what a good man

Under the hood.

When I flew out of Dinglan Pavilion, I realized that I forgot to ask him what kind of leaves he wanted. There are at least a hundred species of trees in the General’s Mansion... Forget it, let’s pick a piece of each.So I flew around the general's mansion, picked a piece of each kind of leaves, and then returned to Dinglan Pavilion with a bunch of leaves.

Wan Ge leaned against the bed with her head sideways, her shoulders drooping slightly, her lines were lonely and gentle.

I presented a pile of leaves as if offering a treasure, cleared my throat and said, "You can pick them."

He suddenly laughed softly, maybe he was very beautiful but rarely smiled, I was slightly dazed watching it.Wan Ge stretched out her slender and clean fingers to pick and choose among the pile of leaves, and finally picked up a slender willow leaf.

I blinked and asked, "What is this leaf for?"

Wan Ge silently handed the leaves to her lips, and then began to play softly.The melodious music poured from his lips, filled the entire Dinglan Pavilion, and lingered in my ears for a long time.

I closed my eyes, as if I saw peach blossoms full of trees.

...I never knew that leaves could be used as musical instruments.And the tune played by Wange is the same as the one played by Zhang Liang under the peach blossom tree.

No wonder I can see the peach blossoms all over the tree.

After the song was finished, I opened my eyes, and before I could express my emotion, the evening song had already begun.

He said: "There are no flutes for evening songs."

The recent days have been very leisurely.

I practice swords in the courtyard every morning, lie down by the window of Dinglan Pavilion at noon to read some low-level scripts, occasionally drink with my father at night, and more often I drink by myself, and then enjoy the drink Fall asleep in the dark.I don't need to read those Confucian classics anymore, I don't need to think hard about a game of broken chess, and I don't need to learn to be a female celebrity to understand what a gentleman and a lady are.

In fact, I didn't need to do these things in the first place. No one ever asked me to do them. I just asked for trouble.

So I became more and more relaxed.

It's just that every time I dream back at midnight, I always think of the same face.

That clever and handsome boy, only in my dream is he not stingy with his smile.

I want to say that I have nothing to do with him, but when I think about it carefully, this word is used for the fateful mandarin duck.

We are not fateful mandarin ducks, I am just unrequited love.

When I was young, I just kept my head down and ran after him, but I never considered his troubles.In the end, I almost killed him. Now that I think about it, I'm still afraid.

I have a lot of memories with him, although it is not good enough or even a bit bitter, but at least it can show that he has been in my world, he has really been here, and he has been here in a down-to-earth manner.

It's just a pity that the memories can only go so far. In the summer when she was 16 years old, Ji Zhen was no longer willful.

Bai Feng is still Bai Feng, and he brings me sweet and greasy sugar cakes and all the news about Zhang Liang non-stop every day.

He said: "Zhang Liang drew a chess manual under the peach tree yesterday."

He said: "Zhang Liang went to the palace to meet Princess Honglian, and the two chatted happily."

He said: "Han Wangan seems to intend to point Princess Honglian to Zhang Liang."

He said, "Ji Zhen, are you listening?"

I put down the wine bottle in my hand, raised my eyes and smiled and said, "I'm listening. Listen carefully."

Bai Feng snorted coldly and said in a muffled voice, "Why did you give up?"

I stopped laughing, and after a long silence, I opened my mouth and said, "Baifeng."

"……what?"

"Did your big brother Mo Crow protect you too well, so you don't understand the right and wrong twists and turns of the world?"

"Stop talking nonsense here! Of course I understand, aren't you just afraid that the general will kill Zhang Liang?"

Bai Feng's puffy face made me unable to resist reaching out to poke his cheek again, but this time he didn't dodge and let my fingers touch his soft cheek.

"Today's Feng Bao seems to be very well-behaved." I admired, "I will be able to marry my sister in two years."

"Bah! I won't marry you in ten years!" Bai Feng was instantly irritated and threw away my hand.

I blinked and continued to tease: "How about 20 years?"

“休想！20年30年40年50年100年都不可能！”

"...It's like this." I asked with a look of regret, "Is it okay in the next life?"

"In the next life and the next life, it's impossible!" Bai Feng said arrogantly, "You don't want to take advantage of me!"

I stopped laughing and looked into his eyes seriously until I saw the puzzlement in his eyes, then I said softly: "Look, you don't even want to marry me, why should Zhang Liang do this?" kind of thing?"

"He's not me!" Bai Feng turned her head awkwardly, "...I don't like sibling love."

"But he is too inferior. He blames me for being too perfect, so he can't love me. He thinks he's not good enough for me..."

"You're out of your mind? Just talk to yourself here." As if she didn't want to listen to my narcissistic words, Bai Feng patted her little butt and flew away.

I watched his lithe figure disappear into the sky, and then heaved a long sigh.

I just want to find a reason, why Zhang Liang doesn't love me, why I can't be with him.

It doesn't matter if it's my own nonsense, anyway, the only person I want to convince is myself.

Just me.

give up or not give up

"Wan Ge, do you think the red lotus has produced lotus seeds after its defeat?" I looked at the peach trees in the general's mansion, and suddenly thought of the beautiful pond of the red lotus princess, "how about we Shall I go and have a look?"

"Yes."

Wan Ge responded with his sword in his arms, his eyebrows and eyes were exquisite, his thin lips were tightly pursed, and he exuded a sharp and trembling aura.

I also sometimes forget that he is 16 years old like me.

The pool is sparkling and sparkling.

I saw a whole pool of decaying lotus, but did not see the lotus seeds I was looking forward to.The red lotus was so beautiful when it bloomed, but now it is so dilapidated when it is defeated.

I frowned and said, "Let's go, they're all disabled, there's nothing to see."

Wan Ge froze for two seconds, his eyes looking at Manchi's remnant lotus became extremely gentle for an instant, and then he asked softly, "If you are remnant, don't you want it?"

I was stunned by his question, and after I realized it, I wondered why he was so sentimental today.

Later, I realized that this indifferent and strong boy was actually as pale and restless as a cicada's wing in his heart.

"Of course I don't need it if I'm disabled." I muttered, and turned my head away, but I didn't see his body stiffen in an instant, and his handsome face, which was still a little bloody, also faded in that instant, and turned pale in an instant.

"Young master is talking about... the disabled things, you should get rid of them."

He was repeating what I said, but it was more like muttering to himself, admonishing himself.

"Let's go, let's go back to drink evening tea." I picked a withered dog's tail grass, held it in my mouth and said, "Baifeng must have brought me candy again."

It's always sugar cakes, sugar cakes come and go, although they are cheap, you can't buy them every day.But although the sugar cake is sweet and greasy, I can never get tired of eating it.

I smacked my mouth and was about to go back, when suddenly a purple-white figure bumped into my line of sight.

Suddenly.

He is always out of season, just like this pond full of remnants of lotus.

He stood on the left side of King Han, and Princess Honglian was on the right side of King Han. If you ignore the crowd of maidservants and guards behind, this scene really looks like a family of three traveling.

A loving father, a pair of newlyweds, a family and a beautiful family.

It should be the case.If I, my father, and Zhang Liang stand together, it will only make people feel that it is against harmony, and they will think it is an evil act of bullying men and women.

"Ji Zhen." Someone called me.

It is Han Wangan.

I came back to my senses and saluted respectfully: "Ji Zhen has met Han Wangan, Princess Honglian, and Mr. Zhang Liang."

"Ji Zhen doesn't need to be too polite, please hurry up." Xu Hanwang was too afraid of his father, and he even showed a little humility towards me.

How did he forget?

He is the king of a country.

Our South Korea has long existed in name only, and the country has changed hands.

The instigator was my father, his own, the only one, but should I sigh with regret or be my father's pawn?

These questions used to give me a headache, and now that I think about it, I still don't have the answer, but I begin to understand why I like eating candy.

You can also try it. When you feel hard, eat a piece of sweet and greasy sugar cake, and then tell yourself that life will always be sweet.Do not believe?

If you don't believe me, lick your lips, it's really sweet.

Princess Honglian never waited to see me, she frowned and asked, "If you entered the palace without being summoned, you members of the Ji family really have no law."

There are only me and my father in the Ji family, and she is right in saying so.

I wasn't angry, but Han Wang was a little angry instead, and softly scolded her: "Don't talk nonsense, General Ji and Ji Zhen can enter and leave the palace freely without hindrance."

"Father, if you protect her like this, you will regret it one day." After finishing speaking, Princess Honglian resigned and left on the grounds that she was unwell.

Han Wang smiled awkwardly, looking at her with more helplessness than affection.He is not protecting me, but his last crumbling Han dynasty.

He was afraid that my omnipotent father would set off a bloodbath at any time.

King Han asked me to have dinner in the palace, but I declined his kindness, but I heard Wang Han say loudly: "Zifang, please send Ji Zhen off, young people should communicate more together."

"Zi Fang obeys." Zhang Liang looked at me again after speaking, with a gentle attitude, "Miss Ji, please."

He said, Miss Ji please.

Miss Ji.

Miss Ji...

The starting point is this appellation, and so is the conclusion.

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