[Ballet Elite] Rondo of Dreams

?Probably because my eyes were too scorching, Mr. Serkeyev suddenly looked up at me, and the thing in his eyes was shocking.

"Alex..." After a moment of silence, I softly called his name.

Such a voice, such a look, seemed to calm his anxiety, he let go of my hand, "Masumi, in fact, you don't know what kind of person I am."

"...What do you mean?" I frowned and shook my head incomprehensibly.

Teacher Serkeyev's face twisted for a moment before he made up his mind, and said in a straightforward manner, "Liliana has passed away for a while."

"Well, we are all very sad." I nodded.

"Yes," the teacher slammed his fist on the wall, "but what you don't know is that while I'm suffering and sad, I actually feel a little relieved."

I suddenly widened my eyes.

The teacher tilted his head. I couldn't see his expression clearly. I just felt that the air was stagnant for a moment. After a while, he turned around and seemed to want to leave.I reacted immediately, jumped forward, and hugged him tightly, "Alex, Alex, listen to me. I know you like Liliana very much, so you don't forgive yourself for being like this, I I also like Liliana very much, she is like an angel, sweet, innocent, and gentle. But, but..." I bit my lower lip, almost screaming, "I'm jealous of her too, I'm jealous that she easily To get everything I want, top-notch dance skills, and standing next to you as a partner. This terrible feeling, it makes people turn and turn, and it can drive people crazy. I don’t want to admit that I have such an ugly side. However, this is a complete person, with good and evil, with a bright side and a dark side. I agree with each of our sides, and while facing the darkness, we will never give up the light. This is what we are When the road of life is bumpy, there is an unchanging attachment in your heart.” So, don’t be too harsh on yourself, I also know that the feeling of worrying all the time is really depressing, so you feel a little relaxed, it’s human nature The naturally existing, normal part.

Feeling that the body I was embracing gradually relaxed, I let him go, walked around in front of him and looked directly into his eyes, "Actually, when Ryan came to Japan to dance Giselle with my partner last time, he already mentioned it to me. About taking me to West Germany."

Teacher Serkeyev looked at me in surprise.

I smiled wryly, "I have already rejected him, I told him, although it is true that as he said, he is suitable to dance with me as a partner. But my ballet is my deepest feelings, I don't want to go against myself Inside, I dance, to be my unadorned, undisguised self."

The teacher reached out and stroked my cheek, almost holding me in his palm, "Masumi, my situation is different from yours. Liliana is my responsibility, and I promised to be by her side."

Suddenly, I understood what he meant, and I covered his hand with my hand, "So, do you think that partnering with me betrayed Liliana?"

The teacher didn't answer, but acquiesced, it was already the best answer.

The bitterness in my heart kept coming up, but I never thought of giving up. The teacher who took responsibility without hesitation is the teacher, "Teacher, do you still remember the legend of love that I skipped? At the Tokyo Ballet Competition."

"Remember," Teacher Serkeyev nodded, "You made great progress that time."

"Actually, when I first danced in Xilin, I couldn't understand why I would betray my sister and elope. Later, I understood that the love that can be given to others can be easily given up due to external reasons. Love is not true love. People, there are always things that you have to stick to even if you have to give up other things. So, even if I am sorry for Liliana, but I also have things that I never want to let go." I don't blink Looking into the teacher's eyes, I spread out all my feelings and persistence in front of him.

If Liliana is the original sin that you will always bear in your life, let the two of us bear it all.

"Macheng..." The two looked at each other, and something was about to come out.

The teacher supported my face, lowered his head slowly, and I closed my eyes involuntarily.

The expected kiss did not land on my lips. When I opened my eyes, I saw that the teacher had already turned his head away. The expression on his face made me burst into tears on the spot.

"I'm sorry." He let go of me, lifted the coat that he had covered me just now, and walked outside.

This time, I didn't stop him, I know that he needs to think about it calmly.I just raised my voice at the moment he stepped out of the door, "I'll wait for you!" The meaning contained in these words is extremely important.He paused, then left.

Watching him go away, I wiped away my tears and started a day of practice.

As time progressed, the number of people in the practice room gradually increased, and the absence of Mr. Serkeyev caused people to talk a lot.

The first day, the second day, the third day...

"Masumi."

I looked up and saw Larissa's hesitant expression.

"What's the matter?" Looking at her appearance, I also feel quite uncomfortable, she is such a straightforward person.

After a while, she said abruptly, "It's the first time for Teacher Kerkeyev to take such a long leave because she wasn't sick."

"Oh." I nodded and continued with the basic movements just now.

"Aren't you worried?" Larissa chased after her, "Others are talking about it. You can practice without any abnormalities in such a situation where you lack a partner. This kind of character can bring you to this point. "

"No." I stopped and looked at her seriously, "No."

"what is that?"

"I believe, Alex, he will definitely come back!" He will definitely come back, I know that under his cold appearance, there is a heart that burns hotter than anyone else.Me and ballet, he will never give up.

"You call him Alex?" Larissa raised an eyebrow.

"Yes." I smiled calmly.

"Should I praise you for being stupid and bold?"

"Well, I thought you'd say it's broken."

Larissa covered her face and laughed out loud. After a while, she stopped me, "Come with me, I have something for you."

Huh?

What Larissa gave me was a letter that Liliana left me.

I opened it and read it, then tore the letter into pieces.

"You!" Larissa looked at me in shock, "Why are you... You know very well that if this letter is handed over to Teacher Serkeyev, he will definitely come back."

"He knows, and I know." Liliana's letter said, we all already know, "Actually, Liliana didn't need to write this letter, she has already apologized to me. Moreover, she doesn't need to worry about Apologize to me about this.” The sorry sentence when I left Moscow was not an auditory hallucination, but the wind, which conveyed the truth to my ears.Moreover, it is not wrong to pursue what you love, it is human instinct.Liliana doesn't need to apologize to me for instinct.

"Then you..." Larissa showed a strange expression.

"There is no right or wrong in this kind of thing." Love, it is impossible to judge right or wrong, "Alex, he will come back."

Larissa was silent for a while, then snorted, "I didn't want to give you the letter."

I smiled, pinched her face, and then smiled like a flower in her protesting eyes, "You don't want to. You don't want us to suffer from this. Most importantly, you don't want Liliana's hard work to go to waste."

Larissa patted my hand away, her eyes sharp, "Now that you know, show me an ugly duckling that can't lose to Liliana!"

I smiled confidently, "Don't worry, I will never let you down."

Larissa wanted to say something, but suddenly her eyes changed, "Well, I'll just wait and see." After saying that, she turned and left without hesitation.

At the moment when Larissa's face suddenly changed, I already knew what happened, but now, I lack the courage to turn back, until, with Leningrad Lengxiang's embrace, surrounded me, I couldn't help it Yes, with tears streaming down my face, all persistence is meaningful, isn't it?

After changing the dance clothes, tying the shoelaces, and tidying up the hair carefully, I meticulously completed all the preparations.

"Masumi."

I stood up and opened the door of the changing room with a smile. Teacher Serkeyev had already changed his clothes. Seeing me open the door, he stretched out his hand to me, "So, are you ready?"

I smiled and put my hand into his, "Ready."

"Let's go then."

"it is good."

Ahead is the stage, the curtain has been opened, and the guidance of the music tells us that it will be time to play soon.

I looked at the brightly lit stage and turned my head. Next to me was Teacher Serkeyev's firm and handsome face. Seeing me turn my head, he also turned his head.

In an instant, I thought of a lot, or maybe, I didn't think about anything, I just opened my mouth and asked softly.

"We will keep jumping together, right?"

"Yes, we will keep jumping together!"

THE END

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