Leaving the past behind 2019

This time, without waiting for Li Henan to show his gentlemanly demeanor, Li Kageng opened the passenger door and sat in. Li Henan smiled and sat in the driver's seat. Before starting the car, he leaned over to help Li Kageng fasten his seat belt. When he was close at hand, the latter stretched out an index finger and gestured in front of Li Henan: "Teach you to be a good boy, date a man, and put away the way you deal with women."

Li Henan smiled again, stopped doing unnecessary things, and slowly drove the car out of the parking lot. After about three to five minutes, he said slowly: "It's not that I treat you like a woman, but I'm used to it."

"Used to take care of people?"

Li Henan nodded: "I have a younger brother who is much younger than me. My mother is not in good health after giving birth. I am used to taking care of him."

Li Jiageng was a little surprised: "Brother?"

"Yes."

"Your family is very rich?"

Most of them in this age group are only children. In those days, it would cost a lot of money to have one more child, and the age difference between the brothers was very large. If it wasn't for the fact that the family had a treasury to inherit, why bother.

"That's not true." Li Henan didn't want to have a deep chat on this topic, so he glanced at the rearview mirror and asked, "Are you going home? Is this road blocked?"

"This is the point, whichever way you go will be blocked, it doesn't matter."

Li Henan nodded.

It is now 04:30 in the afternoon, and it is about to enter the evening rush hour. They will have to delay for at least 45 minutes on the road, and it will be around [-] o'clock when they arrive home, just in time for the kindergarten in the community where he lives. It is difficult to walk within a three-kilometer radius, so he can take the opportunity to invite Li Henan to sit upstairs. This guy who has just entered the Tao does not seem to be very enlightened, so he has to take the initiative.

Li Jiageng was in a good mood, even if there was no scenery on the road, he would find everything pleasing to the eye, and unconsciously hummed a song.

Li Henan glanced at him, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.

This is the third time I have met him, and each time has been beyond my expectations.

A week ago, on the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, in the evening, he was supposed to go to Jiabei for an appointment, but he was not in a good mood on the way, because Jiabei had already told him on the phone that he wanted to introduce him to a "friend" who would love each other. I know exactly what kind of friend the so-called "friend" is.

Did he finally can't take it anymore, didn't he even want to maintain the current relationship?

But what do they matter?

Old classmates who haven't seen each other for many years, reunited for the first time ten years after graduating from high school. They maintain a little communication at work and don't bother when there is no business. Seeing each other once in half a month is an extravagant dream.

He screwed up himself, he shouldn't have shown his cards to the opponent so suddenly.

But when he found out that the other party was also single like himself and had a regular same-sex partner, he couldn't hold back anymore. Why, why was it that person, not himself?

"Because I happened to meet him." Jiabei answered him like this.

"Can you……"

"I can't." Before he finished speaking, he was cut off by the other party.

Zhong Jiabei is Li Henan's white moonlight, the object of his heart for the first time, and the only time.

They were classmates in high school, and the most profound contact was limited to a kiss. Thinking about it now, maybe that was not a kiss at all, just lips touching each other, but it was enough to make them blush and heartbeat at that time, at a loss as to what to do.

Zhong Jiabei opened a valve that Li Henan never dared to touch. Similarly, Li Henan believed that he was also the first time for the other party.

At that time, no one dared to further study the meaning of this kiss. Maybe it was the hormonal surge caused by youthful restlessness, or maybe it was the aftereffect of drinking a whole can of beer. They chose to forget it tacitly.

But many years later, Li Henan still remembers the unmanned stands of the basketball court on a winter night, the two cans of beer hung with frost, the cold and soft lips of the young boy, everything was cold and hazy, but in retrospect, it only feels infinite gentle.

He didn't lie. He broke up with his ex-girlfriend for almost three years. Except for the time when he impulsively confessed to Jiabei, he had no further contact with anyone of the same sex. Maybe it was because the white moonlight was too bright, and the other thing was just the rotten grass firefly. .

Stopping the car in front of the agreed restaurant, Li Henan lit a cigarette in the open air.

He hasn't decided whether to go to the appointment or not.

Just kidding, it's already at the door, can you still turn around?If you don't want to come, it's fine to refuse at the beginning.

However, it has become his habit to come when he is called, and it is only limited to this person.

The cigarette butt flickered, and he was about to burn out, but he still hadn't made a decision. Li Jiageng broke in at this moment.

Yes, break in.

Drunk in a mess, he plunged into Li Henan's open coat arms, and then clung to him tightly.

Li Henan was taken aback at first, thinking that he encountered some new type of fairy dance, and then smelled the pungent smell of alcohol, and when he extinguished the cigarette, he pulled people away. He has never been a person full of sympathy, especially for drunks.

Just kidding, this coat costs more than 1 yuan, so it's not okay to smell of alcohol.

"Well, it's the holidays today... I'm sorry, I'm sorry... I'm fine..." This person didn't know whether he was really drunk or fake drunk, what he said was one thing, but his actions were another. His hands just clutched tightly and wouldn't let go.

Relying on his touch, Li Henan judged that the other party was a half-grown child. Because of his thin body and slender frame, his guard immediately faded by half.

"Are you sure you're okay? Shall I take you to the hospital? Or... where do you live?"

The night wind in winter is bleak, the parking lot is unstoppable, and drunk people are most afraid of blowing the wind. Li Henan dragged and hugged people into his car, and turned on the heater. Looking at the car with the light of the car, his heart beat suddenly Missed half a beat.

Not kiddie...but pretty.

The man drank the wine, his cheeks were rosy, and his hair was sweating. The sweet fragrance mixed with the wine in the warm air of the carriage, and combined into a certain ripe fruit, fermented taste. A small but super exquisite ruby ​​earring on the earlobe is dazzling, even if he is lying in the back seat of the row, his hands are still tightly clutching Li Henan's chest, "I'm sorry...uh..."

"You're drunk." Li Henan's tone softened a lot: "Where do you live, may I take you home?"

The youthful figure of the other party and the unconscious coquettishness emanating from half-drunk and half-awake happened to hit a secret corner of Li Henan's heart.

"Home? Home..." The other party had a rare moment of sobriety, and the next second he replied loudly: "I'm not going home, I'm not going home—I'm not going home!" He vomited, and after he vomited, he fell asleep.

"..." Li Henan was dumbfounded. If he was a little bit cautious when he saw the other person's appearance clearly, he would only die now. As we all know, Li Henan has a cleanliness habit.

Fuck.

He cursed silently, brushed his hair, endured the filthy smell of the car and sent a text message to Jiabei, to the effect that he was temporarily busy and couldn't attend, sorry.

Then drive the car to the nearest car wash.

The strange drunk slept soundly all the way, and he didn't wake up until the car was cleaned up. He had no choice but to throw him on the road in the winter, so he had to drive him back to his residence.

Although this matter was oolong and disgusting, it barely helped him solve a problem, without having to meet the so-called "friend", and without making excuses full of loopholes to refuse.

Then, the next morning, Li Kah Kee woke up in a blanket of snow, wearing the wrong overcoat while running for his life in a panic.

You see, how wonderful fate is.

It turned out that the drunk man he met by mistake was actually a new friend Jia Bei wanted to introduce him to.

But until now, Li Henan didn't know why Li Jiageng was so drunk that night, he was drunk when he was drunk, and why he still went to the appointment.

Could it be that he, like himself, has some unspeakable difficulties?

While driving, Li Henan glanced at the people next to him from time to time. Li Kageng was staring out the window. From the driver's seat, he could only see a third of the other person's profile, so the looming white earlobe under the tip of his hair became the focus of vision. What's more, there is also a shining earring, a ruby ​​square stud.

Li Henan remembered that the first time he met the other party, he wore a similar small jewelry, which seemed to be ruby, but last time it seemed to be round, is it like this for gays?Love these bits and pieces of feminine stuff?

The first meeting was amazing, and the goodbye was furious. This time, let’s say it was a reconciliation, we only met three times in total, but for some reason, Li Henan felt that he already knew the other person very well. He was not a cheerful personality, but he didn’t feel tired when talking to this person. , maybe because the other party doesn't have much capital, even taking him is easy, but I don't know what impression I have in the other party's eyes. After all, the other party has emphasized from the moment I sat down today that I am not here for a date but to apologize.

Li Henan stretched his thoughts randomly, and suddenly felt that he should find a topic, so he asked, "Why do you want to tattoo a knife?"

"Cough, cough, cough!"