Death of the Snow Dance

After waking up from the dream, Mai Yi seemed to revisit all the memories she could remember from the soul world she lived in before.It turned out that many things that I couldn't figure out, after thinking about it again, I seemed to see them all.Is this growth?In fact, as she lived with Youxi, Maiyi has been influenced by her in many ways and has become more open-minded, but she has not realized that she has let go.This long dream became an opportunity, and the burden in my heart became much lighter.Now she is ready to face all difficulties.She will no longer use cruelty and self-willedness to cover up her cowardice, let them just become a superficial habit.

The room I saw when I opened my eyes didn't seem to have been there before, but it was a little familiar.There was no one around, so she put on the clothes she put aside, and tied her hair into a ponytail.Open the door and look outside.Facing the door is the beautiful cherry blossom tree.Under the tree, a lonely figure is looking at the tree, or the distance.

Hearing the sound of the door opening behind him, Kuchiki Byakuya turned around and found Mai Yi awake. "Mai?" He asked tentatively.He saw her tied up hair.

"Yeah." Mai Yi didn't know how to address him, she seemed to have called him a terrible name before... now it's a bit embarrassing.

"You're not sick yet, don't come out yet, go back and lie down. I'll ask someone to bring you some food."

"En." It was the first time that Mai Yi was so obedient.

Bai Zai followed her into the house. "I'm sorry to take you back to Kuchiki Mansion on your own initiative. You fainted that day and sent you to the Fourth Division. After treatment, you lived there for a day, and then I brought you back. The conditions here are better, and you Be quieter. Fuzhu and the others just came here this morning."

"Well, it's fine. Thanks..."

Not knowing how to speak, Bai Zai hesitated for a long time.He found a chair not too far away and sat down, just looking at Mai Yi.

Mai Yi also knew that it was wrong to keep silent like this.She summoned up her courage and opened her mouth: "I'm sorry..."

"I'm sorry, I've been hiding from you before. Now I've figured it out, and it can be said that it was a blessing in disguise... What I told you before was actually not a lie. I don't remember my last name, and I don't even know who I am. Is the name really the real name? In my memory, when I was a child, my parents didn’t have much time to accompany me, only my elder brother was with me every day. My favorite is my elder brother. So, the only thing I remember is that he accompanied me What I did. On the day I first came back to the Soul Realm and came to Jinglingting, I found it here by accident. I liked that big cherry blossom tree very much when I saw it, but I didn’t like it. I know why, it seems to be the happiest thing to look at the moon on it. I just remembered that when I was young, my brother was with me, hugged me to the tree, and sat in the cherry blossoms to look at the sky. A lot of lessons. Then one day, we went to play together, I don’t remember what we did, but the sky would flash from black to light, and then back to dark. Since then, I like watching night movies The sky is gone, as if I can go back to that day. I don’t know why I can’t find my brother. One second I was looking at the sky, and the next second I was looking for him around. I have been looking for him for a long time, but I I don't remember his name, I only know his name is brother, I asked the people around me, but no one answered me, they were all running. Why did they run, I don't understand. I kept being hit by adults, and even fell down, But I was looking for my brother, so I just kept walking. Until I was too tired to walk anymore. Since that day, I have never seen any of my family. I always felt that they abandoned me. As for why, I don’t know. I began to resent them, especially resent my brother for not coming to me, leaving me alone, never seeing the cherry blossom tree I love, never being able to sit on his shoulders, never being Can't... can't see him..."

"But I still forgave them when I left Soul Soul Realm. Anyway, I love them, so no matter what they did to me, I can forgive them. At that time, I really wanted to see them, especially It’s my brother. But there was no chance at that time. Who would have thought that I would return to the Soul Realm and coexist with Youqi. The wonderful fate drew me back here. In fact, in my first When I came to Kuchimu Mansion once, I realized that something was wrong. Why did I know this place, why did I know the secret door on the fence. And I avoided you for no reason. After returning here, I recalled more things In my memory, my brother's face always overlaps with yours. But my brother always smiles at me, but you don't. So I use this as an excuse to deny my intuition. In fact, I'm afraid that when I face my family again, I will hold back I can’t stop asking them why they abandoned my truth. It’s better to be stupid than to be hurt again. But after a long time of contact, I feel that I have been too paranoid all the time. You have been looking for your sister’s hard work It is not the behavior of a person who abandoned her. I realized that I might be deceived by my own memory. In order to find the meaning of my life, I put the shackles of resentment on myself. Maybe at the beginning, There is nothing to abandon, but I am too stupid, living in an environment where I don’t need to worry, I don’t even know where my home is, what my last name is, and what my family members are called. Compared with those poor children in Liuhun Street , too much happiness, so I resented my stupidity, but transferred this resentment to my brother and the others..."

"Mai Yi..." Bai Zai had been listening to her quietly, no matter how distressed he was, he didn't want to interrupt her.She has suffered so much, how wronged she is, and she deserves to be resented.If he had fulfilled his elder brother's responsibility back then, he wouldn't have caused so many people pain. "We didn't abandon you, I love you so much, how could I abandon you..."

He explained to Mai Yi what happened back then.Kuchiki Maiyi was 7 years old that year, and Kuchiki Byakuya was 14 years old. Because Maiyi overheard the servants at home talking about the fireworks festival that year, she begged her brother to take her there.The family would definitely not agree, so Bai Zai secretly took her out on New Year's Eve.After all, Bai Zai at that time was already somewhat capable, and he thought it would be no problem to take care of his younger sister.However, an accident happened that night, and for some reason Yuxu came to the fireworks venue and attacked many people.In the chaos, Bai Zai did not hold his sister's hand and was scattered by the flow of people.No matter how he searched and shouted, there was no sign or echo of his sister.He searched for a whole night, and it was only after dawn that he returned home and asked his family for help.The anxious Kuchiki's parents sent all their hands to search the whereabouts of the young lady nearby, but they returned without success for several days.This incident even alarmed Jinglingting and Central Room 46. For the eldest lady of the noble Kuchiki family, many gods of death sent out to look for Mai Yi, but Mai Yi did not have any spiritual talent. Not too possible.After a long time, the Kuchiki family gave up hope, only Bai Zai kept tempering himself, he thought that one day he would find his sister by himself.After the matter gradually calmed down, under the pressure of the Kuchiki family, the Central Room 46 dealt with the people who caused the riots at that time. It is said that it was caused by children from two noble families. As a result, one family gradually declined, and the other family The child of the child was punished for several years and was not allowed to be a god of death, and even entered Mao to study.But Bai Zai didn't pay attention to these, nor was he interested.He didn't care who he punished, he just wanted to punish himself.

After hearing this, Mai Yi had mixed emotions welling up in her heart.It turned out that I was really just guessing randomly.If I didn't open my heart today, would I never know the situation at that time?

He also had a question of great concern: "Mai Yi, how did you survive after you got lost?"

In this regard, Mai Yi was silent for a long time.She was considering whether to tell the truth.Maybe it will surprise them.

"silver."

What?Bai Zai didn't understand.

"Ichimaru Gin. He saved me."

Ichimaru Gin rescued Kuchiki Maiyi.What an unexpected combination.That's why Gin Ichimaru talked to Yuki when he was on top of the bipolar that day?At that time, he thought that he only got to know You Qi and Mai Yi later, but he didn't expect that they knew each other so early.

"After being separated from you for so many years, until I left the world of corpses and souls, I have always been with Yin. At that time, I was scattered by the crowd, and I didn't know where I was. I fell on the side of the road exhausted. I wanted to cry but There were no tears, but I couldn’t make a sound when I wanted to scream. There were people running away, and the monster was about to attack me, but I didn’t even have the strength to dodge it. It was Yin who saved me. After that, he took Then I went to the hut where he lived, gave me food, drink, and a place to sleep. I followed him all the time, stayed in various districts of Liuhun Street, and finally found this place called Nanze Valley. Built a little house there and lived there. Until I disappeared again."

"Because your ankle was injured at that time. And what about Aizen? Last time at Bipolar, it felt like he also knew your existence."

"Well, I know each other. I met Aizen when I came back in the body of Youxi. At that time, Aizen was injured for some unknown reason and fainted in Qisawa Valley. Youqi also just came to Soul Soul Realm at that time. Before long, she didn't know my existence. She rescued Aizen and recuperated in Qisawa Valley for a few months, and became friends. Youqi and Aizen seem to get along very well. Aizen always talks with She discussed some very profound issues. During that time, Yin came to Qisawa Valley to look for Aizen, and met Youqi. To be precise, he met me first. I explained to him what happened. Do you understand, but it seems that he is not as happy as I imagined. At that time, I didn't want Youqi to know me, so they kept the secret for me. Correspondingly, Aizen told Youqi that he was being raped by bad people There is a very important mission to hunt down, so please keep the whereabouts of him and Yin a secret. Of course, we don't know that they are the 'former' captains here. Although there was no one in the years when they came and went We came to find their whereabouts, but we didn’t mention them after we came to Jinglingting. After all, we agreed to them. Who would have thought that Yin and Lanran would become traitors of Jinglingting together..." Mai Yi When thinking of him, it was hard to believe that it was her beloved Yin.Why should he fall into darkness?Are you also influenced by negative thoughts like her?Youxi asked the question of "why" on the Bipolar for her, but didn't get an answer; the tears she shed for her, what you got was an action to kill them.Mai Yi didn't understand, didn't it matter if she was in Yin's heart?

It turned out that there was such a complicated connection behind it.Bai Zai did not expect that the traitor in Jinglingting turned out to be his sister's savior.At the same time, she was also the one saved by her sister.

"Mai Yi, are you still willing to continue being Kuchiki Mai Yi?" Bai Zai is most concerned about this right now.

"Brother...Brother..." Bai Zai was overjoyed by Mai Yi's answer which was irrelevant. "However, I just want to find my family back home. It would be great to find you. As for being a 'rotten wood' Mai Yi, it's unnecessary. And... You Qi is actually me, just another me, brother, you Can we also treat her like a younger sister?" In fact, she already vaguely felt that the chances of her reappearing might be less and less, and in the future, Brother Bai Zai would only be able to reunite with the younger siblings.

"Of course, I have already regarded you all as my sisters. I have regarded you as my sisters since I found your photos in Nanaze Valley. I have been waiting for your response. I don't want to force you. Now, can you It's really great to meet me..."

Seeing Bai Zai's rare smile, Mai Yi smiled unconsciously.I haven't felt this happy for a long time...