Yukimura, you let go [Net King + Neighbors]

What exactly do you mean now? "

What is daddy trying to tell me?Or tell Yukimura Seichi what?

"Youxiang and I are brothers and sisters! I'm her brother!"

The words that my father yelled circled the beam for three feet, hovering over my head and scattered in all directions. I looked at my father with the eyes that saw the monster descend on the earth and killed five Ultraman, so unbelievable, so Shocked, even speaking tremblingly: "You... what did you say..."

Under the extreme panic, my face was as white as a piece of paper.

My parents are siblings?How can this be!

"Chaozi...I know...I know you can't accept this now, but it's all true..." Dad took two steps closer to me with red eyes, and the hand he extended to me was trembling. , was trembling all the time, as if she wanted to touch my cheek: "You are my daughter...Youxiang recorded everything in her diary...So you are my daughter...Youxiang is talking to that The disgusting man had you with me before we got together..."

I covered my ears, stared at him with wide eyes, and looked at the man in front of me who had raised me for 15 to 16 years. I looked at the wrinkles in the corners of his eyes because of the knife point of time, and I watched his temples gradually With graying hair, my brain is like a pot that is about to explode. Too much information squeezed me out and I have a splitting headache!

"Zhaozi..."

Dad still wanted to continue calling my name, but was forced to stop abruptly by Yukimura Seiichi's "Enough".

Dad turned his eyes to look at his brother, his eyes were red.

After learning the truth from his father, Yukimura Seichi actually laughed out loud, and the more he laughed louder: "Isn't that enough? Dad, you can fuck your own sister, and let my mother give birth to me And Chaoko, then why can't I * Chaoko? Why can't we be together? I just re-directed what you did to your mother in a more serious way."

"Do you like the ending you directed? My beloved father."

"to be continued"

Paragraph70 The so-called diary

——>> "...How did Dad and Mom register their marriage? They are brother and sister! How did they legally allow my brother and I to have registered permanent residence and go to school?"

I don’t know what Yukimura Seiichi is still laughing out loud, what is he thinking in his heart, I thought what he let me know was all the facts he knew, but my father suddenly appeared and told me all this was false , all the real reasons were sealed in her diary by my mother, we are a family, we are a real family, how can I accept it?

I finally endured my mother’s cheating, finally accepted the responsibility of returning Yukimura Seiichi’s home, but my father said, in fact, I don’t have to bear this mistake at all, because my mother didn’t make a mistake, and he was the one who made the mistake .

Is Yukimura Seiichi taking revenge on me for more than a year?Are you taking revenge on me in this perverted way?Get revenge on me and mom?If not, then why wasn't he surprised at all after learning what his father said?Did he know everything?He used me, is he trying to avenge his mother's 'cheating' or his father's irresponsibility?

"Youxiang's diary...I only saw it recently..." The man standing in front of me seemed to have aged ten years in an instant. I remember that the last time I saw my father he was still so high-spirited: "After so many years Come on, it’s my father’s fault that I ignored you brother and sister, now that father knows he’s wrong, come back to your side, let’s start life again, okay?”

Dad's sudden low posture made me a little overwhelmed, and my head was still stuck on the heavy news that Dad said that he and Mom were siblings.

I clutched my temples, trying to sort out my thoughts, but no matter how I sorted it out, it was a mess like a ball of yarn that had been torn apart.

"...Why? Then why is my surname Natsume?"

I continued to ask without giving up, my eyes looked at my father with unspeakable hope, how I wish that everything he told me was false, in fact, it is false that they are brothers and sisters, he was joking, and I am not them The daughter of the family, they picked it up from the trash can...

In this way, my brother and I are not incest, are we?In this way, I have a legitimate reason to stay with Yukimura Seiichi, right?

Nerves jumped up and down, the blood in the veins howled and almost exploded, why should I stay by Yukimura Seiichi's side justifiably?

Am I *him?

... No... No... How could I fuck my brother?I can still vividly remember the night he raped me, I hate him so much!It's all because of him that I'm forced to stay in this dark room!It's not without him, how could I become the lifeless puppet I am now!Without him, how could my life be worse than death!

As soon as he mentioned that man, his father's expression changed: "You Xiang said that you were born with that man..."

Dad seemed to be unable to continue. He clutched his left chest and slumped on the seat, as if recalling those things in the past was enough to break him down. He took out a small book from the lining pocket of his coat. Yes, the miniature booklet was thrown on the table, and said: "This is a fragrant diary, Chaozi, please read it yourself."

Dad called me by my name, not Yukimura Seiichi's.

I took two steps forward and took the diary spread out on the table, and turned around, my brother was standing aside and sneered at me.

I shudder.

Lowering my eyes, I dismissed all the sight my brother cast on me, then lowered my head and opened my mother's diary.

……

1986. 6, 17

When I was eating at noon, I suddenly felt a wave of nausea in my stomach. I hurriedly put down my chopsticks and ran to the bathroom, hugged the toilet and lowered my head, vomited large pieces of filth.

I felt very uncomfortable, holding my stomach and vomiting until I became dizzy and small golden stars began to appear around my head.

What's wrong with me?Have you eaten something bad?

1986. 6, 18

I felt nauseous again when I was eating at noon. This time I almost spit out all the acid in my stomach and burned my throat before I was reconciled. I walked out of the bathroom tremblingly, and simply faced my mother who was still sitting at the table. I told my brother that I didn't want to eat, and then moved to my room little by little while leaning on the wall.

It didn't take long for my brother to come in. He came to my bed and sat down. He felt the temperature of my forehead with his palm: "I don't have a fever, maybe I just ate something bad. I'll get some stomach medicine later."

I grabbed my brother's sleeves, struggled for a long time, and finally made up my mind and said, "Brother...my...that...hasn't been here for two months..."

The teacher in the school's physical health class said that even ejaculation outside the body may not be able to prevent pregnancy, let alone his... brother, he...

"Maybe I'm pregnant." My brother touched my cheek, leaned over and kissed me, then grinned, showing his white teeth: "Youxiang, what should we name the child?"

1986. 6, 19

My brother took me to the hospital for an examination, but didn't tell my mother.The test report showed that I was really pregnant.

Surprised and terrified, I took the doctor's hand and asked him when I could have an abortion, and if I could do it now. My brother gave me a vicious look, pulled me out of the consultation room by pulling my arm: " What do you want to do?! Who allowed you to abort the child?!"

...Does my brother want me to give birth to the child?How can this be!We are brothers and sisters!

1986. 6, 20

Brother is crazy, really crazy, he has lost his mind!He actually told his mother that because he was going to take the university entrance exam soon, he wanted to go out and share the room with his classmates to review together!You still want to take me with you!Mom even agreed!

1986. 6, 25

It didn’t take long to pack my luggage. When I opened the door with my luggage and went in, only to find that there was only one bed in the house rented by my brother, I was filled with fear. I wanted to turn around and leave, but was caught by the people behind me. Covering his mouth and nose with a handkerchief sprayed with medicine, he passed out.

1986. 6, 26

When I woke up, I saw my brother sitting on the edge of the bed, staring at me tenderly.

I was so scared that my whole body was trembling, and I wanted to jump out of the bed, but was held down by him. My brother said, "I love you, let's live together like this. When you give birth to the child, we will go home." Go, let mother agree to our marriage, do you think it's okay?"

1986. 7, 05

It must have been July...I don't know, I couldn't see the sun, and there was nothing in the room to tell the time, I think it must have been July.

The scope of my daily activities is this room. I want to escape, but there is a grid on the door. I am afraid of death. I don’t want to die, but am I going to lose my freedom because of fear of death?What does that mean?

I can't do anything except write a diary every day, and there are no electronic products in the house.

……

1986 is no longer in the diary. I turned to the next page, which was the day when my mother was in labor.

……

1987. 3, 05

The child was born, and my brother said he would name it Jingshi.

1987. 3, 15

Doctor Natsume said that he could help me escape, but my brother's monitoring of me made me feel that I could never escape in my life.