[Tutor] Eight-pack abs Sakuragi-san

[All warm reminders: girl, it's time to go home, if you hang around outside, it will trigger a wave of perverts and idiots!Very dangerous! 】

Sakuragi-san: Don't worry, for a tough girl like me, others are afraid of my attack.

[All warm reminder: Girl, come and overwhelm me!True love is all here ~ oh ~ please fall down and beg for support! 】

Sakuragi-san: ...can I trouble you to roll round?

It's raining, it's raining heavily.

Drenched on the body, there is a chill that seems to have penetrated into the bones. Looking up at the sky, I found that my glasses are full of raindrops, so the world is blurred. But I took off the black glasses frame, and sure enough, I couldn’t see clearly. up.

The rain on the cheeks is cold, the face is indeed hot, but the feverish body feels unexpectedly cool and relaxed under the rain, and I really want to continue walking on this road like this, alone.

[All warm reminders: rainy days, but the hero and heroine are making great progress in various bloody plots! 】

[For example, the male lead and the second female lead accidentally hugged each other, and the female lead saw her, and then smashed a bowl full of dog blood, fell to the ground, and split into a puddle of dog blood, and then the female lead Cover your ears and say: I don't listen!I don't listen! 】

[The male protagonist immediately ran over and roared loudly: Ya Butterfly!You listen to my explanation! 】

[In this case, it is usually a rainy day, and then the next scene is usually - the heroine is hit by a car. 】

A sports car suddenly flew past in front of Sakuragi-san, splashing water all over Sakuragi-san, making Yinggi-san's heart even more disturbed.

No, no, don't say horror stories on a rainy day!

What's wrong with being almost hit by a sports car!Scary!

Sakuragi-san swallowed tremblingly, then wiped his glasses immediately, but accidentally slipped his hand and dropped it on the ground, and then Sakuragi-san didn't bother to pick it up, and squinted to see if there were any cars around Just crossed the road tremblingly.

[All warm reminders: According to the rigorous scientific calculation of the system, if the girl does not go home now, the possibility of being hit by a bus and flying to Bingsheng Middle School is 93.48%. 】

Sakuragi-san: Help me calculate how likely it is to fly into the arms of the strong Sawada brother.

[All warm reminders: Girl, enough is enough, the idiot style is too much. 】

Sakuragi-san: Be considerate of patients, especially those who are lovesick.

Moreover, it is still very serious unrequited love.

On these few roads home, Sakuragi-san kept going around.He had already reached the door of the house, but he still passed by again, and then walked around a few times.

Even Sakuragi-san herself finds it weird...

It was like when I turned back into a ghost, wandering around all the time, not knowing where to go.

However, that cannot be said.

Once, when I was a ghost, I felt that time passed quickly, and my body was empty, as if nothing existed, so I regarded the light on Zetian's body as the whole world on which I finally lived;

Then, when I became a person, I realized that my body was too heavy, but my heart was too small, so I couldn't let go of anything except Tsunayoshi Sawada.

However, Tsunayoshi Sawada is the sky, the sky that embraces everything.

Thinking of this, Sakuragi-san couldn't help but raise a mocking smile.

Obviously, it's too unequal, isn't it?

I see him as the only one, but I am only one of him.

What's even more frightening is that as long as his gaze falls on him, even for just a second, he will be happy with it.

Slowly stretch out the palm of your hand, the cold raindrops fall on the hand, but slowly fall along the lines of the palm, each drop is broken at the junction between the sky and the earth, the whole world seems to be filled with a thin layer of water A layer of mist.

Looking up at the sky, it was dark gray, and the thick dark clouds could not see a ray of light. It turns out that the sky that contains everything can have no light.

In the end, he still came to the park, where the swings in the park swayed slightly in the rain.

This may be the scene that Tsunayoshi Sawada saw before.

The corner of Sakuragi-san's mouth evoked a faint smile, and then walked straight towards the swing. At the beginning, Tsunayoshi Sawada couldn't see himself as a ghost, and it was hard to feel how he found me here ah?

Thinking this way, I feel very happy.

[All warm reminder: Don't smirk, go back quickly. 】

Sakuragi-san sat on the swing, shaking the iron chain gently with his hand: "I used to sit here too, and then I was thinking, if Sawada Tsunayoshi doesn't want to talk to me, then I'll just disappear like this."

[All warm reminders: Girl, live happily and with integrity, are you really confused because your head is burning? 】

Sakuragi-san listened to the words in his mind, and the corners of his mouth raised a little more: "Did you know? At that time, Sawada Tsunayoshi ran over staggeringly on a rainy day, covered in mud and water, probably You must have fallen quite a few times trying to find me."

How could I forget the scene of that day——

That thin figure was running on the road, and the muddy water he stepped on continuously splashed muddy marks on his trousers legs. His short brown hair was softly sticking to his face at this moment, and raindrops dripped down his hair into his clothes.

The brown-haired boy was panting like that, with an expression of extreme exhaustion on his face, but he was still running with his legs open, his brown pupils looked around longingly, faintly anxious And terrified, it looked like he was about to cry.

I am sitting on the swing.

Watching the boy run into the park, stop from time to time to pant loudly for a rest, he didn't pay attention even though he was soaked, instead he called Brother Ghost everywhere, with the familiar bell still tied on his wrist.

I know, he can't see me, but I didn't approach him, didn't let the bell make a sound, just looked at him quietly like that.

Then, the brown-haired boy ran away with a disappointed face, and probably went to other places to continue searching.It seems that I have never seen this boy with such good physical strength during the physical examination before, so I should be happy, because this boy worked so hard for a dispensable ghost like me.

It's just... At that time, I didn't want to get close to him again.

Not because Sawada Tsunayoshi was angry with me, so he ran away and refused to see him, but because he felt that he would never be able to see him again.

What was I thinking when Tsunayoshi Sawada wanted me to conjure a paper crane out of thin air in front of my friends?

[Is it just a Thousand Paper Crane?Make more, bloody daggers, torn dolls, broken eyes...]

What am I trying to do?

【Let Sawada Tsunayoshi become a monster in other people's eyes. In this way, no one will play with him anymore. I'm the only one in his world.Then, he can become my only light that belongs to me alone. 】

Just thinking about it, the blood seemed to boil involuntarily, and he couldn't help imagining the sad and painful appearance of this young man after losing everything.The memories in the depths of my mind seemed to surge out just like that, the bright red liquid spread in my field of vision, and then I couldn't see anything clearly just like that, I just wanted to be destroyed like that.

At that time, how much I wanted to be like this - to ruin everything about Sawada Tsunayoshi.

However, it is not possible.

If this is the case, he will never be forgiven by Sawada Tsunayoshi in this lifetime.

However, how can I stay with Sawada Tsunayoshi after having this kind of thought?

So, with such dirty thoughts, what right do I have to stay by Sawada Tsunayoshi's side, what right do I have to like Sawada Tsunayoshi, and what right do I still have to say that I will always protect him.

That might as well just disappear like this. Anyway, to Tsunayoshi Sawada, I am nothing more than a ghost that suddenly appeared. Even if I disappeared suddenly, there would be no special surprise.

However, it's just a ghost.

It's just that I, who have always been used to following Zetian's footsteps, realized at that moment how painful it was to watch the boy leave.

Sakuragi-san continued to swing on the swing, feeling the coolness of the raindrops penetrating into the shirt and falling on the skin, it was an incredible feeling.I actually felt the touch of raindrops, I felt cold, I was really alive now.

"I actually came back to life." Sakuragi-san rested her head on one side of her face, and spoke softly with a smile, as if she was talking to someone even though there was no one around.

[All warm reminders: please cherish life if you have died once, okay?How many times does a girl have to say everything before she understands!asshole! 】

"I'm really greedy. Just hearing Tsunayoshi Sawada chattering Kyoko's name makes me go crazy with jealousy. Ah, that guy is really, why is he suddenly in a small corner that I don't know I have my first love here." Sakuragi-san listened to the words in his mind, but couldn't help laughing more happily, and then recalled.

[All warm reminder: girl, don't give up, your abs are the last cute nirvana. 】

"It's ridiculous, right? For the past three years, I persisted. I couldn't touch, I couldn't speak, and I couldn't even let him see my appearance... But, just because he said a woman's name, I threw it away without hesitation. Get off him, and then wake up." Sakuragi-san laughed at herself as she said, holding the iron chain tightly with her hands, as if trying to suppress her trembling body from laughing.

"Why..."

"Obviously, that woman didn't do anything. Obviously, it's me who has been by A Gang's side. For three years, I have been watching him and guarding him."

"However, why can Kyoko be easily liked by A Gang, but I can only stay by my side and can't do anything."

Sakuragi-san laughed at herself, the more she laughed, the more wanton she became, but in the end the meaning changed and she cried.

Tears kept coming out of the eyes, like tears that had been suppressed for a long time, and finally poured out along with the rainy day.

"I also want to say it."

"I really like Ah Gang..."

At that time, the ghost himself was in a daze, unable to shout, and had nowhere to go back. He just walked blindly in the dark, from wandering around to hugging his knees alone and waiting for the sky to be dark, until he met a man named Tsunayoshi Sawada. teenager.

He didn't know how dazzling and warm the light on his body was, but I walked towards him so cowardly and fearfully, and then walked step by step to the bright and warm place where he existed.

But even if you get that warmth and light, it's still not enough, Sakuragi-san is really a greedy person to the extreme.

What if, if Tsunayoshi Sawada knew how much he wanted to stain the pure sky with all the dirty and filthy colors, until all that was left was the black color that devoured everything?

If, if Tsunayoshi Sawada knew how much he wanted to disappear all the people around him, and let him be the only one in his world, then what expression would he make?

If, if Tsunayoshi Sawada knew how much he longed for him, how jealous he wanted to get all his eyes, how humble he wanted to imprison him by his side, how would he respond?

The paranoia towards Tsunayoshi Sawada is like a malicious black hole, if you are not careful, you will be caught and run to the dark side.

He wanted to lock Zetian's light and prevent others from feeling his warmth.

Things that prevent him from becoming someone other than me, being hurt by people other than me, being swallowed by darkness and blood, being destroyed by crazy violence, and even less shining in places that I can't reach.

However, no.

This kind of words must never be said, because it was promised.

Besides, that boy must be scared.

Then, just never let Zetian know.

Anyway, the person who can stay with Tsunayoshi Sawada ten years later is me.

Therefore, I have always appeared in front of Sawada Tsunayoshi in this way, and I will never let him know the way I am in his heart.

【Are you waiting for him? 】

Sakuragi-san froze for a moment, suddenly didn't know how to answer, stared blankly into the distance, not knowing what he was looking at.

Obviously, I didn’t make an agreement with Tsunayoshi Sawada, but I just said a lot of nonsense in the physical education class. I also made an agreement with Tsunayoshi Sawada and my mother that my uncle will take care of me when I go home. If this is the case , I just go home after school, why would I wait for Tsunayoshi Sawada on purpose?

What's more, how did Tsunayoshi Sawada come here, and how did he find this place.

only……

At that time, I was also sitting on the swing like this, silently watching the back of the boy leave.

I thought that boy would definitely not be found again.A silent ghost like me, unable to touch, confide, or feel, how could he find me? Even if he disappeared suddenly, no one would notice.

What's more, I let go, he has already left.

However, Tsunayoshi Sawada came back later.

The clothes on his body seemed to be more dirty, and there were a few bloodstains on his arms. He was obviously soaked through, but because he had been running for too long, he seemed to have a palpable heat all over his body, a youthful air. Panting, she ran to the front of the swing, with a hint of determination in her eyes, which was clearly uncertain.

"are you here?"

At that time, I stared at Tsunayoshi Sawada in surprise, obviously he couldn't see me, right?

But the uncertain expression on the boy's face gradually disappeared, and then he showed a reassuring expression, the brown pupils were covered with a layer of water mist because of joy, and the corners of the boy's mouth rose greatly, revealing his favorite bright smile.

"finally found you!"

What was my expression at that time?Probably because he felt so happy that he was going to die, but he still found me who was so small.It's like the darkness that has been hidden in the black box, knowing that it will shatter as soon as it touches the light, but still wants to pounce on it without hesitation.

Because he has never been a ghost, so he doesn't know how warm the light on his body is to me.

In the depths of his vision, he vaguely saw a figure running towards this direction, with a familiar light.

He lowered his head slowly, but felt that warm liquid was involuntarily taken from his eye sockets, mixed with the cold rain, and slid down his cheeks.

Look, you sure enough, still found me.