choose me? "

The thing I was most worried about really happened... I was in a hurry and didn't dare to listen to his next words.

"Get out with me, Qianli."

There was a calm sea hidden in his eyes, but he became agitated the moment he spoke of his relationship.When I saw him for the first time in the afternoon, I was ready for him to still like me. At this moment, I calmed down and raised my hand to rub my red ears.

"But I...haven't planned to associate with others yet." I sighed, myself, who was always indecisive, was unexpectedly firm on this point, "Or I don't want to associate with you. Yukimura, there are some things you don't like Understand, I am no longer worthy of you."

"This is all your wishful thinking, without considering my feelings." He moved closer.

The exquisite facial features stopped ten centimeters away from me, and I looked at him quietly, without the heartbeat of the deer bumping in my heart.

"This is how I feel." I backed away, although I didn't understand why Yukimura still didn't forget me after so many years, and I didn't understand what it was worth for him to treat me like this, but it didn't matter.

If you want to forget Hisoka, you don't have to rely on others.Yukimura and I are different, our fate is over, we can continue to be friends, but we cannot be lovers.

I don't think I will ever have a lover again.

I reminded myself that it was just for fun, but I was really moved without knowing it.I love Hisoka as much as I hate him. I think no one else can match this feeling.

With me like this, no matter who I associate with in the future, it will be unfair to the other party.

"I see."

"sorry."

"Why are you apologizing? I knew you wouldn't agree. I just wanted to try." He touched my head again and patted me gently, "I'm really giving up now. I won't ask for it again. It’s embarrassing for Qianli.”

I nodded.

Seeing that my face was wrinkled like a baby, he joked amusedly: "However, as your classmate, friend and neighbor, feel free to come to me for anything in the future. Do you understand?"

"it is good."

He nodded in satisfaction, seeing that it was almost twelve o'clock, grabbed the coat beside him and slowly got up, "It's getting late, then I'll go home first."

I walked him to the door.

>>>

The ordinary days passed quickly.With Yukimura's help, I got in touch with several classmates who had lost track of me.Xiangzi took my hand and told me with a happy face that she was married, and the other party was our high school classmate, Watanabe-kun from the baseball club.

I'm really happy for her.

It took three months simply, during which I received two calls from Shishi.In addition to telling me that Xiaojie and Qi Ya have successfully entered the game of Greed Island, he also brought a special news.

Hisoka is looking for me.

This news is not surprising. I think I am probably the only woman in my life who dared to get rid of him. It is normal to be missed.

I didn't pay much attention to it, I still ate and drank as usual, occasionally went to watch Yukimura play, and occasionally went shopping with Xiangzi, and another month passed before I knew it.

One day in February, I was walking on the noisy street, looking at the pink balloons and roses all over the street, and then I remembered that February [-]th is the annual Valentine's Day.

I don't know how many couples will come out hehehe.I stood in front of the chocolate aisle of the hypermarket, picked up a box of chocolates in a daze.Since I seem to be gaining weight recently and gaining weight, I don't know if there are any calories left this week that make me hungry.As I was struggling, a three-year-old brat suddenly bumped into me.

The child's mother hurriedly apologized to me. I waved my hand to indicate that it was okay. When I walked past the child, I suddenly remembered an amazing fact.

It's like...it's been four months...that I haven't had that.

God this is not true!

Because of long-term strenuous exercise, my monthly letter has never been accurate, so I never came and didn't pay much attention.But this time the extension time is too long?

Could it be the time when Hisoka and I walked on the street at night without a condom four months ago...

I went to the pharmacy with a livid face, took out the money and bought a box of pregnancy test sticks and went home. The next morning I squatted in the toilet anxiously observing the reaction on it.

two red wires...

After reading the instruction manual over and over again countless times, I sat on the ground in despair, with disheveled hair and giggled several times.

Big joke!

I stayed at home for a week to escape reality, and finally made a hard-hearted decision to come to the hospital wearing a mask.After registering and buying a ticket, I was suddenly timid when it was my turn. After hesitating for a while, I was still reluctant, and finally left without doing anything.

Then it's home again.

It was already the sixth month when Yukimura found out all this.He also joked at the beginning, why I became fat after he returned from playing in the United States for two months, and closed his lips after seeing my sad eyes.

"Are you..."

I looked at him with teary eyes, feeling like the whole world was going to collapse, "What should I do if I'm pregnant, fuck it!"

that expectation

Yukimura Seichi spent nearly 10 minutes digesting the news of the thunderbolt. I was bored waiting, so I picked up the potato chips on the tea table and stuffed them into my mouth.

Then the potato chips were snatched away by someone.

"Why, give me back the potato chips." I stared at him with aggrieved face.

Damn, I was pregnant at the age of 21, and I will no longer have free time in the future, nor can I travel as I want. This guy actually wants to deprive me of the right to eat the last bit of snacks!I bulged my eyes, raised my eyebrows, crossed my hands in front of my chest, with a gesture of 'if you don't pay me back, I'll hang myself'.

Yukimura glanced over me indifferently, skillfully threw potato chips and various snacks from the other table into the trash can, clapped his hands and said, "I can't eat these things in the future."

I snorted coldly, "I'll starve to death. I don't want to cook with a big belly."

His tone was noncommittal, "I'll do it for you."

Maybe it's because I'm pregnant, and I'm in a particularly delicate mood recently.Knowing in my heart that the other party wanted to help me, I still couldn't help but said meanly: "You are busy enough playing basketball and studying every day, where do you get the time to cook for me? Besides, the child is not yours."

I regret it when I say it.With his head down, he dared not face him like a child who made a mistake.

He didn't get angry or lose his temper. Time stood still for a few seconds, maybe a few minutes. Yukimura knelt down in front of me and asked softly, "What are your plans now? Do you want to contact him?"

He means Hisoka.I pursed my lips and shook my head slightly.

"Tell him he's looking for death. You see, I haven't seen him come to me after staying in Kanagawa for half a year. I must have forgotten me. At this time, I ran up to him and told him, hey, I'm pregnant." Your child, do you think I can survive?" I smiled wryly, and my eyes became confused, "It's not easy to fight him with a big belly. Even if he doesn't die, this child won't survive."

How would Hisoka react when he found out he had a baby?I think it should be surprised first, and then his thin lips will curl up strangely, and then there will be a biting chill in his eyes.He likes small fruits, which doesn't mean he likes children.Besides, he has many ex-girlfriends, and I'm just one of them. Maybe this is not the first time he has become a father.

Dregs.

"Then you have thought it over and decided to have a baby?" Yukimura's light gray eyes concealed a bit of unbearable, and the corners of his mouth did not have the usual shallow curvature, "I am the type of person who does not support abortion. But Qianli , I don’t want you to be bound all your life. You are still young, and the days are still long, and children are a huge burden for you.”

The moment he said this, the baby in his belly just kicked.I froze for a moment, and stroked my upper abdomen with a cold palm, and I didn't even realize how much expectation was in the eyes at this time.

But Yukimura saw it.

"Well, it's too late to say this now, after all, it's been six months." He smiled helplessly, stood up and walked into my kitchen, where he skillfully washed rice and prepared porridge, "I have time to rest these two days, but I have to go to England for a game next week. Do you need a domestic help?"

I waved my hand hastily, "How expensive is that? I've been living on savings for half a year, and I can't bear it."

A side effect of paying big bucks for a villa is the ridiculously high monthly maintenance fee. The deposits of 2000 million monastics are flowing out, and I can't help but sigh in this world of soaring prices.It would be great if I could go to the Sky Arena, or find an ordinary job as a bodyguard. I am not afraid of lack of money for my strength, but my big belly is more than I can afford.

"What are you thinking, I'll pay for it." Yukimura didn't expect me to be worried about this, poked his head out from the kitchen, and found that my hand was dishonestly approaching the potato chips in the trash can, frowned and warned: " Don't eat those things."

"Oh." Wronged.

After drinking the porridge, my stomach was a little full. I touched my chubby belly and suddenly realized that I hadn't told that person about my pregnancy.I walked into the bedroom and picked up the mobile phone beside the bed, found the familiar name in the address book, and dialed it.

"Hey."

A low voice came from the opposite side.I looked at the clock, because of the jet lag, he seemed to be here in the early morning, and quickly apologized: "Oh Shitou, I forgot the jet lag, did I wake you up?"

Shitou became sober after hearing my voice, and got up to deal with me, "What are you talking about, you can call anytime." He yawned, and then said, "What's the matter?"

I wobbled on the phone, scratched my head and bit my lip, wanting to tell him but not daring to tell him.

"If you have something to say, say it [beep--

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