Love to hear

Mao Fei flew away with his broken phone in his pocket, and had to use telepathy to rendezvous with his boyfriend when he flew back.

Su Chengyin guessed a lot, and finally couldn't help but ask: Why hasn't your roommate liked you for two years?

The neon lights outside the bus flowed, reflecting Chen Qi's smiling face: "Why do you ask such a question?"

For a while, Su Chengyin was so panicked that he dared to look out the window, but then he thought that Chen Qi had praised him generously, so he mustered up his courage: You are so good.

Chen Qi chuckled sullenly for a while, and said, "I only treat him as a friend."

Lovely as Mao Fei, he couldn't get rid of Chen Qi during the two years of being together day and night. Su Chengyin thought about it and couldn't think of any other possibility except for Chen Qi's laser straightness.

Maybe sporty?What's more, the mouthful of the muscular man?

Anyway, since she didn't have a chance to play, Su Chengyin flattened her mouth in melancholy, and said yes, don't think too much and don't ask for extravagance?Greed is self-abuse.

"What about you?" Chen Qi interrupted his thoughts, "I went to the competition last month, and the boy I met asked 'boyfriend?' Was he talking about me?"

Su Chengyin was really panicked.

"You like boys?"

Su Chengyin wanted to jump out of the window and escape. He didn't have time to think, so his instinct was to shake his head and deny it.

Chen Qi sighed with a smile, didn't ask him any more, just relaxed/sleeped in the seat, recalling many things, many plots and pictures, recalling the melody of Mao Fei's cappella and the people running towards him.

I thought I didn't have a deer in my heart, but it turned out that the deer was already treading on its hooves.

Don't hit it again, Chen Qi comforted it, recognized it, confirmed it, don't hit it again, I know.

The bus went all the way, carrying two lovers who each had a crush on them.

When he got home, the house was surprisingly empty and pitch black. Su Chengyin breathed a sigh of relief. It just so happened that he could finally be unhappy without any scruples. What does it mean to kill yourself?

He took a bath with his head languidly, and rubbed his clothes with his head languidly. His underwear was dirty, and his front feet lied to other people's coldness after he had dreamed of sex. He whimpered and opened his mouth to scold himself: "Bastard!"

Feeling inadequate, he scolded again: "It's what you deserve, you've done your own crimes, you've asked for trouble!"

After cursing, he pursed his lips tightly, the grievance and boredom flooded his brain like crazy, which made him unable to bear it, and he shed a series of tears in the blink of an eye.

After squatting on the ground to vent for a long time, her legs and feet were so numb that she couldn't feel it, Su Chengyin sniffled and felt better. There was movement at the door, and Xinyu's joyful voice was heard.

"Can we go next time?"

"Just go if you get tenth in the exam." Lin Chu held him up high, and laughed loudly, "How many bowls of hot and sour noodles did you eat tonight?"

Xinyu was having fun, kicking his calves: "Mom ate one bowl, you ate two bowls, and I ate three bowls. It's full!"

Su Chengyin opened the toilet door, came out with a basin for clothes, and greeted them.

Su Qiu was also full of joy. She put down her bag and said, "Take Xinyu to the aquarium. It's already nine o'clock. Have you eaten yet?"

Su Chengyin pretended to smile easily and nodded, but actually he hadn't eaten yet. After getting off the bus, Chen Qi invited him to have dinner with him. He was so sad that he just wanted to hide alone, so he came home hungry .

Not hungry, no appetite.

The father and son were still playing around, and Su Qiu yelled at them. Seeing that Su Chengyin finished drying his clothes, he followed him into the small bedroom with a hair dryer: "It's getting colder and colder, do you want to catch a cold or have a fever? A trip to the hospital costs more than anything else."

Su Chengyin blew dry obediently, no matter how cold or fevery he was, he was no longer in Chen Qi's arms, and the redness in the corners of his eyes deepened again. He took the phone and forced himself to divert his attention, and typed: Auntie, do you know Wei Baiwen?

"Wei Baiwen?" Su Qiu murmured, "I don't know, who is this?"

Su Chengyin was so irritable, she lowered her eyes: it's okay.

Su Qiu rubbed his head, and told him softly, "The college entrance examination is half a year away, don't think too much, study hard."

Su Chengyin nodded, moved from the bed to the desk and sat down.

Su Qiu helped him close the door tightly, but couldn't block the laughter of Lin Chu and Xinyu in the living room.

He took out the test paper, then took out the diary, and flipped through the pages one by one. The paper turned yellow over the years, and Su Chengyin even breathed carefully. He muttered: "It should be glued with transparent glue."

I used more than half of the book, almost all of which are in Su Chun's handwriting. I recorded two or three moods every now and then. When I was too busy, I would only write two lines for several months. Su Chengyin followed the memory and accurately turned to the May NO.16 page: Wei Baiwen.

Wrinkles wet with tears remained on the page, Su Chengyin stared blankly at these three words, feeling like a knife was twisting his heart.

"What's wrong with me..." He hummed, "What's wrong with me, don't be hypocritical...Is there no end..."

He wiped his face, took his mobile phone and searched for "Wei Baiwen", the first one was the introduction of the professor on the official website of Yuanlan City People's Hospital.

Su Chengyin clicked in and browsed carefully, there were numerous praises, and there was a weekly schedule of consultations at the bottom.

Su Chengyin licked her dry lips, and saved the screenshot.He didn't know what he was doing, his head was at a loss, and he just held the phone in a daze.

For a long time, the too cold wind hit the small window, and then continuous rain splashed on the awning.

Su Chengyin came back to his senses, and realized that he was so unbelievable tonight that he hated himself.But it's hard to take back the wandering thoughts, he didn't want to do the test paper at all, his fingertips touched the diary, and he couldn't help but continue to recall.

Go to sleep.Su Chengyin gave up on himself and turned off the desk lamp heavily as if venting his anger. The room was plunged into darkness. He sat by the window and listened to the rain. The rain fell into his eyes and made them wet again. The night was so dark that he was almost a rascal. Howling with a bad voice.

"Buzz---" the phone lights up.

At this moment, Su Chengyin in fantasy had already picked up the phone and threw it out of the window without hesitation, but in reality, he was trembling in embarrassment, and finally couldn't help crying softly before picking it up.

Chen Qi hadn't noticed anything unusual yet, he said, "I just arrived downstairs at your house, and when I looked up, I saw you turned off the light, are you going to sleep?"

Su Chengyin tapped the microphone.

"Then...can you wait first, I brought you a box of pine nut cakes, and I will bring them up."

Last night, he was very embarrassed to eat a box of Songzhi cakes by himself. Mao Fei hooked him up: "You love eating more than him, and I will send a few more boxes when I go back. Am I special?" good?"

Tears pooled on his chin and wet his neck and collar. Su Chengyin covered the microphone and took away the phone, biting his lips unbearably.

The living room is full of chatter and laughter, how can I get out?

I also don't want you to see my disgusting appearance.

The sound of rain outside the window became more and more rampant. Su Chengyin hung up the voice, his eyes were covered with tears and he could barely see the screen. He typed: Thank you.

SCY: If my aunt saw it and wanted to question it, take it back.

Chen Qi was standing outside the door in the dark night. He wanted to force it several times, but in the end he only replied: I will give it to you when I go to school tomorrow afternoon.

SCY: Good.

Chen Qi was drenched and returned to Shanhaiguan. He stood in the elevator and dripped water. Fortunately, the packaging of the Songzhi cake was waterproof. He shook his phone, and a message came in just in time.

SCY: Do you have an umbrella?

Chen Qi smiled, guessing that he must have been drowsy, he looked sleepy this morning, maybe he really didn't sleep well last night.

Q: Yes, I didn't get wet, I'm already home.

Q: Go to sleep, good night.

Su Chengyin was still lying on the edge of the window, watching his lies and crying, she hadn't cried like this for many years, it was all self-inflicted.

He wiped away his tears with the back of his hand over and over again, and looked at the small square on the eighteenth floor through the flying rain curtain. When he saw the gentle light flickering on, he finally exhaled deeply and long, swallowed his crying, and shook his lips. Pull off a little smile.

The next day, the rainstorm turned to drizzle and the weather was cloudy.

Su Chengyin had a particularly good night's sleep. After saying good night to Chen Qi last night, she threw herself into the small bed and slept in a dark sleep. She was tired from crying, and blessed by the sound of rain. The hypnotic effect was comparable to taking cold medicine.

The breathing light on the mobile phone urged him to read the news, it was already eight o'clock in the morning.

Seam: When my mother watched Gongdouju, I followed a few episodes and thought it was nonsense.

Seam: It's my fault, I was young and ignorant, I was young and crazy.

It was 11:30 last night.

Seam: She also brought her best friend over, so we turned into a blind date meeting, her best friend turned the corner and asked me repeatedly, and the dinner was hard to swallow.

Seam: When skating, Ritian directly paid for two coaches to take them. It was the first time I saw Ritian being so irritable.

Seam: Looking at this rhythm, his death can be delayed indefinitely for the time being.

Su Chengyin rubbed her face, it was tight and soaked in tears.

SCY: He loves you.

SCY: He is not a Muggle, if you call him a Muggle, you are a Muggle.

Zhang Shi didn't return, probably still sleeping.

Su Chengyin got up with walnut eyes to wash, the door of the master bedroom was closed, and the whole room was quiet, which made his stomach growl very pleasant. Su Chengyin went back to his desk and sat down at the desk, picked up a pen, and started to write for two days. Unwritten test paper.

Physics makes you forget hunger, chemistry makes you forget passion/desire, biology makes you forget longing, English makes you forget resentment, mathematics makes you headache.

Time flies, and the moment the pen is written, it turns back to an ordinary person who is full of desire and will be hungry.

Su Chengyin came out to look for something to eat in the refrigerator. There was a bag of coconut toast. Normally, he wouldn't be tempted, but now he was hungry, and his saliva made a sound when he swallowed it. After hesitating for a few seconds, he closed the refrigerator door.

Turning around, I saw a note on the coffee table. Usually, when he forgot to eat and sleep and study, Su Qiu would not send messages to disturb him, but told him her whereabouts in this way: take Xinyu to school activities, and do not return at noon. You go to school early to eat in the cafeteria.

It's already noon, 12:30.

Su Chengyin packed up and took the keys and set off. He didn't ride a bike on rainy days. As soon as he walked to the gate of the community with an umbrella, he saw Chen Qi get off from the taxi on the side of the road.

Su Chengyin took a deep breath, and used all her abilities to regulate her heartbeat and emotions. It's no big deal. Just like before, don't be proud of favors. The happier you are now, the more you drink poison to quench your thirst.

The taxi drove away, and Chen Qi called him through the rain curtain: "Why are you standing still?"

The college entrance examination is half a year away, and we will part ways. Don't be greedy, the more greedy you are now, the more you will be in prison.

Su Chengyin finally alerted herself, and then walked towards Chen Qi.

"Last night my mother scolded me so badly, scolding me while blaming herself, calling Mao Fei in turn to apologize."

The two of them walked on the damp and yellow tree-lined road, and there was a sense of loss and decadence.

Su Chengyin thought that "swearing" should not be used, for someone as gentle and elegant as Su Ling, she should use "teaching".

The combined radius of the two umbrellas distanced the distance between the two of them. Chen Qi put away the umbrella before taking a few steps, bent down and got under Su Chengyin's umbrella.

"Usually you talk to me with your eyes," he said.

Su Chengyin looked at him, and the umbrella handle was taken from his palm again.

Chen Qi laughed and said, "So I can't hear you if I hold two umbrellas."

Su Chengyin was stunned, why did she say such beautiful words, and what did she do with such a beautiful smile.

It's a pity that he is a little expert at destroying the atmosphere at this moment, and his stomach that has been hungry for a long time gurgles over the sound of the rain.

Chen Qi gently hugged his shoulders, and he continued to walk forward like a doll on a string.

"Didn't eat?"

Su Chengyin nodded, uncontrollably wanting to be wronged.

Chen Qi took out a box of pine cheese cakes from his backpack and handed it to him: "Put the mat first, and we will go to the cafeteria later."

Holding the snacks that made him greedy, Su Chengyin couldn't help wanting to act like a baby.

He tore open the packaging bag, and the strong fragrance spread out at the bottom of the umbrella. He raised his eyes: You take one first.

Chen Qi picked up one, "Aren't you starving?" He fed it to Su Chengyin, "Here you go."

Someone held an umbrella, someone fed, and Su Chengyin obediently opened her mouth to hold it.

Go fucking drink poison to quench thirst, I want to enjoy happiness and enjoy myself in time.

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