Death's offering

Tomorrow night is the agreed time to go back to the third squad to report to Silver.She was hesitating whether to go this time, after all, she basically knew what Team Thirteen was doing during this time.And there is no conclusion about what happened between the two of them last time, just like the first kiss, it disappeared as soon as it passed.After thinking about it, she didn't know what to do, and seeing that she was going to spend another night with insomnia, she still wanted to go for a stroll.Before she knew it, she walked into the bamboo forest again.

There is no moon tonight, and the weather will be very gloomy in the afternoon.This night was colder than usual, and the cold wind made her more awake than usual, and all the memories related to Yin flooded up in her memory, from the first time he rescued her, it was the first meeting; She followed him into the fifth division; then she was asked to join the third division; and now she was sent to the thirteenth division.She was always sure that Gin was the one from Maoshulin.That's why she let herself sink into Yin's vortex, even though she knew that he didn't love her.Cold raindrops fell on her, but she didn't want to move. "It's raining... or is it raining in my heart..." She let the cold air invade, taking this as her punishment.

Shadows fell over my head, and the rain stopped.No, the rain didn't stop.She raised her head, and floating bamboo was in front of her, holding an umbrella for her. "You'll get sick if you get rained on, don't you love yourself so much?" There was a hint of reproach in his tone.

"Captain Floating Bamboo..."

"I saw you entered the bamboo forest just now, but you didn't come out when it was raining, so I came here to give you an umbrella." In fact, after thinking about it carefully, he knew that what he said was wrong, because he only brought an umbrella. Umbrella is clearly here to take her back, or to stay here with her. "Seeing that you are not in a good state recently, if you have any depression, you can tell me. I am willing to listen."

It was the same tenderness as last time. For such a long time, no one had heard the sound she wanted to make, because everyone gave up after trying it once.Why is he not afraid of being rejected again and again?She is obviously so heartless, why should she care about someone like her...

For some reason, she cried out aggrieved.Tears flowed out of the eyes like threads, and they couldn't stop at all. They were stronger and warmer than the surrounding rain.Fuzhu didn't make any extra movements, just held the umbrella with one hand, and stood beside her quietly, accompanying her to vent those emotions that no one understood.The long-lost sense of loneliness and despair rose again in Nanquan's heart. She had buried it in her heart for so long, and tonight those negative feelings seemed to surface with her venting.She felt so cold, she didn't know whether it was the coldness in her heart, or the coldness after being poured by the rain, she was longing for warmth, looking for the sense of being cherished.Without any thought, she cried halfway, and plunged into Fuzhu's embrace, as if that embrace could bring her a sense of security and a sense of belonging.And the emotional vent opened wider, and she couldn't even stop her sobbing.But Fuzhu still didn't say a word, and put his free hand on her back lightly.In the dark rainy night, two people hugged each other, silently keeping warm.

Nan Quan didn't know how long she had been crying, and finally calmed down slowly.Only at this time did she feel a little embarrassed, how could she just cry in other people's arms for so long... She let go of the floating bamboo, and said with a little evasive eyes: "I'm sorry... I have caused you trouble. I'm fine... ..."

Fu Zhu stared at her, he took a deep breath, as if he had made a decision. "It's okay." Nanquan thought he was responding to his apology.

"Learn to say to yourself that it's okay, don't make yourself so tired. Cry if you want, laugh if you want. I will always be there. It's okay if you don't want to say anything, it's okay to just sit together, it's okay to cry and make a fuss , I hope you won't be in such pain again." He wiped away the remaining tears on her face with his hands.

No one has ever said such a thing to Nanquan.She didn't understand... "Why..." She couldn't help asking.Why should he be so patient with her, why can't he give a reason, why should he be so kind.

"Because it will hurt..." Fuzhu suddenly looked into her eyes very seriously, as if he wanted to see through her eyes.

"Nan Quan, I think, I may fall in love with you." This was an explosive speech she never thought of.

"Why..." was all she could say.She wanted to look away, but Fuzhu's palm was on her cheek.The touch is completely different from silver, not overbearing and painful, but gentle.He lowered his head and got closer and closer to her face until Nanquan could feel his breath.She panicked.

However, he did nothing in the end and stood up straight again. "Hey, it really doesn't work, I don't want to take advantage of others..." He knew that she was the most vulnerable at this time, and even if she accepted him, it didn't mean that she really had the same feelings for him.

"Thank you, Captain Fuzhu..." Including that he didn't force her, and at the same time expressed his feelings for her.She envied this candor.So, as a thank you gift, she also wanted to be honest once. "I can't accept your intentions...because...because I have someone I like..."

"Really? I guess so... If it's not a man, who can make you cry so sad... Thank you for your frankness. However, I don't think I will give up because of this. I like you and want to Cover the rain in your heart for you, and become your reliance. If you need me, I will always be there."

Her heart has never been so warm, this is the first time she feels the happiness of being loved.It's a pity, if this is what Yin said to her, it would be great.But Yin is not such a person. The Yin he likes is completely different from Captain Ukitake.Maybe she has been indulging in the darkness for too long, even if there is sunlight penetrating into her heart now, she would rather close the door than be illuminated.

So, she decided to go to Yin tomorrow.

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She knocked on the door, but no one answered, but Yin's spirit was inside.She opened the door and walked in.

"Captain Ichimaru?" After closing the door, there was still no one in sight.

"Didn't I tell you to call me Yin?" His charming voice came from the shadows, blocking her at the door.Nanquan put her hands behind her back and stuck them to the door, because she didn't know where to put them.

"Silver, you are too close to me." She tried her best to restrain her emotions.

"Really? Aren't we very close?" He kissed her on the collarbone. "In such a short period of time, is there anything new to report?"

"Don't do this. There is nothing to report, I just came to ask you one thing, and then tell you one thing. It has nothing to do with the task."

"Don't be like this...but I think you like it very much." He put his hand on her waist and exerted a little force. "Before you ask me, I have something to tell you. I'm going to get you back."

"Why?" She hadn't thought of that at all.

"Don't you want to come back? You actually ask me why now, Fuzhu is really amazing..." His expression suddenly became sinister, "Could it be that you really like him? It's not like I can't help you..."

"I'm not your item, I should be able to choose my own path." She ignored his surprised gaze and continued on by herself, because once she stopped, she didn't know if she would have such courage.What Yin said just now completely made her head go crazy. "I have someone I like, so I can pay for the person I like according to my own wishes. So, please don't treat me as your personal item anymore..."

Ichimaru Gin heard the pain and anger in her words.This is not her before, but it is what he has always hoped for her to become, and he wants her to come out of the darkness.It turned out to be like this... But why did he feel scared when she really bravely expressed her thoughts? "Really... Nanquan has someone he likes, and it really is Fuzhu..."

"No, I like you. I love you... Ichimaru Gin."

When he heard this, a fire ignited in his heart, but let the shadow block his eyes.

"This is what I want to tell you. What I want to ask you is, 50 years ago, when I was a student at the Zhenyang Academy of Spiritual Art. Did you recognize me?" Well, I finally said it... This is entangled in her With Ichimaru Gin, the thing that concerns her the most, if she knows, she can really understand her own mind.

"Really...do you like me? Love me? Where did you get the confidence that I will respond to you?" He wanted to continue to be his villain.She can't fall in love with herself, she deserves a better result.But obviously he dragged her into this swamp.It was also because he didn't want her to leave him.

"I don't care if you respond to me or not. Anyway, you love Luanju. That day, you chose to rescue Luanju, and everything became clear. After all, that was your childhood sweetheart...Answer my question."

Did she see it?Indeed, Luanju and Nanquan happened to be opposite each other that day, and they were both attacking directions of Luanshi.What she didn't know was that he did hesitate. She seemed to be absent-minded at that time, and Lan Ju was also chatting with Ji Liang.If it is dangerous, Nanquan is more dangerous, thinking that Jiliang might be able to save Ranju, and Dong Shilang is beside her.But next to Nanquan are Aizen and Hina Morita.Aizen will only protect his vice-captain.But just when he decided to go to Nanquan, Fuzhu had already gone there before him.He chose Luan Ju without any worries.Unexpectedly, she knew about Luan Ju all along.However, he wanted to deny her words, because he had made an oath that he would not admit that he loved Luanju before he achieved his goal, and he was not qualified to love Luanju.

"Didn't I know you when you were in your sixth birthday?" He deliberately asked things.

"And before that?"

"Before what..."

"Do you know why I joined the fifth team?" Her tone suddenly softened. "When you saved me, I heard the last sentence. At that time, you must have thought I passed out. That was my secret with him, how would you know? The one who accompanied me for four years, my first Friend and most grateful teacher, is it you..."

Her slightly crying voice made his heart ache.It turned out that she knew everything... At that time, the little girl he ran into by accident was also his only comfort during that time.Although the things he did with Aizen every day outside were not tormenting him, he was not an emotionless animal after all.And that girl is so similar to herself, looking for her own meaning in loneliness.Later, when he realized that he already had unusual feelings for this girl, he chose to withdraw in time.Unexpectedly, he rescued her again later, and they are still together.At that time, she regarded herself as her salvation, but why wasn't she her own salvation?

"The important thing is not the past... So what if it's me, and what if it's not me? Will you change anything because of this?"

"Sure enough..." She had achieved her goal today.Now her heart is finally at peace.Even if there will be heartache in the future, and this fruitless love will continue, at least she will no longer be confused.

The author has something to say:

Ahhh, Fuzhu is too warm, Da Ai~~Yin is also so handsome~~Xiaosheng is really a philandering radish...too much life.Choose fear!