The Chapter of Bo Yinggui Autumn - "Malicious" Tampering

"What you saw today, that Nanquan and I were together was all a misunderstanding. At that time..."

"I'm not interested in this, I don't want to hear it. Whatever you are doing. And why don't you explain it to me!"

"Ha... yes. I clearly know...but." He stopped, remembering what Nanquan said.

"But what?" Ling Azusa seemed very interested in the following.Harada couldn't figure out whether she was drunk or not?Her fair face was rosy, and her eyes were sometimes blurred and sometimes clear.Forget it, it's useless to think about it, she was originally an unpredictable woman, which was one of the reasons why he was intoxicated by her.

"I like you. No, Natsume Ling Azusa, I. Love. You." Harada Sanosuke said the most important words word by word.Azusa's eyes seemed to flicker for a moment, but it was so fleeting that Harada thought he was delusional.

"This sentence may not mean much to you, but for me, I made a lot of determination to say it. Because, I never thought that I could accept a relationship without response, because I have never had such an experience. I remember you asked me what kind of woman I like, and many people also asked me this question. How I answered at that time, I have long forgotten. The only thing I remember, I don’t know where Since then, all the images of women I can think of in my mind are your figure. Where is there any ideal object? I fell in love with you, and everything about you is my ideal." He did not expect that it would be in such a situation Speak confession to her.At first, he had imagined that he would confess his love to the girl he loved in a particularly romantic place, and after that, he thought that he would never express his feelings for the rest of his life.Unexpectedly, he had the courage when there was a huge misunderstanding between the two of them.How did he become such a cowardly person?

"If it weren't for today's misunderstanding, maybe you would never hear these words. Because I don't want you to misunderstand anyway. Until now, I don't understand how much I want you to know my heart. Even if, what you love is not Me, even if I'll never have you. So, I'm sorry. What I want to say to you is, please forgive me if it bothers you."

Azusa didn't know when she stopped staring at him, and shifted her gaze to the ground.She looked down.

"Ayazu? Can we continue to be good friends in the future?"

"How is it possible..." She whispered this sentence.

"That's right... Sure enough... But I don't regret it. In the future, I will still protect you in my own way. Don't worry, I won't pester you. Bless you and Hijikata-san... Although he is very slow, but he... ..."

"I love you" hadn't finished, Lingzi interrupted him by saying, "Stop talking!"

"Okay. Don't disturb your rest. Be careful not to catch a cold. I'll go first, good night..." After speaking, Harada stood up, calmed down, and prepared to leave.During the second half of his conversation with her, she didn't look at him the whole time.These words are just a burden to her... I really don't know where I got the confidence to hold that little hope. The feeling of happiness before was just a very simple happiness. It's not like I haven't seen her and Hijikata-san Why bother to be passionate about the bondage between them.

This time, he didn't go out again.Why, there will always be someone to hold him back?It's just that this time it surprised him even more.

Ling Azusa hugged him from behind. "Idiot, idiot, idiot, idiot, big idiot!!!" She scolded him, her voice choked up.For the first time he felt overwhelmed. "Don't go..." She seemed to be ordering him, but also seemed to be begging him.

"How can we continue to be friends with you! Why do you say Hijikata-san? Zuo Zhi, you are a big fool."

Harada didn't know whether to turn around, whether to hug her.She is crying, how can I make my beloved woman cry!Was she crying because she was an idiot?What on earth has he done!

"Zuo Zhi, I love you. I love you!" She cried more and more fiercely, and her words were a little confusing.But these words made Harada unable to calm down anymore. He untied Lingzi from behind his arm, and then faced her, trembling: "Lingzi, did I misunderstand something? What did you say just now?" ..."

"So you are an idiot! Why don't you know? I love you!" She said this viciously, and threw herself into his arms again.This time, Harada's broad chest felt her hot tears.After several confirmations in the brain, he did not mishear.

"But, I thought...you to Tukata-san...and why didn't you care about the misunderstanding just now?" He was still processing this information in his mind.

"Dokata-san, is this why you have been refusing to express your feelings to me? I thought you were a super flirtatious person, how could you be so slow! However, I don't blame you, I really hate it. As for the misunderstanding just now, whether you explain it or not, it can’t change the fact that I love you, so it doesn’t matter if I listen or not! I just want to hear your truth...I want to confirm that you love me too .”

This time it was Harada's turn not to speak.Ling Azusa was still hugging him, and buried her face in his chest after saying what she just said.With trembling hands, he cupped her cheeks, and Lingzi looked into his eyes curiously with tears in her eyes.This time there is no longer any hesitation.He bluntly pressed his lips to hers.

"Woo..." Azusa seemed a little surprised, but she didn't refuse at all.Speaking of kissing, it's not like they haven't done it before. Both of them remember the wonderful feeling at that time deeply.It's just that I wasn't so honest back then.Harada kissed deeply tentatively, Lingzi parted her vermilion lips cooperatively, let go of the last defense, and welcomed him softly as a guest.The two tongues are entangled together like glue, as if exchanging love on behalf of the master.Soon both of them were breathing fast.Ling Azusa hugged Harada's arm more and more forcefully, and the strength of her embrace was also increasing, as if she was about to be rubbed into his body.As the kiss escalated, the two unknowingly leaned against the wall on one side...

Heaven fails to fulfill one's wishes.The movement of Harada's hands stopped. "call……"

Looking at Lingzi's puzzled and surprised eyes, Harada put his hands on her shoulders: "I'm sorry..."

"What are you sorry for?" What the hell is he doing at this moment!

"I can't...uh...take advantage of you when you're drunk, I can't. You'll hate me tomorrow, and I won't forgive myself."

After hearing this, Ling Zi felt relieved. "Don't you know how much I drink? I just pretended to be drunk just now, and the purpose was to get out your truth. You really think I'm drunk! I don't care if this is an excuse, but..." She pretended to be mysterious paused.

"But, I won't let you go!" She wrapped her arms around his neck, hung herself in front of his eyes, and showed the most natural smile.The moment Harada saw her clear eyes, he also understood that she was not lying.She is sober.Then, the words she uttered in his ear were extremely tempting, and completely ignited the enthusiasm in his body...

……

"You are too heavy, get off me!" Lingzi spoke first.

"Really?" Zuo Zhi smirked.

"Damn it."

"Haha~"

If you don't think about the future, the present happiness is enough to support the meaning of the whole life.She also doesn't want to think about other things, since she has made a decision, no matter what other people think, she has to implement it.She never thought of herself as a gentle and considerate person. At most, she would be desperate when the interests she valued were violated.Therefore, what she does for the Shinsengumi is nothing more than satisfying her own self-interest.Now, here, she has gained friendship and love.

They are the real gentle people. Originally, she was a person who had nothing to do with them, but greeted her with a hug and made her a part of the team.Vaguely, she felt that they knew what she was doing.Because I never saw them go to her shop in Shimabara again, and they all liked to go there before, and she, who often disappeared, did not receive any suspicion, which was unreasonable.This further proves the tenderness of the iron man.

"Zuo Zhi, I haven't forgiven you yet!" What are you thinking about?Focus on the present moment, because happiness cannot be saved.Ling Azusa regained her original nature in his arms.

"Oh? Why don't you forgive me?" The sudden words broke the quiet hug they enjoyed, and made him puzzled.

"What happened in the evening! What happened between you and sister Nanquan."

"It's not that you said you wouldn't listen to my explanation!" He really couldn't laugh or cry, the angel who was docile just now turned into the unpredictable Queen in a blink of an eye.

"I won't explain it if I don't listen to you? How can I allow my man to make out with other women! It's so disgusting... I really want to kill you!" She pinched his chest hard.

"It hurts! Okay, I can't explain it to you! Then you have to listen to me carefully, and don't tell anyone about it."

Azusa noticed that his eyes became sincere, it seemed that things were not that simple. "Okay. Let me hear what good reason you have for being so mysterious."

Zuozhi explained the whole thing to Lingzi carefully, and her expression became more and more serious.Unexpectedly, this kind of thing happened when she was not paying attention to Shimabara.It's hard to imagine what Nanquan relied on to persevere until now, so when the pressure was unbearable, she chose to escape and fall.Although she wasn't particularly sure why she took the initiative to seduce Zuo Zhi, but she didn't really want to hurt them.This can be heard in her last words.

"I'll go talk to her tomorrow. I don't know how to comfort her when that happened, but even if I noticed her abnormality but didn't take the initiative to talk to her, I was also responsible. However, I was too busy being jealous at the time. coming..."

"That's why you were so abnormal at that time? Every time I want to accompany you, you are so awkward. That's why I misunderstood even more, thinking that you only have Hijikata-san in your heart..."

"It's up to me to say this! You are abnormal. At that time, you didn't let me go to Shimabara, and then you insisted on staying with me every time, just because you were worried that something would happen to me? I thought you were going to see her..."

"Anyway, it's good that the misunderstanding between us is resolved~ By the way, who took you away from the street at that time?"

"Is there? You read it wrong, I hid it by myself." She turned her head quickly and found a new topic: "You have heard about Shannan-sang's injury, right? What should I do? I'm very worried. ..."

Zuo Zhi didn't care about her obvious cover-up, so why expose her face to face if she didn't want to say it.Is it more than this thing that I care about?He chose to bury the hug between her and the deputy chief before going to Osaka, as well as all the previous events.Since she says she loves him, then there is no problem. "The injury is on the arm, I'm afraid it will be difficult to use a knife in the future..."

"The current medical science is too underdeveloped. If it was my era, this small injury would definitely be fine soon."

"That can't be helped. It's just that the arm is injured. We are all doing things with the consciousness of death."

"For some people, it may be more painful than death if they can no longer pick up a knife, right?" When she thought that Shannan-san would choose to become a Rakshasa, she hated her own powerlessness.Subconsciously, she seemed to believe that she would not change anything.But she is a person who knows that she is doing useless work, but she is still unwilling to give up.Before the day after tomorrow came, she had already made a list of things to do in her head.

The deputy chief and the chief came back the next day.All eyes were on Shannan who was wearing a bandage.Shannan, whose aura was originally black-bellied, now has a layer of unapproachable atmosphere.At lunch time, Shannan excused his lack of appetite and did not eat with everyone. Lingzi saw that this was not a good sign.

"I'll get sick if I stay for a long time. I'm not talking about muscular trauma, but a heart disease that can't be cured." After eating her own lunch, she ran to Shannan's room and knocked on it under the pretense of something urgent. opened his door.

"Natsume, you are as straightforward as ever. I just have no appetite today, why are you talking so seriously? You lied to me when you said there was something urgent~" He still smiled with a kind face.

"I can predict the future." This is true, but if you say it directly, no one will take it seriously. "No one can replace the importance of Chief Shannan. Even if he can't wield a sword, he is still an important fighting force for the Shinsengumi. So, I don't want you to think too much, such as giving up on yourself for this matter, or thinking of using other methods. It can be solved." Speaking of this, she intentionally glanced at Bian Ruoshui on Shannan's table.She was also sure he understood what she was implying.

"I don't understand what you're talking about, but thank you for your concern for me. I will eat well in the future." He adjusted his glasses.It's a gesture he likes to do when his mind is full of thoughts.

"Well, that's good~ You have to get better quickly, or if you leave all the accounting and things like water to me, I will have a headache. You know, I love being lazy so much. My assistant is doing more work, I can't stand it!" She regained her bright tone, said goodbye to him happily, and left.

Across the door, the expressions of the two of them were no longer bright, and each had their own concerns.