Love to hear

Su Chun fell in love with a medical graduate student who was two years older than him.

She lived in a partition room in a cheap rebuilt building, and Wei Baiwen came to see her, but they didn't dare to have sex on the bed, as the noise could be heard by the neighbor next door.

They rolled on the ground, pressed against the wall, leaned against the window, the curtains were about to be pulled and broken, and the turbulent love filled the cramped hut. Su Chun hid in his arms and murmured: "I want to Change to another place, change to a room where the desk can be put down, there is a lamp on the desk, if you stay up late reading, I will fan you by the side."

They work part-time in the same bookstore, and the short two hours of being together during the day can't satisfy the couple in love. When the part-time job is up, Wei Baiwen continues to go back to school to be a bookworm, and Su Chun has to rush to the next place to work.

They both found another errand without telling each other, but they couldn't hide it for too long, and after a few chats, they saw each other through.

Su Chun was very concerned, and finally settled on a tube building, which was close to the medical school, with a room facing the sun and a study desk with a small cabinet.

Wei Baiwen would study all night on the table, and would also hug Su Chun on the table. He said: "There are two more years of internship. After the two years have passed... no, it is during these two years. You quit all your jobs, buy dresses, buy lipstick, buy whatever you like, and enjoy everything you didn’t enjoy.”

Su Chun laughed and cried: "I like you, I will go to your hospital as a cleaning lady, and clean the windows of your office every day."

Wei Baiwen felt sorry for her, cherished her, kissed her, and made things difficult for her: "Ms. Clean has a bachelor's degree, what should I do?"

"Then I will go to study and stay up late to study, working harder than you."

"Okay." Wei Baiwen hugged her in his arms, "Then add another one, and read all the books you haven't read."

In the half-surrounded seats of the coffee shop, Su Chengyin and Wei Baiwen sat facing each other.

After the man only asked him "when did Su Chun die", he kept covering his face and weeping.

Su Chengyin pinched his fingertips agitatedly. He subconsciously cast him as a bad man who abandoned his wife and children. Even if he regrets and weeps now, he is not worthy of sympathy.

"You..." Su Chengyin pushed the tissue box on the table in front of him, "I didn't come to find you as a relative, nor did I come to make trouble, I just... I don't know why I came to you. "

Wei Baiwen took a deep breath and managed to clean himself up. Just as he was about to speak, he heard Su Chengyin say in a hoarse voice, "Maybe I want to ask you, my mother is so good, why did you leave her?"

Wei Baiwen looked at Su Chengyin quietly for a long time, but Su Chengyin's patience was exhausted in silence: "I still have class in the afternoon, so you can make a long story short, and don't need to organize your words to think how to trick me."

Wei Baiwen smiled wryly and shook his head: "I'm not lying to you, I'm telling you the truth. I also want to ask, why did Su Chun..."

Su Chengyin still remembers the Spring Festival that year, and he remembers it clearly. He has never been back since then. Every New Year when Lin Chu and Su Qiu brought Xinyu back, he would spend the lonely Spring Festival alone in a deserted room. .

"Her sister got married, took me back, gossip..." Su Chengyin remembered that Su Chun praised him as a little angel, so soft and cute, he would definitely be liked by everyone, but he was not a little angel in the eyes of those people, Is a broom star.

Wei Baiwen rubbed his face and let out a long breath.

"We met because of the same part-time job. Not long after we got together, I was facing graduation and an internship in the People's Hospital. I was getting busier every day, and she was also busy, busy working to make money... I am very happy, with her It's really fun to be together."

"Then, one day, it was winter and it was very cold. I was in the hospital for several days before I was finally free to go home. I thought it was my hallucination, a hallucination caused by being too tired. I collapsed on the bed and saw something beside me. A little baby, sleeping peacefully, wrapped up in a ball."

Seeing Su Chengyin's confused expression, Wei Baiwen felt a little distressed, and said, "It's you."

Su Chengyin murmured blankly: "Me?"

"It's you." Wei Baiwen repeated again, "You were picked up by Su Chun."

Su Chun sat by the bed, his eyebrows curved: "A few days ago when I came back from the night shift, I heard a faint cry. I cried so badly. I found him in the bushes next to the garbage dump. It was so small and soft. My face was purple from the cold, I picked it up and turned around in place, not knowing who to ask."

"Then you carried it back?" Wei Baiwen sat up in shock, and looked down at the baby again, in disbelief, "You should call the police."

"I called the police." Su Chun pushed him back on the bed, and beat his arms and legs flatteringly, "The police can't do anything about this kind of abandoned baby. They said either I adopt it or send it to Nuanshutang .”

Wei Baiwen was so tired that he could fall asleep immediately after being squeezed so comfortably, he said in a daze, "Well, Nuanshutang, send it."

Nuanshutang is Yuanlan's orphanage, and across the street is Fangmanting Nursing Home, where homeless children are taken in, Wei Baiwen thought, when he wakes up, he will accompany Su Chun to take care of the poor and innocent children. Send the abandoned baby.

Unexpectedly, there would be disagreements, so serious that the two people who loved each other ended up breaking up.

"She likes children. She said it was just right. She could have a child without the pain of childbirth. She was reluctant to send you to Nuanshutang. No matter how I persuaded her, it was useless. At that time, we were not suitable for raising a child at all." Wei Baiwen recalled that quarrel, but he can't remember clearly. After so many years, the memories he can keep are all good memories with Su Chun, "Besides, I am the opposite of her. I don't like children. I...I don't like children now. There are no children, just me and my wife at home."

"We quarreled several times, each insisted on our own opinions and no one would compromise. She canceled the adult college entrance examination class she had taken several times, and found a new job after freeing up time. I think she is unreasonable. She understands me. But he wanted to break up with me and gave up the house, so I had to move to the hospital dormitory."

"Falling in love with you is the best thing, but we have to live, but we can't live together." Su Chun said goodbye to Wei Baiwen holding the baby who was obediently eating fingers, "Maybe you will change your mind after a few years, then Come to us again sometime, you'll love him."

During the six years of separation, he devoted himself to studying with the professor and went overseas to continue his studies. When his hometown was celebrating the New Year’s Eve, he was in a foreign country, and a new message popped up in the email, which was very abrupt. Eye-catching --- Married, don't come to us.

During these long six years, their refusal to compromise caused them to lose contact. Later, Su Chun lost his mobile phone. At that time, there was no business to report the loss. If he lost it, he would not be able to retrieve his number. It happened that Wei Baiwen was going abroad, and he couldn't get through before he left. Su Chun's call was disheartened, thinking it was a farewell.

The new news in the email came from a new comment on a paper he had published in a domestic forum. He read that sentence, burst into tears after laughing, and got himself drunk and sent to the hospital.

Wei Baiwen was heartbroken and choked up sobbing silently.

Su Chengyin seemed to be listening to other people's stories. He burst into tears, sobbed in a daze, and asked, "After my mother passed away, I sorted out the belongings. My aunt said she had a bank card with nearly 10 yuan in it... it was you ?"

Wei Baiwen raised his head, rubbed his face, and said in a hoarse voice: "Maybe, I gave her money every month. At first, I was too poor. I paid one hundred a month, then three to five hundred, and later, when money was loose , Hit one thousand, hit three thousand."

The corners of Su Chengyin's mouth trembled: "It's you. Sometimes we even default on the rent, and she has no savings."

Tears welled up again, Wei Baiwen didn't dare to think about whether Su Chun was looking forward to the news of his income every month, whether he was looking forward to finding her and them.

She should look forward to it. Wei Baiwen was swallowed by regret. He had originally planned to go to her when he returned to China, to confess his mistakes to her, and to continue to love her.

How desperate she must have been when she drank the poison.

Wei Baiwen didn't dare to think about it anymore.

Su Chengyin bit his lips, blood came out, he was in a daze, his pale face was soaked with tears that could not be wiped away, he heard Wei Baiwen ask him: "If you don't believe me, we can do a DNA test."

Su Chengyin lowered her eyes, and said after a while: "I don't believe it, I don't care who you are, Su Chun is my mother."

Wei Baiwen sighed deeply, he nodded: "She is your mother."

The coffee was cold and had a strong bitter taste.

Su Chengyin wanted to go back, he didn't want to go back to school, and he didn't want to go home. He missed the small house in the suburbs where he had seen the Milky Way with Su Chun. for a while?"

Wei Baiwen naturally agreed to him, Su Chengyin said, "I want to stay by myself."

"...Okay." Wei Baiwen wiped his face with a paper towel, he was about to get up, but he was worried about him, "Want to eat something, let me order some cake for you?"

Su Chengyin shook his head.

Wei Baiwen left, and after paying the bill, he drove the car to the side of the road under the shade of a tree, and he could see Su Chengyin sobbing on the table not far away.

At 10:[-] p.m., Chen Qi was leaning against the corridor on the second floor. There were still [-] minutes to class, and this person hadn't come yet.

Chen Qi sent a message: Yinyin, I overslept, I'm going to be late!

Nothing came to light.Not even a wave.

Chen Qi didn't dare to remind him, for fear that he was on his way to school --- he went to check it out, and Su Chengyin's bicycle was still parked next to his.

You should go downstairs to his house and wait for him.

Chen Qi returned to work slowly, while Yu Ningyan twisted his nose aside: "It's so cold, is it going to snow? Take a nap and freeze to death."

Chen Qi said "Oh", "It's almost time... why did you go to the coffee shop?"

"What cafe?" Yu Ningyan asked in confusion.

Chen Qi was also puzzled, Su Chengyin sent him the location of the cafe, and then another message popped up.

SCY: Come to me, okay?

Q: OK.

Yu Ningyan watched him jump up and get up, the teacher at the front door walked into the classroom, and the back door could only see the back of his deskmate running towards the stairs.

The teacher turned around and shouted at Chen Qi: "Class is over, what are you doing?"

Chen Qi's voice drifted over: "I have something to ask for leave!"

Yu Ningyan was so envious that he could do whatever he wanted.

The author says:

Thanks for reading!Yinyin will be sad for a while.