Love to hear

Su Chengyin: Qiao, have you ever given Hang Zi a gift?

Zhang Xie: I'm too familiar, I haven't sent it yet, what's the matter?

Su Chengyin: If you want to give it away, what will you give it?

Zhang Seam: Send two catties of pig brains, eat whatever you want, a Muggle.

Su Chengyin was overjoyed looking at the note, and before he could finish writing, Wu Haohang let out a "hey", turned his face to the window, and slapped the gaps with his backhand: "It's snowing, it's snowing heavily."

Su Chengyin immediately looked out, the sky was black, only the falling snowflakes could be seen near the lights, they were flying one after another, the formation was obviously huge but quiet.

He put down his pen, took out his cell phone and sent a message to Chen Qi: It's snowing!

The city before Chen Qi came to Yuanlan was located in the north. It is not surprising that he sat in an ice sculpture house and ate hot pot in winter. He continued to solve the problem without raising his eyelids amidst the excited sound of the whole class stretching his neck, but was caught again. Su Chengyin's news made him chuckle, especially the exclamation point at the end.

He replied: Well, do you want to drink milk tea?Let's go buy milk tea after school, shall we?

SCY: I want to eat sesame paste.

Chen Qi laughed out loud, and replied as he felt in his heart: You are so cute.

If there is a snowflake, let alone a snowflake, if a snowball hits Su Chengyin's face, it will be melted away by the scalding temperature in minutes. How can he still envy the sesame paste he sewed? Steady the little deer who was bouncing around in his heart, he typed: You are cute too.

Zhang Seam was holding a ceramic cup with a big round belly in his hand. Inside was the hot sesame paste made for him by the slave Wu Haohang. He couldn’t live without this mouthful in winter. In spring, summer and autumn, boiled sweet-hearted eggs, three cups of sesame paste a day in winter .

Taking advantage of the chaos in the class, he turned around and asked Su Chengyin: "Is his birthday coming?"

Su Chengyin shook his head and explained: Send it when he is going abroad.

Zhang Xie let out an "ah" and said, "Going...going abroad?"

Su Chengyin also sighed for his secret love that was doomed to end without a cause, he nodded helplessly, Zhang Xi lowered his voice: "Give yourself away."

The heat that hadn't dissipated burned Su Chengyin's face again, he stared at his innocent eyes and opened them angrily, Wu Haohang interrupted: "Why are you smiling so wretchedly?"

Zhang Qiang glanced at him: "You're talking about a promise with your body, isn't that girl thinking about you every day?"

"Don't mention it." Wu Haohang was about to go crazy, "If you mention the real suicide, my parents will read it when I get home. Will you still be talking about it in school?"

The bell rang, and the evening self-study was over. Zhang Qian ate a few bites of sesame paste, and raised his chin to Su Chengyin: "Didn't he always want to pass your exam? Don't let him succeed until he goes abroad, and I will remember you for half of his life."

I still went to the milk tea shop and queued up. A few days ago, a new product was released in the shop --- black sesame milk cream Yunfu.

The two of them walked home with a glass of snow, and originally lied to Su Qiu that he would return the coat to his classmate today, but Chen Qi looked at him with non-negotiable eyes and told him to put on the hat quickly and compromise, I had no choice but to lie to Su Qiu again.

Walking all the way back to the T-junction, Chen Qi didn't want to let Su Chengyin go home. He was so annoying today. From the time he came trotting with roasted sweet potatoes this morning, Chen Qi felt that he was finally no longer depressed, and finally healed from the sad things. I don't know how much credit I have for coming out of the torment, but Chen Qi really wants to spoil him a little more, it's not enough, he wants to take care of him and treat him better.

Chen Qi thought, maybe now is a good time.

Su Chengyin was buried in typing, but she couldn't see Chen Qi's eyes that were so intense that they wanted to swallow him.

Chen prayed for him, and Su Chengyin slapped his phone on his face proudly: "Walk a few more steps, please?"Although you still won't be able to pass me in the five-school joint exam tomorrow, I still want to show you a good set of papers I made last night.

"Don't be too embarrassing," Chen Qi said with a smile in his eyes, "Yu Ningyan said that your target is Fang Le, Yuangao, but you still have to take care of me."

Xueluo became more and more arrogant, hanging on Su Chengyin's eyelashes, and in a few blinks, it fell onto dots of water droplets, Chen Qi's heart was unbelievably soft, he said: "Let's bet big this time, shall we? "

Why doesn't Su Chengyin follow him?

He walked to the Xiangzhang community first, and he relied on Guiyi, he still had to play what he should do, he typed and begged for mercy: Don't pass me in the exam, just let the water do a multiple-choice question, okay?

Chen Qi was so teased that he laughed, and wanted to pick him up and run around in the snow. He asked, "Why?"

In order for you to remember me for half my life.

After drinking the milk tea to the end, Su Chengyin threw it into the trash can, wiped away the falling snow on the screen and continued: I will listen to you in everything, as long as you don't pass me.

And made up another facial expression under Chen Qi's eyelids: >0<!

"Are you trying to pass the test by being cute?" Chen Qi made things difficult for him, "Put your phone away, and I will promise you if you show me how cute you are."

At the entrance of the stairs, Su Chengyin ran upstairs as if his whole body was burning, and sent a message to Chen Qi on the second floor: It is assumed that you agree, you can't go back on your word, you must release the water! >0<!

Covering his forehead with one hand, Chen Qi looked up and watched the voice-activated lights on the stairs light up step by step. He thought this was a good time, and when he ran down again, he would hug him into the Turn your arms around twice.

But the voice-activated light on the fifth floor never came on.

There was still a row of steps in front of Su Chengyin to get home. He walked up step by step with light steps. He heard correctly, it was indeed a quarrel at home.

He hurriedly took out the key to open the door, but was knocked to the spot by the sound of "Let him move out!"

Inside the house, Lin Chu was standing in front of the TV, with a long scarf that hadn't even been cut off around his neck, and Su Qiu was sitting on the sofa, watching him panting, and said in disbelief, "Honey, you... what are you saying?"

"I said! Let him move away! Tell your nephew, move away!" Lin Chu paced back and forth, saw a small gap in the bedroom door, and immediately pointed to it and cursed, "Who told you to eavesdrop and peek?" Yes! Close the door!"

Xinyu turned pale with fright, and closed the door tightly with a "slap".

Su Qiu stood up all of a sudden, threw the scissors on the coffee table, and said angrily: "What are you doing, you, you are endless, I just told you that the price tag is fake! Fake! How sensible is he? Don't you know? Would he buy such an expensive scarf? You said it's a discount, so you're just being critical, aren't you!"

"Two hundred and eight, huh? Two hundred and eighty one! Even after the discount, how much cheaper will it be?" Lin Chu tore off the scarf and threw it on the ground. He overslept tonight and was supposed to go to bed at eight o'clock. He was on the night shift, but he forgot to set the alarm clock after dinner, and he woke up just after he fell asleep. It was Su Qiu who woke him up when he came back from the supplementary class with Xinyu. Two hours late for no reason was counted as half a day. He was so angry that he almost vomited his dinner come out.

While persuading him not to worry, Su Qiu turned out the scarf Su Chengyin bought and put it on for him: "The first snow was so heavy, it was so cold that it made people shiver, you don't like wearing scarves, don't be stubborn now Now, watch out for a cold."

The scarf is soft and skin-friendly, and the comfort overwhelms the feeling of being suffocated by being wrapped around the neck. Lin Chu barely suppressed her impatience and urged her: "The tag is still hanging, cut it off."

Just by the way, seeing the price of 280 yuan on the label directly ignited Lin Chu's extremely irritable and bad mood.

"He didn't give you all the prize money from the last competition. Do you know what he used it for?"

"Didn't he say that he bought gifts for his friends, and the rest was used as meal cards. He doesn't eat three meals a day at home, and he will starve if he spends them indiscriminately!"

"Do you know how much his bonus is? He is sensible. You always say he is sensible. Every time he wins an award, he hides it for himself. Can you know? You just treat him as sensible and always trust him!"

Su Qiu was dumbfounded by the scolding, and stared at Lin Chu, who was overwhelmed with anger: "Is he ignorant? Ah? You feel your conscience and tell me?!"

"I'm feeling my conscience?" Lin Chu stopped pacing and sneered, "Who has raised him for so many years? 12 years? Have you carefully calculated how much it cost to raise him? He has grown up and grown up How long do you want to keep him? Do you want to buy him a house and a car to watch him marry a wife? "

Lin Chu pointed to the bedroom: "Don't be like a paste in your head! That's your son, your own son! I've compared him to your nephew since I was a child, how many times have I told you, but I didn't listen! Your nephew is excellent , studies well, does your son come last? There is a gap between people, you can compare yourself! Who doesn't know that Su Chengyin studies well and earns a big face for our family, but do we need this face? Ah? Do you need it? How disgraced he is, how much your son is said!"

Su Qiu was stunned.

Lin Chu wiped his face, blushed in anger and had a thick neck: "I never heard that he has any friends, the one named Chen Qi, he has a lot of money at home, right? Can your nephew play with him? How do you play? He eats dirt and grass behind him when he eats hot food? Is it possible? How can he play with others when he doesn’t have any money? Why don’t you use your brain to think about it!”

Su Qiu murmured in a daze, "He...he even...even if he hides some...he still bought you a scarf."

"To be honest, Su Qiu, I was soft-hearted at the beginning." Lin Chu didn't listen to what Su Qiu was saying, and vented to himself, "It's really pitiful to lose my mother. But if I make tens of thousands or hundreds of thousands a month Don’t talk about Su Chengyin, even if you raise another nephew, I’m fine! But how much do I earn? How much do you earn? You pity him, you pity me, pity us! Our son is only ten years old. There are places where money is spent, and he will also buy a house and a car in the future to marry a wife! We have raised him to eighteen, so we should ask him to move away!"

Su Qiu finally came back to his senses, snorted with tears in his eyes, and said, "You bastard... If you didn't know that my sister still has a bank card with a deposit of more than [-] yuan, would you really agree to adopt Chengyin? He is Eighteen, but he is a mute, where do you let him go? Huh?"

"The college entrance examination is half a year away. Let him take the exam as far away as possible! He doesn't come back once a year, and he always spends the New Year alone. He's used to it! Tell him not to come back again! Didn't you say he's sensible? Tell him, can he not understand? How long does he want to stay at our house?!"

The last sentence almost broke his throat, Lin Chu coughed violently, tears were forced out.

Xinyu hid in the room and wept uncontrollably. He sobbed and opened the door a crack, crying: "Don't quarrel with Mom and Dad, brother is coming back, don't quarrel with you, why are you so bad, don't Chase brother away!"

Su Qiu ignored it, Lin Chu stared at Xinyu, his eyes were ferocious and bloodshot, and he cursed hoarsely: "You son of a bitch, you know what to eat and you want this and that, you don't have a heart."

Xinyu shrank from being stared at, wiped away tears and closed the door, hid in the bed and wailed.

Su Qiu burst into tears, Lin Chu glanced at her, and simply said: "Do you still remember the year when you just brought him back? He didn't cry or laugh, and he didn't make noise, just like a sick child." Yes, the more you look at it every day, the more scary you are. I told you to throw him to Nuanshutang and you still don’t do it. This month, do you think he has become like that again? It’s like losing his soul all day long, hanging Talking as if someone owed him 80 million, it's already annoying enough, but it's even worse to see his lifeless appearance."

Lin Chu was tired of scolding, and after venting in a rough voice, he checked the time. He still had to go to work, and he had to go even if he was late. If I don’t freeze to death, you return the scarf to him, and be careful that he doesn’t freeze to death.”

After finishing speaking, he threw the scarf on the coffee table. Su Qiu stared at the scarf and shuddered, then raised his voice and asked him, "That woolen coat he wore back yesterday!"

Lin Chu wondered, he had been on the night shift for the past two days, and he hadn't met Su Chengyin face to face: "What coat?"

Su Qiu's eyes filled with tears suddenly became suspicious: "Which classmate is so generous that he would lend him such an expensive coat? It just fits me well?"

Lin Chu couldn't understand what she was talking about. He was tired. He picked up the key and walked to the door to change his shoes. Before opening the door, he turned around and said to Su Qiu who fell down on the sofa: "At that time, I threatened you with divorce. You, you still keep him, now I say it again, if you continue to keep him, I will take my son to divorce you, think about it yourself. "

Su Qiu cried out of breath, picked up the scissors and threw them towards the door, cursing at the top of his voice, "Get lost!"

The scissors cut a long, pale wound on the security door, and fell on the tiled floor and broke into two halves. Su Qiu covered his face and cried bitterly. He didn't know that a good scarf, a good Su Chengyin, was so disgusted by the person next to him this level.

It was snowing heavily outside the window, and there was only the sound of crying in the room.

After a while, Su Qiu got up, picked up the scissors, threw them into the drawer, and grabbed the scarf with the hang tag on it and went into the bedroom. Seeing a big bag bulging under the bed, she coaxed: "Baby, come out, come on!" Talk to mom."

Xinyu exposed a head from under the quilt, crying like a cat with a small face: "Mom, don't drive brother away!"

"Do you like brother Chengyin?" Su Qiu asked softly.

Xinyu nodded: "I like it, he is so nice."

Su Qiu burst into tears again. He took his son into his arms, stroked his little head and asked, "Every time mom praises my brother, are you sad? , are you hurt?"

Xinyu shook his head, then nodded slowly after a while and said, "One thing. I also want to make you proud, so that you can be as happy and proud as you are at your brother's parent meeting during the parent meeting."

Su Qiu was speechless again.

The hallway was pitch black.

Su Chengyin didn't know when Chen Qi came up, nor how much he heard.He woke up suddenly when Lin Chu's voice approached the door, and was grabbed by the wrist almost at the same second and ran upstairs.

Lin Chu's footsteps gradually became inaudible, and Su Chengyin was buried in Chen Qi's arms in embarrassment again and couldn't stop crying. He clenched his lips tightly and tried to hold back the sobbing, which made his whole body tremble.

As if ten thousand arrows were piercing his heart, Chen Qi's eyes were wet with pain. He wanted to comfort him, but he couldn't say anything. He could only repeat "good boy" over and over again. It can give Su Chengyin a sense of security.

The flying snowflakes piled up a thin layer on the staircase wall, and time seemed to flow very slowly, but also seemed to flow very fast.

Chen Qi's cell phone rang, it was Su Ling's exclusive ringtone.

Su Chengyin pushed Chen Qi away, and he rubbed his face. It seemed that his eyes were broken from crying in the past month, and the pain was severe when he cried.

Chen Qi hung up the phone and sent back a message: I'll be right back.

Looking up again, he saw that Su Chengyin was also typing on his mobile phone. He raised his hand to hold Su Chengyin's wet and cold face, and coaxed softly, "Come with me, come back with me, okay?"

Su Chengyin shook her head, broke away from Chen Qi and continued typing, her nose still twitching: It's just something to face sooner or later, don't worry, I'm fine, you can go back.

Chen Qi hugged him again: "I'm worried, you can come with me. If you don't want to tell me, then I don't ask anything. I will hold you to sleep at night, and we will go to the exam together tomorrow, okay?"

Su Chengyin grabbed Chen Qi's clothes, wanting to take a deep smell of his favorite smell, but blocked his nose from crying.

He lusted after him for a while, but finally let go of his embrace. He pushed Chen Qi, pushed him downstairs with all his strength, drove him away, and said: Please.

"I really want...I really want to pick you up and take you away." Chen Qi was helpless and powerless. He grabbed Su Chengyin's wrist and threatened, "You go into the house, and I'll watch you outside for 10 minutes to make sure you're okay. just go."

Su Chengyin's tears ran out by himself, he was stunned, and suddenly plunged his head into Chen Qi's arms and hugged him vigorously, rubbing his face indiscriminately, messing up the scarf before he raised his head, and pulled away a scar that was worse than crying. Ugly smile.

Su Qiu coaxed Xinyu to sleep, sat quietly on the bedside and looked at her son, and heard a sound from the door again, it was Su Chengyin who had returned, she didn't move, she continued to listen with her ears up.

Su Chengyin stepped on his slippers to take a hot bath. He hung up his pajamas, took a photo of the Teletubbies and sent it to Chen Qi: I'm taking a bath, and I'll take a longer wash. My aunt has already fallen asleep in the bedroom, so I'm really fine. , you go back quickly, I will see the picture of your bedside lamp after I take a shower.

Chen Qi replied to him in seconds: OK.

Su Chengyin looked at the interface lovingly, his nose sore, he quickly raised his head to stop crying, then clicked into the note and changed Chen Qi's "Q" to "Sweetheart".

Su Qiu waited until the sound of the water disappeared, and did not come out until Su Chengyin returned to the bedroom. She saw that there was no light through the crack of the door, which was exactly what she wanted.

Su Qiu gently knocked on the door: "Chengyin, I'm coming in."

Even the curtains were drawn tightly in the room. Su Chengyin's mobile phone screen was placed on the bedside table, which was the only light source in the room. He sat on the bed with the quilt covering his legs. He moved inside and patted the side of the bed, giving Su Qiuteng out of place.

The phone screen also went off.

Su Qiu was silent for a moment, took Su Chengyin's hand and gently kneaded it, and asked hoarsely, "Are you tired?"

Su Chengyin tapped her palm twice: not tired.

Su Qiu nodded and smiled wryly: "Good boy, it will definitely make my aunt feel bad... In the future, do you have a university you want to go to?"

This time Su Chengyin picked up his phone, and he turned the screen light to the darkest, and he typed: I want to enter Yuanlan University, it's close to you, and I can still look at my brother.

He showed it to Su Qiu, took it back before she could speak, and continued: I also want to take the exam and have a look outside. I have always been attached to you since I was a child, and sometimes I have the urge to go far away. Auntie, are you unhappy? ?

Su Qiu hung up the phone after reading it. In the dark, she had an inexplicable feeling. She felt that Su Chengyin heard their quarrel, and Kao Yuan was what he had always thought, and going outside to see it was just paving the way for her. Just let her see him off.

Su Qiu couldn't help being sad. She rubbed Su Chengyin's hair in the dark, her voice trembling: "Blow dry. Since you want to go far away, you must learn to take care of yourself."

Su Qiu took the door and left, leaving only a dark and quiet room for Su Chengyin.

He raised his head and couldn't stop crying, his eyes felt like needle pricks, he gasped violently, lost his mind, his fingers were tightly clenched on the quilt, he felt so uncomfortable that the whole person died for once.

"Why." Su Chengyin murmured hoarsely, "Why..."

It was too dark, as if blind, and too quiet, as if deaf, except for a bad voice that complained unwillingly.

Why all this.

Suddenly there was a glimmer of light, and Su Chengyin choked back his crying until his brain was starved of oxygen. He gasped for breath, and it took a long time before he finally got over the sadness.

He wiped away his tears, turned on his phone, and saw a light on the screen, emitting a gentle and warm light.

The author says:

Thanks for reading, thanks!After the straw was pressed, the writing was gentler than expected, and there was no bloody long knife to cut with full force.Let’s talk about Xinyu, a ten-year-old kid, his family conditions are not very good, and he is at the age when he has no self-assessment and loves to compare. It is because he has no opinion that he always sees what he wants. His parents have given the best they can. All the good ones are given to him, he also has a brother who loves him, it is inevitable that Pipi loves to act like a baby