[Pretender] Acacia is not negative

After explaining to Minglou Manchun how to prepare for Mingtai and Manli's marriage, Mingjing's mental head was already a little languid, Wang Tianfeng didn't want her to work hard, and blamed her distressedly: "Okay, okay, it's not in a hurry to get married. At this moment, there is plenty of time to prepare, not to mention there are so many people in the family, are you afraid that something will be missing the two of them? The most important thing for you now is to rest..." He sat next to her while talking, He muttered in his mouth: "Why do you raise so many younger brothers?"

Although Wang Tianfeng said in a low voice on purpose, Minglou still heard it, and thought to himself, why does this poisonous bee really want to confront me?Doesn't he know that if he wants to marry my eldest sister, he has to pass the test of my own brother?In a blink of an eye, seeing that Ming Jing was really out of spirit, and was leaning weakly on the cushion behind him, he must have been really tired after going through so many variables and talking to them about so many things, so he said: "What he said Yes, elder sister, the most important thing for you now is to rest and take care of yourself, so that you can properly preside over Mingtai's marriage, right?"

Minglou's reason comes to Mingjing's heart, this time it's Mingtai getting married, how can she be sloppy, if she waits until the day of Mingtai's wedding, she still takes good care of her body, how can she preside over the overall situation for Mingtai?

Ming Jing nodded feebly, "I'm really a little tired, so go prepare what I just said first."

"Okay big sister." Ming Lou and Man Chun said together.

The two were just about to turn around and leave, but they heard Ming Jing's weak voice: "Man Chun, thank you for your hard work." Ming Jing was looking at her sheets, and she didn't know why she suddenly wanted to say such a sentence to Wang Man Chun, just waiting for Man Chun When she turned to look at her, she also raised her head to meet her eyes. Over the years, although she had slowly accepted Manchun, the war of resistance was chaotic, and Xiang Shan's suspicions had to be avoided. Manchun had almost never been to the Ming Mansion. Later, Ming Jing was placed under house arrest by Xiang Shan, so naturally, the two of them had little chance to open up and talk about their concerns.

"Big sister..." Manchun called out weakly, looked up at Minglou beside him, and showed a warm smile, "It's not hard." She said, no matter how hard it is to be with the one she loves, It is also sweet. Since it is sweet, how can it be called hard work?

Ming Jing curled up his lips weakly, smiled at Man Chun, and said like a promise: "In the future, I will definitely handle your marriage well."

The smile between the eyes seems to melt away the resentment and confrontation of the past years.Over the years, Ming Jing can see clearly what kind of person Wang Manchun is. If it weren't for her, the things Minglou did in the new government would have been exposed long ago; Wang Manchun also knew what she did overtly and secretly, and she still remembered Mingjing's loss of that child on the 76th, and she always felt guilty about Mingjing.

"Thank you, big sister." Man Chun nodded to Ming Jing and smiled shyly, as if she had long forgotten the domineering big sister of the Ming family who drove her out of the Ming mansion back then. The only thing in front of her was this one who sacrificed for her younger brother and for the one she loved. A woman who had a great time.

"Sister, we are going out, you should go to bed early." Minglou pulled La Manchun and said goodbye to Mingjing.

After the two left, Wang Tianfeng sat on the head of the bed, held Ming Jing's half body in his arms, let her lean on him, stretched out his hand to pull the quilt in front of her, and asked softly: " Are you tired?"

Ming Jing was stunned when he was first embraced by Wang Tianfeng, then he leaned lazily on his body and said "um" almost in a nasal voice.She was indeed very tired, and her eyelids were a little hard to open. It could be seen from his actions that he seemed to have something to say to her, "Do you have something to do?" Her voice was waxy, like a dream when she was asleep.

Hearing her weak voice, Wang Tianfeng couldn't bear it, "It's okay, you go to bed first." He slowly helped her to lie down, and covered her under the quilt, but when she was about to get up, she grabbed her hand , Wang Tianfeng saw her staring at him with her amber eyes wide open, "You have something to do." He said in an affirmative tone.

Wang Tianfeng sat down and tucked her arms back into the bed, "I just saw that you told the two of them about the preparations for getting married just now, and you seem to be very clear about it."

He paused as he spoke, looked at Ming Jing, but saw Ming Jing was also staring at him, as if waiting for him to say something to me, he grinned slightly, showing a row of teeth, "We..."

Seeing that he hesitated to speak, Ming Jing smiled in his heart. He must have seen that when Minglou asked them about the two of them just now, she looked a little hesitant, but she was too embarrassed to bring it up directly, so she could only He turned a corner and talked about what happened just now.

"Mingtai was engaged, don't you remember?" For some reason, she wanted to tease him.

Wang Tianfeng was taken aback for a moment, then cocked his mouth and said, "Yes, why did I forget, well, it's fine, you can go to sleep."

Seeing his disappointed look, Ming Jing's smile warmed the corner of his mouth, "You want to ask about Minglou asking when we will do things between the two of you just now?"

Wang Tianfeng glanced at her, only to realize that she had seen through him a long time ago, he dryly raised his hand and stroked his nose, "Yes." He stretched his slightly rough hand into the bed, and held her slender fingers, "Ah Jing, when I heard Yu Manli say that I don't want to waste time, I was thinking, we really wasted too much time, do we really want to waste any more...?"

Mingjing didn't move, let him hold it, but didn't reply for a long time, she was still hesitating, his overtures, his care and love, she saw in her eyes, but she didn't dare to accept it lightly, she didn't know where to go From then on, she began to worry about gains and losses, and always felt that happiness came too fast to be unrealistic. Is God really planning to bring happiness to her?Or did he just hang down a fishhook with tempting food on her, and when she was full of joy thinking that she had got it, she pulled it out cruelly, and put all hers into the net...

Wang Tianfeng saw that she closed her eyes slightly and remained silent for a long time. Just when she thought she was too tired and fell asleep, he heard her soft voice: "Tianfeng, let me think about it again."

Wang Tianfeng knew that Ming Jing couldn't let it go, and Ming Xi, Chen Qingyan, and Xiang Shan were still lingering between the two of them. These three knots, especially Xiang Shan, he knew that this Japanese was likely to become Ming Jing in the years to come. A nightmare that cannot be erased.

"Well. I understand." Wang Tianfeng grabbed her hand under the quilt and said: "Ah Jing, we have been waiting for so many years, and we don't care about the time anymore. Go to sleep and have a good sleep. I am here with you .”

Wang Tianfeng sat on the chair beside the bed, but his hand was still under the quilt, because under the quilt, the small smooth and delicate hand was tightly holding the big rough hand.

***

When Ming Jing woke up in the middle of the night, Wang Tianfeng was lying beside her bed, he was snoring slightly, Ming Jing knew that she was tired, but he was also tired.He came from Chongqing, and when he arrived in Shanghai, assassinating Xiangshan was not the only mission to do, and what happened to her must have made him extremely frightened, so why didn't he also feel physically and mentally exhausted?

Ming Jing saw that even though he was asleep, the hand that was stretched into the bed was still inside, although he didn't know that she had let go of her hand because of falling asleep.

Ming Jing lay on his side and looked at him carefully. He actually had white hair, and there were two near his ears. Ming Jing carefully got out of the bed, sat on the head of the bed with his hands on his knees, and with the help of the weak light from the bedside table, She carefully counted the white hairs on Wang Tianfeng's head... There are twelve in total.

Ming Jing couldn't help but want to touch his white hair, but she withdrew her hand when she reached into the air, she didn't want to wake him up, she wanted to look at him quietly like this...

Just now when he asked himself about the relationship between the two of them, she said she would think about it again, but how to think about it, and where to think about it, she had no idea at all...

Accompanied by the dim light, listening to Wang Tianfeng's soft snoring, Ming Jing counted the problems between her and Wang Tianfeng, Chen Qingyan and Xiang Shantie... Also, did he know Mingxi?What would he do if he knew that there had been a child between them?

As if thinking of something, Ming Jing just shook his head, she didn't want him to pity her because of that child, and felt guilty for her...

What she wanted was his pure love, just like back then.There is no remorse for Chen Qingyan, no pity for Xiang Shan's past, and no guilt for the lost child...

But, is there any impurity in your feelings for me now?

How long can impure feelings survive?

Will you leave me again?

If one day you think of your guilt towards Chen Qingyan again, will you still scold me?Will you still blame me for everything?Or think of Xiang Shan and what he did to me, will you regret marrying me because of guilt?

Ever since Ming Jing woke up, Wang Tianfeng hadn't mentioned the matter of Chen Qingyan and Xiang Shan Tieye to her, not a single word, but the more this happened, the more it meant that he cared, didn't he?

Ming Jing carefully took out the small box from the bedside table, and then took out the pink sweater. She lowered her head and kissed the sweater, then put it close to her arms:

Mingxi, what do you think mother should do?

In fact, when Ming Jing got up to open the bedside table, Wang Tianfeng woke up. He was just curious about what she would do when she woke up in the middle of the night. He opened his eyes slightly and pretended to continue to sleep until he saw her take out the little pink sweater. , their daughter's clothes, he saw her put the sweater on her chest, hugging her knees with her hands, sitting on the head of the bed with frowning eyebrows.

Wang Tianfeng has heard somewhere that curling up with his knees in his arms is an insecure action. Because he has no sense of security, he makes the action of a baby lying in the mother's body. It is attached to the mother and hopes to get Mother's care and protection.

Ming Jing has no sense of security, and Ming Jing is thinking about their daughter Mingxi.

This was Wang Tianfeng's first reaction when he saw Ding Jing like this, but why did Ding Jing feel insecure?

Wang Tianfeng pretended to yawn, stretched his waist, got up and pretended to just wake up, "Are you awake?"

"En." Ming Jing said softly, but as if thinking of something, he deliberately wanted to hide the pink sweater in his arms.

"This is for our child." Wang Tianfeng pointed to the pink sweater on Mingjing's chest with his eyes, and said softly.

Ming Jing was stunned for a moment, it turned out that he already knew, for a while, he seemed to have a lot to say, but when it came to his lips, there was only one sentence, "En."

Wang Tianfeng lowered his head, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that about you that day."

Ming Jing knew what he was referring to that day when he accused her of not understanding Chen Qingyan's lost words. "What happened to Chen Qingyan is my fault." She paused, and then said, "I'm sorry."

Wang Tianfeng's silent eyes slowly lifted up, he looked at the mirror with some reluctance, and finally said what was on his mind, "I should be the one who should say I'm sorry, sorry, Ah Jing. In fact, I have always I’m blaming myself, it’s my selfishness that hurt her, but I don’t want to admit it, I blame it on you because I’m cowardly.” He paused, looked up at Ming Jing seriously, “Ah Jing, Chen Qingyan’s It’s really not your fault, no one would have thought of it.”