Master, he always loves acting

The two of them strolled to a small hillside, found a flat place and sat down, Lu Jingyan wrapped the military coats he brought out one by one, and wrapped Feng Tianzhi like a bun.

Feng Tian remembered the last time he went to the beach to blow some air, and burst out laughing, "Lu Jingyan, what's the matter with you, the boss with a net worth of more than one billion, takes his boyfriend to a place where there is no money to blow the air every day."

Lu Jingyan also smiled, pointed to the sky and said, "Look, where can I spend money to see such beautiful stars?"

Feng Tian looked up and was indeed attracted. The stars scattered in the sky were flickering, as beautiful as a painting. He sighed pretendingly and said, "I know, Mr. Lu, all your money is spent on It's on the blade, so you can only wrong me."

Lu Jingyan smiled and said, "Are you wronged?"

Feng Tian sneered again and said, "It's alright! If that's the case, I can save a little more in the future, so that Mr. Lu can do more meaningful good deeds."

He paused, looked at Lu Jingyan's gray and cold side face on the starlight and said fascinatedly, "Jing Yan, why are you so good?"

Lu Jingyan smiled and said, "I'm not as good as you think."

He glanced at Feng Tian, ​​then looked up at the stars in the sky and said: "I just have the wealth left by my parents and a life without hard work since I was born. Naturally, I can't say what I think It's so hypocritical to say that it's not good to be a rich person, on the contrary, I think it's great to be a rich person."

He was silent for a few seconds, sighed and continued: "There are tens of thousands of dark corners in this world that you can't see, parallel worlds that people like you and me can't touch in this life. But everyone The amount of a meal may be life-saving money in their eyes. They work hard for a hundred-yuan bill, and even risk their lives. In places we can't see, there are countless children who are eager for knowledge like the children here and educated people. Because getting an education and leaving here is the only straw for them to change their destiny.”

Lu Jingyan looked at Feng Tian and tightened his coat. In the dark night, he looked into Feng Tian's eyes with unprecedented seriousness and seriousness, "But do you know Tian Tian? These people who are eager for knowledge and education are actually this The lucky ones among thousands of people. Because there are still countless children in a certain corner of the world who don’t even know what knowledge and education are. They have been like their parents since birth, looking at each other. The mountains that do not reach the end, walking on narrow roads that may kill them at any time, the sun rises and the sun goes in and rests. The most important thing in their lives is to pray to God not to be drought or flood. Because of such natural disasters It could kill them at any moment."

Feng Tian didn't know why his eyes felt sour. He didn't know whether he was sad for the person Lu Jingyan said, or because he was touched by what Lu Jingyan said. He grabbed Lu Jingyan's hand tightly and clasped his fingers tightly.

Lu Jingyan held him back, stroked his hair, and said with a smile: "This seems to be very heavy, and it scared me every day."

Feng Tian shook his head, tilted his head and leaned on Lu Jingyan's shoulder, sniffed his nose, and whispered in a nasal voice: "I just suddenly feel that I don't seem to be good enough for you."

Hearing this, Lu Jingyan burst out laughing, and even Feng Tian who was leaning on his shoulder trembled, and he sighed softly: "Tiantian, I just said, in fact, I am not as good as you imagined. , I just did what I could without affecting my life."

"I have a lot of money, a lot of money, and what I spend on them is just a drop in the bucket." Lu Jingyan looked at the stars in the sky and heaved a sigh of relief. He said, "Actually, I am also very confused. I think my kindness is very hypocritical. It seems to be to help me live a more peaceful life. What I can help is only the tip of the iceberg, not worth mentioning."

"People like Teacher Li and Teacher Qi are the ones I admire the most. The money I donate can help the children in this mountain get better educational resources and facilities. But as long as there is money for such a thing, anyone can do it." I can do it. But like these teachers who are devoted to supporting education, what they can pay is what I can't afford anyway, and that is their whole life."

Feng Tian didn't know what to say for a while, wanted to refute him but couldn't organize his words well, and secretly scolded himself for being stupid, the two of them were silent for a while, just when Lu Jingyan felt that Ye Tailiang planned to take Feng Tian back.

Feng Tian clenched his hand and said aloud, "I don't think what you said is right."

Feeling the strength of his hand, Lu Jingyan froze for a moment, not understanding what he meant for a while, "What?"

Feng Tian took a deep breath and whispered, "You said 'anyone can do it as long as they have money'." He shook his head and said, "No. Not everyone can do it."

He looked up at Lu Jingyan, who was hazy and unclear under the moonlight, "How can you say that you are kind and hypocritical? Lu Jingyan, are you despising yourself too much? Do you know how many people in this world are as rich as you, or even richer than you?" Are there still rich people? But have they all done what you have done?"

Lu Jingyan looked at Feng Tian in astonishment, but this serious look was rarely seen on his face.

Without waiting for his reply, Feng Tian shook his head and said, "No."

He stared at Lu Jingyan and said, "Look at me, I'm not the best example. I'm also a child of a rich family, but I've never personally visited these children in the mountains like you."

"Yes, the money is a drop in the bucket for us, but do you know how many people have never even touched a cup?" Feng Tian let go of Lu Jingyan's hand, cupped his face with both hands, stared at his eyes seriously, and paused every word Say: "You don't need to be responsible for anyone's life. Your glass of water has saved the lives of countless children, but why do you blame yourself for not helping everyone? Helping others does not mean that you must Gamble your life on!"

His words were clear and loud, and he looked at Lu Jingyan with unspeakable firmness, "You are very rich, but you earned every penny you spent on them, and you paid no less than anyone else. , why do you look down on yourself so much? Teacher Li and Teacher Qi are noble personalities that I admire all my life, but is only this kind of nobleness noble? Is kindness only the kindness that dedicates one's life?"

Lu Jingyan was speechless for a moment. He looked at Feng Tian who was different from usual, and his heart softened. Looking at the starlight in his eyes, he heard him say: "Jing Yan, if this world becomes We don't want to be who we want to be, not because one person does a lot, but because most people do a little."

"It's not enough for only one person to be kind. We are looking forward to the gradual improvement of the world, but it cannot be achieved by you and me alone." Feng Tian looked affectionately at Lu Jingyan under the moonlight, and couldn't help pecking His lips, he said: "But I am willing to be the glass of water in your glass, so that you will not be so lonely and hard, okay?"

Looking at Feng Tian like this, Lu Jingyan felt as if his heart was being blown by the wind in this transparent mountain, and he couldn't calm down for a long time.He raised his hand, held Feng Tian's hand on his cheek, and leaned forward to exchange a deep and long kiss with him.

Amidst the sigh between lips and teeth, Feng Tian clearly heard Lu Jingyan say a word in a deep voice.

He said, "Okay."

Of course, this is the moral seed that has been planted in my heart for more than 20 years. It grows silently in my heart. No one knows that there is such a deep moral judgment on myself hidden in my heart.

At the moment when his eyes were covered 20 years ago, the man who quickly fell from the dozens of floors of the building had a "bang" when he landed. The sound of the siren and the terrifying ringing of the ambulance, all mixed together, poured into the ten-year-old Lu Jingyan's ears, entered his brain, spread in his blood, and in that rapidly beating heart A seed was planted in his heart.

Ten-year-old Lu Jingyan knows what death means, and the good education he has received includes how to face death squarely.But no one taught him how to face such a cheap death for a person who would choose to jump from a tall building because of more than 3000 yuan.

The nanny who covered his eyes, the driver uncle who was sitting in the driver's seat of the luxury car, Xiao Jingyan who was going to a party with meticulously combed hair, clean and beautiful leather shoes, and neat children's suits.

He had no concept of money for all the material things he enjoyed at that time, let alone estimate that a set of clothes on his body might have saved that person's life.

But was being rich a sin of his birth?

He told Feng Tian about the past word by word.

At that time, Lu Jingyan was invited to a friend's birthday party. The beautifully dressed Lu Jingyan was sitting in the car and heard the driver's uncle complain, "Why is there a traffic jam?"

Lu Jingyan glanced out, the surrounding area was tight, curiosity made him open the window, and the bustling voices of people squeezed into the car from the window.

Everyone outside looked up at the sky, so Lu Jingyan also looked at the sky.There stood a man, on top of a tall building.

He was shouting something, but Lu Jingyan couldn't hear him.

The spectator next to him has already explained for him, "Hey, you don't know, this man is really pitiful, he said that it was not easy to come out of the mountains by himself, and he finally earned 3000 yuan by working on the construction site. How much money, waiting to treat my mother's illness and let her son study, but this surviving contractor refused to pay the bill, and has been in arrears. Now he is dragging his mother to death, and his son can't go to school, you Tell me, is this fatal?"

"What are you talking about. You really lost your conscience. You have earned so much money and you can't bear to pay even this little money. They are some people who eat people and don't spit out their bones."

"Tsk tut tut, how pitiful."

"There are so many high-ranking people in this world, and there are countless more people whose lives are lower than an ant."

Before they could finish their emotions, there was a burst of exclamation and screams, and the man had already jumped off the stairs, and the nanny didn't have time to cover his eyes before that.

He saw it, a "cheap" death.

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