Death's offering

After bidding farewell to Kisuke Urahara and the shop assistants at the Urahara store, Nansen stepped through the world-transmitting gate and returned to Soul Society with Ukitake.Jinglingting had received a report from Fuzhu before that Jin Nanquan, who had been regarded as one of the defectors, had actually been alive all along.

"Welcome back~"

As soon as she opened the portal to the Soul Realm, she saw a few familiar faces.Voiceless, Sendaro, Rukia, Rangiku, Shuhei, Kira.They came here and waited specially to meet her.But she felt that her legs were so heavy that she couldn't walk.Fu Zhu patted her lightly behind her and pushed her.Say in a voice that only she can hear: "Go, you are not alone in Jinglingting~ Don't make them wait any longer."

She took a step forward, and the people opposite her rushed over, and Luanju hugged her first. "Xiao Nan, it's great that you're still here..." Ji Liang stood behind Luan Ju, smiled and said to Nan Quan: "Da Sen also wants to come, but her body is not recovering well. Let me convey her message for her." mind~"

"Everyone..." It turned out that unknowingly, there were people around her supporting her. Even though she only took a small step, they were willing to approach her proactively.She felt that her obsession with Ichimaru Gin almost made her fail these friends who had always been there. "Thank you~" Even though it will be difficult, she wants to open her heart to them.She was finally able to easily show the most sincere smile.

The first thing to do when you come back is to go to the captain to explain the situation.Although Fuzhu revealed some details in advance, she still needs to say the specific details in person, and it is up to the captain and other captains to judge whether she is really innocent.Fortunately, except for a few captains who didn't care much, everyone agreed with her statement.

"I'm sorry, Commander-in-Chief, and fellow captains. It's because of me that I have caused so much trouble for everyone." Nanquan bowed deeply.

"It's okay. From now on, you should continue to stay in the thirteenth division. I will consider your handling results."

"Thank you, Captain."

On the way back, because Fuzhu was left behind by the captain, she went back by herself.In the middle of the walk, she decided to go and see Chisen.This little girl, like herself, was hurt by the betrayal of the person she trusted the most. Even if the scars on her body healed, it might take a long time for her heart to heal.If there is no floating bamboo, maybe she is still in the abyss of despair, afraid alone.

"Chisen?" she called softly.

"Huh? Who... ah, it's Senior Nanquan!" Chu Sen was surprised that Nanquan came to see her right after he came back.

"Lie down well, don't need to get up. I just came back today, and I reported to the captain, and I'm waiting for the result. Stop by to see you."

"Senior Nanquan, I always feel that seeing you this time seems to be different?"

"Is there? I don't seem to have changed much..."

"Ah, I see." Chu Mori realized, "It's the expression! Senior, your expression has softened a lot~"

"Really... I didn't even realize it..." She guessed that the reason was that she was being pulled towards the sun.

"I'm sure~ Although you still speak in a calm tone, senior, you feel so gentle now~~ It's been a few days since I've seen you, and there has been such a big change..." Chu Mori suddenly stopped talking.She realized she had brought up a sensitive subject.Senior Nanquan was also betrayed by Ichimaru Gin, and was even charged for it.For details, she heard from Sister Luanju that Senior Nanquan was also one of Captain Aizen's victims.But why?I was lying here licking the wound in my heart, but senior Nanquan changed like a whole new body?

"Hina, it's okay. To some extent, our situation is the same. But it's not the same. You should be wondering why I recovered so quickly? Actually... Even if I encountered the same situation Betrayal, but because I was living in the dark from the beginning, this became my chance to get out of the darkness. You are different, because you have always been so kind and warm, so when you fall into despair, it will definitely be difficult to overcome But ah, what we all need to understand is, don’t deny your feelings. Whether it’s longing, admiration or love, that’s the truest side of yourself, and it’s the feelings that prove your existence. Don’t just give it to the wrong person. I feel that I am worthless. I have deeply reflected on my previous life attitude in the past few days. I don’t want to be rejected, so I never take the initiative, or even reject other people’s good intentions; I don’t want to bear the pain of loss, so I don’t accept anything ;I don't want to leave the person I like, so I wrong my heart to meet his request. But what did I get in the end? I thought I was giving and being selfless, but I was not, I was the most selfish one .Because I take myself as the center too much, so no matter what I encounter, I always think about what I should do to get the best protection for my emotions. Dedication to the loss of self is actually the most self-expression. We will be used , Isn’t it because of weakness? So, don’t deny your past and accept your mistakes bravely. The betrayal was not caused by us, so we shouldn’t bear the pain. This doesn’t mean we have to forget, but You have to live well until you meet them again, and you can ask them why."

"Senior..." Nanquan's words hit Chu Sen's heart heavily.What she said was what she was most afraid of hearing, going straight to the depths of her soul, those places she didn't want to admit.It turned out that compared to myself, senior Nanquan had experienced more pain, which is why he turned into a butterfly in the midst of difficulties, and because I have always been happy, I don't have the ability to resist blows.

"Qi Sen, it's okay, if you want to cry, you have to cry. If it was before, these should be your words to comfort me, but now I'm a chatterbox..." Nanquan held Chu Sen's hand in his , hoping to pass on some strength to her.After Chisen was released for a while, she left.

On the way back, Nanquan laughed at himself: "I have really become able to speak. Can I really do the same as what I said? Yin, can I really let go..."

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"Are you awake? Nanquan."

Someone is knocking on the door.Nanquan fell asleep very late last night, but at least he fell asleep.It sounds like floating bamboo.What's the matter with coming to her so early?

"Good morning~" It really was him.

"Captain Fuzhu, it's so early..." She invited Fuzhu into the room. "I also specially troubled you to come here. If there is something to do, we can talk about it later when I go to your place."

"What? Did you not sleep well last night? It's getting late now. I just came here to look for you because I saw that you haven't come yet." This was the first time he came to her.

"Ah!" She glanced at her watch, and sure enough, it was past ten o'clock.During this period of time, she has been recuperating in this world, and her biological clock has been messed up. In the past, she would wake up on time at seven o'clock every morning.No matter how late you go to bed or when you don't sleep at all. "Sorry... I thought it was early..."

"Don't take it to heart~ I came to you to tell you something important, you have to think about it carefully."

"What's the matter?" She was worried.It is probably the result of Jing Lingting's judgment on her.Although she is not a traitor, she cannot be decided to come back just based on the words of her family.If it hadn't been for Fu Zhu to guarantee her, it would be possible to stay in the team's confinement room now.

"The chief captain sent you an appointment intention to be the deputy captain of the thirteenth division. How is it?"

Did she hear correctly, appointment?vice captain? "Why?" This was the only answer she could think of, but it was a question.

"First of all, of course it is because your suspicion has been cleared; secondly, your strength has been proven in many ways, and you are qualified for this position; most importantly, Jinglingting is seriously lacking in combat power now. Facing Aizen We must boost everyone's morale. Leaving aside the appointment of the captain, the only vacant position for the vice captain is this one. Naturally, you are the most suitable candidate. At present, there are also considerations for the nomination of the new captain, but it is said that Refused, so your decision matters."

"As for the captain, who should I nominate?"

"Only a few people know about the role of Madarame, the third member of the [-]th team, because the third member of Madarame doesn't seem to want too many people to know that he is ready to be relieved."

When she heard the swastika, she couldn't help but tremble.

"What's the matter?" Fu Zhu saw the abnormality she had just flashed past.

"Ah, it's nothing. Can you refuse the vice-captain? My level is really not that high..."

"Be confident~ Hisagi, who was in the same period as you, and even Kira and Hinamori, who are in the lower grades than you, have been vice-captains for a long time. What's more, the position of vice-captains can be appointed by each team captain himself Yes. You don’t have to worry about strength, you are already so powerful if you don’t even release Zanpakuto. Of course, if you want to refuse, you also have this right.”

"That's right, I forgot to personally appoint this matter." Chimori told her that day that Aizen and the others directly appointed Chisen and Kira as vice captains, because they were easy to manipulate. "So, it was you, the captain of the thirteenth division, who asked me to be the vice-captain of the thirteenth division?"

"Haha, I was discovered by you... I admit, I'm actually a little selfish..." Fuzhu suddenly felt embarrassed like a big child.

"Hey..." She sighed, feeling very helpless. "Let me think about it first, okay? This is too sudden...I wasn't even the chief before..."

"There may not be enough time, because the vice-captains are all responsible for training the players."

"Also... I will be the vice-captain for a while, so Qingyin and the others are okay? It won't hurt them..."

"You are really willing to worry about others. As I said before, you are obviously a warm-hearted person, but you just don't want to show it. Qingyin and the others will understand, after all, this is the captain's selfishness~ And, This kind of thing is based on strength, if you are worried that someone will not be convinced, I can arrange a competition. It's like a friendly match for promotion to the seat officer."

"Don't be so troublesome! I know... Can't I do it..."

Now it was Fuzhu's turn to be at a loss.Unexpectedly, she agreed so quickly. He judged that she had to think about it for at least one day, and was going to talk about it tomorrow. "Really? That's great!" Excited, Fu Zhu picked her up and spun her around twice!

"Captain Fuzhu, let me down!" She was also dizzy by the sudden circling, and quickly sat on the bed.

"I'm sorry, I'm dizzy? I didn't expect you to agree so easily. Ah, how can I try my best to persuade you after thinking ahead of time..."

"Didn't you just say that I can refuse, why are you still worried about how to persuade me?" There was a hint of coquettishness in the tone.

"It's two different things. Persuading you is a job requirement. Allowing you to give up is because I don't want to force you. But, again, why did you agree? When you asked me if I could refuse at first, I was really sweating. "

"Because, I also want to make a little more contribution... Even if it is not what I want, as long as it can make up for my mistakes for Jinglingting, I am willing. What's more, this is just a little thing for you... ..."

"Nanquan... Thank you." He looked at her sincerely, as if he wanted to see through her eyes.

She felt hot on her face, stared at by such hot eyes, and things would get out of control after a while. "Okay, Captain Fuzhu, you go back first, I will clean up, and I will go to Yugan Hall to find you later."

"Well, good." Fuzhu also realized that he should not stay for a long time, so he turned and left.

Nanquan sent him out and closed the door, leaning against the door.It was really a close call just now... I never thought that there would be room for another person in my heart.Isn't this too unfair to Fuzhu?While liking him, she still misses other men.You cannot be such a person.Because Yin hurt her like this, and she has such a deep relationship with Luanju, but she still can't get entangled with her.Until she doesn't love Yin, she won't accept Ukitake's love.

At the same moment, watching Nanquan close the door, Fuzhu also stood at the door and stopped.

The two are separated by a door, both thinking about the future.