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Lu Jingyan was speechless for a while, and wanted to say something, but seeing Feng Tian's serious expression, he felt that nothing he said was suitable for the scene at this time.

He didn't want to deal with this brave kid, so how not to hurt him became Lu Jingyan's biggest headache.

Feng Tian smiled embarrassedly before waiting for an answer, bowed his head and said to himself: "Actually, I didn't believe it before."

Looking up at Lu Jingyan again, I don't know if he pretended to be strong and pulled out a very bright smile and said: "But from the moment I met you, I think I was probably wrong in the past."

"I'm 25 years old this year, and I've never been in a relationship. It's not that no one pursues me, it's that I've never liked someone." Feng Tian began to confess his heart in a low voice to himself. He said: "Looking at each other When people who admire confession come together, sticky and greasy, I hate that they can't stick together forever. I never feel envious for a moment. I just feel that I may not experience this kind of happiness, because enjoying life freely is what I want life. Having a partner around to bind myself, to be sad or happy about other people's emotions, doesn't appeal to me."

"I used to think so." Feng Tian looked at Lu Jingyan, who had been listening quietly and silently since just now, with some anxiety. He wanted to look at him but didn't dare to look at him directly. His eyes lingered on his face, " But from the first time I met you outside the restaurant, I felt that you were special."

"I admit that at first I just thought this man was tall and handsome and very good-looking, but the more I stayed with you, the more I thought about it. It seems that besides his figure and appearance, this man has something more attractive to me." Thinking about the scene at that time, Feng Tian still felt that Excited, eyes sparkling, "Every move you make makes my heart move, and every word you say to me is so sweet that I can't forget it."

Having said that, he paused, looked up at Lu Jingyan slightly and said, "When I was sleeping at night, I was still thinking about you, and I thought, it's over, I've fallen."

"I fell in love with a man, and I only met him once. This is incredible." Feng Tian stared at him with a good gaze and said seriously: "But I also checked in my heart whether it was impulsive, but it seems not. I think This matter about you has begun to affect my normal life, and I am sure that I really like you. "

"When I signed the contract yesterday, I felt that you had a good impression of me. It was even ridiculous to think that you might be trying to rule me." Speaking of this, Feng Tian couldn't help laughing and felt stupid, "But After I got home, I rejected myself again, thinking that it is impossible for a good person like you to think about unspoken rules, and I was relieved to think that you are a person worthy of liking, but I was also lost in the feeling of "ah, so you might not like me" emotionally."

"That wrong message was probably God making the decision for me, warning me not to waver and hesitate, it's not in my personality."

"I made this decision after going all out. In fact, I also feel that I am stupid, but it would be even more stupid if I let such a rare heartbeat disappear because of face. I have always lived freely and freely, from childhood to adulthood. The same is true of the education received: Love is love, hate is hate, there is nothing to be ashamed of.” Feng Tian said a lot in one breath, and he felt tired, he sighed and said: “When you like someone You can’t hide when you’re human, and I can’t hide anymore, and I don’t want to let you run away because I’m entangled in some shit, so I don’t want to bear it anymore.”

"Lu Jingyan, I like you and want to be with you. Is it possible for you to accept me and be with me?"

After hearing so much from him, Lu Jingyan wouldn't be moved if he wasn't moved.

He didn't expect that just because he helped someone casually, he would capture his heart and make him fall in love with him.

No matter whether Lu Jingyan liked him or not, Lu Jingyan was moved by this naked and honest heart.

Of course he doesn't think Feng Tian's words are long-winded, nor does he think Feng Tian's hastily expressed love is stupid, he just doesn't know how to face this sincere love so as not to hurt him, and not make him feel that he is underestimating he.

Lu Jingyan didn't dislike Feng Tian, ​​on the contrary, he liked Feng Tian quite a bit. He didn't know how much this liking would be tainted with his attraction to women, but at least he didn't dislike him.

It's just that this liking is insignificant compared to Feng Tian's. Lu Jingyan thought, if Feng Tian appeared at a better time, he might try it out with him.

Since there are people who fall in love at first sight, there are naturally people who fall in love with each other for a long time.

A little pinhead-sized liking may be infinitely magnified and split into intense love in the day-to-day contact.

If the timing is right, Lu Jingyan might really give it a try.

But no if.

Lu Jingyan pursed his lips, frowning his brows in a rare and serious way, which made Feng Tian startled.

Secretly said: It's over.

Sure enough, what Lu Jingyan opened his mouth to say immediately shattered Feng Tian's hopes, "Feng Tian, ​​if you allow me to call you that. I want to say sorry first."

As soon as this sentence was said, Feng Tian laughed, feeling relieved.

He waved his hand and said, "Just call me by my name, how about I call you Jing Yan too? That way at least if you can't be a lover, you can start as a friend."

Lu Jingyan looked at him worriedly and said, "Feng Tian, ​​I..."

Feng Tian looked at him in complete embarrassment and hurriedly said: "It's okay if I tell you these things or confess, but I don't want to embarrass you. I just can't help it anymore, and I want to at least try it first. "

"Isn't it the most normal thing for you not to accept my liking?" Feng Tian rubbed his face and cheered up with a smile, "Love at first sight itself is an unbelievable thing. If two people can fall in love with each other at first sight, they are still the same sex." How big is the probability? I have a point myself."

Feng Tian looked at Lu Jingyan, and said seriously: "I didn't say it to burden you, nor did I say it with the idea that you would definitely respond to me. I just want to let myself not regret it, and feel that if it is the first time in my life If you meet someone you like so much, if you don't try to confess, you will regret it for the rest of your life. I can't be a poor person who will never forget Bai Yueguang for the rest of my life."

Lu Jingyan looked at Feng Tian with relief, and sighed: "You are better than I imagined."

"Who isn't?" Hearing what he said, Feng Tian couldn't help laughing, his smiling eyes narrowed, and he repeated Lu Jingyan's words seriously: "You are better than I imagined."

He went on to say: "Actually, I didn't come here out of enthusiasm and didn't think about anything. For example, can you accept that I like men? For example, if you know, will it affect my work and life? For example, will you Will stay away from me because of this and don't let me approach."

"But it's okay, you let me know that you don't. This makes me more sure that you are a person worthy of my liking, not a person I made up in my own mind to deceive myself."

Lu Jingyan really didn't expect Feng Tian to be different from the innocence he imagined. He was simple but not naive. He was just brave. Perhaps his family made him brave and true, but it was undeniable that at this moment, Lu Jingyan wanted to :he's good.

Feng Tian had nothing more to say, he breathed a sigh of relief and said, "It's just that I still want to fight for myself. If you don't feel troubled, I will pursue you."

Lu Jingyan was stunned for a moment when he heard this, and subconsciously asked, "What?"

Feng Tian said seriously: "It's okay if you don't like me now, but I still like you, and I won't take back my love just because of your rejection. How about we start as friends first? Don't rush to reject me, give us two One chance at a time, okay?"

If Lu Jingyan was sensible enough, he should reject him at this time. Saying "no" seems to be the best choice after all considerations and calculations.

But that day, Lu Jingyan was shocked several times by Feng Tian who was different from what he had imagined. He thought: Why not?

If possible, it would be fun to be with this kid.

At that time, Lu Jingyan thought so, then loosened his frown, gave Feng Tian a smile and said, "Okay."

Just start as a friend, let me see how you want me to fall in love with you.

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