied: What's the matter?

Sweetheart: Where are you, have you gone?

Su Chengyin was mostly awake, and according to the setting in the lie, he should have almost reached Grandma Xinyu's house by now.

SCY: Well, the car is almost here.

SCY: Did you just wake up?Are you going to visit grandma's grave?

The other party was typing, Su Chengyin waited patiently, and once again sorted out the outline of the lie in his mind, just in case.

Sweetheart: I finished unwrapping the present, Yinyin, I feel bad.

More than uncomfortable, Chen Qi stayed up all night and read the diary, his eyes were red, and his heart hurt beyond words.

His childhood, his loneliness and fear, all the grievances he suffered, and the love he longed for in his bones were all branded into Chen Qi's heart word by word. Every time he turned a page of the diary, the thin and soft paper edge was like a sharp knife Cut his throat, making him choke.

Chen Qi wanted to ask him, how did you grow into such a cute and optimistic look?

It turns out that there is such a heart-wrenching story behind the burning of the throat by drinking pesticides. It turns out that Wei Baiwen is not just a burn doctor. It turns out that he has been cherished on the tip of his heart for so long, and all the unbearable love and greed are poured between the papers. , even his broken love has been collected by specimens.

Bao: It’s not hard. I didn’t show you the diary to make you feel bad.

Bao: I want you to know that I trust you, I will not hide from you, and I am willing to be frank with you.

Chen Qi's eyes got wet again, he raised his hand to wipe it, and hated it: "It's the New Year's Eve."

Su Chengyin pursed her lips slightly and smiled: That's right, it's New Year's Eve, happy!

How can he be happy, his heart is full of knives, some are wrapped in rust, some are wrapped in syrup, he is so painful that he is wilting: Guess what I am doing now?

Su Chengyin coaxed him obediently: still at home, in bed, thinking of me.

Chen Qi finally showed a little smile: at home, by the window, thinking of you.

Added: Looking at your room and chatting for comfort.

Untimely, Su Chengyin was so frightened that his tail exploded. He threw away his mobile phone and rushed out of the bed to turn off the night light. He looked at the window, and there was no light from the sky outside the window, but he still picked it up in fear. Mobile phone, ask: what do you see?

Sweetheart: I saw the dark curtains.

Su Chengyin finally let go of this breath, and told others to be open and frank, but then coaxed and lied to others. With a mournful face, Su Chengyin saw a series of crazy expressions sent by Chen Qi, with the words: Miss you, I Now I have nothing else to think about but to hurt you.

SCY: If it hurts you, you can do whatever you want.

Sweetheart: I want to hear your voice, I want to talk to you, but it’s not convenient for you to talk now, right?

SCY: Well, Auntie and the others are all in the car.

Sweetheart: Yinyin, next year I will take you home for the New Year, okay?

Su Chengyin's nose was so warm all of a sudden, he promised him: good.

Noon on New Year's Eve.

Su Chengyin cooked a plate of dumplings, and when he was eating dumpling soup halfway through, he received a call from Wei Baiwen. The two of them greeted each other a happy new year, and fell silent after greeting each other.

It was Wei Baiwen who spoke first: "I called... to ask you where Su Chun's tomb is? I want to go and see her."

Su Chengyin was a little heartbroken and told him: "My mother doesn't have a tomb."

Probably because he never expected to hear such an answer, Wei Baiwen gave a short and surprised "Ah". He didn't ask why, but said, "Thank you, I see."

New Year's Eve afternoon.

Su Chengyin buried his head in front of the desk lamp and made several sets of test papers. During the period, he chatted with Chen Qi intermittently. He could clearly feel that his Chen Qi was more clingy than before. How often did the word "miss you" appear throughout the day? It was so high that he almost lost sight of his visual fatigue.

New Year's Eve evening.

Chen Qi sent several small videos. The family had just returned from sweeping the grave of their grandma. Chen Hanke was preparing the New Year's Eve dinner in the kitchen. Su Ling was with her grandpa. There were also scenes of Brado wagging her tail and having fun.

Su Chengyin felt lively even across the screen, and he felt envious: Say hello to me.

Chen Qi said: I told my grandma that I have a very good boyfriend, and I will bring him with me the next time I come.

Su Chengyin obeys him in everything: Then I will bring a large bouquet of flowers.

"Missing you" again, endlessly "missing you", Su Chengyin deliberately said: If I was still in Yuanlan, would you come to me?

Sweetheart: It's a good thing you're not here, otherwise you would have been crushed by me.

Sweetheart: I really, maybe you have been dizzy by me.

Her heart was beating wildly, and the little deer in her heart was bumping like crazy, Su Chengyin trembled to save her own life: Actually, I prefer gentler ones.

New Year's Eve.

Su Chengyin deliberately waited until the Spring Festival Gala began before going out. The lights were on in every house, but there was no one on the street.He tightened his scarf again, came to the crossroads where he used to come every year, picked up a small stone and squatted on the ground to draw a circle.

Light the incense, insert it firmly, light the paper money, and the flame will quickly rise.

Mom, did Wei Baiwen come to see you today?

I miss you, and I'm fine too, the best year I've had since you left.

I used to be not afraid of the future, I was admitted to Yuan University, found a job, and watched Xinyu grow into a big boy.

But now it is different, I am a little excited, full of fantasy and expectation for the future.

There is a very good person, I love him so much, I will bring him next year.

You are too stupid in this life, not worth it at all. In the next life, you will be reincarnated as a rich lady. You will not suffer or worry, just enjoy life as you like.

The flame gradually shattered into sparks, and the sparks turned into dust, blown away by the wind.

New Year's Eve is coming to an end.

With a countdown of ten seconds, clusters of fireworks exploded over Yuanlan to welcome the New Year.

Su Chengyin stood on the balcony, holding a bowl of hot dumpling soup in his hands. Although he was still alone in the empty room, he finally had a rare sense of joy for the New Year.

It's the new year, the new year, how beautiful it sounds.

The phone kept ringing, Su Chengyin congratulated him one by one, Su Qiu and Xinyu wished him success in the college entrance examination, Xinyu also wished him a beautiful girlfriend, Zhang Feng sent several pictures, there were snow mountains, huts, and him I took a selfie with Wu Haohang wearing a hot spring suit, and even popped up a message from a primary school student on the same city APP, wishing him a happy new year, and asking him to write winter homework for him in a few days.

Su Chengyin was amused, he was rolling in the gentle warm light with his mobile phone in his arms, but in the next second he turned into a flustered look with his tail blown---Chen Qi sent a video.

Su Chengyin screamed for death, jumped up from the bed quickly, turned her brain quickly, quickly turned off the night light, opened the door and went straight to the master bedroom.

Chen Qi has only been to their house once, and has never entered the master bedroom. He doesn't know the decoration of the master bedroom. It happens that the master bedroom is facing the mountain and sea view, and he is not afraid of being seen when he turns on the lights.

He got ready in a hurry, breathed steadily, picked up the video, and saw the sweetheart he had been thinking about day and night.

Chen Qi sat by the bathtub in the bathroom, smiling so beautifully: "Yinyin, Happy New Year."

Su Chengyin opened her mouth and wanted to call him by his nickname, but she got stuck, so she held back her shyness and said, "Honey, happy new year."

Chen Qi obviously didn't expect that, he smiled more intensely, and even sighed in a low voice: "Fuck, I miss you so much, what kind of Gu did you put on me?"

Su Chengyin puffed up her face slightly: "I'll see you in the morning of the fourth day, very soon."

"Did they sleep? Are you sleeping in a room by yourself?"

"I haven't slept yet, I'm still chatting, I sneaked in."

Chen Qi asked: "Before...you never went back before, but you went back this year, did they treat you well?"

This is also one of Su Chengyin's outlines of lies. In the diary, he stays alone during the Spring Festival, but this year he can't stay behind, otherwise Chen Qi will definitely take him home when he finds out. He doesn't want to and can't disturb him. He can't bear it. rise.

Su Chengyin nodded with a smile: "It's okay, you're very polite, and it's definitely not as good as Xinyu."

The two babbled about homework, and the more they talked, the more they couldn't stop. They wanted to pull each other out of the screen and gnaw their swollen lips in his arms. Chen Qi told him: "The plane at [-] o'clock in the morning on the fourth day of the lunar new year, your ten o'clock Chung has to go to the airport."

Su Chengyin repeated: "You must be at the airport at ten o'clock."

Chen Qi wanted to see him soon: "Why don't you send me your location, and I'll pick you up."

Su Chengyin was so frightened that her palms were sweating.

One o'clock in the morning of the new year.

After the national celebration, everything returned to normal, and the lights disappeared into the night. No matter how happy the new year is, you have to sleep.

Su Chengyin didn't sleep. He found a new gift. There was a lucky bag in the carton of the night light. He was immersed in the warm light last night. If he hadn't just packed the box, he didn't know when he would find it.

The lucky bag was soft to the touch, it wasn't lucky money, Su Chengyin couldn't guess anything else, she untied the tie, and saw the black wristband that once made him bosom several times.

Like a little pervert, like an idiot, Su Chengyin took it out in a daze, put it under his nose and smelled it gently, it smelled of a delicate laundry detergent.

Su Chengyin threw himself into the quilt with a groan, how could Chen Qi give him a wristband soaked in the smell of sweat?If one's own thoughts are dirty, others will be attracted, which is not to be hated.

It's two o'clock in the morning on New Year's Day.

Chen Qi sent a WeChat message: Bao, are you asleep?

Su Chengyin looked at the phone with downcast eyes. He stood in front of the sink with foam in his hands. He rinsed his hands, wiped them dry and replied: No.

Chen Qi asked: Can you quietly continue the video for a while?

No, it will be revealed if one is done wrong, especially since his brain is too easy to use now, Su Chengyin typed: "I'm all asleep, I'm blind, let's make a voice."

Chen Qi called the voice, Su Chengyin picked it up and switched on the speakerphone. He was only wearing pajamas, but actually half of his body, his buttocks were bare, and he was shivering from the cold.

Chen Qi heard the sound of running water, and chuckled lightly, "What are you doing, are you going to the bathroom?"

Su Chengyin rubbed the foam in his hands again, and he muttered: "No, I'm washing things."

Chen Qi was surprised: "In the middle of the night, what are you washing?"

Su Chengyin felt a little grievance inexplicably, probably because he fiddled twice in a row: "Your wrist guard."

Why is it like squeezing toothpaste, Chen Qi asked: "My wristband?"

"Well, dirty by me."

"How did it get dirty?"

Chen Qi was really unbelievable: "No matter how dirty it is, I can wash it tomorrow, so go back to bed."

"It's finished." Su Chengyin shook like a sieve, and his teeth chattered when he spoke. He wrung out his wristbands and put them on the towel rack. "I'm back."

Chen Qi scolded him: "Stupid not stupid!"

Su Chengyin hummed: "I...I dirty it..."

It was like squeezing toothpaste, Chen Qi was patient and curious: "Accidentally got the soup?"

"It's not soup, it's..." It's hard to say, but Su Chengyin just wanted to tell him, "I use it, use it to doi..."

Chen Qi: "..."

Chen Qi asked: "How did you do it?"

Speaking lewdness in the middle of the night, Su Chengyin said honestly: "Wear it on the palm of your hand and do it twice..."

Chen Qi couldn't pretend to be calm any longer, and fiercely said, "Su Chengyin."

Su Chengyin was not afraid at all, the sky was high and the emperor was far away, he said lazily, "What are you doing?"

Chen Qi was so teased that he lost his temper. He was really both distressing and likable. He conceded, "Why not, I miss you. I'm holding your diary in my arms. Go to sleep."

"You...then you sleep well, don't use my diary to do it, it is only for sleeping and not for doing."

"...you bastard little bastard."

Su Chengyin laughed so fiercely that she was completely spoiled and arrogant.

The author says:

Thanks for reading!New Year's over, tomorrow the sound will be revealed, and then I will go to Mao Fei + beat Dai Jia