Overspill
Chapter 79
After Xu Cheng finished speaking, the room was silent for a while.
Compared to Xu Cheng's agitation, Xu Si'an was too calm from the beginning to the end.He looked at his younger brother's flushed face, crying so pitifully, with heartbreak written all over his face.
Xu Cheng rarely showed such a sad expression.Xu Si'an thought to himself.
He is not a person with soft feelings. In the whole family, only this younger brother was brought up by him and Xiao Lan. He has never seen his younger brother collapse like this.
But given another chance, he would still make the same choice as he did three years ago.
The 16-year-old love, talking about something earth-shattering, will never change until death.
"Sit down and talk." Xu Si'an took out a tissue, and was about to wipe the tears off Xu Cheng's face, but Xu Cheng turned his head and refused to let him touch it.
Xu Si'an was not angry, but pushed Xu Cheng onto the sofa.
The two brothers sat opposite each other, with a coffee table in the middle, and they could clearly observe each other's expressions.
"I admit that I concealed it from you. Everything you just said is correct. I did delete your records in Wutan Town. I also instructed the doctor to make you forget more thoroughly. It is best not to remember it forever. Xu Si'an shrugged his shoulders, "But it doesn't seem to have much effect."
He saw Xu Cheng's face became more angry, as if he was about to say something extreme.
But before Xu Cheng could speak, he asked, "Chengcheng, tell me, put aside your feelings for Fang Ruqing, and tell me. If you were me, your younger brother is only 16 years old, and he ran away from home for seven or eight years. God, I fell in love with a boy inexplicably in these seven or eight days, and even said that I want to be with him," Xu Si'an sneered, "If you are me, will you agree? This boy may be a liar, or a crime, and I only have you as a younger brother."
After Xu Si'an finished speaking, he looked at Xu Cheng calmly.He originally had a feminine and beautiful face, his skin was sickly pale under the light, he looked fragile and pitiful, but his eyes were lofty, with inherent contempt and arrogance, Invisibly oppresses people.
Xu Cheng felt powerless in his heart.
He looked at his elder brother sadly, and asked softly, "Brother, do you think I just hate you for not letting me be with Fang Ruqing?"
Xu Si'an raised his eyebrows, "Isn't it?"
Xu Cheng gave a wry smile, he looked at Xu Si'an, his elder brother has always been the favorite of heaven, he doesn't care about anyone's feelings except those he cares about.
"Brother, I was only 16 years old. You wanted to protect me and disagree with me falling in love with a strange boy. I can understand you," Xu Cheng said, "But when you took me away, you thought about what would happen to Fang Ruqing. ?"
When Xu Cheng said this, tears flowed out of his eyes uncontrollably, one drop after another, rolled down from his white and soft face, and dripped on the back of his hand.
As long as he thinks about what kind of three years Fang Ruqing has spent, his heart will be pierced like a knife.
After three years of no news, Fang Ruqing had to rely on what kind of willpower to survive.
"You can take me away, you can tell Fang Ruqing that you don't agree with him being with me. But you shouldn't deliberately erase everything about me from Wutan Town. Fang Ruqing is still waiting for me in the hotel. Brother, He is waiting for me, but I will never come back. He may think that I don't want him anymore, and may suspect that something happened to me. When you said he couldn't find me, he was so desperate. Then he hugged I’ve lived with such despair for three years.” Xu Cheng’s mind recalled that morning, when he saw Fang Ruqing’s back from the car, he was also in such despair, “Have you thought about this?”
"Brother, you know exactly what it's like not to be able to find someone." Xu Cheng looked straight at his brother, perhaps because of the tears in his eyes, which looked terribly bright, "You forgot that you couldn't find Brother Xiao Lan?" During that time? You didn’t look like you anymore. You only lost Brother Xiao Lan for half a year, but Fang Ruqing lost me for three full years.”
Xu Si'an's expression finally changed a bit.
He looked at Xu Cheng with heavy eyes. Xiao Lan's disappearance for half a year really made him lose control of himself. Now that Xu Cheng brought up the old incident again, he was almost immediately brought back bad memories.
"Don't get involved with Xiao Lan, it's different."
"What's the difference?" Xu Cheng could see the change in Xu Si'an's expression. He actually knew where his brother's pain was all along. He just wanted to protect his brother and Brother Xiao Lan, so he didn't mention it, but Now he is so uncomfortable, he insists on letting his brother put himself in Fang Ruqing's despair, "Brother, you are always like this. You never care about the lives of those you don't care about. Fang Ruqing is like this, and brother Xiao Lan is also like this. Like this. You and Brother Xiao Lan have known each other since childhood, but did you cherish him since childhood? I don't remember that. "
"Brother Xiao Lan liked you since he was 15 years old. You knew it and let him watch you dating other people. Brother Xiao Lan still likes you at the age of 20. You still don't care. You let him be your bed partner and let him watch you." You are engaged. You don't care about him, he is devoted to you, but you feel that his feelings are insignificant, so you can do whatever you want. "
Xu Cheng saw anger appear on Xu Si'an's face.
It was scary for his brother to be angry.
But he wasn't afraid at all, he continued, "Brother, it's useless for you to look at me like that, it was you who hurt Brother Xiao Lan to this point, not me. Now that he's back by your side, you I am very happy, but you are still very afraid that he will leave you again, right? I think Fang Ruqing is also afraid of this."
After Xiao Lan sent Xu Cheng into the office, he never left. He sat on the small sofa outside, drinking tea restlessly.
He had never seen Xu Cheng cry like this.
He thought to himself, what did that bastard Xu Si'an do again?
Just as he was thinking about it, he suddenly heard a muffled sound coming from the well-sound-proof door, as if something fell to the ground and shattered to pieces.
Xiao Lan didn't even have time to drink tea, so she stood up and pushed open the office door.
But in the office, Xu Si'an and Xu Cheng were both sitting on the sofa, facing each other, Xu Cheng's face was still stained with tears, while Xu Si'an's face was distorted, and an enamel was broken on the ground The blue vase was bought by Xiao Lan herself.
"What's the matter?" Xiao Lan looked at them in amazement, walked up to Xu Cheng, saw Xu Cheng's eyes were red from crying, bent down distressedly, and wiped Xu Cheng's tears, "What's the matter, Cheng Cheng? "
He has always been a gentle and careful person, more like a warm brother who can be relied on than Xu Si'an, Xu Cheng was still holding on, but when his forehead was lightly touched by his hand, he felt aggrieved.
But Xu Si'an was terrified of what Xu Cheng would say.
He knew Xiao Lan.
When the incident happened in Wutan Town, Xiao Lan was dealing with the matter abroad and didn't know it at all.But if Xiao Lan found out, then Xu Cheng would unscrupulously reveal the old accounts between the two of them...
Xu Si'an thought for a while, and his expression became ugly.
"It's nothing, Cheng Cheng has someone he likes, and he's afraid that I won't agree, and he's making trouble with me," Xu Si'an said lightly. He saw Xu Cheng puff up his face, as if he wanted to refute, but he still finished the second half of the sentence. , "But I'm ready to agree."
Xu Cheng suddenly turned his face around and stared at his brother.
Xu Si'an's expression remained unchanged.
On the contrary, Xiao Lan seemed to remember something, "Oh, you mean that roommate of Chengcheng."
Xiao Lan looked down at Xu Cheng, and explained to him softly, "Your brother and I already knew about you and that Fang Ruqing. Your brother was a little concerned at first, but he promised me that he would not Interfere with you at will."
Xu Cheng's eyes widened, and he looked at his brother suspiciously.
Xu Si'an snorted, "You questioned me as soon as you came in, and you expect me to say, do I agree with you?"
Xu Si'an stood up, he felt that it was not safe for Xiao Lan to stay in the room any longer.
He pulled Xiao Lan away from Xu Cheng.The toughness and sternness that he faced with Xu Cheng just now seemed to have receded from him in an instant, leaving only a kind of flattery that was close to acting like a baby. He knew that he was good-looking, and he also knew that Xiao Lan liked his good-looking.
He said to Xiao Lan, "Okay, I won't get angry with Cheng Cheng, you go out first, and I will have a few words with Cheng Cheng alone."
Xiao Lan wasn't very relieved, but Xu Cheng didn't show any objection, after all, he followed Xu Si'an's wishes and went out.
It wasn't until the office door was closed again that Xu Si'an sat down again.
He and Xu Cheng looked at each other, neither of them spoke first.
After a while, Xu Si'an seemed to surrender, and said, "You're right, I never thought about what would happen to that kid named Fang Ruqing. It doesn't matter if he feels bad, or he finds you, or he doesn't. , don't care about me. You are my brother, and he is not. "
Xu Cheng also wanted to smash a vase when he heard it.
"But Xu Cheng, have you ever thought that you have lived with Fang Ruqing under my nose for so long, do you think I will not find out who he is?"
Xu Cheng heard the meaning of Xu Si'an's words, he was taken aback for a moment, and then a little surprised expression appeared on his face.
This time he was really surprised.
Xu Si'an sighed, and a sickly expression appeared on his pale, sickly face, as if he was talking about something he hated, "If you want to ask me about what happened three years ago, I can only say , I am this kind of way of dealing with things, tough and unreasonable. But now, I am not going to care about you and Fang Ruqing anymore. You can be with him or marry him if you want to, or in the end the talk will collapse and break up. That's all your business."
Xu Si'an looked at Xu Cheng, and he remembered that when Xu Cheng was young, sitting in his arms eating snacks, Xu Cheng's health was not good since he was a child, and he always needed company, so that at that time he While attending class in the study, he had to free up his arms to hold Xu Cheng.
Xu Si'an's face softened a little.
He said, "Xu Cheng, you are my younger brother. You are right. I never care whether people I don't care live or die. But you, like Xiao Lan, are the most important person in my life. When I I treat Xiao Lan like this because I thought I didn't care about him. And I treat Ruqing like this because I think you two met by chance, and you will forget it in a few days. Even if you remember, you won't be sad for him. "
"But after three years, you're still sad." Xu Si'an smiled helplessly, "But neither your brother Xiao Lan nor I want to make you sad, especially Xiao Lan, who almost forced me to write a letter of guarantee. gone."
Xu Cheng couldn't accept his brother's change, and looked suspicious for a moment.
He thought that according to his brother's temper, he would have to quarrel with his brother today.
"You, what do you mean?" Xu Cheng asked hesitantly.
He looked at his brother with a little distrust, and he wanted to pull Xiao Lan in. It's best to ask his brother to write a letter of guarantee.
"Don't pretend to be stupid, you won't understand what I mean," Xu Si'an looked out the window, "You should be thankful that Xiao Lan changed me. He let me know that feelings are not so cheap, no matter who they are. "
Xu Cheng heard his brother speak softly.
"If you want to find Fang Ruqing, go for it, I don't care."
Compared to Xu Cheng's agitation, Xu Si'an was too calm from the beginning to the end.He looked at his younger brother's flushed face, crying so pitifully, with heartbreak written all over his face.
Xu Cheng rarely showed such a sad expression.Xu Si'an thought to himself.
He is not a person with soft feelings. In the whole family, only this younger brother was brought up by him and Xiao Lan. He has never seen his younger brother collapse like this.
But given another chance, he would still make the same choice as he did three years ago.
The 16-year-old love, talking about something earth-shattering, will never change until death.
"Sit down and talk." Xu Si'an took out a tissue, and was about to wipe the tears off Xu Cheng's face, but Xu Cheng turned his head and refused to let him touch it.
Xu Si'an was not angry, but pushed Xu Cheng onto the sofa.
The two brothers sat opposite each other, with a coffee table in the middle, and they could clearly observe each other's expressions.
"I admit that I concealed it from you. Everything you just said is correct. I did delete your records in Wutan Town. I also instructed the doctor to make you forget more thoroughly. It is best not to remember it forever. Xu Si'an shrugged his shoulders, "But it doesn't seem to have much effect."
He saw Xu Cheng's face became more angry, as if he was about to say something extreme.
But before Xu Cheng could speak, he asked, "Chengcheng, tell me, put aside your feelings for Fang Ruqing, and tell me. If you were me, your younger brother is only 16 years old, and he ran away from home for seven or eight years. God, I fell in love with a boy inexplicably in these seven or eight days, and even said that I want to be with him," Xu Si'an sneered, "If you are me, will you agree? This boy may be a liar, or a crime, and I only have you as a younger brother."
After Xu Si'an finished speaking, he looked at Xu Cheng calmly.He originally had a feminine and beautiful face, his skin was sickly pale under the light, he looked fragile and pitiful, but his eyes were lofty, with inherent contempt and arrogance, Invisibly oppresses people.
Xu Cheng felt powerless in his heart.
He looked at his elder brother sadly, and asked softly, "Brother, do you think I just hate you for not letting me be with Fang Ruqing?"
Xu Si'an raised his eyebrows, "Isn't it?"
Xu Cheng gave a wry smile, he looked at Xu Si'an, his elder brother has always been the favorite of heaven, he doesn't care about anyone's feelings except those he cares about.
"Brother, I was only 16 years old. You wanted to protect me and disagree with me falling in love with a strange boy. I can understand you," Xu Cheng said, "But when you took me away, you thought about what would happen to Fang Ruqing. ?"
When Xu Cheng said this, tears flowed out of his eyes uncontrollably, one drop after another, rolled down from his white and soft face, and dripped on the back of his hand.
As long as he thinks about what kind of three years Fang Ruqing has spent, his heart will be pierced like a knife.
After three years of no news, Fang Ruqing had to rely on what kind of willpower to survive.
"You can take me away, you can tell Fang Ruqing that you don't agree with him being with me. But you shouldn't deliberately erase everything about me from Wutan Town. Fang Ruqing is still waiting for me in the hotel. Brother, He is waiting for me, but I will never come back. He may think that I don't want him anymore, and may suspect that something happened to me. When you said he couldn't find me, he was so desperate. Then he hugged I’ve lived with such despair for three years.” Xu Cheng’s mind recalled that morning, when he saw Fang Ruqing’s back from the car, he was also in such despair, “Have you thought about this?”
"Brother, you know exactly what it's like not to be able to find someone." Xu Cheng looked straight at his brother, perhaps because of the tears in his eyes, which looked terribly bright, "You forgot that you couldn't find Brother Xiao Lan?" During that time? You didn’t look like you anymore. You only lost Brother Xiao Lan for half a year, but Fang Ruqing lost me for three full years.”
Xu Si'an's expression finally changed a bit.
He looked at Xu Cheng with heavy eyes. Xiao Lan's disappearance for half a year really made him lose control of himself. Now that Xu Cheng brought up the old incident again, he was almost immediately brought back bad memories.
"Don't get involved with Xiao Lan, it's different."
"What's the difference?" Xu Cheng could see the change in Xu Si'an's expression. He actually knew where his brother's pain was all along. He just wanted to protect his brother and Brother Xiao Lan, so he didn't mention it, but Now he is so uncomfortable, he insists on letting his brother put himself in Fang Ruqing's despair, "Brother, you are always like this. You never care about the lives of those you don't care about. Fang Ruqing is like this, and brother Xiao Lan is also like this. Like this. You and Brother Xiao Lan have known each other since childhood, but did you cherish him since childhood? I don't remember that. "
"Brother Xiao Lan liked you since he was 15 years old. You knew it and let him watch you dating other people. Brother Xiao Lan still likes you at the age of 20. You still don't care. You let him be your bed partner and let him watch you." You are engaged. You don't care about him, he is devoted to you, but you feel that his feelings are insignificant, so you can do whatever you want. "
Xu Cheng saw anger appear on Xu Si'an's face.
It was scary for his brother to be angry.
But he wasn't afraid at all, he continued, "Brother, it's useless for you to look at me like that, it was you who hurt Brother Xiao Lan to this point, not me. Now that he's back by your side, you I am very happy, but you are still very afraid that he will leave you again, right? I think Fang Ruqing is also afraid of this."
After Xiao Lan sent Xu Cheng into the office, he never left. He sat on the small sofa outside, drinking tea restlessly.
He had never seen Xu Cheng cry like this.
He thought to himself, what did that bastard Xu Si'an do again?
Just as he was thinking about it, he suddenly heard a muffled sound coming from the well-sound-proof door, as if something fell to the ground and shattered to pieces.
Xiao Lan didn't even have time to drink tea, so she stood up and pushed open the office door.
But in the office, Xu Si'an and Xu Cheng were both sitting on the sofa, facing each other, Xu Cheng's face was still stained with tears, while Xu Si'an's face was distorted, and an enamel was broken on the ground The blue vase was bought by Xiao Lan herself.
"What's the matter?" Xiao Lan looked at them in amazement, walked up to Xu Cheng, saw Xu Cheng's eyes were red from crying, bent down distressedly, and wiped Xu Cheng's tears, "What's the matter, Cheng Cheng? "
He has always been a gentle and careful person, more like a warm brother who can be relied on than Xu Si'an, Xu Cheng was still holding on, but when his forehead was lightly touched by his hand, he felt aggrieved.
But Xu Si'an was terrified of what Xu Cheng would say.
He knew Xiao Lan.
When the incident happened in Wutan Town, Xiao Lan was dealing with the matter abroad and didn't know it at all.But if Xiao Lan found out, then Xu Cheng would unscrupulously reveal the old accounts between the two of them...
Xu Si'an thought for a while, and his expression became ugly.
"It's nothing, Cheng Cheng has someone he likes, and he's afraid that I won't agree, and he's making trouble with me," Xu Si'an said lightly. He saw Xu Cheng puff up his face, as if he wanted to refute, but he still finished the second half of the sentence. , "But I'm ready to agree."
Xu Cheng suddenly turned his face around and stared at his brother.
Xu Si'an's expression remained unchanged.
On the contrary, Xiao Lan seemed to remember something, "Oh, you mean that roommate of Chengcheng."
Xiao Lan looked down at Xu Cheng, and explained to him softly, "Your brother and I already knew about you and that Fang Ruqing. Your brother was a little concerned at first, but he promised me that he would not Interfere with you at will."
Xu Cheng's eyes widened, and he looked at his brother suspiciously.
Xu Si'an snorted, "You questioned me as soon as you came in, and you expect me to say, do I agree with you?"
Xu Si'an stood up, he felt that it was not safe for Xiao Lan to stay in the room any longer.
He pulled Xiao Lan away from Xu Cheng.The toughness and sternness that he faced with Xu Cheng just now seemed to have receded from him in an instant, leaving only a kind of flattery that was close to acting like a baby. He knew that he was good-looking, and he also knew that Xiao Lan liked his good-looking.
He said to Xiao Lan, "Okay, I won't get angry with Cheng Cheng, you go out first, and I will have a few words with Cheng Cheng alone."
Xiao Lan wasn't very relieved, but Xu Cheng didn't show any objection, after all, he followed Xu Si'an's wishes and went out.
It wasn't until the office door was closed again that Xu Si'an sat down again.
He and Xu Cheng looked at each other, neither of them spoke first.
After a while, Xu Si'an seemed to surrender, and said, "You're right, I never thought about what would happen to that kid named Fang Ruqing. It doesn't matter if he feels bad, or he finds you, or he doesn't. , don't care about me. You are my brother, and he is not. "
Xu Cheng also wanted to smash a vase when he heard it.
"But Xu Cheng, have you ever thought that you have lived with Fang Ruqing under my nose for so long, do you think I will not find out who he is?"
Xu Cheng heard the meaning of Xu Si'an's words, he was taken aback for a moment, and then a little surprised expression appeared on his face.
This time he was really surprised.
Xu Si'an sighed, and a sickly expression appeared on his pale, sickly face, as if he was talking about something he hated, "If you want to ask me about what happened three years ago, I can only say , I am this kind of way of dealing with things, tough and unreasonable. But now, I am not going to care about you and Fang Ruqing anymore. You can be with him or marry him if you want to, or in the end the talk will collapse and break up. That's all your business."
Xu Si'an looked at Xu Cheng, and he remembered that when Xu Cheng was young, sitting in his arms eating snacks, Xu Cheng's health was not good since he was a child, and he always needed company, so that at that time he While attending class in the study, he had to free up his arms to hold Xu Cheng.
Xu Si'an's face softened a little.
He said, "Xu Cheng, you are my younger brother. You are right. I never care whether people I don't care live or die. But you, like Xiao Lan, are the most important person in my life. When I I treat Xiao Lan like this because I thought I didn't care about him. And I treat Ruqing like this because I think you two met by chance, and you will forget it in a few days. Even if you remember, you won't be sad for him. "
"But after three years, you're still sad." Xu Si'an smiled helplessly, "But neither your brother Xiao Lan nor I want to make you sad, especially Xiao Lan, who almost forced me to write a letter of guarantee. gone."
Xu Cheng couldn't accept his brother's change, and looked suspicious for a moment.
He thought that according to his brother's temper, he would have to quarrel with his brother today.
"You, what do you mean?" Xu Cheng asked hesitantly.
He looked at his brother with a little distrust, and he wanted to pull Xiao Lan in. It's best to ask his brother to write a letter of guarantee.
"Don't pretend to be stupid, you won't understand what I mean," Xu Si'an looked out the window, "You should be thankful that Xiao Lan changed me. He let me know that feelings are not so cheap, no matter who they are. "
Xu Cheng heard his brother speak softly.
"If you want to find Fang Ruqing, go for it, I don't care."
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