Returning on a Snowy Night [Martial Arts]

When Murong Xiu woke up, it was already the next morning. He opened his misty eyes and saw Ye Jin clearly beside the bed, when he saw him leaning over and bluntly said: "I haven't been close to the girls in the brothel."

Murong Xiu was stunned, and subconsciously said: "What?"

Ye Jin grabbed his hand, interlocked his fingers, told him the truth without any concealment, and finally concluded solemnly: "From the beginning to the end, I didn't touch her with a single finger—I'm both I have identified you, no matter whether you accept me or not, I will not marry a wife and have children, nor will I have skin relationship with anyone. Even if I eunuch myself, I will never betray my feelings for you!"

Hearing Ye Jin's sincere words, Murong Xiu felt his heart warm up quickly. He knew that what Ye Jin said must be the truth.It's just that Ye Jin's passionate confession at the end made him stunned for a moment, almost unable to think.

Ye Jin didn't wait for him to digest these words, he walked out, and came back with a bowl of porridge after a while. "Come on, open your mouth." After checking the temperature, Ye Jin helped him up against the head of the bed, and then used a spoon to feed Murong Xiu to his mouth.

Murong Xiu was still a little dazed, seeing the spoon being handed to his mouth, he subconsciously opened his mouth to eat.Ye Jin fed him spoonful by spoonful, and Murong Xiu ate it obediently, and the bowl of porridge was drained after a while.

Ye Jin put down the bowl and wiped his mouth for him, just like taking care of Murong Xiu who is insane in a sales school.When everything was tidied up, Ye Jin looked at Murong Xiu, sighed, and said bluntly, "You have something to hide from me?"

Upon hearing this, Murong Xiu's heart tightened suddenly, and he remained silent.Ye Jin stared at him, and continued: "Tell me, what is there that I don't know?"

Murong Xiu remained silent, Ye Jin asked a few more times, seeing that he didn't intend to speak, he simply got up and came to the table, spread the palm of his left hand on the table, drew out the dagger at his waist with his right hand and pressed it against the Laogong acupoint on the palm, Threatened: "Are you going to say it or not? If you don't say it, I will stab him with a knife, and my martial arts will be abolished!"

When Murong Xiu saw Ye Jin's action, he immediately turned pale with fright, and begged again and again: "No! Don't do this, put down the knife quickly..."

Ye Jin remained unmoved, just staring at him, making a gesture to stab downward.Murong Xiu's face turned pale with horror, so he could only compromise and said: "I tell you! I told you...don't hurt yourself..." After saying this, Murong Xiu seemed to lose all energy in an instant, and closed his eyes in extreme sadness, He shivered and curled up in a corner of the bed.

Ye Jin had never seen such a fragile and pitiful Murong Xiu, and his heart ached so much, but he also knew that he must not soften his heart at this time, so he still hardened his heart not to comfort him.

Murong Xiu calmed down, and when he opened his eyes again, he saw Ye Jin holding the dagger unmoved, as if he would not give up until he reached his goal.The remaining hope in his eyes suddenly shattered into despair, and in the blink of an eye, two lines of clear tears rolled down from the corners of his eyes.

Seeing that Ye Jin still had a heart of stone, Murong Xiu was stunned for a while, and finally said: "A few days before I met Brother Ye for the first time, one night, I had a dream..."

Murong Xiu also knew that this was ridiculous, so he told Ye Jin the experience of his previous life as a dream. Dare to think about it, it hurts heart-piercingly when I think about it.

Murong Xiu spoke more and more difficultly, and at the end he was sobbing, his voice was so vague that it was almost unrecognizable.Ye Jin had put down the dagger at this time, sat on the edge of the bed and hugged him, reaching out to wipe away his tears.

Murong Xiu leaned in Ye Jin's arms, looked at him with blurred eyes, and said with lingering fear: "Actually, this is not a dream, but our previous life. I... I have owed you a lot, and now you... still want to be with me... and I…"

Murong Xiu was still unwilling to deceive Ye Jin in the end, but he couldn't ask the word "to grow old together" no matter what.After telling the truth, he no longer dared to look directly at Ye Jin's face, and even dared not show him a look of expectation and pleading.

Murong Xiu felt so ashamed that he had never felt ashamed before. He made such a big mistake, and he still dreamed of meeting Ye Jin for the first time. At this moment, he was so ashamed that he wanted to find a crack in the ground.Thinking that Ye Jin would leave without looking back, his heart was filled with despair.

Ye Jin looked down at the shivering Murong Xiu, he was so sad and desperate, his whole body was almost overwhelmed by remorse and guilt, he didn't even dare to breathe loudly, waiting for his verdict tremblingly, helpless like a child .

Ye Jin's eyes were instantly moistened, and since he heard Murong Xiu's narration, all the doubts in his heart were solved in an instant.No wonder Murong Xiu appeared in Mingyue Town alone, no wonder he was so familiar with and trusted him, no wonder he pampered him so much, gave himself so unreservedly, and sometimes treated himself with that cautious attitude, as if he was afraid that he might be a little bit Dissatisfied... Ye Jin couldn't imagine the pain and torment in his heart for so long.

Murong Xiu put himself in a lowly and almost dusty position from the beginning to the end. He defined himself as a sinner, and all the meaning of rebirth was to atone for sins to Ye Jin. He didn't even dare to think about the good things he promised Ye Jin for life. ——Under such an unequal relationship, how can there be equal feelings?

Murong Xiu insisted on using Shuangxiu to solve Ye Jin's obsession, and only accepted the inferior position. Apart from the uncontrollable longing for Ye Jin in his heart, there was also a reason for atonement - only Ye Jin entered him and got something from him. When he was happy, the guilt accumulated in his heart over the years could be relieved a little.So he didn't care about Ye Jin hurting him at all, he felt that his own pain was nothing compared to Ye Jin.

If Murong Xiu, who had just been reborn, still had a little hope of being with Ye Jin for a lifetime, then Ye Jin's frequent distress later wiped out all his hopes.He was reborn with the help of the power of the gods and Buddhas, and Ye Jin's distress seemed to be the gods and Buddhas warning him not to wishful thinking or make mistakes.

After ten years of not being able to let go, even if Murong Xiu was reborn and saw Ye Jin alive and kicking, he would never be able to forget the painful experience of his previous life.Ye Jin's repeated distress made him feel more and more guilty, and he became more hesitant and indecisive in his actions - the more he was like this, the worse things became, and this vicious circle continued, so that he was now like this the point.

If it were someone else, they would probably persuade Murong Xiu that this was just a dream, and tell him not to think too much about it, but after hearing what Murong Xiu said, Ye Jin always felt an inexplicable sense of familiarity, as if all of this had happened for real. Just be forgotten by oneself.

Murong Xiu anxiously waited for Ye Jin's reaction, and suddenly heard him say in a serious tone: "Murong Xiu, there is one thing I hope you can understand... I never hated you!"

When Murong Xiu heard Ye Jin calling him by name and surname, his heart sank instantly. When he heard his next words, he seemed to come alive in an instant. He raised his head in shock, and even stuttered: "You...do you think about it? gone?"

Ye Jin looked at him, frowned slightly, nodded and shook his head: "I can't remember the specifics, I only have a vague impression, but it's enough for me to know some key points."

As he spoke, he stretched out his hand to lightly stroke Murong Xiu's cheek, and said with pity: "I never thought that my death would cause you such deep harm—the situation was urgent at that time, and I only wanted to prevent you from having an accident. I don't want to be separated from you forever..."

"You...you don't hate me?" Murong Xiu couldn't believe his ears. He looked at Ye Jin with hope but at the same time, "Why don't you hate me when I have caused you so far?"

Ye Jin looked at him lovingly, kissed him piously on the forehead, and whispered in his ear: "Just because I put you in my heart at that time, even if I died for you, I was willing, Not to mention the mere pain of flesh and blood?"

"What...?" Murong Xiu thought for a moment that he was dreaming, even in the most beautiful dream, he did not dare to expect Ye Jin to say such words to him, "You... what you said... is true?"

Ye Jin nodded solemnly, fearing that he would not believe it, and added: "When you told me the truth, I was completely hopeless and only wanted to die cleanly... You cried and begged me, and I decided to live—if I Hate you, I will kill myself in front of you, wouldn't that be the greatest revenge?"

When Murong Xiu heard the words "all thoughts are lost", his heart ached, and after hearing Ye Jin's words, he shuddered even more: If Ye Jin really did that, he couldn't even imagine what he would be like.Those ten years of lingering on his last breath were also because there was still some hope in his heart that Ye Jin would die to save him.

Murong Xiu recovered from his thoughts, and saw Ye Jin's gentle and tolerant eyes showing pity, just like in his previous life, he couldn't help crying bitterly.Ye Jin took him into his arms and gently stroked his hair.

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." Murong Xiu was crying, apologizing repeatedly, and then couldn't stop thanking "Thank you... Thank you...", the gratitude and guilt in my heart can hardly be added.

Ye Jin sighed softly, and comforted him: "I don't blame you! What happened in the previous life can only be said to be impermanent, and I was also at fault when I said it—besides, you have been tortured for ten years and paid back so much. Isn’t that enough to atone for the sins of the past?”

Saying that, Ye Jin looked at Murong Xiu seriously, and said to him: "You have to know, you and I are one body now, and I feel the same when you are sad. You are not punishing yourself by torturing yourself, but punishing me. You don't know how sad I was when you rejected me..."

When Murong Xiu heard this, he wanted to apologize again. Ye Jin covered his mouth with one hand, and concluded earnestly: "So, don't torment yourself like this in the future! We finally got the chance to do it again. Is it because of Geng Geng? Yu Huai missed the past again like this?"

With tears in his eyes, Murong Xiu kept nodding his head.He couldn't help but threw himself into Ye Jin's arms and cried again. Ye Jin knew that he needed a way to vent his suffering for so many years, so he didn't stop him, just hugged him silently, letting his tears wet his lapel.