Yukimura, you let go [Net King + Neighbors]

, one stop is more than three hours.

That road was empty, and there was not even a 24-hour convenience store. Every time I saw his lips turned purple from the cold, and when I came out to stuff my paws into his coat to keep me warm, I wanted to burst into tears.

——I like my brother, my favorite brother.

——When I grow up, I will marry my brother and be his bride.

When I was a child, I really didn't want Yukimura Seiichi to leave for a moment, I just dreamed of sticking to him for the rest of my life and letting him spoil me.

Thinking about it now, I was so stupid at that time, how could I grow old with Yukimura Seiichi.

"Miss Natsume, I'm the butler of Fujiyoshi's house. Miss Satomi asked me to pick you up to the airport. The car is waiting downstairs. Is your luggage packed? Do you need me to take it down for you?"

"No, I'll be right down."

"Okay, I'll wait for you downstairs."

After hanging up the phone, I stuffed the photo of me and Seiichi Yukimura into my schoolbag, and then I stuffed all the few things into it.

We don’t have a suitcase at home, and it’s impossible for me to buy one. There are not many things, and it’s not too heavy to carry.

After going downstairs, I saw a Lexus parked not far away. A man in a black suit and black trousers was standing straight beside the car. When he saw me, he bowed respectfully to me.

The man looked like he was only in his early thirties, not the kind of old man with gray hair on his temples that I thought he was. He glanced at me from top to bottom, and his eyes stopped on the schoolbag on my back. After a while, without asking any questions, he opened the car door and let me sit in.

The car started.

I turned around and took a last look at that home through the glass behind the car, at the place where I was born and raised, at the place that carried my 16 years of memories, at the place where all my emotions were loaded, Then he turned his head, closed his eyes and sat upright.

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I didn't say anything along the way, and the man didn't say anything unnecessary to me. He drove the car to the airport quietly, then took my ID card to help me go through the check-in procedures, and asked me to wait in the rest area beside me. with.

I was holding my schoolbag and all the things I wanted to take away, and sat there blankly.

There are still three hours before I can leave Japan, and I will soon be out of the sea of ​​suffering, but why can't I feel happy at all?

The excitement when I learned that Fujiyoshi Satomi would help me is gone. What's wrong with me?

"Miss Natsume, here is the registration card and your ID card, please keep them, and you can go to the security check in an hour."

The man stretched out his hand and handed it over, I took it mechanically, and said, "Thank you."

... Shall I go?Should I go?Am I really leaving?

That photo reminded me of the past with my brother, repeating the details of him protecting me over and over again, a voice in my head kept asking questions, which shook my firm determination, My mind is full of how good my brother was to me a year ago!They are all the faces of Yukimura Seiichi, and they are all the figures of Yukimura Seiichi!

But I can't stay!What is left waiting for me?Yukimura Seichi is no longer the older brother he used to be!Why is everything in my head still his good?What am I thinking!

I had a terrible headache, and my tears fell uncontrollably. I raised my head and leaned against the back of the stool, and looked up at the dome above. My mind was so chaotic that I really wanted to hit the wall.

"Miss Natsume, please forgive me for saying a word, you have already promised Miss Satomi, please don't change your mind temporarily."

...Yeah...I promised Fujiyoshi Satomi...I said I would leave Tachikai, Kanagawa, Japan, and never come back...I said I would leave Yukimura Seichi...I said She will never appear in front of her eyes again, and will never appear in front of her brother again...

Why am I so conflicted?

why am i so sad

Is it because I am leaving this land where I grew up, or because I am leaving him?

How can I still like Yukimura Seichi who has already done that to me!

... Can't tell... I can't tell!

"Passengers taking flight MF8023 to Dusseldorf, Germany, please pay attention. After hearing the announcement, please go to the boarding gate with your registration card and line up for security check..."

I don’t know how long I’ve been sitting, and I don’t know how long I’ve been crying. Finally, the news came from the broadcast that the passengers should go to the security check and then board the plane. I wiped away the tears that wet most of my cheeks, and stood up unsteadily. , take your ID card and registration card and walk towards the boarding gate.

"Miss Natsume, please wait a moment!" I just took two steps and the man behind me stopped me, I turned around, and the man took the mobile phone I dropped on the rest seat, and he said: "Natsume Miss, I think you are not in a good condition now, please go to the bathroom to sort out your emotions before going to the security check."

"I……"

I opened my mouth, but before I could speak, he stopped me: "Please Miss Natsume, don't forget to promise Miss Satomi."

"...I...I know..."

"to be continued"

The author has something to say: the next chapter will be imprisonment =3=

Paragraph64 The so-called captivity

——>> "The same blood flows in our bodies! We have the same DNA! It is impossible to give birth to a healthy baby!"

After rinsing my face with cold water, I restrained my uneasy emotions, took out the tissue I carried with me and wiped off the drops of water that had gathered along the lines of my cheeks and gathered on my chin, and prepared to go to the security check with my boarding pass. Stepping out of the bathroom, I saw Seiichi Yukimura standing at the door.

He stood right in front of me, tall and handsome, with a faint smile on that monstrous face, as thin and misty as a mirage, and the cold air that emanated from his body oppressed me so much that it was difficult for me to even breathe , I raised my head and looked at Yukimura Seiichi, my pupils constricted suddenly, my whole body trembling with fear, and four large characters appeared in my head: I'm finished!

I was caught at the airport by Seiichi Yukimura!He knew I was going to run away!He knows I'm leaving him!I am doomed!I am dead!

"Why are you so disobedient?" Yukimura Seichi was more than a head taller than me. When he looked at me with his head down, I had the illusion that he was condescending: "Didn't Sister Chaozi say that in this life Are you going to stay with me?"

My heart was oppressed as if being squeezed by something, the fear permeated from the air bit by bit, spread to my limbs, and entered every cell in my body!

...That's what I once said!I also said it to my former brother!Instead of the current Yukimura Seiichi!

I really wanted to yell at Yukimura Seiichi loudly, telling him how much I hate him now, but courage is like a balloon with a hole in it, no matter how you blow it up, it won't inflate, I subconsciously Backing away, wanting to get farther away from him, and then farther away, but no matter how much I widen the distance between us, he will shrink until he disappears.

Yukimura Seichi looked at me, his lavender phoenix eyes were pitch black, as if they were soaked in the color of night, and he couldn't see the focal length clearly: "Why do you want to run away? Doesn't it mean that as long as you stay by my side, you will feel happy Is it?"

My brother raised his hand and slowly caressed my cheek. The smile on his face was so gentle, it was so gentle that those who watched him would be completely immersed in his world, but it made me feel extremely cold at this moment. .

Yukimura Seiichi said to himself, looking at my eyes slowly forming a layer of mist: "Is it because I can't give you what you want?"

What am I doing wrong?What is wrong with my pursuit of freedom in life?I was kept as a pet by Yukimura Seiichi for a year!I don't even know what happened a year ago that caused Yukimura Seiichi to change his temper so much!

"Yes! You can't give it! I want freedom! I want to live like a normal person! Instead of being locked in a cage by you and only paying attention to you alone! My world is not only Yukimura Seichi!"

It's broken, everything about me and Yukimura Seiichi has been known by everyone in the school, so I have nothing to be afraid of!

"I'm human! I'm a real person, brother! I'm not your pet! I'm not a plaything that you can come and go when you call it!" I stubbornly opened my eyes and looked at him, but my body Still trembling uncontrollably: "I want to live a normal life! Not incest with my brother! What's wrong with me!"

Yukimura Seiichi looked at me quietly, as if he had expected all the words I yelled at him: "Just be free?"

I was taken aback, what did Yukimura Seiichi mean by this?

I tentatively asked: "... Will my brother let me go?"

After hearing this, Yukimura Seichi laughed, his beautiful eyes curled into crescent moons: "Well, you go, I'll let you go."

...Cheat...a lie, right?Is Yukimura Seichi really willing to let me go?

"Really, really?" I couldn't believe it as if I saw a pie falling from the sky!

"Really." Yukimura Seiichi nodded seriously.

I suddenly seemed to have won a lottery ticket for three years and finally won a big prize. I took a step and wanted to go to the prize receiving place to get the prize, but just three steps away from Yukimura Seiichi, the back of my neck felt numb, and then The whole person collapsed to the ground.

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