[Pretender] Acacia is not negative

On August 1945, 8, Japan announced its unconditional surrender, and the eight-year Anti-Japanese War finally won.

Ding Jing was worried that Mingtai and Manli's marriage would be affected by the War of Resistance. Unexpectedly, within a few days, the Emperor of Japan's "Edict of Armistice" was broadcast on the radio, followed by celebrations to celebrate the victory of the War of Resistance music.

All of a sudden, the entire Shanghai Bund came back to life, full of joy and applause.

Mingjing has been worrying about preparing for Mingtai and Manli's marriage for the past few days. He only said that they had gone through the war of resistance and it was not easy to be together, but he seemed to forget that he and Wang Tianfeng were the couple who had been apart the longest.

After six years, Su Yang had already let go of Cheng Jinyun's affairs. People cannot be resurrected after death. Mingtai was able to find another person who could accompany her for the rest of her life. She also felt lucky for Jinyun.Watching Ming Jing busily arranging the wedding ceremony for Mingtai—what to buy at home, what to decorate in the new house, have all the gifts been prepared, have any relatives missed invitations...Su Yang can only stand aside Laughing at her: You, you forget yourself when you worry about your younger brother.

Su Yang made a pun, on the surface he blamed Ming Jing for not remembering to pay attention to his own body when doing things, but in secret he intentionally pointed out that she put all her thoughts on Ming Tai and put Wang Tianfeng aside... Su Yang sometimes watched Seeing Wang Tianfeng sitting there alone, his desolate appearance is really pitiful.

Ming Jing didn't respond to Su Yang's words. He just lowered his head and smiled slightly, and continued to prepare this and that with A Xiang. In this family, there are always things that she can't finish.

Wang Tianfeng seemed to be used to the life of being ignored by Ming Jing. He knew that as soon as she finished something, she would always pretend to look up casually, and then see him sitting on the sofa in the living room drinking coffee to feel at ease.

Wang Tianfeng discovered this by accident one day. He was sitting on the sofa drinking coffee that day, but occasionally remembered the watch that Mingjing gave him. The watch was accidentally broken by the kid at Mingtai. I gave it to him, this kid really didn't care about it at all, he just threw a crack on the surface like this, he was fine, he thought Mingtai had a new watch and didn't care about his old watch, who knew that a few days ago It was discovered by him that the boy had broken the watch, which made Wang Tianfeng angry at that time. This was the only gift Ming Jing gave him... Thinking of the crack on the surface, Wang Tianfeng thought about changing the watch Take it, fix it yourself, idle is idle, anyway, Mingjing has no time to talk to him, and will not talk to him.

Although Ming Jing ignored him, he would still look at her from time to time, and it was good to have a look, look at her busy figure, look at her frowning in annoyance because she missed something and was not prepared, look at her He looks happy because he did something well...

Wang Tianfeng came out of the house with the broken watch, and the first thing he saw was Mingjing.But the bright mirror this time seemed to be a little different from the usual bright mirror. Her eyes searched around the living room, as if she was looking for something.He saw that she was a little anxious, and the invitation in his hand was turned upside down. How could this be that shrewd and capable mirror?

She seemed to see him, and her anxious expression eased instantly, but she looked away the next second after seeing him, and continued to talk to Ah Xiang who should be preparing for something.

turn out to be--

Der Spiegel is looking for him.

After discovering this fact, Wang Tianfeng secretly smiled in his heart, but there was no change on his face. He continued to fix the watch on his own, and looked up at her from time to time. It turned out that every time she finished a task, she would look at him. at a glance...

After knowing the habit of Ming Jing, Wang Tianfeng always stayed in the living room, drinking coffee, tasting tea, and watching her... Whenever he wanted to go back to his room, he would always wait for her to look at him before standing up. Get up, as if to tell her - I'm going back to the room, and I won't be seen later, which means I'm in the room.

For example, at this moment, Wang Tianfeng waited for Ming Jing to check all the invitation lists, and after confirming that relatives from all sides had been notified in place, Ming Jing got up and pretended to stretch, and when his eyes moved to him, he stood up and said Looking at her, she smiled slightly and went back to the room.

Wang Tianfeng still sleeps in the guest room of the Ming mansion, the guest room is downstairs, and Ming Jing's room is upstairs.Wang Tianfeng looked at her from a distance every day, except that the distance between him and the mirror was within ten feet during meal time.

This guest room was furnished by Ming Jing himself. After Minglou told her his thoughts that day, Ming Jing took Wang Tianfeng out to buy some things to decorate the room that day. Although Wang Tianfeng followed, most of them were picked by Ming Jing. .For example, the newly replaced curtain, the gray brocade, the dull color with fine patterns... For example, the ink painting of mountains hanging on the wall at the moment, the atmosphere is condensed with Chinese tradition... For example, the desk The French fountain pen on the table was exactly the same as the one he used in France. Wang Tianfeng thought that this was probably what Minglou told her... These are all his preferences, except for the desk lamp.

Ming Jing seemed to fall in love with that desk lamp at first sight, and he just bought it after asking his opinion symbolically. Wang Tianfeng curled his lips thinking about it. nice……

Looking at everything in this room, Wang Tianfeng suddenly remembered the last conversation he had with Ming Jing that day.

Wang Tianfeng still remembers what happened in this room that day.

That day he accompanied Ming Jing to send wedding invitations to relatives and friends of the Ming family. They went out together, but when they arrived at the relatives' house, Ming Jing didn't let him get out of the car together. He only asked him to wait for her in the car. He watched from a distance. Watching her send posts from relatives one by one, and then talk about the parents... At that time, there was only one impression in his mind: Ming Jing didn't want people from the Ming family to know him and know that he existed!

Because of this, he was a little angry, so Ming Jing accompanied him back to the room in a good voice, and as soon as he went back, he sat down at the desk, seeing that he still had a stern face, Ming Jing pouted slightly and leaned in front of him, Softly begged, "Okay, are you still angry?"

Wang Tianfeng turned his face away, only thinking that he was so shameless, she didn't even want to take him out to meet someone? !

Ming Jing's fists were tightly clenched in the sleeves of the cheongsam, and he walked in front of Wang Tianfeng again, bent slightly to hold his hand on the desk, "Tianfeng..." she called softly, "Don't be angry, okay?" ?”

There was a clear tone of appeal in her words, Wang Tianfeng turned his head to meet her eyes, raised his eyelids and asked: "Mingjing, am I just so shameless?!"

Ming Jing's heart trembled, and he held his hand tightly, "What nonsense are you talking about! I... I just..." She was busy explaining, but she swallowed the words again.

"Just what?" Wang Tianfeng stared at her motionlessly. Seeing that she didn't speak, he asked eagerly: "What the hell is it? Mingjing, can you tell me, please don't hide those things in your heart, or I will I really don't know what to do!" He said sincerely, although Ming Jing has been with him every day these few days, he always feels that she is not completely happy with him, unlike the past when she was 17 years old She was unreserved towards him, smiling innocently and innocently, but now when Ming Jing smiled at him, he always felt that she was suppressing something.He waited for her to tell him what was on her mind, so that he could help her, but every time she said this, she stopped, so how could he help her?He really didn't know what to do!

After a long time, Ming Jing raised her eyes, she bit her lip, her somewhat startled and worried expression appeared in front of Wang Tianfeng, her soft white skin looked fragile in the sunlight coming in from the window , Wang Tianfeng couldn't stop bullying, and slowly kissed her lips. Gradually, he began to ask for it, but Ming Jing didn't refuse. After hesitating for a moment, she slowly responded to his kiss. The two hugged together, between their lips and teeth. , is a sweet taste.

Ming Jing's body in a cheongsam is always so beautiful, Wang Tianfeng couldn't help stroking her back gently, Ming Jing felt a little itchy, but didn't stop him, probably because he felt that he was unhappy just now , Now it is time to compensate him.Until—until Wang Tianfeng reached out to unbutton her cheongsam, Ming Jing suddenly ran away in fright.

"Don't, don't come here." This was the first sentence Ming Jing yelled, which frightened Wang Tianfeng, and it took him a while to realize that Ming Jing remembered that Japanese Xiang Shan.

He wanted to help her overcome the shadow in her heart, he stretched out his hand to hold her tightly in his arms again, moved to the wall, and whispered in her ear, "Ah Jing, it's me, I'm Tianfeng."

Ming Jing stared at him in a daze, still refusing flashed in his sluggish eyes, Wang Tianfeng didn't care about anything else, and reached out to unbutton her again, he knew that if Ming Jing wanted to forget that memory, the only way was to layer on top of it. overwrite new memories.

Ming Jing's reaction was not as intense as before. She tried to hold his hand and begged for mercy in a low voice: "Tianfeng, don't."

But Wang Tianfeng didn't stop, his strength was greater than hers, as long as he thought, she couldn't have room to resist, Wang Tianfeng thought, even today, he would fill Ming Jing's mind with new memories.

"Ah Jing, don't be afraid, we will be very happy." Wang Tianfeng said softly while controlling Ming Jing's struggle.

Perhaps because he struggled too hard and accidentally touched the wound on his arm, Ming Jing let out a "hiss" and then almost cried, "No more, it hurts."

Wang Tianfeng stopped after hearing her cry of pain. He watched her leaning against the wall behind and squatting down slowly. There was a blood-red mark on the white cloth on her wrist. Wang Tianfeng wanted to see her wound distressedly. , but she wouldn't let him touch it, so he could only stand aside and worry.

For a long time, leaning against the wall, she choked up with lowered eyebrows and said, "I'm afraid... I'm afraid you'll leave after you come, I'm afraid of that feeling, I'm afraid I'll get it, and then it's all the same. ...I'm so afraid of this feeling..."

Hearing her choked up voice, Wang Tianfeng bent down distressedly, squatted facing her, and comforted her softly: "No, Ah Jing, I won't leave, I won't leave you..."

Ming Jing ignored his words and shook his head, "I have experienced it too many times, I am afraid, it will hurt, it will hurt... 26 years ago, I thought... I found the happiness of my life, Someone said, in order to hold up the sky... But my father left, and you left too... My sky collapsed... Six years ago, I thought that God finally took pity on me and gave me something to think about. I thought I could be a mother, I thought I wouldn't have to be alone anymore, at least she could accompany me...But, it still took her away, it only let me stay with her for a few days, and then took it away After leaving her, I didn't even... didn't even hear the word 'Mom'... Later, I thought... the happiness I've been waiting for for so long is finally coming, but...but..." She was so choked up that she couldn't continue , clear tears do not know when had covered her face.

Listening to her talking about the past, Wang Tianfeng felt a throbbing pain in his heart. He knew these things, and they were all between him and her, but he didn't know that her heart was like this...

Got it, and then lost it again and again.

What kind of feeling is this, Wang Tianfeng felt pain in his heart after thinking about it.

He wanted to go up and hug her, but Ming Jing got up and ran out of his room in the next second. When she saw her again, she seemed to be back to normal and prepared for Mingtai Manli's marriage, but she never spoke to him alone In a word.

Wang Tianfeng didn't regret it either, at least she finally told him what was in her heart.