Smile and Raph in One Piece

Hawkeye fixedly looked at the girl in front of him, she was so close to him now, so close that he could catch her as soon as he stretched out his hand.Her smile, her voice, and her breath are truly presented before my eyes.She was no longer as pale to transparent as last time, her vital signs were weak, her brows were slightly twisted because of the pain, but her weak breathing calmed down without hesitation, as if she was about to return to the other world she said.

Every time she saw him, she would smile happily, but this time, her smile no longer made him feel happy, and he only felt anxious in his heart, "Smail, do you want to go back?"

He didn't call her by her name very often, and she didn't need to, because she could tell when he was talking to her.

When Xiaoxiao heard him say those words in a low but soft voice, her heart seemed to stop beating for an instant.

Hawkeye questioned her for the first time in such a questioning and uncertain tone.She couldn't give an answer right away.

Go back, where to go?When she thought this way, Hawkeye just stared at her closely. She was silent for a while, then suddenly smiled, "You can go back wherever you want, don't you think there is no meaning and value for discussion?" Hawkeye's eyes were deep, still firm Hold on to her.

Smiling and turning her back, "Mihoksan, I don't know."

"When I first came here, I thought about going back every day. But now, I don't even know if I'm still in this world when I open my eyes tomorrow morning."

She tried her best to pull out a smile and turned her head to give him a side face, "So don't ask me this kind of question again."

"I... actually don't deserve your undue attention."

Hawkeye's face was as cold as ice, he looked at Xiaoxiao's tall but slender back, and said in a calm voice, "You mean, you want me to give up?"

Xiaoxiao trembled her fingertips, held her breath, and bit her lips lightly. "Damn it, I'm so unwilling. 』

She remained silent, and the fire in Hawkeye's heart suddenly burst out.

He has a cold and arrogant personality, even when he was young and frivolous, he seldom gets angry.This woman is really capable.

He closed his eyes and suppressed his anger as much as possible, "Although I don't want to say that, but... am I being tricked?"

Smiling and surprised, "No, there is no such thing, I..."

Hawkeye interrupted her, "You like me."

Xiaoxiao's defense stuck in his throat, he stood stiff for a long time, and finally nodded.

Hawkeye swayed the wine glass, his eyes swept over her right shoulder blade, he knew that the gauze had not been removed there, "Speaking of which, you did start to make similar hints to me very early on. Probably from... the Kuraud dance start?"

"Did you make your mind clear at that time?"

"If it is at that time, I can understand it as giving me time to think and choose,"

"Then why are you thinking of giving up now?"

"As far as I know, the things you said to me have not been said to the second person," is it a moment of confusion?He couldn't hold back a sigh in his heart, but luckily it was him.

"You think that people like you will live well without you, do you think so?"

"Then why are you telling me?"

"Smail, why do you think I can't live well without you?"

He knew that her wounds were not healed yet, but his mouth was cruel and merciless.

That's right, they've only known each other for more than a year, even if she disappears from then on... Hawkeye's hand stopped, and dark red liquid splashed onto the back of his hand.

If she disappears from now on, he will be the same as before, drinking and reading newspapers, watching the troubled times, drifting on the sea in a boat in his free time, or talking to the red hair, and occasionally dismissing a few swordsmen who come here because of his reputation.Maybe you can find young people with potential to observe and observe.

It's just that there is no one of her, smiling happily at him.The eyes are shining brightly, bent into two crescent buds.Laughing so that his whole body felt stretched.

These will disappear with her.

He suddenly gasped for breath.

"I don't think so..." He raised his eyes, and saw the person in front of him clenched his fists tightly, with his high head drooping deeply, she said lightly and viciously, "It's just that I'm a coward."

It's not been a day or two since she knew that he was cold and indifferent, but it was the first time she heard him talk to her like this, she felt so sad and wronged that she wanted to cry.

"What, such a lecture tone! 』

When did she become so squeamish.

Xiaoxiao gritted her teeth hard and broke through the blocked throat, "I believe that even without me, Mihoksang will live a very chic life." It was she who approached him irresponsibly first.

Only she herself knows how difficult it is for her to say, "But I can't, I can't do it." Therefore, she can no longer be willful.

"I can't just live like this."

"So, if you give up now, you may be so sad that you can't eat, you will cry secretly where others can't see, and you may even scold you quietly and unreasonably,"

"But giving up when everything is still uncertain, maybe I will not be so sad in the future?"

Hawkeye's heart moved, something flashed in his head, and he looked up at the back in front of him trying to straighten in astonishment.

Xiaoxiao suddenly felt empty inside, she thought it would be better to just go out like this, at least she didn't look so embarrassed.But suddenly his waist tightened, the back of his head hit his strong chest, his head was still dizzy, and his nose was instantly filled with the familiar smell.

Hawkeye buried his face in her neck, "I'm sorry." His voice sounded annoyed.Xiaoxiao was a little confused for a moment.

what?

Hawkeye hugged the person in his arms even tighter.

How could he not have thought of that!

How could he not have imagined that if she disappeared from now on and returned to her world, they would indeed lose her, but she would lose everyone.

All her emotional memories in this world will be broken, and no one can share her memories about this world, and no one can understand her longing and pain.

These emotions are obviously real, but they cannot be expressed or sustenanced.What will she do with this memory for the rest of her life?

She bears the pressure and pain that may be lost at any time at every moment. In addition to cherishing it even more, she can only hide in a place where others can't see and suffer anxiously. Every second is like counting down the time to leave, but she doesn't Knowing the exact time is impossible to imagine.

How could he be so restless.

"sorry."

All her thoughtfulness and composure can be explained. If she lives every day as if it is her last, how can she not do well?

Xiaoxiao tilted her head slightly, the thorns on her cheeks were the hair on Hawkeye's forehead, which made her itchy and painful.His high nose was pressed against the side of her neck with burning breath, and her whole body tensed up.But she still opened her mouth slightly with a dazed expression on her face, she really didn't understand why he had to apologize at all.

It was even more unexpected that such a proud person like him would say the three words I'm sorry.

"Even if there is such a day," even if she will disappear, "I don't want to give up." Whether it's the obsession with treasures as a pirate, or the stubbornness with promises as a swordsman, "I will find you."

Xiaoxiao gritted her teeth hard to prevent herself from making a sound.

The eagle eye she knew was indifferent and arrogant, sharp-tongued, and the words that popped out were like stabbing someone with a knife, and she had an irritating temper.

However, his promise to her is more pleasant than all the love words heard in the past and present (well, TV dramas, novels, anime and movies... can be considered experienced.).

Although it felt like he had misunderstood something, it didn't stop her from being moved.

"Man is such a horrible creature. 』

Hawkeye's hand suddenly covered her eyes, Xiaoxiao was surprised to realize that her eye sockets were hot and humid.

"I didn't cry..." The tears haven't fallen yet...

"Ah."

The tears did not fall from her eyes, and he kept them in his palm forever.

There are still many details in her head, such as what if he can't find it?What if I find it and can't come back?If she can come back, should she stay or take her away...

She didn't want to ask.Originally, I was a monk who hit the clock for a day. If it was not necessary, I would never take a step and think about a hundred steps.She was lazy by nature, so at this moment, she didn't want to say anything, and she didn't want to ask anything.

If he wished to suffer from her, he didn't care about it.

It's nice to have someone on your back.

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"Have you got anything?"

"I got it." She took his palms off his eyes, lowered her head and swung her hands left and right. Her hands were not crowded at all when they were placed in his palms.

"Do not ask?"

Xiaoxiao quickly looked up at him, then quickly lowered her head and continued to play with his hands.She was indeed curious about how the two men handed over Pink Diamond.

"Don't ask." Hmph, Li is already hers (Jun Z: Fuck you, don't talk nonsense, your swordsman will chop me into scum!), I'm afraid I won't have a chance to know in the future.

Hawkeye rubbed her head, not paying attention, "It's fine if you don't ask, anyway, if you ask, I won't tell you."

Smile: (╬｀感) Tsk, Hawkeye always has the ability to make her beautiful mood look unbeautiful for a second.

Hawkeye ignored it, "That thing is unusual, you should keep it safe."

After that, he lowered his head and chin to rub against her shoulder, and said in a low voice, "I won't help you again next time."

Smiling and drooping eyes, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, "Who wants your help. I had my own plan."

Hmm... Is this a bedside quarrel?

It was still early, and she decided to lie in his arms for a while.