Overspill

The bright light suddenly illuminated Xu Cheng's face, and also dispelled the ambiguous atmosphere that surrounded the two just now.

There was silence in the air for a few seconds.

Fang Ruqing slowly sat up from the sofa, rubbed his forehead, and said, "Sorry, I saw the wrong person just now."

It was fine if he didn't say this, but when he said "I saw the wrong person", Xu Cheng suddenly felt a little wronged in his heart.

He pursed his lips and looked at Fang Ruqing, with displeasure written all over his face.

"I'm sorry, I just had a dream," Fang Ruqing explained to him in a low voice, "I dreamed about something from the past, and when I woke up, I thought I was still in a dream."

Xu Cheng is not stupid, the name that Fang Ruqing can call out so tenderly but sadly will never be a passerby.

He couldn't explain why, so he asked awkwardly, "You didn't think I was your first love just now, did you?"

"En." Fang Ruqing didn't deny it at all.

Xu Cheng's heart became more congested, and he wanted to turn his back on him. It's not that he had never heard of Fang Ruqing's first love story. That first love was scumbag and irresponsible. Apart from a pretty face, what else should Fang Ruqing care about.

But he also knew that he was not qualified to turn his face.

Fang Ruqing recognized him as someone else, just kissed his ear, it's not a big deal.

Xu Cheng could only swallow his breath. He lowered his head and asked again, "Is your first love called Xu Zhen? It's too similar to my name." He muttered.

Fang Ruqing's eyes also dropped.

Can it be different?

This kind of unlucky thing where he has to pretend not to know about his first love right in front of his eyes, he is the only one in the whole world.

Sometimes he also wants to share everything with Xu Cheng no matter what, forcing him to face it, force him to recall, force him to give himself an explanation.

But Fang Ruqing looked at Xu Cheng's ignorant, even unhappy face, and laughed at himself in his heart.

At this point, he was actually afraid of frightening this little liar.

Fang Ruqing said calmly, "You not only resemble each other in name, but also in appearance."

Xu Cheng raised his head immediately, staring at Fang Ruqing.

But soon he realized something was wrong.

He knew that his appearance was delicate and delicate among boys, but it didn't matter if he didn't have long hair, and he was far from being recognized as a girl.

But just now Fang Ruqing woke up from a dream and was able to admit that he was wrong with his first love, and now he said that he and his first love look alike...

Xu Cheng's complexion couldn't help being a little weird.

He asked, "Is your first love a man or a woman?"

In fact, he already had a vague answer in his heart.

"Male." Fang Ruqing admitted it straightforwardly, very frankly.

He looked at Xu Cheng, and Xu Cheng also looked at him. The two looked at each other for a long time, and there was a moment of awkward silence in the air.

Xu Cheng's mind was a little out of order, he had a lot of homosexuals around him, but he really didn't think about Fang Ruqing in that direction.

"I like men by nature. So you just asked me if I want to live with you, I can't answer you right away," Fang Ruqing said calmly, "Xu Cheng, do you still want to live with me now? Would you mind Does your roommate like gays?"

He stared straight at Xu Cheng, Xu Cheng's eyes wandered for a few seconds, but slowly turned back.

"It's not a big deal to like the same sex," Xu Cheng said in a low voice, he doesn't mind such trivial matters, and there are quite a few of his friends who like men.

Seeing Fang Ruqing's faint disappointment, Xu Cheng's heart suddenly twisted, "It's alright, alright, isn't it just coming out of the closet? Am I missing something?"

He slapped Fang Ruqing on the shoulder, as if he wanted to slap away the loss and discomfort in his heart.

"I was a little shocked just now, nothing else. It doesn't matter to me whether you like men or women, I still want to live with you," Xu Cheng smiled at Fang Ruqing, "Then you can move or not, let me tell you Right? You can also ask me to move in with you."

The corners of Fang Ruqing's mouth also curled up.

He looked at Xu Cheng's face under the light, he wanted to kiss him very much, no matter it was three years ago or three years later, this person was so attractive to him.

"Move." Fang Ruqing smiled at Xu Cheng.

Because the quilt in the guest room has not been used for a long time and has been stored in the cabinet, Fang Ruqing still shares the bed with Xu Cheng that night.

Fang Ruqing was going to sleep on the sofa, but Xu Cheng pulled him onto the bed nonchalantly.

"You can sleep here well. Yu Ci and I have slept together since we were young, and it's not a big deal." Xu Cheng closed his eyes. He really didn't mind whether Fang Ruqing liked men or women, he really did. The place can't be said.

Fang Ruqing was silent for a while, then lay down beside Xu Cheng.

There is a distance between the two people, not too distant, but not so close.

Although Xu Cheng closed his eyes, he didn't fall asleep for a long time. His heart was in a mess like a hemp rope, but he didn't know what he was messing up.

He really wanted to shake Fang Ruqing up and ask, you are so kind to me, isn't it because I look like your first love?

As soon as Xu Cheng thought of this possibility, he bit his lips angrily, and thought fiercely in his heart, if this is the case, Fang Ruqing, I drafted the master, and I must let you know who is the master.

But then he became discouraged again.

Even if it was really because of this that Fang Ruqing was kind to him, he didn't seem to be in the position to get angry.Fang Ruqing didn't do anything to him, instead he took care of him everywhere as a friend. As the one who got the advantage, what right did he have to get angry unreasonably.

It's not that he was deceived by Fang Ruqing to cheat his feelings, and now he can cry, make trouble, and hang himself.

Xu Cheng turned over upset.

His eyes opened a crack, his eyes sneaked onto Fang Ruqing's face, and finally fixed on Fang Ruqing's lips.

Xu Cheng couldn't help touching his lips.

He also remembered that at Ning Yao's birthday party, he and Fang Ruqing were drawn to perform a punishment task and wanted to kiss.

That time Fang Ruqing was also like today, she couldn't help holding him in her arms and kissing him.

But within a few seconds, Fang Ruqing woke up, let go of him, and said sorry.

At that time, he didn't think much about it at all, thinking that Fang Ruqing was careless, but now he recalled it again...

Xu Cheng's face was so black that water dripped out.

He thought with sourness and resentment in his heart, well, needless to say, he probably admitted the wrong person again.

After tossing and turning until midnight, Xu Cheng fell asleep in a daze.

Maybe it was because he thought too much during the day, and he had a dream not long after he fell asleep.

In the dream, he seemed to come to a small town in winter, a simple and dull town, with no distinctive features, only the gray walls on both sides of the alley, the willow trees that had lost all their leaves were planted at the entrance of the alley, and the willow trees on the top of the wall There was a chubby orange cat lying on its stomach. It was too fat to walk, and it could only meow and act like a baby.

And he was teasing the cat while sipping milk tea, looking around the alley from time to time, as if he was waiting for someone.

After a while, there was some movement at the entrance of the alley.

Xu Cheng raised his head, and saw a tall man walking against the light, holding something in his hand.

Seeing this person approaching, Xu Cheng smiled unconsciously.

And when this person walked in slowly, he realized...

The person standing in front of him, holding the warm red bean milk cake on his face was Fang Ruqing.

It was Fang Ruqing who had been young for several years and had shorter hair.

And the moment he saw Fang Ruqing, he didn't even realize it, his heart blossomed in an instant, and he liked it very much.

Xu Cheng opened his eyes and didn't recover for a long time.

The curtains were still drawn in the room, but sunlight was already filtering in through the gaps that were not closed.

Xu Cheng took a look at his phone, it was nine past seven in the morning.Fang Ruqing had already woken up, the bed next to her was empty, and there was no trace of someone sleeping there.

He raised his hand to cover his eyes, but his eyelashes lightly swept over the back of his hand.

He still remembered the dream he had just had.

In the dream, he came to that small town that seemed to have nothing special, no memorable scenery, and no special customs, but in the past two or three years, he had dreamed of it several times.

But when he had these dreams before, he mostly dreamed that he was wandering around the small town by himself, but sometimes, he would dream that there seemed to be someone by his side to accompany him, or someone he liked very much. people.

But no matter how many times he dreams, these dreams are all hazy, the scenery is blurred, and the appearance of the people who accompany him is also vague.He could only remember that in his dream he secretly went to hold that person's hand, and the fingers of the two were clasped together, giving off a special warmth in winter.

However today...

Xu Cheng blinked again.

Today, for the first time in his dream, he saw clearly who was by his side.

But he never expected that it would be Fang Ruqing's face.

In the dream, Fang Ruqing looked at him condescendingly, and pressed the warm red bean milk cake on his face, as if he disliked him, but also revealed an indescribable intimacy.

Xu Cheng lay on the bed for a while, but still couldn't figure out how he dreamed of Fang Ruqing.

He looked at the time, it was already twenty past nine, he finally got up reluctantly, and walked to the living room in his pajamas and slippers.

As a result, as soon as he arrived in the living room, he saw Fang Ruqing serving breakfast on the table. Seeing him getting up, he urged him to wash up, "I was going to wake you up, so brush your teeth quickly now that you're up."

Xu Cheng responded, brushed his teeth but came out again, sat at the table and looked at Fang Ruqing's back.

"You actually know how to cook?" He brushed his teeth and mumbled to Fang Ruqing, "Then I'm so lucky to have such a good roommate for nothing."

Fang Ruqing ignored him and finished the last fried egg. He never expected Xu Cheng to be able to cook.

Ten minutes later, the two of them sat at the table and had breakfast together. Xu Cheng ate toast while drinking milk, and then looked at Fang Ruqing who was facing the picturesque face. For some reason, he felt particularly satisfied.

"When will you go to your apartment to move things?" Xu Cheng suddenly thought of this, "Why don't you move in the afternoon, anyway, I have nothing to do in the afternoon, and I can help you."

Fang Ruqing paused when he heard the words, "No, I can do it myself."

"You don't have to be polite, I'm still pretty strong," Xu Cheng said with milk froth around his mouth, "It's definitely more convenient for two people to move."

Fang Ruqing lowered his eyes and thought about the things he put in his study and bedroom, then looked at Xu Cheng's slender ankles and wrists, and didn't hit him, "All right, thank you in advance."