what a good man

Do you doubt it?

I pressed my face against Busu's little face, and said softly: "Mother will definitely find a way to save Busu, Busu must be strong."

Busu's lips moved, and I heard him whisper, Mother.

"No doubt, what did you call me just now?"

"Mother."

"Buji can speak, mine can speak!"

Yes, it's almost a year old, and it's the age where he can speak.

Bu doubt still didn't show any expression, just repeated that sound softly, mother.

The joy that had just risen from the bottom of my heart was completely overwhelmed by despair the moment I saw his lifeless eyes.

The Gu of eating father.

He fell into this terrible Gu!

Can I tie up Zhang Liang to rescue him?Seventy-seven and 49 days of fresh blood means that Zhang Liang cannot leave for quite a long time. No doubt, Chu and Han are in a stage of incompatibility, which will undoubtedly kill him.

Besides, with Zhang Liang's body, can he really last for 49 days?

I sighed and hugged tightly.

This child, who came by accident, is the only person in this world who is connected with my blood. He has been with me for a year.

The sun went down.

I told Buyi about the birds outside the window, about the stars in the sky at night, and about the spring full of peach blossoms after winter.No doubt there was no response, he couldn't see or hear, he just repeated from time to time, mother.

My heart hurts even more, and even breathing feels uncomfortable.

"Ah Zhen."

Long Qie came back, with a layer of snowflakes on his shoulders, and a flower in his right hand.

It's a red begonia.

"Give it to Qingqing, Ah Zhen." Long Qie handed Qiu Haitang to my hand, and then hugged Buyi, "No doubt, come and give me a kiss."

He did what I did just now, gently pressing his face against Busu's little face.

"No doubt, Daddy will find a way to save you."

He said the same thing.

I say the same.

But we also know that the promises we make are only to comfort ourselves and each other.

Outside the window, the setting sun gently covered Bai Xue with a layer of gorgeous light, which was too beautiful to behold.

The wind has died down.

I saw the begonias in my hand, the flowers were in various shapes, the petals were delicate, and the color was as bright and passionate as a flame.

... life is so fragrant.

Early detoxification

Silent night.

Pure white moonlight shone in from the window, dyeing the ground with a white halo.Outside the house is a vast expanse of white snow, matching each other.

I pushed the door open and came out, wanting to warm up goat milk for Bushi, but stopped in my tracks as soon as I walked out.

Bai Feng stood in front of her with her hands folded around her chest, the white feathers on her shoulders fluttering with the wind.

Behind him, stood another person, wearing a night suit.

The man's shadow was drawn very long by the moonlight, he stretched out his white and slender hand, and slowly took off his hat.

With the light of the moonlight, I could see his face clearly.

Those ink-colored black eyes were as pure as water.

Couldn't be more familiar.

He walked over a few steps and stood in front of me with a clear and shallow smile on his face.

...It was because the moonlight was so bright that the whole world seemed to be suddenly enlightened.

"Ah Zhen, long time no see."

My nose was sore, and I almost shed tears.

"……haven't seen you for a long time."

haven't seen you for a long time.

Been gone for a year.

The heavy snowfall last year has not stopped, and he has already left.

This year's heavy snow has not stopped yet, and he is back again.

"Ah Zhen, I want to see for sure." He said softly.

The cold wind blew across my cheeks, and a cold dampness filled the air. I wiped it with my hand, and my face was already full of tears.

"Ah Zhen, don't cry...you will be fine for sure." Zhang Liang handed over a brocade handkerchief and comforted him softly, "Don't worry, no matter what price you pay, I won't let him be in trouble."

"...What if it is at the cost of life?"

"It's okay."

"..."

life for life.

Many years ago, there was a person who sacrificed his health and life for me to survive unharmed.

If it weren't for me, he would definitely be alive and well now.

"It's not certain that you will die. Don't pretend to be mutual. I can't stand it anymore." Bai Feng who stood aside for a long time looked at us coldly, half of her icy blue eyes were ridiculed, half worried.

After a long time, Bai Feng said again: "Ji Zhen, how does it feel to be in a cocoon?"

I looked down at the Jinpa in my hand.

The texture is excellent and the workmanship is excellent, but there is a crooked "true" embroidered on it, which is abrupt and ugly.

"——Baifeng, is it interesting for you to pass on what I gave you to someone else?"

Of course I know this brocade handkerchief, it was my work when I was young.

At that time, my self-confidence was overwhelming. Looking at it horizontally and vertically, I found it beautiful no matter how I looked at it. I felt that I had created a new embroidery method.Now I feel very ugly, even holding it in my hand is a shame.

"Why should I keep that kind of rotten stuff?" Bai Feng asked back.

I was speechless.

Cough... really bad stuff.

"Since he wants it, I'll throw it to him." Bai Feng glanced at Zhang Liang, and said calmly, "I didn't expect that he would treat what I discarded as a treasure."

Bai Feng is not Fu Nian, not Yan Lu, he doesn't know how to take other people's face into consideration, let alone let others step down.

Zhang Liang was not angry, he just said indifferently: "Actually Ah Zhen embroiders pretty well."

In fact, I haven't seen Zhang Liang angry for a long time.

It's been so long that I have forgotten when was the last time he was angry.

"Ah Zhen, I want to see for sure." He repeated again.

I nodded: "Busu is inside, Yinxue is also there, just the two of you, you go in, I'll warm up goat milk for Busu."

If Zhang Liang came here this time, if others saw it, it would cause an uproar again.

After Buyi fell into the Gu, except for Yin Xue and Long Qi, I can no longer trust anyone around me.

Undoubtedly, Longqie and I did the food and drink by ourselves, never by others. Tonight, Longqie is looking for famous doctors around Pengcheng again, and maybe he won't return all night.

I went to the kitchen to heat up a bowl of goat milk. During the whole process, Bai Feng stayed by my side.

Bai Feng looked at it for a long time and asked, "Why did you marry Long Qi?"

I had a meal in my hand and almost didn't hold the bowl firmly.

"Isn't it because of you?"

"Is it me? Could it be that I carried you to Long Qi?" Bai Feng said coldly, "You are at the end of your mind for blaming me for it."

"If you hadn't revealed that I was pregnant at that time, Long Qie wouldn't have said that in order to protect me. Xiang Yu was given a marriage, and he was also punished. Even if we are in name only, this relationship is still married. .”

"Then why didn't you choose to stay with Zhang Liang when you were just pregnant?"

"...Baifeng, you really don't understand me." I sighed softly and said, "It's been so many years, we've known each other for most of our lives."

"Understood?" Bai Feng played with the white feather in his hand, and suddenly sneered, "The Ji Zhen I know will never make fun of his own life, at least in these years, he should have grown, but when Pengcheng fell, What are you doing again?"

I remained silent, and Bai Feng said coldly: "I tell you, Ji Zhen, your life is not yours, it is Wan Ge's, and it was Wan Ge's in exchange for it. I have always hated him, and it hasn't changed until now, but I never thought that he would be able to do this. What about you? Will you use his life to compete with Liu Bang?"

"...I have short legs and I can't run fast."

"to be frank."

really.

As for Bai Feng, no matter whether the lie is high-sounding or short, it cannot fool him.

"Zhang Liang turned his back on so many people and joined Liu Bang's camp. I can't understand this. Can you understand?"

"It's none of my business. You don't understand why you didn't ask him?" Bai Feng put down Bai Yu and said, "If you ask, he will definitely tell you, and tell you what his choice is for."

"His reasons can't convince me, maybe I'm a bit stubborn." I took the goat's milk and walked slowly towards the backyard, "He is Xiang Yu's master, and they used to have a good relationship, but because of Liu Bang, they are enemies. "

"Can't accept the gap?"

"If it wasn't for Liu Bang, Zhang Liang and I wouldn't be enemies, we wouldn't fight each other...I know that day will come sooner or later."

"Ji Zhen, you don't have to participate in the war, it has nothing to do with you."

Bai Feng looked at me intently, I coughed lightly, and said seriously: "When an event becomes a major trend in the world, no one in the world can stay out of it, whether he wants to or not."

"...We're still friends if we don't pretend to be dead."

"Baifeng...I," I sighed, and said softly, "Fan Zeng promised me that if I fulfill all his requirements, he will return me a general's mansion, a prosperous general's mansion, just like the one in South Korea back then. ... my home."

"Your home has been empty for a long time. Is it meaningful? Even if you are given a bigger general's mansion, it is meaningless."

"For so many years, you seem to have not changed at all." I shook my head and said, "Your words are so harsh, like a knife, that will stab someone's heart hard."

"Pain is the best way to wake up."

"..."

"Ji Zhen, you will never forget Zhang Liang."

"...If that's the case," I stopped, pushed open the door, and muttered, "but so what?"

If so, so what.

The last sentence dissipated in the warmth of the room.

Yinxue was concentrating on burning the charcoal, while Zhang Liang stood by the window, holding Buyi in his arms.

He was humming an old song softly.

The fate between me and him all started because of this ballad.But until now, I still don't know what I did was right.