Yukimura, you let go [Net King + Neighbors]

In a few minutes, my mother let go, rolled her eyes, and fell asleep.

I took my wrist out from under my mother's teeth, and there was a row of clear tooth marks on it, and even a little blood oozes from the sunken flesh.

"to be continued"

Paragraph48 was bitten

——>> "Mom took a sedative, and she was in a relatively peaceful sleepy state for a short period of time, but even so, I felt that I couldn't stand it anymore. I turned around and bowed to Nobushi Kawada. Snout just went all the way to the bathroom."

Staring at the tooth mark on my wrist that was bitten out by my mother, I clearly saw the blood drops on my skin, slowly converging from a small round shape to a big blood drop, and then along the way. Following the texture of the skin, it rolled down from the side.

The pain on the wrist seems to be shielded. Just now when my mother slapped me, I almost bounced up in pain, but now the slightest pain is gone. I don’t know if it’s because it hurts so much that I can’t feel it anymore. .

I held the bleeding wound on my wrist, looked at my mother who was carried on the back by the male nurse and fell into a coma, opened my mouth, and wanted to ask my mother's doctor about her condition, but found that the place I wanted to ask was too much. There are too many, there is no way to tell.

"Are you Natsume?"

The doctor in charge of my mother is a man with gold rims inlaid on the frame of his glasses. His name is Nobushi Kawada. He looks gentle and has a bookish atmosphere.

The current Kawada Nobushi looks a bit embarrassed, which is very different from the neat and tidy man in his impression.

His hair is messy, the collar clip on his tie is gone, and the gold-rimmed glasses that have been on the bridge of his nose fell to the ground with a spider-shaped crack when his mother struggled hard when she was giving her a sedative. .

Nobushi Kawada squinted his eyes deeply when he was talking to me, probably because he couldn't fix the focus because he didn't have glasses.

I heard from Seiichi Yukimura that Kawada Nobushi’s father is also a doctor, specializing in psychiatry, and he inherited his father’s career. Moreover, Kawada Nobushi himself is a returnee from the University of Vienna in Austria. His mother has recovered greatly under his treatment. probability.

But as time went by slowly, the idea that I originally held that "as long as my mother recovers and goes home, my father will come home, and then our whole family will be as happy and harmonious as before", bit by bit. Shrunk down, ending up as a small, barely visible black dot.

However, this cannot be blamed on Dr. Kawata at all. After all, mental illness is difficult to cure.

"Yeah." I nodded and answered Kawada Nobushi's question.

Kawada Shinshi bent down, picked up the glasses that fell at his feet, then pinched one corner of the white coat he was wearing, wiped the dust on the glasses, and said: "Your mother is very aggressive now, She has a tendency to be violent towards the patients in the same ward and the medical staff who take care of her, and she refuses medical treatment. I suggest that you send your mother to the closed intensive care area in Area C of our hospital, and force-feed the medicine..."

"do not want!"

Regarding Dr. Kawata’s suggestion, I knew I should accept it. My mother didn’t hold back the bite under my wrist just now, and she used all her strength in the mouth, but even so, I couldn’t accept sending my mother to the hospital. Go to the closed intensive care unit for treatment.

Most of the patients there were abandoned by their families, and they couldn’t come out when they were sent in. The nurses delivered medicines and took medicines at designated times. How can my mother bear it when the nurses do the cooking, and I can't help myself at all?

...I can't see her like that.

"But your mother's current situation is to other patients in our hospital..." Kawada Nobushi put on his glasses, looked at me and hesitated to speak.

"My mother caused wounds to other patients in the hospital. If the family members of the patients demand compensation, our family will definitely pay for it." I took a deep breath and said slowly: "Please, Dr. Kawata, please be sure Don't send my mother to the ICU! I will leave Japan after a while, and I will leave with my mother!"

Sometimes the hospital will directly transfer the patient to Area C without the consent of the patient's family members, and then transfer the patient out after the patient's family members visit. This kind of thing, I am even more afraid that my mother's life will be worse than death after she enters.

He pushed his glasses on the bridge of his nose and said, "I see."

With Dr. Kawada's guarantee, I bent down gratefully and bowed to Nobushi Kawada in front of me: "Thank you, Dr. Kawada!"

***

When Misawa Mitsuyoshi caught up, I was finishing my conversation with Dr. Kawada Nobushi: "I will take care of the matter of spring, brother San, don't worry, I... I still want to send my mother back, brother San You first...first..."

I can't say the words 'you go away first'... It feels like telling the other party to get out of here, but I've already started, Brother Ah San can definitely guess what I mean.

"I'll take you home later."

"..."

The other party obviously understood what I meant, but they didn't follow suit. On the contrary, they chose another way to make me angry...

"...Brother Ah San, thank you, but in fact, you don't have to..."

"It's okay, Xia Xiaomu, you don't have to be polite."

"...Then... well, I'll trouble you, Brother San."

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I don't want Misawa Mitsuyoshi to send my mother back to the asylum with me. In fact, I don't want Brother Asan to know the specific situation of my mother, such as how her condition is, which madhouse she lives in, and everything about my family.

But now that brother Ah San has given away everything, I can’t find anything to say no to, and it’s simply impossible to say, ‘Hurry up, I don’t want to see you at this time’. Misawa Misawa is Yoshida Chun's cousin, Chun and I are good friends again, besides Misawa Man's rare book is also a good intention...

Let Sanze Manshan leave alone, he refused, so I had to bite the bullet and send my mother back to the lunatic asylum with him and a group of nurses. Fortunately, Brother Sanze didn't ask me anything, nor did I ask my mother. Nobushi Kawada, the attending doctor, otherwise I would be ashamed to be with him, a big man who blushed and thickened his neck.

Watching the nurse tie my mother's limbs to the bed frame, my heart was full of mixed feelings. I couldn't tell what it was like, but I felt uncomfortable. I couldn't swallow it.

"Please trouble Dr. Kawada."

My mother took a sedative, and she was in a relatively peaceful sleepy state for a short time, but even so, I felt that I couldn't stand it any longer. I turned around and bowed to Nobushi Kawada. I covered my mouth and nose and walked straight Run to the bathroom.

Turning on the faucet, I took a little water with both hands and splashed it on my face. The water was all over my face and my collar was wet before I stopped.

Lifting my face slowly, I looked at myself in the mirror, my heart was beating so fast that I could hear the sound.

The hair on the ears and temples was wet with water, sticking to the cheeks, causing a slight itchy feeling, and the broken hair on the forehead was also wet, dripping water into the washbasin, and the small drops of water on the eyelashes flowed smoothly. The blinking movements gathered on the bridge of the nose, flowed down the lips to the chin, and finally hit the smooth marble sink with a 'click'.

I supported the edge of the sink with both hands, supporting most of my weight so as not to collapse on the ground at once. Seeing such a mother, I felt that all the strength in my body was drained, and there was nothing left. up.

...Why did mother get reduced to that?What happened to mom and dad back then?What happened to our family?

There are so many reasons for gathering in my mind, like the students during the military training stood up one by one under the leadership of the instructor, neatly arranged row by row, and then it seemed like the instructor called out to disband, all of them arrived in a chaotic group Together.

My mind was very chaotic, and my heart was even more chaotic. I was like a lost child who searched for a long time in the thick fog, but couldn't find anything. When I stretched out my hand, there was nothing but mist in front of me.

"Cry if you want to cry, don't hold it in your heart."

When I walked out of the bathroom, I was surprised that Misawa Mitsuyoshi was waiting for me outside. I saw his stalwart body standing in front of me, and I felt a desire to lean on Brother Ah San's shoulder and cry. field impulse.

"What did Brother Ah San say?" I wrinkled my nose, and then replied in a particularly bright and light tone: "I don't want to cry."

Crying in front of my friend's cousin... This kind of thing is already unbelievable just thinking about it, let alone doing it.

After listening to my words, Misawa Misawa patted his forehead, sighed, and said helplessly, "Xia Xiaomu, you will be very tired like this."

"..." I lowered my eyes, was speechless for a moment, raised my chin only after paying half my salary, and said to Misawa Misan who was standing in front of me, "Brother Sanze, take me home."

***

After seeing my mother running wildly on the street in the afternoon, I feel that I have had a bad day today.

I forgot to ask Dr. Kawada why my mother ran out of the hospital, probably because I subconsciously wanted to avoid this question.

When I was sent by Misawa Mizen, there was still a road away from home, I waved my paw at him and said no