[Pretender] Acacia is not negative

"Don't let the eldest sister go!"

"Then what do you do? Let Xiang Shan arrest you and kill you?!"

……

"I will die when I die. Anyway, I was prepared when I took this path."

"Do you think that Xiang Shan's purpose is yours?! Did he spend so much trouble trying to kill you?!"

"Then what does he want to do! My relationship with you has created discord long ago, it should be..."

"Should... you are my younger brother, from the Ming Mansion!"

"I can't let... let eldest sister..."

"Do you think I want to?!"

……

The two brothers Minglou and Mingcheng almost quarreled all the way back, but when the car arrived at the Ming Mansion, the two fell silent, looked at each other and walked into their home.

Ming Jing had been sitting at the dining table waiting for the two brothers. Ever since she knew that they might reveal their identities, she always felt uneasy, as if something was about to happen, but Ming's mansion was so quiet.

"How is today?" Ming Jing seemed relieved to see the two returned safely, and got up to meet them.

Minglou and Mingcheng glanced at each other, and when Minglou turned his head, Mingcheng said first, "It's nothing, what could be the matter? Xiang Shan has no evidence at all."

Seeing that the two of them looked strange, Ming Jing blinked his eyelids half-believingly, and softened his tone, "Let's eat first..."

The meal was spent in the silence of the three of them. Minglou and Mingcheng ate with their heads down without raising their heads, while Mingjing observed them while eating, and always felt that the expressions of the two of them were not right.Ah Xiang looked at the three siblings and felt that the atmosphere today was not right, so she didn't speak.

After the meal, Minglou Mingcheng and Mingjing went to the study to discuss matters, while Mingjing sat on the sofa in the living room and read magazines. Normally, Mingjing went upstairs to rest after flipping through casually, but today she still felt that the two Brother had something to hide from her, so after much deliberation, he decided to ask them, but after waiting for a long time, they still didn't come out of the study.Ah Xiang, who was also waiting at the side, had already started yawning, and Ming Jing said helplessly, "Ah Xiang, go make a pot of tea."

Ah Xiang brought the tea in front of her, and was just about to pour a cup for her, but Ming Jing said: "Ah Xiang, you go to sleep, I'll go and see them both."

Ah Xiang yawned again, and smiled embarrassedly at Ming Jing.Ming Jing also slightly bent his eyebrows towards her, and said again: "Go."

After Ah Xiang returned to the room, Ming Jing picked up the brewed tea and went to Minglou's study. When he reached the door of Minglou's study, he stopped in his tracks. The two people inside seemed to be talking in a low voice, but they were clearly talking The appearance of the quarrel seems to be that she doesn't want her to hear it...

What you don't want her to hear probably has something to do with her.

Ming Jing didn't knock on the door, but stood at the door of Minglou's study, bent slightly, listening to the depressing voices coming from inside.

——"What will the elder sister face if she becomes a hostage?! The Japanese Xiangshan is inhumane!" This is Ah Cheng's voice.

—— "Do you think I think so? That's my own sister!" This was Ming Lou's voice.

——"Eldest sister still has a chance to go, otherwise, you will have to die. How do you let me choose?!" It was still Minglou's voice.

hostage?Xiangshan?Ah Cheng will...will die?

Ming Jing was listening to the intermittent debate at the door, and probably understood the matter. They were arguing because of her...Xiang Shan asked her to be a hostage in order to let Ah Cheng go...but what would Xiang Shan do to her?Ming Jing's heart trembled, but he made up his mind in the next second. Since Xiang Shan wanted her to be a hostage, he would not take her life. If she didn't go, Ah Cheng would definitely die. Pushing the door open, I heard Cheng from inside say: "Anyway, I won't let my eldest sister take risks, I will surrender now! I will get rid of the matter with you!"

The door creaked open, and then Ah Cheng stood at the door in a daze, and Ming Jing was also stunned, but he reacted before Ah Cheng, "Surrender yourself? Are you going to die?" Her voice was thin, but Full of intimidation, seeing Mingcheng bowed her head and faltered without saying a word, she asked, "What are Xiangshan's conditions?"

Ming Lou had already come out of the study, with a troubled look on his face, "He wants... Elder Sister, you will be his hostage."

Ming Jing's hand holding the teapot became even tighter, but he raised his head with a calm expression: "Isn't he a hostage! I don't think he dares to do anything to me!"

She was nervous, but she knew that her two younger brothers must be more nervous and entangled than she was at the moment, and she couldn't let them feel at ease.

Agreeing to be a hostage, she was betting, not on Xiang Shan's feelings, but on Minglou Mingcheng's status in the hearts of the Japanese. They were strong enough, and Xiang Shan would not dare to do anything to her.

Ming Jing glanced at Mingcheng, sharp but distressed: "Being a hostage is better than asking you to sacrifice."

There was a long silence in the air, so quiet that only the breathing of the three people remained.

After a long time, Minglou frowned and raised his eyes, and said, "Elder sister is right."

"But..." Mingcheng is still hesitating, how can he let the eldest sister bear his faults and omissions?More than ten years ago, if it wasn't for her, he would have been tortured to death by a lone wolf. If it wasn't for her, he would still be doing the same things as servants in the streets... How could he have books to read?How can he drive?How could he follow his elder brother to do such a big business?

She has always treated him as her own brother. Although there is Minglou as her own brother, and Mingtai as her adoptive brother who is doted on in her heart, he knows it. She has never forgotten him. There is Mingtai, and he will never be missing Mingcheng... She gave him the surname "Ming", gave him a family, and she made him "Mingcheng".

"No, but... so it's decided." Ming Jing's tone was forceful, she didn't look at Ming Cheng again, but turned to ask Ming Lou, "What did Xiang Shan say specifically?"

Minglou sighed and said, "He asked eldest sister to follow us to work tomorrow."

Ming Jing nodded, "Okay, I see." She bit her lips where they couldn't see, then raised her head again and said: "Okay, go to bed early, what should come will always come."

What should come will always come.

Ming Jing returned to the room, and lay down on the bed after a brief wash-up, with a thin silk quilt covering her body, cool and slippery...

Sitting on the bed with hair, he would be dazed, looked up and glanced at the wall clock on the wall, it was already 11 o'clock.

At this time tomorrow, where would I be?

She showed no fear in front of the two brothers just now, she can't let them hesitate, she knows that as long as she hesitates, Ah Cheng will probably die, Minglou, Mingcheng, Mingtai are the same, they are all hers in her heart Younger brother, dear younger brother.

But actually she was scared, she was terribly scared.She has always known that Xiang Shan had those thoughts for her. It was true five years ago, but since Xiang Shan came back three years ago, every time she saw Xiang Shan, she always felt that there was some chill in his eyes when he looked at her. Coldness is understood as hatred.

What will Xiang Shan do to her?

She didn't know, let alone think about it.

Open the bedside table, take out a small locked box, unlock it and open it. In the box, there is a small pink sweater on the left and three letters on the right.

When she lost her and Wang Tianfeng's child, she took down the sweater she knitted for the child layer by layer, but later, she re-knitted it for her, still pink, and she locked it in this small box. Whenever the night is quiet, when she thinks of her... She always takes it out to have a look, she thinks, if she is still there, she should grow so tall, she must not be able to wear this little sweater, and her hair should be already You can braid it, she must look good in a skirt...

She stuck the little sweater to her chest, hugged it, and closed her eyes, as if she was smelling her breath... After a long time, she opened her eyes again, took out a letter from the box, and the top one one.

It was brought back by Minglou a few days ago, a letter written by Wang Tianfeng to her.In five years, Wang Tianfeng wrote three letters to her.

She knew that the current situation was not good, and Wang Tianfeng would take great risks in writing to her, and he must be very busy, as can be seen from his letter.

Unfold the stationery.

Spiegel:

I haven't written to you for a long time.

Today is fifteen, the moon in Chongqing is very round, so must the moon in Shanghai be also very round?

Whenever the moon is full, I always think when will people be full?

It should be soon, right?Do you agree?

The underground organization in Chongqing has developed rapidly, and I have joined the action and made a lot of contributions.

I'm fine in Chongqing, don't worry.

Are you OK?

Victory in the War of Resistance, I will be back.

wait for me.

You said before that I was born for the revolution, Der Spiegel, when I come back, I will be your own Wang Tianfeng, okay?

—— Wang Tianfeng

The last sentence was changed, Ming Jing thought, he must have thought about it for a long time before adding it, this person Wang Tianfeng can't talk about love, when they were together before, he couldn't say nice things to make her happy, and he was always high-spirited For this reason, Ding Spiegel always blamed him for only focusing on the revolution and not knowing how to sympathize with her.

The eye sockets were already wet, and the warm liquid dripped down one by one, hitting the yellowed letter paper.

Tianfeng, when you come back, you will still be my Tianfeng, but I... can I still be your mirror?

Tianfeng, I'm so scared, so scared... If only you were by my side...

I miss you so much……

Tianfeng, will I...can't wait for you?

She took out a pen and paper, because of the lack of medicine in the clinic a few days ago, she hadn't had time to reply.Originally, she thought about a lot of things, and she wanted to clarify them before writing back to him. Now, she has a lot of things to say, but she doesn't know how to put them...

She wrote the word "Tianfeng" on the letter paper, but stopped there until the pen she was holding was about to drip ink, and she wrote "I'm fine" again.

Tianfeng

I am fine.Don't miss it.

I knit some sweaters for you, gray and black.

Do you want to send it to you?

She wrote three letters to Wang Tianfeng, this is the first time, she did not write -

I'm waiting for you.

She knitted five sweaters for Wang Tianfeng, one per year, two black and three gray, with different patterns.

She knew he didn't like bright colors, she wanted to wait for him to come back to surprise him, but she was suddenly afraid...

The winter in Chongqing is also very cold...

His eyes were blurred with tears, his vision had long been blurred, and the dim desk lamp gave off a desolate yellow light.

Ming Jing seldom sleeps without turning off the light. She has always slept lightly. If she does not turn off the light, she will always wake up several times a night, but now, she does not want to turn it off... She is afraid, she is afraid of the dark, afraid of the night, she does not know her In the future life, will I still see light, even a little bit, just like the dim light of this dim yellow desk lamp...

Ming Jing put the pink sweater on her chest and curled up on the head of the bed. She hugged her knees with her hands and buried her head in the middle. She really wanted to cry, but she finally bit her knees and swallowed the cry.