Yukimura, you let go [Net King + Neighbors]

She's not like, not at all.

I sat down, chatted with Natsume-san for a few words, and then made an excuse to leave. She looked at me with those ethereal eyes and asked, "You...you want to leave?"

I want to say that if I don't leave, I will stay here with you, but I can't help it, my heart hurts so much, it hurts so much, I'm afraid that if I sit and look at her like this again, I will die of pain up.

"...Hmm." I stood up and straightened my clothes as if nothing had happened, then walked towards the door without looking back.

I want to turn back, but I can't, because once I turn back, my legs can no longer move forward.

I'm sad, I'm so sad.Even if I'm just standing in the friend's shoes.

***

After leaving the ward, I saw Seiichi Yukimura standing at the door. To be honest, I really wanted to go up and beat him up, but I didn't, I couldn't beat him.

I have always thought that I am a very self-aware person, because I know that Natsume-san cannot like me, so I have never shown that I like her in front of her, and I have never said "I like you" to her.I'm afraid, afraid that she will be troubled, afraid that after I say that, we won't even be friends.

"Senior Yukimura, I..."

I just opened my mouth, and he answered, "If it's about Sister Chaozi... I think you should avoid it. Mizutani Xuemei also came to see me once before."

I was surprised, so surprised that I couldn't close my mouth from ear to ear.Mizutani-san already came to chat with Yukimura Seichi?What did Mizutani-san say to Yukimura Seiichi?

"...Yukimura-senpai... I still call you senior, I ask you to let her go, let Natsume-san go, she wasn't like this before..." Thinking of the way I saw her just now, my heart skipped a beat. Position pantothenic acid.

"Oh?" His lavender eyes shot over aggressively, and he asked with interest, "Then what was my little sister Chaozi like before?"

I don't know how long Yukimura Seiichi and Natsume Asako have maintained this improper relationship, but I know they have lived together for more than ten years, so my words... have no effect on Yukimura Seiichi at all .Because he spends far more time with her than I do.

I mustered up the courage to look at Yukimura Seiichi and said, "She...can't even smile anymore."

When I said this, Yukimura Seiichi laughed happily. I was wondering what he was happy about, so he said, "She can laugh when she is under me."

Almost a second of time!All the blood in my body is rushing to my brain!

"Why do you do this to her? She is your sister!" The right hand clenched into a fist irresistibly, and the bones made a 'creaking' sound in the muscles, which sounded a bit scary: "Is she really crazy? Or are you Drive her crazy?!"

"So what if she's not crazy, so what if she's crazy," I have to say, Yukimura Seiichi's smile is really pretty, it's hard for a man to have bright eyes and bright teeth without making people feel like a girl, but he It was done, but no matter how you look at this smile, it makes me want to beat him up: "Yes, I made her crazy. As long as she doesn't have the ability to think, she won't try her best to get out of it." Run away from me, I gave her a chance, so I can't help it."

"Bullshit!" I couldn't help but swear at him, what a joke!She has been deprived of her freedom, and she is still thinking of ways to deprive her of her mind!What else is there for Natsume? !

"Well, it sounds ridiculous." Unbelievably, Seiichi Yukimura nodded solemnly: "But I did it all."

The madman!Incorrigible lunatic!

"Loving someone should make her happy, you... you..." What kind of love is this!

"Make her happy?" As if he heard some American joke, Yukimura Seiichi standing in front of me looked like a flower blooming on his face: "Make her happy, what should I do? I've already gone to hell, naturally It is to drag her to live in hell together, and to live together in a life that would be worse than death."

……

When I went to see Natsume in that psychiatric hospital, her attending doctor told me that she had been taken back by her brother Yukimura Seichi.I was shocked, and desperately dialed Natsume's cell phone number, but it still didn't work after more than a dozen consecutive calls. I went to ask the doctor where Seiichi Yukimura took her. He looked at me inexplicably, and left a sentence Without knowing it, I turned around and went to work on other patients. I was like a big enemy, wandering around the hospital like a headless chicken.

I went to Mizutani and Yoshida, but only the former.Ever since Yoshida beat up Yukimura Seichi when he went to save Natsume last time, the third brother told Yoshida Haru's whereabouts to Yoshida Yuyama, and Haru was taken back by Yuyama brother.

Mizutani-san looked gloomy and seemed very unhappy, but it was normal, after all, Yoshida was gone.But she said he would be back soon.

The two of us went to Natsume's former home, but a strange old man opened the door. He said that the family had moved out and the house now belonged to him.

...and then we're... clueless.

"Maybe he's already left Japan..." Mizutani muttered to himself with a poker face.

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I found that many things I thought turned out to be the opposite.

I thought I would never see Natsume Asako and Yukimura Seiichi again, but when I went to the hospital by chance, I saw Yukimura Seiichi in a white coat with a stethoscope around his neck.

He chose the profession of doctor.

Ten years later, he has matured a lot compared to ten years ago. The pitiful childishness between his brows has disappeared and become more clean. The edges and corners of his face are very clear, and the deep outline outlines a handsome face. .

It turns out that Yukimura Seichi did not leave Japan with Natsume Asako.

Seeing Yukimura Seiichi now means that Natsume...does she live near here too?

I waited at the entrance of the hospital until Yukimura Seiichi got off work, and then sneaked behind him to his residence.

I thought Yukimura Seiichi would not want Natsume to see me, nor would I want to see Natsume, but I was wrong.

He stopped in front of the door, turned around and said to me who was hiding at the corner stairs: "Isn't it just to come to my house to visit my sister Chaozi after hiding for so long? Why don't you come out now?"

He is inviting me over.

I hesitated for a second, then walked up to Yukimura Seiichi from the dark place: "Long time no see, Yukimura-senpai... No, it should be Dr. Yukimura now."

He laughed: "You are still the same as ten years ago, Junior Sasawara, with such poor tracking skills."

"...Why let me find out on purpose?" It was the same ten years ago, and it will be the same ten years later. Since you want to tie up Natsume and make it exclusive to him, why do you want others to find out about Natsume?

"Ten years ago, I wanted you to know that I was beyond my powers, that I was not worthy of being Asako's friend, but now I..." Yukimura Seiki paused, and continued: "I want you to see me How much I love her."

***

In the center of the living room was a crystal coffin filled with transparent formalin. Natsume Asako was lying in it with a calm expression, as if she was just in a deep sleep.

Seiichi Yukimura walked over to Natsume who was lying in the crystal coffin, his expression was full of nostalgia and affection, and there was an expression similar to despair that I couldn't understand.

I watched silently as he walked to the crystal coffin, leaned down and kissed the transparent coffin wall softly, my Adam's apple rolled up and down several times, and finally asked: "Natsume-san...how did she get there?"

Yukimura Seichi didn't look at me when he answered, but just stared wholeheartedly at Natsume who closed his eyes in the coffin: "During the delivery, he bled heavily, and the child died along with it."

After half the payment, he added another sentence: "Leave me alone."

Yukimura Seiki lay on the coffin with his back facing me, and the white light cast a faint yellow halo on his body: "I will not send Asako to be cremated and buried in the soil. I just look at it like this every day She, looking at her, hope that one day, maybe she will wake up, still smile at me, and call me brother."

Extravagant hope!

I pouted.

"Natsume is dead." I stated to the lunatic in front of me a fact that Yukimura Seiki knew but didn't want to believe. I wanted to say my condolences, but I couldn't. I always felt that he deserved it.

It shouldn't be Natsume who died, it should be him.He ruined Natsume's life, even after she died, he would not let her go.

He jumped up contradictoryly, his eyes shot a vicious light at me, and shouted at me: "She's not dead!"

I was frightened by Yukimura Seiichi's sudden loud voice and his murderous eyes, I opened my mouth to explain something, but I didn't speak.

If possible, I would rather not know that she has gone, I would rather think that she is locked up and living a dark life, at least she is still alive.

I raised my legs and approached the crystal coffin, wanting to see Natsume, but Yukimura Seiichi stopped him: "Don't get close to her!" He stared at me, his eyes seemed to burst into flames.

I repeated it: "Natsume is dead! The dead should be buried!"

I really have the guts of a bear and a leopard, dare to yell at Yukimura Seichi here, this lunatic can do anything, I am really afraid that he will turn around and run out of the kitchen with a knife to stab me.

Halfway through thinking that Seiichi Yukimura had actually turned around and entered the kitchen, I was startled, panicked, and wanted to run away, but when I walked to the door, I heard the sound of air-conditioning coming from the kitchen. When I walked back, I caught my eye first.