[Black Basket + April] Raiders

?The spring wind is still a little cool on my body.The girl standing on the slide in the park playing the accordion finally brought someone into her life.

Mr. Arima, it seems like I'm meeting you for the first time, but I've known you for a long time, and I've admired you for a long time.

Ayase Mukara stood in the backstage of the stage nervously recalling the movements of the works that will be participating in the next competition. There is also a very important piano competition recently, and most of the time is secretly used to practice the music, even if she has to stay in the dance room The time is spent studying the score.Wanting to catch up with the heart of Ayase, and realizing that Miyazono Kaoru will bring that boy named Arima back to this stage one day, she is a little anxious to become stronger, go higher and higher. Far.She knew that this would offend her mother, but she did it anyway.

Biting her fingernails, Ayase Mukari became a little restless, feeling that she was completely out of shape and her body was stiff.

"Ayase-san?"

Someone patted her on the shoulder from behind.

"En?" Mu Ayase suddenly came back to her senses, and turned to look at the girl behind her, "Izumi? Are you finished?"

"Well, it's over. Seeing that you are in a strange state," Quanzi looked at her with concern, "What happened?"

"En..." Ayase Mukara lowered her head and patted her forehead. Is it so obvious that I am abnormal? Anyone passing by can see it, "I was thinking about something just now, it's okay. Go and change your clothes." , don't catch a cold."

"Well, as long as it's okay, then I'll go first!" Izumi waved to Ayase Mu, turned and left.

Ayase Mukari took a deep breath, exhaled slowly, and started to move her joints and muscles. Her stiff body gradually relaxed, but she was still out of shape.

On the stage, standing on the huge stage, the strong follow-spot lights hit the body, no different from usual, because the light on the stage is too bright, standing on the stage, the auditorium can not be seen clearly, Ayase Twilight is the first Feel nervous for the first time.

She started dancing to the music.

Mako Ayase, who was sitting in the judges' seat, looked at Twilight Ayase on the stage, frowning deeper and deeper.He was completely out of shape, not to mention his body was stiff, and he didn't even fully perform his movements.

On the stage, Ayase Twilight also felt something, gritted her teeth and insisted on finishing the whole dance.

After the performance, instead of waiting in the background to announce the results as usual, Ayase Twilight hurried out of the exhibition hall after changing clothes and taking her own things. After sending a text message to Ayase Chu who was still sitting in the venue, she went first Going home, she knew that her performance this time must have disappointed many people.

After returning home, she sat quietly on the sofa in the living room and waited. She knew that what would happen next would happen sooner or later.She had to choose, dance or piano, and she felt that she didn't have so much energy to deal with all of them.She wants to do what she likes, to live a good life, and to... not to restrain herself, to live as she pleases.

The one who came back first was Ayase Kure, without saying anything after entering the door, quietly walked to Ayase Mukara and sat down, was silent for a while before turning to look at Ayase Guru, and asked with a serious expression: "Are you sure you want to do this? "In the past few days, he has seen and seen Ayase Twilight's performance clearly, and he absolutely supports her decision.

"Well, I figured it out." Ayase Twilight nodded lightly, "Although it's a bit late, I finally realized that life is actually very beautiful. I spend too much time doing things I don't like to meet the expectations of my elders. To me it is a waste, to the elders it is a deceit and a temporary gratification."

After a long silence, Ayase nodded and smiled, "Who made you understand the beauty of life and learn to resist? Kise?"

Ayase Twilight burst out laughing, and the tense nerves that were originally thinking about how to face the next storm suddenly relaxed, and after thinking about it, she replied: "Yeah, before I met him, I only knew how to chase after you." The back view meets my mother's expectations for me. After meeting him, I began to notice the scenery around him, and then I saw the scenery around me. I want to live more recklessly."

Ayase was stunned for a moment, then smiled lightly and shook her head after a while, "Have you finally seen the colors in your life?"

"En." Ayase Mukari nodded slightly.

It was close to noon, and Ayase Twilight was sitting on the sofa, her eyes fixed on the wall clock in the living room, and the time passed by every minute.

Mako Ayase came back at about the time Ayase Twilight expected. Looking at her brother and sister who seemed to be waiting for her in the living room, she put on her slippers and walked to sit opposite them.

How to speak, where to start, Ayase Mukari lowered her head and thought quietly, not knowing how to start this conversation, or to say, to resist?

"On the scale, weigh yourself." Ayase Mako said lightly.

"En?" Ayase Muki was taken aback, what kind of approach is this, shouldn't he first ask himself what's going on with his performance today?Still obediently got up and took the electronic scale and stood up. When he saw the number displayed on the electronic scale, he was slightly stunned. He was more than five catties heavier than before the summer vacation. Thinking of his spring vacation outings and recent casual eating and drinking, it turned out that he had gained so much weight easy.

"Is it because I've been less strict with you recently?" Ayase Mako frowned and looked at the numbers displayed on the electronic scale. When she tidied her clothes this morning and touched her body, Ayase Twilight seemed to be a long She has gained a little weight, although it is not obvious, but she has always been sensitive, "You don't understand? If you want to be a dancer, you must control your diet and keep in shape."

Ayase Momo, who just got off the electronic scale, raised her head, took a deep breath, stared at the ceiling for a long time, swallowed the words that slipped to her lips, chewed and revised them several times, and then said softly: "Mom, if I don't want to What about being a dancer?"

Mako Ayase, who originally frowned slightly but was still calm, sank, her expression became more serious, and she stared at Ayase Mukara who was standing opposite, "Don't want to be a dancer? Then what do you want to do? Play the piano? "

The consecutive questions are all expected.

"Yeah, I want to play the piano. I don't want to force myself anymore," Ayase Momo lowered her head, facing her mother still feeling a little nervous, "Mom, do you know that I'm very tired."

The daughter who never rebelled against her actually started to rebel?Ayase Mako looked at her in disbelief, her tone was cold, "The Ayase family doesn't need two pianists. You are more talented in the field of dance, and you can't give up on it."

"Why?" Ayase Momo raised his eyes, his eyes full of confusion and trouble, "Why can't there be two pianists? Why can't we give up dancing? This is all your mother's idea, isn't it, what's the difference between two pianists Well, don’t you think that as long as we are willing, we feel happy, this is actually not a problem, right, why must we make achievements in different fields, dancing has never been my dream and hobby.”

Ayase Mako remained silent, trying to suppress the anger in her heart, "I don't know what has affected you recently, but I can forgive you for making trouble today. Keep your weight within the normal range, and your performance today Abnormality, or not taking the time to practice, I will not pursue it for the time being. It is absolutely impossible to give up dancing, you must go this way. One day you will understand that everything I do today is for your own good."

Control weight back to normal range?What is considered a normal range?Even though she gained five catties, according to her BMI, she is obviously still on the thin side.These days, since the time of the last spring break outing, she has been most like a girl her age.Let her go back to the days of practicing all day long, she doesn't want to.

"Xiaogure's figure is already thin!" Ayase Hatsue, who sat on the sofa and said nothing from the beginning to the end, suddenly said that he had always disapproved of his mother letting Ayase Kure control her diet and set various taboos. She was only 13 years old. Why are there so many rules and regulations to restrain her?And the hours of sleep she's constantly compressing to practice.

"I didn't make trouble for no reason," Ayase Mukari looked at her mother seriously, "I don't want to dance anymore, I'm serious."

"Why, why... Mom, can't you see, I'm tired, I'm really tired, for what I like, to meet your expectations, I've been bored in this house and practiced with my head bowed all day long. Someone will envy me , or jealous of me, it's because they don't understand how I spend my every day, shouldn't it be sympathy... shouldn't they be sympathetic? I just live and work hard according to other people's scripts. But I clearly It is flesh and blood, thoughtful and soulful, mother, your unfulfilled dream or the higher height you want to achieve must be imposed on my life," said Ayase Momo's eyes after saying too much in one breath Gradually hollow, tears slid down her cheeks, like a puppet that could be broken at any time, she lives under heavy pressure every day, only she knows what kind of suffocating feeling it is, "Why, that's my mother's life It's not mine. Isn't it? I face these things every day, study, piano, dance, my life, my life? I dance steps I don't like, like a marionette, standing on the stage I am radiant but have no heart and no emotion, can I really meet your expectations like this? I don’t even believe it myself..."

Quiet, absolutely quiet.

Ayase walked up to Ayase Mukara, took out a tissue from her pocket and wiped away the tears on her face.He didn't know, he thought she was really able to bear this, but it turned out that she was just holding on.It's not just because of Kise Ryota, even without Kise Ryota, there will be such a day sooner or later.

"I know you're tired, why don't I know. But isn't it good to give up the piano? You're really not suitable..."

"Mom," Ayase interrupted his mother, he was already a little tired of her mother's persistence and persecution, "please, please stop forcing her, okay?"

Ayase Mako looked at the two of them deeply, frowned, and gritted her teeth and said in a deep voice: "I don't want to force you, I will not compromise on this issue, it is absolutely impossible to give up dancing, one day you You will understand, I am doing it for Xiao Mu's good!"

After finishing speaking, Ayase Mako turned and went back to the room, the living room was silent for a while, only Ayase Hatsune and Ayase Twilight were left.

"What should I do? What are you going to do next?" Ayase Hatsumi patted Ayase Mukara on the head, "It turns out that you have accumulated so many things in your heart, but you didn't tell me at all. Is it because you don't trust me?"

"Of course not!" Ayase Twilight, who was in a daze, came back to her senses, "You are usually upset about my affairs, if I say these complaints to you again, it will only make you unhappy, I don't want you to do this Not happy, I only have an older brother like you, and you have already taken good care of me."

Ayase Chu smiled, reached out and rubbed the top of her head, and asked softly, "What's next? Mom doesn't agree."

"Run away from home!" Ayase Twilight said sullenly, looking at Ayase Chu's frown, and then said, "Go to Xiaoxun's house for a few days and don't worry! Let's have a cold war."

After listening, Ayase's frowning brows relaxed, and she patted her on the shoulder reluctantly as a promise and agreed to assist her.