[Comprehensive] BE saves the world
Chapter 329
Chaldea Extra Story·AveMaria
【Evil in the world is almost always caused by ignorance.Good intentions without insight can do as much damage as sin. 】
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It was a towering black divine tower, looking up from below, no matter what, the end of the tower could not be seen.I don't know what material the pure black tower body is made of, showing a blackness deeper than the night.The blackness is as thick as a silent roar, and one may even feel a vague discomfort after watching it for a long time.The lines of the whole building are very simple, unlike ordinary temples or temples, with complicated and gorgeous patterns and structures.
But it awed her more than any temple Fujimaru had ever seen.
The reason is very simple - this building was not "built" at all.
The reason why it is called a "tower" is because when they look at it from a distance, the building that reaches the clouds can only make people think of a tower, but when they really see this existence, whether it is Fujimaru Tachika , the black-haired boy, or the aborigine of Kamisariya, could only be completely speechless.
There are no doors and windows on the entire tower, and there are no traces of connection. It is as if it grew out of itself, complete and smooth, without even a trace of artificial signs.Even under the scorching heat of the sun and the erosion of rain, snow and wind, the exterior of the building has not been damaged at all, and time seems to be unable to leave any traces on it.
The tower itself is a miracle—a miracle that neither nature nor humans can achieve.
This is indeed a feat that only divine power can achieve.
After trudging through the long sandy sea, what stood in front of Fujimaru Tachika and the others was such an insurmountable tower.
At the moment of seeing it with their own eyes, human beings will even feel a trace of despair from the bottom of their hearts.
"It's just like... a tree..."
The boy in black murmured.
"'Tree'?" Shenshouya whispered, "In mythology all over the world, 'tree' is a symbol of special value. In Nordic mythology, the 'World Tree (Yggdrasil)', its branches The trunk constitutes the whole world; and in Chinese mythology, the sun perches on the "Fusang tree". The story of chasing around a big tree before getting married; in Indian mythology, there is also a tree that inhabits the sun; in Egyptian mythology, the bird 'Benu', which symbolizes resurrection and the sun, is also derived from the sun god Ra born from a burning sacred tree in the temple of the god."
Kamikariya traced the shape of the tower from a distance, and then spoke calmly.
"From these myths, we can see that the 'tree' itself means a kind of support, which symbolizes the beginning of the birth of all things, and is closely connected with the symbol of the sun. Then there is the 'tower'. The 'tower' is also an important symbol of Christianity .Have you ever heard the legend of the Tower of Babel? Human beings gather together to build a tower to reach heaven. In Christian culture, it is a symbol of human "arrogance". Moreover, the tower is also a lampstand that guides people. Or , the tower is a fortress that protects humans from demons. In Europe around the Middle Ages, they also used towers as prisons.”
Speaking of this, Shenshouya narrowed his eyes slightly, and his eyes fell on the black tower, showing a thoughtful expression.
"Is it the original 'tree' that supports the world and gave birth to the sun, or the 'tower' that guides and protects humans and imprisons the gods? Which one is it?" His tone was also a little more thoughtful, "Or , a combination of both?”
Fujimaru Tachika didn't understand either, but she cared more about these symbolic things...
"How can I get in?"
It can be seen from the appearance that there is no place to climb the whole tower. Rather, just looking at the height, you will feel that it is a very stupid thing to climb the tower.
... The Hundred-storied Pagoda is not so tall.
She silently recalled a certain tragic event, so emotional.
Fortunately, the divine tower does not seem to reject other people's inquiries.When they reached the foundation of the tower, they found a small entrance in the black abyss.
Like an invitation, the one-person-high entrance was open.
"...Are you waiting for visitors?" Kamikura whispered.
"Anyway, let's go down and take a look."
The boy in black tightened his gloves.
"If you don't go inside, you can't know the truth of this world."
So, they walked along the path and walked into the entrance of the tower.
"'Abandon all hope, you who entered through this'...?" Kami Kariya murmured a sentence from "Divine Comedy", then changed the topic, and read a passage from "New Testament", "Or ...' Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the way that leads to destruction, and many enter in; but narrow is the gate and narrow is the way that leads to life, and those who find it Also less'?"
"what?"
The boy in black turned his head and looked at the man strangely.
"I was just thinking..." The man stared at the entrance with empty pupils, "Is this the gate of hell or the gate of heaven?"
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After entering the tower, the first thing you see is the cables that are like blood vessels all over the tower.The spiral stairs are like bones, extending upward with a silent horror.The sound of empty footsteps hit the wall, knocking out a hollow echo, the slight sound of operation from the cable, like rushing blood, and the faint sound of the tide coming from nowhere, making the whole tower feel like it is in the air. Breathing deeply and shallowly.
... almost like a living thing.
Fujimaru Tachika couldn't help but think so.
"Do you want to go up?"
She didn't ask that.Because at this point, there is no point in asking such a question.
She just took the lead towards the stairs.
Yes, no matter what hell lay ahead, she had to keep going.No matter what is waiting for her in front of her, she must face it.
Whether it's the turbulent seas, London shrouded in the fog of death, Babylon's Warcraft front...or the Temple of Time filled with 72 pillars of demon gods, she has come here in this way.
It has been so in the past, and it will remain so in the future.
The steps are like the bones of a giant snake, spiraling up around the spine-like center.The supporting pillar (tree) can't see the end, no matter how long you climb, you still can't see the end.
Climb, climb, they just climb up in silence.
But halfway through the climb, Fujimaru Tachika suddenly noticed something sweeping past her eyes.
Like a breeze carried by the wings of a butterfly.
Like a wisp of mist drifting through the leaves of the forest in the morning.
"Wait a minute." Kamisariya stopped the two of them, he squinted his eyes and looked to the other side, "There seems to be something there."
That is a black butterfly.
No, that's tiny stardust.Black, stardust scattered in this dark chaos.
The black light and shadow are like flying dust, floating soundlessly in the silent air.
The familiar appearance made Fujimaru Tatsuka think of those fragments of memories she had seen in the Deep Sea Computer Paradise.
Is there someone... or rather, the thoughts of some existence are scattered here.
——Should I say thin snow or ashes?
As if fascinated by the blurred shadow, Fujimaru Tachika subconsciously stretched out her hand.
"Let me do it."
The black-haired boy raised his hand, blocking Fujimaru Tatsuka's movement.He turned his head and showed gentle eyes to the orange-haired girl.
"No matter what it is, there will be certain risks in contacting rashly. So let me do it."
The girl thought for a few seconds, then put her hand next to the boy's.
"Let's go together." She said decisively, "If there is any danger, Fujimaru-kun can't bear it all by himself."
The boy was taken aback, then smiled.
"Okay. Let's go together then."
"Don't forget me, old man." Kamisariya's tone was a little helpless, "You young people can't let all you young people take risks."
Then, the fingertips of the three touched the black fragment at the same time.
In that instant, the world was thrown into chaos.
The huge and intricate flow of data poured into Fujimaru Tateka's consciousness, just like stabbing a fork into the brain and stirring randomly, all perceptions were misplaced.At this moment, Lixiang tasted the color of misery, smelled the wail of tears, and heard the bitterness of lament.
Everything is mixed together, everything is confused.
Information, information, information... memory, memory, memory...
Too many things are mixed together, invading all the senses in an instant, the influx of information is too complex and too fragmented, so that the recipients become confused.
In order to protect itself, the brain cuts off all sensory connections at this moment.
Fujimaru Tachika fell into the boundless chaos.
In the chaos, Lixiang heard an ignorant voice.
"...Those who seek the truth, this is the answer prepared for you. This is the confession from the confessor. As long as I can remember, I will write down the truth of everything."
"I am a new god, a foolish person who became a new god in this world in the form of a human being."
"To save my world, the aliens who destroyed your world."
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"In 2018, my world was destroyed.
At that point, I made a deal with ■■.
■■Possesses the technology of converting emotions into energy, as long as I play seven BadEnds and collect enough emotional energy, it will restart my world for me. "
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"Before arriving in this world, I have experienced three worlds."
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"I thought I could do seven, but I was wrong.
The first world was painful, but bearable.
In the second world, I finally realized how naive my initial thoughts were.
The third world... After the third world, I couldn't do it any more.Just thinking about it makes my whole body tremble, and the pain is so painful that I can't do anything.
Some things are not what I think I can do, I really can do it. "
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"What's more, it's a wrong world.
Because of the resistance of the restraining force, we failed to enter the main world with the target of the attack, but fell into the sub-world with certain possibilities.
The person I must attack is not in this world. "
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"At this time, I met Sesseiin Kiara."
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"The Saseiin Kiara I know is an extremely vicious woman, extremely cruel, and extremely selfish. Because of her long-term lingering experience in bed, her soul has long been distorted, and she only regards herself as a human being and treats others as human beings. People are regarded as ants, who can use everything in the world to satisfy their own desires without hesitation... the ultimate narcissist. Wherever she goes, it will cause countless slaughter and death. But she just seems to use It’s like picking up desserts with your fingertips, savoring the infinite sorrow and joy they gave birth to because of themselves. She is the worst woman.”
"However, this Saseiin Kiara is not like that. Although I don't want to add that word to her... But, only a saint can describe her. She doesn't indulge in pleasure, and never enjoys the joys and sorrows of others. , let alone satisfy the desires of others with unlimited connivance.”
"The Kiara of Sesseiin in this world is a person who received good medical treatment when she was young, and did not spend her childhood on a sick bed. Perhaps it is for this reason, her personality has grown soundly, and she is a gentle person with the same body and mind. Although she inherited her father's Yongtianliu, she only developed that sect normally. Rather than developing a sect, it is better to say that she just established a small psychological consultation center."
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"It would have been nice if I hadn't passed by that place that afternoon."
"She shouldn't have met me, and I shouldn't have met her."
"It's fine if you don't meet them."
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"I saved Kiara from the magi who wanted to take Kiara as research material."
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"■■It is recommended that I cooperate with Kiara.
It says that Kiara is the most suitable person in this world to be the target of the strategy. "
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"Kiaa asked me, how long am I going to lie to myself?"
"I don't mean to accuse you. No matter how long I want to continue, I can accompany you. However, you always show very painful eyes. If possible, I hope to share your pain. Even if it is only once Well, I want to see your real smile. That's what she told me."
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"I told her."
"Why did you tell her?"
"Maybe it's because I'm too tired, maybe it's because I'm too weak, maybe it's because I feel like everything doesn't matter... Maybe, it's just... I want to give up."
"I guess, I just want to use her as an excuse to stop here completely."
"Or... I had such tiny hopes that someone could save me here, hold my hand here."
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"No matter how I explain, I'm too weak."
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"Kiaa told me that if she just needs emotion, she has a solution that doesn't require such pain."
"If you just need emotion, the power of faith is also okay, right? She asked."
"And ■■ gave an affirmative answer."
"That's right. From the beginning, any emotion is fine. The reason why I need seven BADENDs is simply because those intense hatred, sorrow, and pain are the most stable and long-term emotions."
"If so, the power of faith should be enough to support the energy you need. Kiara's words are very natural."
"But it's because I can't do it, that's why I chose that method."
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"I was wrong."
"That kind of thing is just... I can't do it."
"Kiara did it."
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"Kiara changed the doctrine of his own sect, changed his belief, and enshrined me as the new god instead."
"In this move, she lost almost all her followers and her foothold with the Pope."
"I am the first believer of the new god-sama. If I can't do this for the new god-sama, how can I persuade others to believe in the new god-sama? She said to me like this."
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"I received my first wish."
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"Kiara, who betrayed both the sect and the faith, was cruelly liquidated, and even lost his last foothold."
"Even so, Kiara has no regrets."
"I can't just leave Kiara like that alone."
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"Even at that time, Kiara is still smiling."
"If you can't be here, go to a place where we are needed more. That's how she persuaded me."
"So we reached the forefront of the war and stood with the people in need."
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"In the beginning, everything went well."
"Kiaa is actively working for the suffering people, and I am also working hard to protect those people from the shells."
"We give relief to all, regardless of nationality or affiliation."
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"The New God religion is growing day by day, but the war has not stopped."
"And the people I can rescue and protect are limited after all."
"There is nothing more hopeless than this."
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"Kiaa is not desperate."
"Even if one more person is saved, it is still a precious life. Wouldn't Lord Shingami be happy about this? She asked me that."
"Her overly correct theories, overly optimistic attitude...sometimes I really envy her."
"It's better to say that I'm so envious that I'm a little scared."
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"The new god religion is developing very smoothly."
"It's better to say that it went too smoothly."
"I'm a little uneasy."
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"When the siege came, I felt relieved. How should I put it, it feels like it's finally here."
"How can a new sect be smooth sailing all the time?"
"Being excluded and suppressed is a normal and necessary stage."
"—As expected, it still won't work."
"At that time, I was full of such naive thoughts."
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"I didn't expect that."
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"The Protestants fought with them. It quickly turned into bloodshed."
"I hate that, I hate seeing people die needlessly."
"But I can't stop it. Why can't I stop it?"
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"I told Kiara that I never expected this to happen."
"Which of the wars waged in the name of God in the past history was the wish of God? Kiara just answered me like this."
"Looking at the smiling Kiara, I started to feel scared."
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"The war broke out."
"Everything is being destroyed, everything is being shattered. Everyone is caught in the wave of frenzy, why is it like this?"
"I want to save more people, but even if I save them today, they will still die in the gunfire tomorrow. Even if I win this, there will be another. The endless war does not even give me a chance to breathe. "
"Did I do it wrong? Could it be that I was wrong in the first place? Is all this a disaster caused by my wish? I can't help thinking this way, every night every night."
"It's so hypocritical."
"Obviously, I myself have already realized where the problem is, haven't I?"
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"It was a sunny afternoon when I found out that Kiara was involved in all of this."
"No, it should be said, when it was finally confirmed that all of this is related to Kiara."
"At that moment, I was neither angry nor surprised."
"I just asked her, did you do all of this?"
"Kiaa is still smiling slightly. At this time, I finally realized that her smile was not for me. It was like a god and Buddha, looking down on all living beings, above all living beings, silently acquiescing, and not at all. Smile indifferently."
"When did this woman transform into a Bodhisattva of demonic nature?"
"Kiaa denied me with a smile."
"She said no."
"She said, I didn't do anything, everything was their own choice."
"She said that human beings will inevitably come to this point. I just let them realize their true desire."
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"Looking at her smile, I realized that I never understood this person."
"In the end, I could only ask that...why?"
"why?"
"Kiaa smiled, just like a little girl, sweetly and gently... smiling at me."
"Because I love you. She told me so."
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Isn't that the so-called love?Giving everything for the one you love, desperately trying to save her from tragedy, even if you kill others for it, no matter what the price is.Whether it's romance or love, isn't that what it is?
That thing is the so-called parallel world.It's incredible that we met in another world.When I first saw the memories about you, I fell in love with you. There is really such a holy and stupid person who wants to reach out to me like that in the end. I said kind words like that... When I saw that, I thought, how gentle is this person?
Such a meek person did not deserve that fate.I decided when I met you, no matter what, I will save you from that fate.
You see, we're almost there.
What else can save a world faster than destroying a world?
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"I killed Kiara"
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"But nothing can be stopped."
"Once the wheel of history is turning, it cannot be stopped by one person alone."
"I failed."
"I'm dead."
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"Tell me that I've gathered enough emotional energy to reset my world for me."
"It asked me, do I want to go back to my world?"
"What a ridiculous question."
"What a boring question."
"Going back? How am I going to go back, after all the crimes I've committed?"
"That world is my evidence."
"I have no qualifications and no way to live in that kind of world."
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"I restarted my world."
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"By trading with ■■, I completed the Metamorphosis."
"I will become the pillar of this world and continue to maintain the existence of this world."
"I also understand how pointless it all is, how self-satisfying it all is."
"However, that's the price I have to pay. It's the price I'm weak enough to put everything on others, want to throw everything away and run away, and give up the price of thinking."
"People are deceived because they want to be deceived. I am no different from those people. I am weak enough to want to believe in Kiara Sesseiin, because I want to end my suffering so much that I turn a blind eye to all doubts, not Sesseiin Kiara lied to me, and from the beginning, I was the one who lied to myself."
"That was all my fault."
"I will pay for this mistake."
"I can no longer go back to the past world, and I will carry this world on my back here."
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"As the price of the transaction, all my emotions and memories will be paid as energy to maintain the existence of the world."
"From now on, I will be an unconscious and emotionless new god, supporting the movement of this world."
"This is my last confession, my answer to you who came to this prison to find out the truth of the world."
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"Please choose."
"Please judge."
"What is your verdict on this great criminal who destroyed your world for his own?"
The author has something to say: Chapter summaries are from Camus's The Plague.
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After taking over Diablo Honmaru, Mina was stabbed to no avail, and when she woke up, her personality changed drastically.
——Hey, what kind of sword do you want, I will kill the enemy myself and go into battle!
The rare sword given by the government of time became her saber, and countless souls died under the sword.
"Blood ghost art... are you a ghost?!"
"No, I'm not, don't talk nonsense."
"Are you interested in joining the Ghost Killing Squad?"
"I'll go with food and lodging included."
"Okay, the head of the next revisionist is mine!"
"The lord is going to fight for the head! Stop her!"
【Evil in the world is almost always caused by ignorance.Good intentions without insight can do as much damage as sin. 】
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It was a towering black divine tower, looking up from below, no matter what, the end of the tower could not be seen.I don't know what material the pure black tower body is made of, showing a blackness deeper than the night.The blackness is as thick as a silent roar, and one may even feel a vague discomfort after watching it for a long time.The lines of the whole building are very simple, unlike ordinary temples or temples, with complicated and gorgeous patterns and structures.
But it awed her more than any temple Fujimaru had ever seen.
The reason is very simple - this building was not "built" at all.
The reason why it is called a "tower" is because when they look at it from a distance, the building that reaches the clouds can only make people think of a tower, but when they really see this existence, whether it is Fujimaru Tachika , the black-haired boy, or the aborigine of Kamisariya, could only be completely speechless.
There are no doors and windows on the entire tower, and there are no traces of connection. It is as if it grew out of itself, complete and smooth, without even a trace of artificial signs.Even under the scorching heat of the sun and the erosion of rain, snow and wind, the exterior of the building has not been damaged at all, and time seems to be unable to leave any traces on it.
The tower itself is a miracle—a miracle that neither nature nor humans can achieve.
This is indeed a feat that only divine power can achieve.
After trudging through the long sandy sea, what stood in front of Fujimaru Tachika and the others was such an insurmountable tower.
At the moment of seeing it with their own eyes, human beings will even feel a trace of despair from the bottom of their hearts.
"It's just like... a tree..."
The boy in black murmured.
"'Tree'?" Shenshouya whispered, "In mythology all over the world, 'tree' is a symbol of special value. In Nordic mythology, the 'World Tree (Yggdrasil)', its branches The trunk constitutes the whole world; and in Chinese mythology, the sun perches on the "Fusang tree". The story of chasing around a big tree before getting married; in Indian mythology, there is also a tree that inhabits the sun; in Egyptian mythology, the bird 'Benu', which symbolizes resurrection and the sun, is also derived from the sun god Ra born from a burning sacred tree in the temple of the god."
Kamikariya traced the shape of the tower from a distance, and then spoke calmly.
"From these myths, we can see that the 'tree' itself means a kind of support, which symbolizes the beginning of the birth of all things, and is closely connected with the symbol of the sun. Then there is the 'tower'. The 'tower' is also an important symbol of Christianity .Have you ever heard the legend of the Tower of Babel? Human beings gather together to build a tower to reach heaven. In Christian culture, it is a symbol of human "arrogance". Moreover, the tower is also a lampstand that guides people. Or , the tower is a fortress that protects humans from demons. In Europe around the Middle Ages, they also used towers as prisons.”
Speaking of this, Shenshouya narrowed his eyes slightly, and his eyes fell on the black tower, showing a thoughtful expression.
"Is it the original 'tree' that supports the world and gave birth to the sun, or the 'tower' that guides and protects humans and imprisons the gods? Which one is it?" His tone was also a little more thoughtful, "Or , a combination of both?”
Fujimaru Tachika didn't understand either, but she cared more about these symbolic things...
"How can I get in?"
It can be seen from the appearance that there is no place to climb the whole tower. Rather, just looking at the height, you will feel that it is a very stupid thing to climb the tower.
... The Hundred-storied Pagoda is not so tall.
She silently recalled a certain tragic event, so emotional.
Fortunately, the divine tower does not seem to reject other people's inquiries.When they reached the foundation of the tower, they found a small entrance in the black abyss.
Like an invitation, the one-person-high entrance was open.
"...Are you waiting for visitors?" Kamikura whispered.
"Anyway, let's go down and take a look."
The boy in black tightened his gloves.
"If you don't go inside, you can't know the truth of this world."
So, they walked along the path and walked into the entrance of the tower.
"'Abandon all hope, you who entered through this'...?" Kami Kariya murmured a sentence from "Divine Comedy", then changed the topic, and read a passage from "New Testament", "Or ...' Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the way that leads to destruction, and many enter in; but narrow is the gate and narrow is the way that leads to life, and those who find it Also less'?"
"what?"
The boy in black turned his head and looked at the man strangely.
"I was just thinking..." The man stared at the entrance with empty pupils, "Is this the gate of hell or the gate of heaven?"
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After entering the tower, the first thing you see is the cables that are like blood vessels all over the tower.The spiral stairs are like bones, extending upward with a silent horror.The sound of empty footsteps hit the wall, knocking out a hollow echo, the slight sound of operation from the cable, like rushing blood, and the faint sound of the tide coming from nowhere, making the whole tower feel like it is in the air. Breathing deeply and shallowly.
... almost like a living thing.
Fujimaru Tachika couldn't help but think so.
"Do you want to go up?"
She didn't ask that.Because at this point, there is no point in asking such a question.
She just took the lead towards the stairs.
Yes, no matter what hell lay ahead, she had to keep going.No matter what is waiting for her in front of her, she must face it.
Whether it's the turbulent seas, London shrouded in the fog of death, Babylon's Warcraft front...or the Temple of Time filled with 72 pillars of demon gods, she has come here in this way.
It has been so in the past, and it will remain so in the future.
The steps are like the bones of a giant snake, spiraling up around the spine-like center.The supporting pillar (tree) can't see the end, no matter how long you climb, you still can't see the end.
Climb, climb, they just climb up in silence.
But halfway through the climb, Fujimaru Tachika suddenly noticed something sweeping past her eyes.
Like a breeze carried by the wings of a butterfly.
Like a wisp of mist drifting through the leaves of the forest in the morning.
"Wait a minute." Kamisariya stopped the two of them, he squinted his eyes and looked to the other side, "There seems to be something there."
That is a black butterfly.
No, that's tiny stardust.Black, stardust scattered in this dark chaos.
The black light and shadow are like flying dust, floating soundlessly in the silent air.
The familiar appearance made Fujimaru Tatsuka think of those fragments of memories she had seen in the Deep Sea Computer Paradise.
Is there someone... or rather, the thoughts of some existence are scattered here.
——Should I say thin snow or ashes?
As if fascinated by the blurred shadow, Fujimaru Tachika subconsciously stretched out her hand.
"Let me do it."
The black-haired boy raised his hand, blocking Fujimaru Tatsuka's movement.He turned his head and showed gentle eyes to the orange-haired girl.
"No matter what it is, there will be certain risks in contacting rashly. So let me do it."
The girl thought for a few seconds, then put her hand next to the boy's.
"Let's go together." She said decisively, "If there is any danger, Fujimaru-kun can't bear it all by himself."
The boy was taken aback, then smiled.
"Okay. Let's go together then."
"Don't forget me, old man." Kamisariya's tone was a little helpless, "You young people can't let all you young people take risks."
Then, the fingertips of the three touched the black fragment at the same time.
In that instant, the world was thrown into chaos.
The huge and intricate flow of data poured into Fujimaru Tateka's consciousness, just like stabbing a fork into the brain and stirring randomly, all perceptions were misplaced.At this moment, Lixiang tasted the color of misery, smelled the wail of tears, and heard the bitterness of lament.
Everything is mixed together, everything is confused.
Information, information, information... memory, memory, memory...
Too many things are mixed together, invading all the senses in an instant, the influx of information is too complex and too fragmented, so that the recipients become confused.
In order to protect itself, the brain cuts off all sensory connections at this moment.
Fujimaru Tachika fell into the boundless chaos.
In the chaos, Lixiang heard an ignorant voice.
"...Those who seek the truth, this is the answer prepared for you. This is the confession from the confessor. As long as I can remember, I will write down the truth of everything."
"I am a new god, a foolish person who became a new god in this world in the form of a human being."
"To save my world, the aliens who destroyed your world."
12
"In 2018, my world was destroyed.
At that point, I made a deal with ■■.
■■Possesses the technology of converting emotions into energy, as long as I play seven BadEnds and collect enough emotional energy, it will restart my world for me. "
……
"Before arriving in this world, I have experienced three worlds."
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"I thought I could do seven, but I was wrong.
The first world was painful, but bearable.
In the second world, I finally realized how naive my initial thoughts were.
The third world... After the third world, I couldn't do it any more.Just thinking about it makes my whole body tremble, and the pain is so painful that I can't do anything.
Some things are not what I think I can do, I really can do it. "
……
"What's more, it's a wrong world.
Because of the resistance of the restraining force, we failed to enter the main world with the target of the attack, but fell into the sub-world with certain possibilities.
The person I must attack is not in this world. "
……
"At this time, I met Sesseiin Kiara."
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"The Saseiin Kiara I know is an extremely vicious woman, extremely cruel, and extremely selfish. Because of her long-term lingering experience in bed, her soul has long been distorted, and she only regards herself as a human being and treats others as human beings. People are regarded as ants, who can use everything in the world to satisfy their own desires without hesitation... the ultimate narcissist. Wherever she goes, it will cause countless slaughter and death. But she just seems to use It’s like picking up desserts with your fingertips, savoring the infinite sorrow and joy they gave birth to because of themselves. She is the worst woman.”
"However, this Saseiin Kiara is not like that. Although I don't want to add that word to her... But, only a saint can describe her. She doesn't indulge in pleasure, and never enjoys the joys and sorrows of others. , let alone satisfy the desires of others with unlimited connivance.”
"The Kiara of Sesseiin in this world is a person who received good medical treatment when she was young, and did not spend her childhood on a sick bed. Perhaps it is for this reason, her personality has grown soundly, and she is a gentle person with the same body and mind. Although she inherited her father's Yongtianliu, she only developed that sect normally. Rather than developing a sect, it is better to say that she just established a small psychological consultation center."
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"It would have been nice if I hadn't passed by that place that afternoon."
"She shouldn't have met me, and I shouldn't have met her."
"It's fine if you don't meet them."
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"I saved Kiara from the magi who wanted to take Kiara as research material."
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"■■It is recommended that I cooperate with Kiara.
It says that Kiara is the most suitable person in this world to be the target of the strategy. "
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"Kiaa asked me, how long am I going to lie to myself?"
"I don't mean to accuse you. No matter how long I want to continue, I can accompany you. However, you always show very painful eyes. If possible, I hope to share your pain. Even if it is only once Well, I want to see your real smile. That's what she told me."
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"I told her."
"Why did you tell her?"
"Maybe it's because I'm too tired, maybe it's because I'm too weak, maybe it's because I feel like everything doesn't matter... Maybe, it's just... I want to give up."
"I guess, I just want to use her as an excuse to stop here completely."
"Or... I had such tiny hopes that someone could save me here, hold my hand here."
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"No matter how I explain, I'm too weak."
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"Kiaa told me that if she just needs emotion, she has a solution that doesn't require such pain."
"If you just need emotion, the power of faith is also okay, right? She asked."
"And ■■ gave an affirmative answer."
"That's right. From the beginning, any emotion is fine. The reason why I need seven BADENDs is simply because those intense hatred, sorrow, and pain are the most stable and long-term emotions."
"If so, the power of faith should be enough to support the energy you need. Kiara's words are very natural."
"But it's because I can't do it, that's why I chose that method."
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"I was wrong."
"That kind of thing is just... I can't do it."
"Kiara did it."
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"Kiara changed the doctrine of his own sect, changed his belief, and enshrined me as the new god instead."
"In this move, she lost almost all her followers and her foothold with the Pope."
"I am the first believer of the new god-sama. If I can't do this for the new god-sama, how can I persuade others to believe in the new god-sama? She said to me like this."
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"I received my first wish."
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"Kiara, who betrayed both the sect and the faith, was cruelly liquidated, and even lost his last foothold."
"Even so, Kiara has no regrets."
"I can't just leave Kiara like that alone."
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"Even at that time, Kiara is still smiling."
"If you can't be here, go to a place where we are needed more. That's how she persuaded me."
"So we reached the forefront of the war and stood with the people in need."
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"In the beginning, everything went well."
"Kiaa is actively working for the suffering people, and I am also working hard to protect those people from the shells."
"We give relief to all, regardless of nationality or affiliation."
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"The New God religion is growing day by day, but the war has not stopped."
"And the people I can rescue and protect are limited after all."
"There is nothing more hopeless than this."
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"Kiaa is not desperate."
"Even if one more person is saved, it is still a precious life. Wouldn't Lord Shingami be happy about this? She asked me that."
"Her overly correct theories, overly optimistic attitude...sometimes I really envy her."
"It's better to say that I'm so envious that I'm a little scared."
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"The new god religion is developing very smoothly."
"It's better to say that it went too smoothly."
"I'm a little uneasy."
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"When the siege came, I felt relieved. How should I put it, it feels like it's finally here."
"How can a new sect be smooth sailing all the time?"
"Being excluded and suppressed is a normal and necessary stage."
"—As expected, it still won't work."
"At that time, I was full of such naive thoughts."
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"I didn't expect that."
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"The Protestants fought with them. It quickly turned into bloodshed."
"I hate that, I hate seeing people die needlessly."
"But I can't stop it. Why can't I stop it?"
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"I told Kiara that I never expected this to happen."
"Which of the wars waged in the name of God in the past history was the wish of God? Kiara just answered me like this."
"Looking at the smiling Kiara, I started to feel scared."
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"The war broke out."
"Everything is being destroyed, everything is being shattered. Everyone is caught in the wave of frenzy, why is it like this?"
"I want to save more people, but even if I save them today, they will still die in the gunfire tomorrow. Even if I win this, there will be another. The endless war does not even give me a chance to breathe. "
"Did I do it wrong? Could it be that I was wrong in the first place? Is all this a disaster caused by my wish? I can't help thinking this way, every night every night."
"It's so hypocritical."
"Obviously, I myself have already realized where the problem is, haven't I?"
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"It was a sunny afternoon when I found out that Kiara was involved in all of this."
"No, it should be said, when it was finally confirmed that all of this is related to Kiara."
"At that moment, I was neither angry nor surprised."
"I just asked her, did you do all of this?"
"Kiaa is still smiling slightly. At this time, I finally realized that her smile was not for me. It was like a god and Buddha, looking down on all living beings, above all living beings, silently acquiescing, and not at all. Smile indifferently."
"When did this woman transform into a Bodhisattva of demonic nature?"
"Kiaa denied me with a smile."
"She said no."
"She said, I didn't do anything, everything was their own choice."
"She said that human beings will inevitably come to this point. I just let them realize their true desire."
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"Looking at her smile, I realized that I never understood this person."
"In the end, I could only ask that...why?"
"why?"
"Kiaa smiled, just like a little girl, sweetly and gently... smiling at me."
"Because I love you. She told me so."
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Isn't that the so-called love?Giving everything for the one you love, desperately trying to save her from tragedy, even if you kill others for it, no matter what the price is.Whether it's romance or love, isn't that what it is?
That thing is the so-called parallel world.It's incredible that we met in another world.When I first saw the memories about you, I fell in love with you. There is really such a holy and stupid person who wants to reach out to me like that in the end. I said kind words like that... When I saw that, I thought, how gentle is this person?
Such a meek person did not deserve that fate.I decided when I met you, no matter what, I will save you from that fate.
You see, we're almost there.
What else can save a world faster than destroying a world?
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"I killed Kiara"
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"But nothing can be stopped."
"Once the wheel of history is turning, it cannot be stopped by one person alone."
"I failed."
"I'm dead."
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"Tell me that I've gathered enough emotional energy to reset my world for me."
"It asked me, do I want to go back to my world?"
"What a ridiculous question."
"What a boring question."
"Going back? How am I going to go back, after all the crimes I've committed?"
"That world is my evidence."
"I have no qualifications and no way to live in that kind of world."
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"I restarted my world."
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"By trading with ■■, I completed the Metamorphosis."
"I will become the pillar of this world and continue to maintain the existence of this world."
"I also understand how pointless it all is, how self-satisfying it all is."
"However, that's the price I have to pay. It's the price I'm weak enough to put everything on others, want to throw everything away and run away, and give up the price of thinking."
"People are deceived because they want to be deceived. I am no different from those people. I am weak enough to want to believe in Kiara Sesseiin, because I want to end my suffering so much that I turn a blind eye to all doubts, not Sesseiin Kiara lied to me, and from the beginning, I was the one who lied to myself."
"That was all my fault."
"I will pay for this mistake."
"I can no longer go back to the past world, and I will carry this world on my back here."
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"As the price of the transaction, all my emotions and memories will be paid as energy to maintain the existence of the world."
"From now on, I will be an unconscious and emotionless new god, supporting the movement of this world."
"This is my last confession, my answer to you who came to this prison to find out the truth of the world."
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"Please choose."
"Please judge."
"What is your verdict on this great criminal who destroyed your world for his own?"
The author has something to say: Chapter summaries are from Camus's The Plague.
The following is the tweet time of the friend:
My good friend Su Mingsha opened a new pit!There is a ghost! → "[Comprehensive] The Blade of the God Judge"
The copy is as follows↓
After taking over Diablo Honmaru, Mina was stabbed to no avail, and when she woke up, her personality changed drastically.
——Hey, what kind of sword do you want, I will kill the enemy myself and go into battle!
The rare sword given by the government of time became her saber, and countless souls died under the sword.
"Blood ghost art... are you a ghost?!"
"No, I'm not, don't talk nonsense."
"Are you interested in joining the Ghost Killing Squad?"
"I'll go with food and lodging included."
"Okay, the head of the next revisionist is mine!"
"The lord is going to fight for the head! Stop her!"
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