The flower of the foreign history of Wulin is chasing the moon

? Le Yue sat in her room, staring blankly at the big box in front of her.After Chen Zhong left just now, she asked someone to carry the box to her room.

Le Yue didn't open the box for a long time, but just stared blankly.She knew that once the box was opened, it would reveal to her what she had tried so hard to forget.

Finally she walked up to the box and slowly opened it with trembling hands.I saw that the box was not jewelry, gold, silver, or silk, but a child over two years old.

This child was sound asleep, his face was pale, he looked like he had been sick all year round, the most important thing was that his little face was a replica of Wang Lianhua.

Le Yue's heart was trembling, her hands were trembling, her chest was out of breath, she turned her back, put her hands on her chest, and breathed a sigh of relief.Only then slowly turned around, took the child out and put it on the bed.She looked at him and took the notebook and the letter.

The letter stated that the child's name was Wang Xiaoan, her son, and she had chosen the name.Wang Xiaoan has been fostered by her in their home since she was born.Their family has been favored by her. Although their family is a farmer, they also know that a drop of water should be repaid by a spring.What's more, she also asked someone to give them some money every month.It's been a good day.So I helped her raise the child.

The letter also stated that their family had never treated Wang Xiaoan badly, and treated him very well, but their hometown had undergone major changes, and they were going to seek refuge with relatives, so there was really no way to bring Wang Xiaoan with them.So hand him over to the point of contact she had given them, and ask them to hand Wang Xiaoan over to her.

Chen Zhong is the person in charge there, so naturally he brought it to her.Wang Xiaoan saw that she was a copy of Wang Lianhua. She knew that Chen Zhong had seen Wang Lianhua's true face, so of course she would guess some of the child's identity, that's why he dared to threaten her.

As for this letter and the handwriting, the ancestors of the peasant family had produced scholars, so they could read and write.They recorded every detail of Wang Xiaoan's life in their letters, hoping to be useful to her, and the letter explained the whole story.

Looking at these, Le Yue knew that it was not because it was inconvenient for the peasant family to take him with her, but because she was afraid of going to a relative's house, losing contact with her people, and not being able to hand over the monthly money to them, and their family could not afford to support him. child.Their family really can't afford to support this child. His health is not good, and he looks like the kind of child who has learned to take medicine since he ate. If she hadn't told them to give their family the monthly money before she lost her memory, he might still be alive. Can't survive this time.Thinking about it this way, the farmer's family did not treat him badly.

Le Yue looked at Wang Xiaoan (he will be called Wang Xiaoan from now on), she suddenly wanted to cry, and her tears did flow out.If this was her son, she abandoned him as soon as he was born.It was her fault that she failed to fulfill her responsibilities as a mother.Maybe she didn't want to see his face since he was born, so she abandoned him.

Wang Xiaoan may be part of the reason why she chose to lose her memory.

But since she chose to abandon him, why did she give birth to him, and what did Wang Lianhua do to her back then to make her choose to forget everything, what kind of love and hatred exists between her and Wang Lianhua?

God, since she has chosen to forget the past and let herself no longer be in pain, why does everything in the past come to her?What the hell did she do, why can't she live a good life?Why?

How much she wanted to ask God aloud, but when the words came to her lips, there were only tears on her face.

"How should I treat Wang Xiaoan, God, teach me. Since you sent Wang Xiaoan back to me, then God, teach me, teach me," Le Yue said to herself with tears streaming down her face road.

Le Yue knew that it was impossible for God to give her an answer, but she was at a loss, and she hoped that God could show her a way.