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So Ye Shang started her confinement life like this. The first three days were fine. Ye Shang had been meditating and practicing during the day. When the young disciples in Shenshui Palace came to bring her meals, she ate, and then continued to meditate and practice. Go to bed early at night, get up early the next day and repeat the life of the previous day.But from the fourth night onwards, Ye Shang no longer had the leisurely life before.

On this day, Ye Shang also went to bed early after finishing his meditation homework for a day. Just as he fell asleep, Ye Shang had a dream.In the dream, Ye Shang returned to the world of Tianlongbabu, back to the scene when she and Xu Zhu lived together.

In the dream, Ye Shang and Xu Zhu were sitting together teasing their two twin sons, the two little buns had no teeth yet, after being teased, they showed toothless smiles, she was too happy, and Xu Zhu just Looking at her and their children by her side, the eyes are gentle, the smile is warm, and the atmosphere is warm and beautiful.

In a blink of an eye, the scene went back to the time when she was pregnant, at that time she couldn't eat anything because of pregnancy, Xu Zhu was so anxious that he would let her eat in different ways every day, as long as she ate something, he would be so happy It's like getting the whole world.

Then it went back to the day when she and Xu Zhu got married, Xu Zhu and her finished worship, kowtowed to the elders, then Xu Zhu took her hand and led her to their new house step by step.In the new house, Xu Zhu lifted off her red hijab, and showed a shy and gentle smile to her.Because she was pregnant and nervous, on the wedding day, her body and mind were tense all the time, but when she saw Xu Zhu's smile after the red hijab was lifted, she also relaxed unconsciously After calming down, the tense mood of the day also disappeared in this smile, she couldn't help but smile back to Xu Zhu, the two of them looked at each other and smiled, feeling indescribably relaxed and happy.Because she was pregnant for more than three months on the wedding day, Xu Zhu didn't do anything to her in the bridal chamber, but he was very considerate to wash and change her clothes himself. After everything was tidied up, the two lay side by side on the bed, chatting Looking at their unborn child, talking about the elders in the family, and talking about their future happy life, slowly falling asleep...

Afterwards, the scene in the dream is the fragments of her life that she and Xu Zhu have lived together in Tianlong World for nearly a hundred years, some are happy, some are helpless, some are happy, some are sad, some are anxious, angry, relaxed, But most of the time, she is smiling happily, heartily, cheerfully, and slyly. From her smile, you can know how happy she is.In the dream, such scenes continued, as if playing a documentary about her life.And the last scene is about her daze, her loss of soul, her nostalgia, and her sense of loss after she found herself back in modern times.

This made Ye Shang cry uncontrollably the moment he woke up from the dream, and was so sad that he couldn't control himself.She thought she had forgotten, she thought she had already hidden these intimate feelings, these beautiful and warm memories, these happy moments in the deepest part of her heart, and would never find them again.She thought that she just had to treat all of this as a dream, so that she would no longer miss it, no longer have sadness, and would no longer often be confused whether everything was reality or fantasy, whether it happened in real life It was just a fantasy of hers.She thought she could keep deceiving herself like this until time wiped it all away, leaving no traces.But, she was wrong, she was really wrong, she couldn't do it, she couldn't do it!In such a quiet late night, on the bed in the confinement room in Shenshui Palace, Ye Shang woke up crying from his dream, sitting on the bed alone, tears pouring down like rain, and his emotions almost collapsed!

What she wants to forget, forget everything!So she forced herself not to think about it for a while, she couldn't think about it, and deliberately found some things to do to keep herself busy and deceive herself so that she could stop thinking about it!However, how could she forget that all the good things that happened in those hundred years, every little bit in the long years together with Xu Zhu, whether it was happiness or sadness, were all in her heart. How could she forget all of these treasures, and treat them as just a hundred-year-long dream! ! !It was so painful, so painful that she felt as if a big hole had been broken in her heart, and the icy cold wind whizzed past the hole in her heart, making a hollow whistling sound... Xu Zhu, Xu Zhu, Xu Zhu... Ye Shang called Xu Zhu's name over and over again in his heart, his hands clutched his chest tightly, tears blurred his eyes!

And when she traveled through for the second time and found that she was wearing Li Mochou, Ye Shang often woke up in dreams in the first few years, only to find that she was no longer the one in Tianlongbabu, Xuzhu's. His wife is 'Wang Yuyan', and her name is 'Li Mochou'.She is not Ye Shang, nor Wang Yuyan, she is Li Mochou, so she dare not cry out, nor let others find out about her, she can only tell herself over and over again to treat it as a dream It's good, don't think about it, don't think about it!In this way, Ye Shang hypnotized herself over and over again. This state lasted for several years, and she finally stopped waking up every night with tears streaming down her face.It wasn't until she met Ouyang Ke that the situation got better.

Thinking of Ouyang Ke, Ye Shang felt even more painful!She felt that the hole in her heart was getting bigger and bigger, and it was about to burst!Ack, ack, ack...

She thought of the beginning when she met Ouyang Ke, because she thought of the ending of Ouyang Ke in the original book, she couldn't help showing him the eyes of "this poor baby", which made Ouyang Ke baffled. She didn't know why she would look at him with that look, but She snickered beside her.

Thinking of the fact that when facing her, he, who usually looks like a handsome young man, would stutter so nervously, so cautious and clumsy to please her, that he was afraid that she would be angry and ignore him.When we are with her, no matter what topics we discuss, what we do, or even go shopping with her, we are always patient, gentle and smiling, and never get impatient with her!

And when she heard him say "I am happy with you" to her, when she agreed to him, the sweetness in her heart, the obvious joy on his face that could not be suppressed, all made her feel It's full of emotions.

The excitement and joy of the atmosphere when they got married, the grandeur and grandeur of the scene, his careful care and tenderness for her during the bridal chamber, the tenderness and affection after the wedding, the husband and wife sing along.Thinking of how he would comb hair for her every morning, from unfamiliarity to proficiency, from scratching her hair because he couldn't help it, and to the servants who waited on her hair at home, he would feel inferior to him. White hair, from youth to gray temples, has been living with him in the White Camel Villa, far away from war and turmoil, their home!

There are all the memories of their acquaintance, the reluctance when they fell in love, the travels together after getting married, the joy and excitement when a child was born, the laughter when friends came, and the sadness and pain when family members died.When the apprentice got married, she dressed her and married her; her son grew up and was about to go out to explore the world, but she was full of reluctance to let him go; the little junior sister finally got married with the little junior lover, This time, no one will say "teacher-student incest, treason"; my husband and she are getting older day by day, and both of them have gray hair, but they still live hand in hand in their villa, watching their son grow up. Growing up, getting married, having children, and then two people enter the end of life together.

So, one late night in this quiet night, in this small confinement room, Ye Shang woke up from the uncontrollable longing and sadness. The feelings he had suppressed for a long time could no longer be suppressed. When she broke down completely, she finally stopped deceiving herself and said that everything she had experienced was just a dream.She was just like this, sitting alone on the narrow bed, covering her face, crying in disarray, not caring about her image at all, crying and wailing loudly.Fortunately, the location of this confinement room is remote, and there are usually no disciples from Shenshui Palace here, and everyone is already fast asleep at this time of night, so no one will find out that Ye Shang is crying here.

Emotions have been suppressed for a long time, and once they erupt, it is taken for granted that they will become uncontrollable.Ye Shang's longing for Xu Zhu and Ouyang Ke became more and more intense, she couldn't stop crying, it wet the chest of her pajamas, and also wet the thin quilt on the bed in the confinement room, but these Ye Shang didn't pay attention at all at this time, she was immersed in her longing and sorrow, immersed in those beautiful and sweet memories of the past, she couldn't help crying.

In this way, Ye Shang cried until he lost his strength and passed out. When the disciple who was in charge of delivering food to her opened the gate and came in, he found that Ye Shang did not come out as he did a few days ago when he heard the movement. He was a little worried and pushed Opening the door, Ye Shang was still lying on the bed with his eyes closed, as if he hadn't woken up yet.The disciple stepped forward and pushed Ye Shang, but there was no response. He pushed again, only to see Ye Shang frowned slightly, and slowly opened his eyes.

"Senior Sister Situ, what's wrong with you? Why are your eyes swollen like this? Why did you become like this after not seeing you all night? What happened? Do you want it right now? Do you want me to report to the Palace Master?"

Ye Shang cried all night last night, and finally passed out. Now his eyes are swollen like peaches, and he can't open them. Suddenly, he heard a lot of questions from the junior sister who brought her meals. With a terrible headache, I hurriedly said: "I'm fine, don't worry, it's just that I had a nightmare last night, I was awakened in the middle of the night, and I didn't sleep well, I'll be fine after resting. I don't need to report this trivial matter to the Palace Master. Thank you I’m so concerned about you, just put breakfast on the table, I’m having a headache right now, I don’t have much appetite, I’ll eat it later when I get better.” Ye Shang realized that her voice was so hoarse now, as if Like a quacking male duck, it is hoarse and ugly.But it scared the little disciple next to him enough, "Senior Sister Situ, are you really okay?" While talking, he quickly poured a glass of water for Ye Shang, watching Ye Shang drink up the water in three or two gulps, poured another glass, Then he said again: "Senior Sister Situ, how dare you say it's okay like this? No, I'll let the senior sister in the palace who is good at medical skills come and take a look at you later. Even if you don't tell the palace master, you still have to see what's wrong with your body. It’s better if nothing happens, or if something really happens, what should we do?”

Ye Shang didn't insist anymore, she should take some medicine for clearing away heat and reducing fire for her throat, otherwise it will be uncomfortable for a long time, as long as she doesn't tell Yinji the jellyfish.She didn't want her own mother to scold her again.Seeing that Ye Shang didn't object, the little junior sister put the breakfast on the table, told Ye Shang to remember to eat, then turned around and left in a hurry.After a while, the little junior sister who was in charge of delivering the food came back, followed by a senior sister in her thirties with a delicate face and a gentle expression.Presumably this is the senior sister who is good at medical skills that the junior sister found for her.

Ye Shang nodded to the senior sister, and said in a hoarse voice: "Trouble senior sister, in fact, I have nothing serious, just had a nightmare last night, after waking up from the dream, I just didn't sleep all night, don't worry. Thank you, junior sister Thank you for taking care of me."

"Stop talking, your voice is so hoarse, you have to take care of it for three to five days, I will send you some medicine that is good for your voice, remember to drink it, and try not to drink it these days Speak up, you know? It's fine, your body is fine, just pay attention to rest." While feeling Ye Shang's pulse, the senior sister explained the things that Ye Shang should pay attention to.After confessing, he left with that little junior sister.Not long after, the little junior sister brought Ye Shang the boiled medicine, and after watching her drink it, she only said to let Ye Shang take a good rest, turned around and left without disturbing her too much.

After Ye Shang drank the medicine, he felt that his throat was not as uncomfortable as before. Looking at the untouched breakfast, he still had no appetite.I'm not in a good mood today, let's meditate and practice martial arts, so that I can think less about uncomfortable things.Next, Ye Shang practiced meditation all day long, didn't even eat lunch, and continued to meditate like this until night.The little junior sister who was in charge of delivering meals came to bring her dinner. Seeing that the lunch meal was as untouched as breakfast, she was a little anxious. She was about to go out and invite the senior sister who was checking Ye Shang's pulse, but Ye Shang quickly pulled her away. Stopped, "Don't trouble your senior sister, I have nothing to do at all, it's just because I'm tired, so I don't have much appetite, don't bother me so much, just put dinner here, I will definitely eat it later, don't worry!"

"Senior Sister Situ, don't lie to me! I'll check it out later."

"Don't worry, I will definitely eat up all the food, and I will wait for you to check it!"

"Well, well, I'll come back later, you must eat!"

"Okay, I will definitely eat it, thank you!"

When the little junior sister went out, Ye Shang, who hadn't eaten all day, also felt a little hungry, but after picking up the bowl, Ye Shang couldn't eat more than two mouthfuls, and now she was still in the mood of what she had done to Xu Zhu and Ouyang Ke last night. In the longing, looking at the rice in the bowl, I couldn't eat it no matter what.But thinking of all the worries about the little junior sister when she left just now, he gritted his teeth and stuffed a bowl of rice into it.When the little junior sister came to clean up, she found that she had finished her dinner, so she didn't say anything more, locked the door and went out after cleaning up.

And our sister Ye Shang, from now on, started to wake up in a dream every night, burst into tears after waking up, and opened her eyes until dawn.In this way, Ye Shang lost a lot of weight in less than ten days, which worried the little junior sister who came to deliver her meals. Report this matter to Yin Ji, the lord of Shenshui Palace, the jellyfish.

Jellyfish Yin Ji heard that her daughter had lost a lot of weight in just ten days, so she hurried to the confinement room to check, and was also shocked when she saw Ye Shang's current appearance.Ten days ago, he was full of energy and glowing red, but after only a few days, he has become so haggard.Not only has he lost a lot of weight, but his complexion is also very poor, and his complexion is even less lustrous. The whole person seems to have been hit by something, and he is lifeless.What's the matter, I asked Ye Shang for a long time, but she didn't say anything. In the end, Yin Ji, the jellyfish, had no choice but to let her daughter torture herself to death. In the end, Ye Shang was only locked up for half a month. She returned to her room in Shenshui Palace.Jellyfish Yinji also found a disciple in the palace who is good at medical skills and health preservation to take care of Ye Shang, but Ye Shang still lost weight at a speed visible to the naked eye, causing the jellyfish Yinjichou to lose a lot of hair, but he took Ye Shang. Merchant has nothing to do.Ask her what's the matter, kill her without saying anything, let her recuperate and rest well, but she still sees the loss of flesh, which makes the jellyfish Yinji lose her temper in the end, so she can only order the disciples in the palace to show Ye Shang a good life. If you need to speak up directly, let Ye Shang take good care of it. ?

☆、Chapter 68