Yukimura, you let go [Net King + Neighbors]

His heart beat violently: "Then, Sasawara-san, can you take me out? I...I want to go home..."

"Natsume-san..." The muscles on his cheeks twitched, his expression seemed to be a smile, but it wasn't a smile when he looked carefully: "Senior Yukimura said, this is your home, your home and his home."

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Sasawara Sopei didn't know when he left. Anyway, when I wanted to talk to him again, the person sitting on the stool by the bed changed.

"Xia Xiaomu, are you okay?" The man sitting on the stool was wearing black sunglasses, which looked particularly incongruous in this kind of interior where the sunlight could not be seen, and the silver earrings on his ears were dazzling. The light: "Long time no see."

"...you..." The other party's tone seemed to know me and we were quite familiar, but I couldn't remember who he was: "Who is it?"

The other party was obviously taken aback when he heard my question, and his whole body seemed to be frozen in a box, and he returned to normal after five seconds: "I am Misawa Mitsuyoshi."

"Mr. Misawa, hello."

I thought I was very polite to say hello, but I didn't expect the other party to tremble again: "Xia Xiaomu, you used to call me Brother Ah San just like Chun."

"..." I pulled my legs back and buried my head again.

"Oh...how did it come to be like this..."

Then Misawa Mitsuyoshi also left like Sasawara-san.

Then a woman came in, and I didn't know this woman.She said her name was Fujiyoshi Satomi and she was my best friend.

I have no memory of her in my head. The only friends I remember are Mizutani Shizuku, Yoshida Haru, and Sasawara Sopei, and there is no girl named Fujiyoshi Satomi.

"Natsume-senpai, I actually have to bear part of the responsibility for you becoming like this." She raised her eyebrows and looked at me, her expression made me shudder: "But it's all right for Senior Yukimura."

She kept saying things that I couldn't understand, saying she was sorry for me, but she didn't feel that she had done something wrong, and so on, and then she started talking to me about my brother, saying that I have a good brother, Yukimura Seichi is right How good I am, how much she envies me.

I listened to Satomi Fujiyoshi's long talk, didn't interrupt, and I didn't know how to interrupt her. I just listened to her as an audience. In the end, Satomi Fujiyoshi said that she was tired and said she was going to buy a bottle of water drink and leave.

My mind was blank. I forgot half of what Fujiyoshi Satomi said just now, but now my son has forgotten all about his kung fu.

She said that she was my friend, but when I saw her, I didn't have the teary eyes that I saw when I saw Xiaoshui, but she also said that we have a very deep friendship, which really confused me.

***

When Seiichi Yukimura entered the door, he was holding a bowl of washed grapes in his hand. He walked over and put the bowl on the low cabinet next to the bed, took one peeled and brought it to my mouth: "Open your mouth."

I picked out the seeds with my tongue and swallowed them whole. I asked him, "Brother, am I sick?"

Yukimura Seichi picked up another grape and carefully peeled off the skin little by little. He looked at the grape and didn't look at me: "I'm not sick."

I pretended to ask casually: "Then why should I live in the hospital?"

During this period of time in the hospital, the person who stayed with me the longest was my elder brother. If I wasn't sick, why wouldn't he take me home?And here I am...he sent me to this psychiatric hospital with his own hands, didn't he?

"Sister Chaozi, what joke are you making, aren't we at home now?"

The peeled grape in Yukimura Seiichi's hand was not handed to my mouth for me to eat, but he stuffed it into his own mouth and swallowed it. He wiped his hands with a paper towel from the napkin box next to him, and then put The butt moved from the stool to the side of my bed: "Isn't Chaozi lying on her own bed now?"

There are white walls on all sides, and the air is full of the pungent smell of disinfectant. Where is this home?Will home be like this?Whose home is like this?

"Brother...I want to go home..."

I tugged at Yukimura Seiichi's sleeve, and begged him humbly, hoping that my brother would take me out of here quickly.

I'm not crazy, why should I stay in a mental hospital?I really want to go home...

"This is our home, Asako."

The smile in the lavender eyes shone almost to the point of the sun, but the words in his mouth shattered my only hope. I don't know what kind of mood Yukimura Seiichi had in order to use such an eye-catching smile. Drag me to hell, but that's what he did,

I persistently tugged at his sleeve: "My brother also thinks I'm a lunatic, doesn't he?"

Yukimura Seichi changed his posture and leaned his back on the bed: "Sister Asako has never been a lunatic in my eyes."

Every time my brother is close to me, I feel uncomfortable, but he is far away from me, and I am very scared. This kind of ambivalence has never disappeared. Too close to me, always afraid of this and that.

Yukimura Seichi felt my awkwardness, and circled my right hand to let me lean into his arms. I got goosebumps all over my body, but he didn't mind: "I will always be with my sister, always together."

He lowered his head and pressed his lips on my forehead, as if swearing, with a pious and sincere expression: "We will never separate."

"to be continued"

The author has something to say: there are three more chapters to finish the full text. Tell the girls that I am going on a trip. I will be back before the National Day. The update will be a little later. But it will definitely be over. Don’t worry.

The content of the next three chapters is expected to be one chapter after the main text and then two extra chapters.

That's it. Wave~

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——>> "He imprisoned me and restricted my actions, I'm afraid it's just like Mitty once had the idea of ​​Chun, that is, I just happen to stay by his side, the right person to accompany him."

I stayed in the hospital for a long time, and I was in a daze every day.

During the period, Mizutani Shizuku, Sasawara Munehei, and Misawa Mitsuyoshi would come to see me and talk to me from time to time, but Fujiyoshi Satomi only came once, and I never saw her again after that, but when I had In the circle of friends I remember, even Chizuru Oshima visited me, but Haru Yoshida did not come, not even once.

Once when Mitty came to visit me, I asked her why Chun didn’t come. After all, Chun likes to cling to Mitty so much. He likes to follow Xiao Shui wherever he goes. There is no reason why Xiao Shui can’t come to see me, let alone me. Chun's friend isn't it?

Mitty didn't say anything, she looked at me for a while, then turned her head away.

I stared at Shizuku Mizutani's face and wanted to ask, but Xiao Shui suddenly stood up and told me that she was leaving. I hurriedly got out of bed and grabbed Shizuku Mizutani's sleeve: "Mitty?"

I tentatively called her name, she shook her head slightly at me, then broke away from my hand holding her sleeve, and walked towards the door without looking back.

I just sat slumped on the bed and watched her leave.

When Sasawara Zonghei came, I also asked him once why Chun didn't come. He froze for a moment, then smiled at me, but he didn't mention the reason why Chun didn't come.

"You don't need friends."

When Yukimura Seiichi stood by my bed and said this to me, I was shocked, and then accepted the fact he said indifferently.

All I need is my brother, all I need is Yukimura Seichi.

I said silently in my heart.

I don't know how long I stayed in the madhouse, it was so long that I almost thought that I would die of old age in this room, Seiichi Yukimura took me out.

My eyes were covered with a black cloth. My brother said it was to protect my eyes from being stimulated by the strong sunlight outside. I didn’t want to wear it and wanted to remove it, because I haven’t been exposed to the sun for a long time. Planted something, but the raised hand finally hangs down feebly.

There is a voice in my head that is contradicting my thoughts, saying that my brother is for my own good, he is protecting me, and everything Yukimura Seichi does is for me.

So what if you can't see the sun?As long as I am lucky enough to have Murakami by my side, I will feel very warm as long as I rely on my brother.

... It's a lie, no matter how close I get to him, I can't feel his body temperature.

The pungent smell of disinfectant around me began to lessen little by little until I finally breathed fresh air, and I knew I had come out of that mental hospital.

I don't think I'm sick, and I'm in a good state of mind, but others won't believe it, so Yukimura Seichi led me out in such a grandiose way... Did I already get the doctor's approval?

I don't ask, and I don't want to ask, because hearing the answer from Yukimura Seiichi's mouth, I might really think that I have a problem.

...Because...was diagnosed...

At least for now I can fool myself into convincing myself that I'm dreaming.

Maybe, all this is really just a nightmare I had, so no matter how I struggle, no matter how I shout, no one will pay attention to me in the dream, and I am trapped in this nightmare, and I will never wake up for the rest of my life up.

***

I was held by Yukimura Seiichi and walked for a long, long way before he put me down.

The moment I stood on the ground, I felt my legs trembling. My legs were trembling uncontrollably, which made me almost unable to stand.