[Pretender] Acacia is not negative

When she first met Wang Tianfeng, Ming Jing hoped that this time it was not a dream. When her fingers covered his big warm hand, she was so excited that she forgot to speak. She just hugged him tightly and kept murmuring, but there were only two words. The word "It's you..."

But when Wang Tianfeng left her, Ming Jing preferred that it was just a dream...

Chen Qingyan's death, she felt guilty almost day and night, she came to save her for him, she always knew, she could see the emotion in Chen Qingyan's eyes, she understood, she just didn't say it, she always They all told themselves not to think about it, but in the end, everything was a foregone conclusion. Between him and her, there will always be a person who is gone...

And this person, after all, became a knot in their hearts and a calamity for them.

Unknowingly, she walked into a hotel, and Ming Jing thought: Maybe God wanted her to get drunk for a while.

Ming Jing seldom gets drunk, and has only been drunk once in more than 20 years. It was when Wang Tianfeng left her when she was 17 years old.

Ming Jing asked the clerk for a bottle of brandy and a goblet.

She sat in the corner of the hotel and began to drink by herself. The cool brandy slid down her throat and into her mouth, with a little fruity aroma and a bit of astringency that belonged to wine.

Summer is the season with the most changeable weather. Ming Jing looked out of the window through the floor-to-ceiling windows. At some point, it began to rain lightly. Pedestrians on the road quickened their pace. An old couple selling fruit on the side of the road was busy closing their stalls. Ming Jing Watching them shake the tarpaulin to cover the rain, the two of them worked together to cover all the fruits tightly, and then the old lady opened an old oil-paper umbrella. Although the umbrella was old, it was very clean, Ming Jing thought, the old lady It must be a hardworking wife, she saw the old man squatting down again, picking up a box of fruit, and the two walked home together.

One moves things, one holds an umbrella, two people share a road, a destination, and a home.

Ming Jing suddenly envied these two people very much, she thought, if she is not the eldest lady of the Ming family, if she does not have the identity of chairman Ming, if the person she likes does not have so much national hatred and family hatred, is she very happy? I have already lived this kind of ordinary life, respecting each other as guests, raising eyebrows...

Counting her age, if she married someone at a young age and gave birth to a child, her child would be twenty years old...

her child...

However, these are just Ruoguo, she is still the eldest lady of the Ming family after all, she has assumed the responsibilities of the Ming family after all, the person she loves is still the man who has a country and a family in his heart, and she also... still alone...

Perhaps, a fate like her deserves only such a fate.

If God had pity on her, she wouldn't have taken away all her only thoughts back then... If that child was still alive, would he be different from her...

Wang Tianfeng...

Consciousness gradually blurred, and her head became heavier. Her head was full of the back of Wang Tianfeng leaving her, the past, just now...

Why?Why do you always leave me with such a back?

Wine is really a good thing to soothe worries, Ming Jing only felt that her person was swaying gently, as if swaying around, to a place she didn't even know...

***

Probably because she drank too much wine on an empty stomach. When Ming Jing was about to wake up, she only felt that her stomach was empty and uncomfortable, and her mouth was so dry that she desperately wanted to drink water.

"Water..." she whispered in her sleep.

After a while, she felt that someone helped her up, and she drank a sip of warm boiled water. She didn't know who that person was, but she still wanted to be taken care of like that, like when she was sick when she was a child, her mother would always hug her. She fed her medicine and food.But since her mother passed away, she has never enjoyed such an embrace again.

"Mother……"

She misses the past so much, with her mother's company, her father's love, without so much sorrow, without so much pain to face.

She burrowed into that embrace, but smelled something different, not her mother, nor her father... She suddenly opened her eyes, only to see Xiang Shan's face.

It's in her room, no, it's not hers, it's just a place Xiang Shan gave her to live in.

She pushed him away abruptly, Xiang Shan was pushed away unexpectedly, most of the water in the glass was shaken away.

"Why am I here?" As if waking up, Ming Jing shook her head vigorously, her last memory stayed in the hotel, the old couple she saw...

"Where should you be if you're not here?" Xiang Shan put the cup back on the bedside table and said with a smile.

Ming Jing looked at the clothes on his body, it was her long-sleeved cheongsam, felt a little relieved, looked up at Shan Tieye, and asked coldly, "Why are you here?"

Xiang Shan snorted with a chuckle, "This is my home, I can be wherever I want."

"You go out." Ming Jing didn't look at him, but only looked at the silk quilt that was sprinkled with water, there was a deep mark there.

"Then what if I don't leave?" Xiang Shan smiled rascally, this is his home, why can't he enter this room, he remembered last night, when the atomic bomb attacked his hometown Hiroshima, his parents He was spared because he was away from home, but his 12-year-old son died under the bomb. He was depressed when he received the news. He wanted to find someone to talk to, and he thought of her.He was already at the door of her room and unlocked it, but he didn't come in. He thought she was asleep and he didn't want to wake her up.

Ming Jing looked at his smile and felt gloomy. She reached out to touch the pistol/gun under the bed sheet, but she heard Xiang Shan laughing wildly, "Are you looking for this?"

Ming Jing saw her gun hanging in his hand, the gun she was planning to use to end herself.

"I've been so kind to you, but you want to kill me?" Xiang Shan raised half of his lips and smiled wildly.

"I didn't intend to kill you." Ming Jing said, her voice was very quiet, one was that she had no strength, and the other was that she didn't want to spend any effort on this person.

Xiang Shan seemed to understand suddenly, and asked in a low voice: "You want to kill yourself?" He suddenly began to feel sorry for this woman again, who had a similar temperament to Keiko.

Keiko, his wife.No, to be precise, she died before she became his wife in the future, leaving behind a son who was only an infant at that time, and Xiangshan was busy with military affairs, and his parents were away all the year round, so he handed over his son He was given to one of his subordinates to take care of him. In this way, everyone thought that Xiang Shan had always been a loner, only devoted to military affairs and never thought of getting married, but they didn't know that he already had a ten-year-old son.

The room was very quiet, Xiang Shan dismissed all the servants, leaving only two of them.Ming Jing's heart was beating very fast, she had never been with two people like Xiang Shan before, and she huddled under the silk quilt timidly.

"Ming Jing..." Xiang Shan called her, this was the first time he called her name in six years. "Come back to Japan with me, be my wife, and I will make you happy."

Xiang Shan stood under the light, but from Ming Jing's point of view, he blocked all the light. She gave a dry laugh and didn't speak.

Xiang Shan wasn't angry, he knew she had such a temper, and it was her temper that he liked, "If he treats you well, you won't go drinking." He also said that as soon as he came home today When he found that she was not at home, and the person who followed her had come over for two hours and hadn't reported a letter, he immediately sent someone out to look for her. She was a hostage, she couldn't leave, she was Keiko's shadow, and she had to stay.

He found her in a hotel. At that time, she was drunk and unconscious, whispering the words "Wang Tianfeng..." in her mouth.

Ming Jing still doesn't speak. In the past six years, she can say that she has some understanding of Xiang Shan. It's better not to answer his words, because if she is not careful, she will step into the hole he dug.

"I know you had his child..." Xiang Shan moved closer to Ming Jing, let out a breath, and continued, "I don't mind what happened before."

Ming Jing was startled, Xiang Shan had checked her.But what made her even more distressed was that Xiang Shan knew that she and Wang Tianfeng had a child, but he didn't know anything...

"You don't need to waste so much talk, I won't agree." Ming Jing replied quietly, without looking at Shan.

Xiang Shan moved closer to her, with no expression on his face.Ming Jing began to get nervous, she timidly watched Xiang Shan's approaching steps, she shrank back, but there was a wall behind her, she had no way to retreat, but Xiang Shan walked over again, step by step, It seemed to have stepped on her heart.

Ming Jing began to retreat to the other side of the bed, Xiang Shan knew that she wanted to run to the door, and said in a low and hoarse voice: "What are you afraid of? Are you afraid that I will do something to you?"

"Don't come here, if you dare to do anything to me, my younger brother Minglou will not let you go." Ming Jing had retreated to the edge of the bed, and Xiang Shan was on the other side of the bed.

"If I don't do anything to you, will he let me go?" Xiang Shan smiled coldly. He knew that the imperial army was about to be defeated, and he didn't know what would happen to a person like him. Is it safe to return home?

Since it is doomed to a bad end, why not take this woman first today, he will make Minglou regret it for the rest of his life, and make the poisonous bee queen Tianfeng regret it for the rest of his life.

Thinking about it, he directly stepped on the bed, strode close to Ming Jing, Ming Jing jumped off the bed and wanted to escape, but he was still caught by him, he forced her to the corner, and completely hooped her in his arms Looking at her face turned aside due to fear, he slowly kissed her, "Why, do you want to run away?... You can't run away today..." He kissed her lips, forcefully Prying open her teeth, and began to suck the fragrance in her mouth, Ming Jing bit down fiercely, the taste of blood was instantly in their mouths, Xiang Shan ignored him, and said: "I really want to know, the poisonous bee's What does it smell like, woman..." As he spoke, he raised his hand and unbuttoned the collar of her cheongsam, exposing a large piece of white skin, Ming Jing shook her head in fear, and she whimpered and said, "Don't... Please, don't..."

……

Getting the desired reaction, Xiang Shan became even more excited. He quickly took off his clothes and was about to completely possess her when the door was knocked open.

Before he had time to react, he fired several shots. He looked at the terrified woman in front of him, and gradually fell down.

Wang Tianfeng rushed in together with Minglou, Mingcheng, and Mingtai, but what he saw was the almost naked mirror standing straight against the wall, her eyes were filled with horror and emptiness.

Has she come here all these years?Wang Tianfeng found that his hands were shaking violently, and the hand holding the gun kept shaking.

It was he who killed her. If he hadn't left her, she wouldn't have come as a hostage.If he had told her well yesterday, she would have returned home safely and would not have been brought back by Xiang Shan to suffer such humiliation.It's because he didn't take good care of her, so what right does he have to make her wait!

Thinking of Chen Qingyan's death again, Wang Tianfeng made a decision in his heart.

"Sister!" Mingtai was the first to rush up, took off his long gown and wrapped it around Mingjing, then picked her up and ran outside, Minglou ordered Mingcheng: "Hurry up and ask Dr. Su to come Home." Mingcheng nodded and ran out immediately.

Before going out, Ming Jing glanced at Wang Tianfeng, but did not meet his eyes.