Leaving the past behind 2019

Heartbeat is worse than action, Li Henan is going to help Li Kageng organize things immediately, but the latter said: I like to buy things and I don’t like to throw them in storage corners that you can’t see. They are full of old and old diseases. Now I have to spend at least one night to clean them up. It may not be enough to go to work tomorrow morning, but declined.

- very reasonable.

So, Li Henan gave up, the two of them washed up and went to bed. Before going to bed, they made an appointment to come and clean up together after get off work tomorrow, and collect a little every day, trying to complete the great cause of cohabitation as soon as possible.

The next day, Li Henan parked his car early on the tree-lined trail that the two of them used to make an appointment to wait. It was not yet five o'clock when they arrived, and Li Jiageng and his company got off work at 05:30. went.

Li Henan steadfastly turned off the car, and rolled down the front window to let in the air. He felt like a young man who had just begun to fall in love. He had been thinking about the matter of the night since the morning, and his work efficiency was so fast that the entire department was with him. Speeding up made people panic, in fact, why worry, why was it like the first time my sweetheart agreed to go to a small hotel to open a room, I was waiting downstairs in a hurry.

Speaking of his sweetheart, Li Henan still remembers the first time he and Li Jiageng made love in this car, the other party asked: "Do you still like Jiabei?"

How did you answer it yourself?

I didn't answer myself.

Thinking about it now, he doesn't even know why he was silent at the time. He may just not know how to answer. The answer is too complicated. It took him ten years to figure it out. It cannot be summed up by a sentence of yes or no.

Just like a plant of grass, if its branches and vines have grown in the soil for ten years, even if only a small leaf emerges, the underground roots cannot be pulled out all at once.

What's more, the pain that that person brought him still remains in his body, and it cannot be forgotten by deliberately ignoring it.

He subconsciously stroked his left ear, near his temple.

But he was glad that he chose Li Kah Kee, a poisonous weed with more vigorous vitality, with gorgeous petals and delicate buds, and it was planted in his heart full of fragrance.

He hoped that he would ask himself that question again, then he would not be silent again.

But he wasn't asking either.

If he doesn't ask, he can't suddenly and inexplicably confess: "Hey, I found out that I don't like so-and-so."

Isn't this a draw?

He was waiting for a special opportunity, so it was logical and generous to confess to him.

The smell of early summer is already strong, and the wind brings the smell of leaves. The banyan trees on both sides of the trail are already covered. With the wind, the leaves tremble, and occasionally a few sparrows chirp and land on the hood of the car.

Although less than half of this year has passed, Li Henan has already concluded in his heart that this year is very complete, there is no precipitous drop in the cold, no sudden wind and sand, and no feeling of dryness and heat - the strong wind, heavy rain and hail at the evil gate that day are nothing. , is just a necessary background sound for a romantic drama.

It's [-]:[-], and it's time to get off work, but that person is slow, so he won't come out right away, maybe when he walks to the door of the building, he remembers that he forgot something and has to go back to get it.

Thinking of this, Li Jiageng's flustered appearance seemed to be in front of his eyes, and Li Henan couldn't help but want to laugh.

The sound of footsteps came from the rear. Li Henan saw from the rearview mirror that a man and a woman were walking, both young and stylishly dressed. They looked around as they walked, as if they were looking for something, but they might not have noticed. There were people in the car, they stopped beside the car, and the woman asked: "Are you sure Mr. Zhou lives here? I don't think it looks like a building, do you want to call again to confirm?"

The man said: "Why are you not sure? They live in a single-family villa. You think it's a high-rise, but you can see it from a long distance, and the trees block it! Sigh, it's nice to have money, and you can walk there when you go to work."

"How much does this house cost? Is it rented or bought? Mr. Zhou is not often in the country, so it's empty? What a waste!"

"Then don't worry about it, I'm happy with it!"

The two actually stood here and chatted, Li Henan was speechless, his car film was dark, and the window was only rolled down a line, it was indeed easy to be misunderstood as an empty car.

Can only be forced to listen back to the corner.

Li Henan slid his phone away, ready to do something else, when a familiar name suddenly floated over.

It was the woman who started the conversation first: "Hey, you said that the person surnamed Li is really related to Mr. Zhou?"

"You mean Li Kageng? Hey, I saw them with my own eyes that day. They went to work together, and——" The man purposely elongated his tone in order to attract the woman's attention.

The woman moved closer and urged, "And what?"

yeah, and what?Li Henan stopped moving.

The man's tone became narrow, and his volume was lowered: "And they may not just be relatives—"

"Not just relatives?"

"I heard that Mr. Zhou, actually..."

…………

When Li Jiageng got into the car out of breath, the two had already turned deep along the tree-lined walkway. Fortunately, the two still remembered that they had business to do, otherwise the most embarrassing scene in the workplace would be staged.

"What's the rush? There's no dog chasing you." Li Henan put his arms around Li Kageng's neck and kissed him as usual, then told him to fasten his seat belt.

"There are no dogs chasing me, but there are dogs waiting for me!" Li Jiageng joked with him with a smile, and seemed to be in a good mood.

"Poor mouth." Li Henan smiled and started the car.

I thought what Li Jiageng said yesterday was exaggerated, but today when Li Henan really started to clean up, he realized that not only was he not exaggerating, he was also modest!

In this small two-bedroom, one-living room, all invisible places, in the wardrobe, in the closet, in the wall cabinet, including under the sofa, under the bed...all the things that can be stored are filled.

"How long have you lived here? Why are there so many things?" Especially the wardrobe, when the door was opened, the quilt, bedding and textile storage bag was crumbling like a mountain.

Li Jiageng rarely felt coy: "Not long... just two years."

Li Henan: "Are you shopping all the time?"

Li Kageng: "Not really... It's just that I don't like throwing things."

Li Henan: "Okay, then, are you going to move all of these?"

"Otherwise?" Li Jiageng frowned: "Do you want to throw it away?"

Li Henan looked at the overwhelming storage boxes and lockers, and thought about it: "You can selectively throw away some of them."

Li Jiageng immediately shouted: "But these things are commemorative to me!"

"Are you sure?" Li Henan took out a little yellow duck doll from the closet, "Please briefly explain its commemorative significance?"

Li Jiageng blurted out: "This is the first time I got it with a claw machine!"

"Okay," Li Henan put down the little yellow duck, and picked up a black and white dog: "This?"

"This is the second time I've pinched a doll..."

Before he could finish speaking, Li Henan made a final decision: "For example, this one is not memorable enough, that's what I mean by choice."

"..."

Immediately, Li Henan rolled up his sleeves and snapped his fingers: "OK, the first round of selection starts now."

Those that can’t tell the specific meaning, or look tattered at first glance, such as tin boxes painted with colored paint, snake head belts that are worn out to reveal the inner leather core, plush toys that can’t be washed no matter what...all of them are covered. Li Henan entered the "to be thrown" area. He felt that the project was huge tonight. It is said that the double bed was also full of storage boxes.

This process is not easy, because he still needs to face Li Jiageng's "struggle with reason", the other party always has an excuse to leave what he thinks is "garbage", just like bargaining in the vegetable market, I said this thing can be thrown away, You said you can't throw it away, and you gave a bunch of reasons, well, keep this one, and you can throw that one away, right?What?That can't be thrown either?Well, let's take a step back each, and you choose one of these three to keep.

Two hours later, standing in the living room filled with all kinds of old things, Li Jiageng said hesitantly, "Why don't we move it?"

When this sentence fell, Li Henan was squatting next to several huge clothes storage boxes. The two suitcases on the left contained well-arranged autumn and winter clothes that could not be worn temporarily. Light summer clothes to wear, as for the original quilts, mattresses, and things like bedding, he classified them in the "doubtful" part - he felt that he had them all, and the quality would only be better, since the two moved together , I must sleep on one bed. Based on the principle of picking the best, there is no need to keep these "dross" of Li Kah Kee.

Hearing Li Jiageng's words, Li Henan first took a deep breath, and then raised his head. His forehead was covered with a layer of sweat, and his white shirt had already been soaked with sweat round after round, like a whole piece of dried jellyfish skin. The hem had already come out of the trouser waist, and he casually tied it in a knot.

"What do you mean?" he asked.

Li Jiageng pinched his fingers, and his expression was rare serious. He stared at the opened and untied debris at his feet, and said in a low voice: "I think if we continue to tidy up, we will quarrel."

Li Henan raised his hand and wiped the corners of his eyes, and said softly, "Because you don't want to throw things?"

"It's not that I don't want to throw it away, it's that...we don't agree on many things." Li Jiageng was also a little bit broken, and he said loudly: "I want to live with you, sleep together every day, hug you and say good night, Waking up together and talking face to face about what to eat this morning—but! Look, this is the first step, and we have such a big disagreement. I don’t like white space everywhere. I like color blocks of various colors, and I am willing to collect impractical decorations-your life is doing subtraction, and I am doing addition, how can two completely different people like us live together!? "

Finally speaking, Li Jiageng gasped for breath, and now he vomited out the breath he had held back when Li Henan decided to throw away his black and white dog.

Agreeing to move in with the other party is because of love, and now the immediate stop loss is also because of love. He is mentally prepared, but who would have thought that the first step of the Long March would be sprained?Rather than both of them holding their breath and living together, and because of all kinds of irreconcilable conflicts, and leaving the house with "cleaned" luggage, it's better...

"Heh." Li Henan stood up slowly, the knot at the waist was untied, and the hem of the suddenly wrinkled shirt looked particularly funny, he had never been so slovenly.

He looked around the messy scene, not knowing what he was excited about from the early morning.

"Li Henan." Li Jiageng whispered his name.

"Ok?"

"Where are you going?"

"I'm not going anywhere." After a pause, the man's figure swayed, "I have to help you put your things back in place."

Li Jiageng's eye sockets instantly turned red.

He rushed over and hugged the man's back, "Are you very angry with me, think I'm messing around and ignorant? You scold me!"

Li Henan shook his head.

Before waiting for an answer, Li Jiageng's heart was hanging on the mouth of the well, trembling flickeringly.

Tick, tick, tick... The second hand of a wall clock has never been so eye-catching as it is today. Although it has a funny owl shape, its working attitude is horribly rigorous. Down, let out a "woo-woo-woo-woo-" cry.

It's twelve o'clock.

Li Jiageng hugged Li Henan from behind, and subconsciously tightened his arms. He suddenly thought of the story of Cindy Rila inappropriately. Last time when Li Henan came here, he used Cinderella to tease him, but now Cinderella has become himself?As soon as twelve o'clock comes, the magic is over, and even the love is reduced?

The back of his hand suddenly became hot, and Li Henan's hand covered his.

The other party's deep voice sighed without emotion: "You, that's not addition, it's multiplication."

Li Jiageng didn't hear clearly: "What?"

Li Henan actually explained to him seriously: "You said that I live by doing subtraction, and you are doing addition, but look at the things you have collected, where is addition? Isn't it multiplication?"

It took a long time for Li Kageng to realize that the other party was joking with him.

"..."

"You're not angry?"

Li Henan: "I'm angry, but the birth is over."

He turned around and looked down at Li Kageng. The latter was horrified to find that the eyes of the other party were also a little red, and his hanging heart seemed to be firmly supported by a hand, and he put it back to its original position.

"So what if you're angry? I knew you had the problem of dogs hiding food, but I didn't expect it to be so severe that you almost got bitten."

People are chosen by themselves, cohabitation is proposed by themselves, isn't that what the so-called Aiwujiwu is all about?

——This person is just this virtue, his strengths, his shortcomings, the combination is this person, besides, how do you know whether it is the good part or the "bad" part that attracts you in the first place? ?

"If you also like white walls, you are not you. Then why should I ask you? Just find a deputy director in the Department of Cardiac Surgery and it's over. You can also learn techniques in your spare time."

"..." Li Jiageng looked at him, not knowing what to say for a while, he always felt that there was a lemon-flavored effervescent tablet stuck in his throat, and he couldn't open his mouth.

"What about you? Are you still angry?" Li Henan asked him.

"...Wow!"

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I'll get the results this afternoon, hope it's ok.