Love to hear

This was the first time Su Chengyin ran upstairs and took the initiative to come to class four to look for Chen Qi.

Standing at the back door of the classroom, he was forced to accept the novel scrutiny from the classmates in the friendly class. He was at a loss, isolated and helpless, and he could rely on the mug in his arms.

Yu Ningyan poked Chen Qi: "Still sitting, why don't you go rescue him?"

Chen Qi got on the demon body and said: "Wait a while, bully him for a while longer."

Having said that, she stood up honestly with the tail sound still in her mouth, like a large-scale wedding scene, the whole class was paying attention, Su Chengyin timidly took a small step back, lost to Chen Qi's big stride Come, failed to escape successfully.

Chen Qi complained: "After waiting for a day, I thought it was the sesame paste I made that didn't taste good."

What nonsense are you talking about, fine nectar and jade liquid are not comparable, and what is in a sewn cup is even more inferior.

Su Chengyin gently scratched the bottom of the cup, and it was the first time to beg for food. She felt so ashamed, but after a day of hard work, her shame was still defeated by her desire.

"Come in." Chen Qi led him to the class and took him to sit in his seat, "Do you still want it?"

They've all been kidnapped, so why ask extra questions?

Yu Ningyan watched the show with him, and broke the stage: "What are you asking, you just want to ask, I'll answer for the boss, you hurry up."

Chen Qi glanced at him, bent over and took out a bag of sesame paste from the belly of the table, and left with a mug.

He didn't know where to put his hands, Su Chengyin was nervous, the exams during the day didn't make him so nervous, Yu Ningyan came over and said: "During the day, he writes the test paper with a pen in his right hand, do you know what his left hand is doing? "

Su Chengyin gave him a puzzled look.

"He held the bag of sesame paste in his left hand and kneaded it all day long, and the packaging bag was about to be crushed." Yu Ningyan grinned, "I've never seen such an aunt who is like a drug addict. Like a bag of drugs."

The little deer in my heart jumped too much and was tired. He slumped in the cotton and smirked while flicking his tail. Su Chengyin swallowed quietly, looked at the water dispenser, and saw Chen Qi stirring the small spoon with downcast eyes.

This scene is too dull, Su Chengyin felt that he was really going to piss on the spot, he hurriedly lowered his eyes to stare at the test paper on the table, Yu Ning said "hey" and said, "Do you remember the math exam in the afternoon?"

Su Chengyin nodded, and Yu Ning said excitedly: "What is the last multiple-choice question?"

Su Chengyin thought about it for a moment, took a pen and wrote in the blank space: D.

Yu Ningyan excitedly asked: "What about the penultimate question?"

Su Chengyin wrote: A.

Yu Ning said he was about to die of joy: "Fuck, you're all right, it's fine."

Chen Qi came back happily, and glanced at him: "I've got another tablemate to make you happy."

"What do you know?" Yu Ning yelled at him, "Double Kill, you got the last multiple choice question right."

After hearing this, Chen Qi smiled contemptuously, put the cup into Su Chengyin's hand, and said, "You are right because I put the water on purpose."

Su Chengyin was really going to die.

Christmas is also spent in the joint exam. After the exam, the teachers from the five schools will grade the papers alternately, and the next Sunday will be the last day of December when the results come back.

Su Chengyin's backpack was a bit bulging than usual, and it contained his pajamas. Tonight -- New Year's Day, he will watch the fireworks with the people he likes!

Su Chengyin spent this week relying on this expectation.

From hearing the quarrel to now, this week Su Chengyin left early and returned late, except for using the bathroom, she stayed in her small room and did not show up. Coincidentally, the warm milk on the desk did not appear again. Perhaps it was Su Qiu. Distraught too.

Just as he was about to close the door and leave, he heard Su Qiu calling him. Su Chengyin stopped and stood at the door waiting for her to speak.

Su Qiu was wrapped in cotton clothes, her hair was still messy, getting up early in winter was a difficult task for men, women and children, since the beginning of winter, she no longer got up every day to make breakfast.

She walked to the door: "Have you got the key?"

Su Chengyin patted his pocket and put it on. He was still wearing the woolen coat that Chen Qi had given him. Since he had been misunderstood, he wanted to wear it even more. If he was angry, he would love it. At least Chen Qi would be happy to see it.

Su Qiu said "um": "We set off for Chitan at three o'clock in the afternoon, and took the car chartered by their unit. We won't be back until the afternoon of the third...I don't know what time it is."

Su Chengyin nodded, with a smile on the corner of her mouth, and typed: Although I can't eat or play, you can take a photo for me to see.

Su Qiu also smiled: "Okay, I'll take a picture for you to see. You are at home... I don't have anything to tell you, you are so sensible."

sensible.In the past, listening to it was praise, recognition and love, but now I just feel very uncomfortable.

He doesn't understand, and he hasn't figured it out until now.

No matter how sensible, he was still abandoned.

The corner of Su Chengyin's raised lips came down, and she only nodded sensiblely.

It has been snowing heavily for several days, and it finally cleared up today.

The school was extremely lively, and the ranking list was handed out first, the test papers.

Wu Haohang cares more about Zhang Seam's grades than anyone else, Zhang Seam cares more about Su Chengyin's grades than anyone else, Su Chengyin cares more about Chen Qi's grades than anyone else, and Chen Qi cares about the grades of Yuan Gao's surname Fang across schools.

Double champions, Su Chengyin and Fang Le.

Chen Qimeizai: "Excellent."

Wu Haohang is also beautiful: "Sewing! You are the second child!"

Although this is indeed the case, Zhang Xie unceremoniously threw him a facebook: "You are only the second! You are the second best in the whole year! You can get the first place when you are a Muggle!"

Su Chengmusic couldn't find Bei, so he took out his mobile phone to send a message.

SCY: It's all thanks to you.

Sweetheart: Remember mediocrity?

SCY: Huh?

Sweetheart: If I don't bother myself, you will be the one who suffers the worst, remember?

Sweetheart: Whether you remember it or not, let me remind you now that you are about to suffer.

Sweetheart: Don't be afraid.

Su Chengyin was holding the phone, feeling flustered for no reason, and the pounding heartbeat rang in her ears.When he met Chen Qi for the first time, the first thing he said to himself was "don't be afraid". After that, he heard this sentence "don't be afraid" many times, but now...

Zhang Seam and Wu Haohang were still bickering, and Su Chengyin had no time to appreciate the bamboo horse's flirting.

SCY: I... I'm a little... I'm scared.

Sweetheart: Don't be afraid.

Sweetheart: Just follow me after school.

Yu Ningyan was one small step closer to catching up with Wang Tu. It was a small step forward for such a difficult test, and he was very happy. He turned his head and wanted to sneer, but saw Chen Qi's even more smug expression: "Why are you Laughing so bastardly?"

This is familiar, and Mao Fei also said it.

"What about bullying people?" Chen Qi put away his phone, "Bullying people, do you understand, how can you bully people if you are not a bastard?"

Yu Ningyan shook off a layer of goosebumps: "Bullying? I think you seem to commit a crime."

Zhang Seam rolled out the ranking list again. He was really the second grader. He turned around and asked Su Chengyin: "Did I improve or did Chen Qi release the water?"

this problem...

Su Chengyin pretended to be stupid, and typed: Congratulations to Seam, there is finally no third party between us!

Zhang Xie sneered: "Really? Then let me ask you, me and this third party, who do you want?"

this problem...

Su Chengyin continued to play dumb, and typed: Tonight's New Year's Eve, Hangzi will watch the fireworks with you?

Zhang Xie threw the transcripts into balls and threw them on Wu Haohang: "Damn it, there is a girl watching with him, I'm going to bed!"

Wu Haohang tossed the ball of paper back to him: "Laozi...you can see me blowing up into fireworks in the sky, okay?"

For the next whole day, the bamboo horses and bamboo horses got into trouble again, this time no one paid attention to the other, Su Chengyin, the peacemaker, was not online, he couldn't take care of himself, and suffered in a panic until the next night's self-study.

Tonight, there is only one evening self-study session. As soon as the bell rang, Su Chengyin let out a deep breath. He had already said this little order. Let him rub it flat and round it, let him make a mess as he pleases, he has had a dream, what else? So scary!

When Chen Qi appeared by the window, Su Chengyin was so frightened that he stuffed the test paper, ruler and pen into his backpack, not like someone who went to a romantic New Year's Eve, like someone who packed his bags and went to a detention center.

Chen Qi deliberately said: "Huh? Are you looking forward to it?"

Su Chengyin nodded, looking forward to it, he hasn't been in a detention center since he grew up.

Chen Qi took him to the school gate. There was a fine day when the night sky was full of stars. He looked up and said with a smile, "I'm looking forward to it too."

Did not go home, stopped at the door and went straight to the business district, went to have a big meal first, then went to see a big movie, on the way back, he made a detour to the coffee shop, Chen Qi told Su Chengyin to wait in the car, ran Went to pack a box of donuts.

It was close to zero when the waves returned to Shanhaiguan. Su Chengyin was so excited that he took off his scarf to fan the flames. Chen Qi also opened his clothes and asked him, "Are you happy?"

Su Chengyin grinned with a hot little face, nodded vigorously, and typed: I thought I was going to sit opposite each other and write quickly.

Chen Qi laughed: "It's okay, wait for tomorrow."

When the elevator reached the eighteenth floor, he took the key and said, "It's just the two of us tonight. My mother is not at home. I will stay with my grandpa in Fangmanting."

Although Su Ling was very gentle, Su Chengyin still quietly breathed a sigh of relief, but before he finished his sneaky fun, he was stopped by Chen Qi outside the door.

Chen Qi leaned against the door, and Yan Xing forced a confession: "You have been here twice, and the first time was to invite you to come home to play games."

Su Chengyin tensed up.

"When I sent you downstairs that night, you straddled the car and made a series of sign language that I didn't understand, remember?"

Su Chengyin was fearless in the face of danger and began to make up lies.

"What means?"

Su Chengyin pretended to be calm, and lied to him by typing: You are really good at playing games.

Chen Qi stared at him, the smile curled up at the corner of his lips, no matter how dangerous he looked, Su Chengyin couldn't pretend anymore, his feet were limp.

"Trust you for now." After Chen Qi finished speaking, he turned and opened the door. As long as he entered this room, he thought, even if he committed a crime, he would not be able to escape.

Su Chengyin had a faint premonition, a premonition that he had never dared to dream about because of his low self-esteem.

He copied Chen Qi and put his schoolbag and coat on the sofa in the living room. The floor heating was rolling in the room, and the cotton socks only felt warm when he stepped on them.

Chen Qi took him by the wrist and led him to the bedroom, opened the curtains, and the whole night sky could be seen.

Su Chengyin opened the window, and the cold wind hit his face. He lay down by the window, feeling more arrogant than ever, wanting to roar.

"Boom---"

A huge firework bloomed in the dark night, followed by a second, and a third.

Su Chengyin watched the fireworks bloom and wither motionlessly, and the light reflected in his bright black eyes, until the night sky returned to silence for a long time.

Chen Qi didn't bother him.

His face was flushed from the cold, and his ears were hurting from the cold. Su Chengyin slowly regained his senses. He straightened up, closed the window again with some embarrassment, turned to Chen Qi and said, "Secret?"

It is agreed that after watching the fireworks, there are not only secrets to share, but also gifts to give.

Chen Qi raised his hand and gently rubbed the tips of his ears, his voice was gentler than the night light on the ground: "We have seen the Milky Way together, and we watched the fireworks together just now."

Su Chengyin looked at him with a pair of moist eyes, he thought, none of them look as good as you.

"None of them look as good as you." Chen Qi smiled softly, "The puppets and Manchiken in the milk tea shop are not as cute as you, nor is Su Dongpo. You are the cutest one with me."

Su Chengyin's heartbeat was gone. He held his breath and took a step back cautiously. Chen Qi overtook him and pushed him against the wall.

"I sympathize with you, I love you dearly, and I like you too, I miss you day and night."

Chen Qi lowered his head, his forehead was almost touching Su Chengyin. He imprisoned him in his arms, but he was a jerk: "Su Chengyin, do you like me?"

Su Chengyin was so flustered that she couldn't think at all, only subconsciously wanting to escape.

Chen Qi didn't let him go: "Say it, tell me word by word that you don't like it, otherwise, I'll take it as your acquiescence."

Su Chengyin suddenly woke up, he hurriedly shook his head, tears streaming down unconsciously.

Chen Qi held his face: "It's useless to shake your head, you acquiesced."

He became gentle again: "Even if you deny it, your eyes have already confessed to me. We have been ambiguous for so long, but we have been in love for a long time."

Su Chengyin's lips trembled, and everything around him was what he liked, the smell, the sound, the temperature, and this person who was always dreaming, everything was there.

It's too wonderful, it's an illusion, such a good thing will not belong to him.

Su Chengyin tried his best to break free from his embrace, his nose wheezing so pitifully, he rushed to the living room, ignoring his schoolbag, jacket, and even his shoes, he frantically unscrewed the door lock and ran to the elevator room, falling from the warmth In the cold, he was suddenly called out by the voice chasing after him.

He escaped, but where could he hide?

Xiangzhang Community, the fifth floor, he is so familiar with the corner room that he would not bump into it even with his eyes closed, but that room became a luxury a week ago, he stayed there, not a home where he could escape and hide.

Every Spring Festival, Su Qiu made a refrigerator full of dumplings and left him to spend the holidays alone.He can't appear in Su's family because he's a cheap bastard, and he can't appear in Lin's family because it's the condition of Lin Chu's promise not to divorce.

It was not the Spring Festival at all, it was suffering. He lost his mother during the Spring Festival, and he never got company again.

The awards and trophies in the house have long been piled into the glove box, replaced by the family portrait without him, it is Xinyu's first anniversary since childhood, and it is a parent-child photo of them going out together.

If they knew that he was not Su Chun's own child at all, would they not even want any repayment, just begging him not to show up again?

Where else can I go?

Su Chun didn't even have a tombstone, the fire engulfed his body, and the rivers engulfed his ashes.

Where else can he go?

"Su Chengyin."

Su Chengyin turned around slowly, his tears were so turbulent that he couldn't see clearly, he sobbed a little, and a sentence rolled in his throat, I like you too, I like you like crazy.

"Come to me." Chen Qi coaxed him patiently, calling him, "I'll hug you."

Su Chengyin stood where she was, unable to do anything but cry for nothing.

Chen Qi was only wearing cotton socks, and the soles of his feet were numb from the cold tile floor. He walked slowly towards Su Chengyin, and hugged him with open arms: "The secret is over, it's time to give a gift."

Su Chengyin shook his head instinctively, he didn't even dare to hug her back.

Chen Qi kissed his earlobe and murmured: "I wanted to do this when I hugged you before."

Kissing his cheek again, feeling the salty taste, then kissing his trembling eyelashes, kissing the center of his eyebrows, the tip of his nose, and finally kissing his lips gently and earnestly.

Just crush it carefully, and peck again and again.

"Su Chengyin," Chen Qi said happily, "The presents are over, my first kiss with me, do you like it?"

Su Chengyin is already stupid.

Chen Qi kissed him again, then picked him up and carried him home: "You like it, and I know it even if you don't tell me."

The door was closed again, and the warmth and light enveloped Su Chengyin again. He sank into the sofa, his tears were wiped away, and he finally regained some clarity from his stupidity.

A little is enough.

Chen Qi leaned down/body hugged him into his arms, the two of them squeezed into the sofa was not too spacious, their bodies were close to each other, this time Su Chengyin would have no way to struggle and escape.

Chen Qi was like a treasure, no amount of kneading his hands would be enough, his cold ears were warmed up, and his face was also warmed up, he called his name contentedly: "Yinyin."

Su Chengyin endured sobbing, and took out his mobile phone from his butt pocket to type with difficulty. His eyes were still blurred and typing was difficult. Chen Qi wanted to snatch his mobile phone and listen to his voice, but he hesitated for a moment and decided to wait. wait.

On weekdays, Su Chengyin would use sticky notes when typing, but today he revealed his secrets again and directly clicked into the chat interface between WeChat and Chen Qi. The bright three words "sweetheart" hit Chen Qi's heart, causing him to sigh.

Su Chengyin didn't have time to care about it, and his fingertips were trembling unbelievably: Take me away, take me abroad together, I don't have money, I will work hard to make money, apply for scholarships, do a lot of work-study jobs, please, I want Going abroad with you, they also want me to go far away, I will not meet someone I like more, please, take me, I will be sensible, I don’t want to be separated, I want to follow you, I will not give If you are causing trouble, I will--

Chen Qi snatched his mobile phone and threw it on the tea table, lowered his head to kiss his lips that were slightly parted because of excitement.

The tip of the tongue licked the lips, and poked into the mouth to plunder.

The wet and long kiss made both of them feel like falling into the clouds.

Chen Qi stared into his eyes and promised: "I will definitely take you away."

The author says:

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