Mr. Du finished his collection of poems, and came back to the dining table, muttering about the past, "How many years ago, we old men in Fuyeyuan organized a poetry club, and we each picked our favorite students. To talk about poetry, I pulled him over. The talk about poetry began with this poem by Borges, and the other students had a great time discussing it. He didn’t say a word. I asked Fu Ye What's going on, he actually said something that he didn't understand, he didn't like it."

Du Lao patted the collection of poems on the dining table, and complained a little about the past, "I was ridiculed by those old friends for a long time, so I was ashamed."

"Let's talk about it today, what don't you understand, what don't you like"

Fu Ye smiled lightly, and took the collection of poems, "No, teacher, I like it very much." His slender fingers slowly squeezed the edge of the page, "It's just that I didn't understand what it meant at that time."

Don't understand why, so sad.

It seems that even if he takes out everything he has, past, present, loyalty, and loneliness, he can't keep a single person.

Elder Du glanced at him, "Then you understand now."

Fu Ye smiled, but didn't speak.

Zhou Qi always felt weird.

where to blame

Scalp tingling.

It makes people feel bad.

It seems that every sentence between Fu Ye and Mr. Du has something to say, but Zhou Qi can't find the meaning. It's more like Du is honest and has no other meaning. Fu Ye alone has something to say .

Zhou Qi thought about it, and finally gave Fu Ye a chopstick of red pepper, "Xiao Ming, eat more vegetables and talk less."

Fu Ye glanced at him.

Zhou Qi picked up another chopstick, "I don't eat or sleep, I used to tell me to shut up when I was eating and talking."

""

"I don't eat chili," Fu Ye said.

Zhou Qi responded kindly to what Fu Ye said to him, "You eat too little chili, which is not good for your health. You don't eat green chili, red chili, yellow chili, millet chili, or green chili, Xiao Ming. Do you still have the chili you ate?"

Fu Ye ""

Zhou Qi directly held a chopstick of red chili side dish and handed it to Fu Ye's mouth, coaxingly, "Be good, open your mouth."

This is a very simple logic.

He couldn't understand Fu Ye's words, so just plug Fu Ye's mouth.

Fu Ye ""

Zhou Qi "eat to grow his body."

Fu Ye stared at him, his eyes darkened, and his mouth was tightly pursed, but in Zhou Qi's eyes, it looked like "I can't open my mouth".

Zhou Qi tilted his head and glanced at Mr. Du. Mr. Du held a collection of poems in one hand and chopsticks in the other.

Zhou Qi grinned, and quickly kissed Fu Ye's lips, his voice lowered, "My brother is obedient."

""

long time.

Very long.

"Don't bite the chopsticks," Zhou Qi twitched the tip of the chopsticks between Fu Ye's lips and smiled, "Brother, let go."

Fu Ye seemed to smile lightly, and swallowed the pepper.

Judging from the masseter muscle, Zhou Qi suspected that the younger brother swallowed without even chewing.

Unexpectedly, Fu Ye looked at Zhou Qi and asked, "Are you still feeding me?"

Zhou Qi ""

Zhou Qi "Are you sure"

Fu Ye doesn't eat spicy food, and basically never eats spicy food.But Fu Ye has always controlled his personal expressions very well, and rarely showed inappropriate embarrassment, so Zhou Qi couldn't tell anything from his expression, he could only see clearly that Fu Ye's mouth was red, and even his ears began to turn red.

But Fu Ye took a sip of tea, and said lightly, "No matter what, I will always agree to you."

He turned sideways, leaned into Zhou Qi's ear, and said, "I won't talk anymore. Listen to you."

Fu Ye took the chopsticks and slowly picked up the peppers on the plate on the table.He eats slowly, but only with chili.Occasionally drink a few sips of tea,

Did not continue to speak.

At first, Mr. Du had the idea of ​​avoiding young people, you and me, but later he really immersed himself in the poetry collection. After eating for a long time, he didn't even lift his head, let alone pay attention to who said nothing.

Zhou Qi was a little stunned, pressed Fu Ye's hand, and felt at a loss in front of Fu Ye for the first time, "I'm not kidding, you can't eat chili, don't eat it, you're not uncomfortable."

"You think I won't eat"

That unreasonable feeling was even heavier.It's frustrating.

Zhou Qi frowned, "Don't eat it, you haven't eaten it, your stomach will feel uncomfortable if you eat too much."

Fu Ye smiled and stopped chopsticks. "good."

A meal is very harmonious.Mr. Du flipped through a few poems, and then put the collection back.Even in front of the teacher, Zhou Qi has never seen such a talkative Fu Ye, it seems that he has changed a lot in the past six years.

Fu Ye has been leading the topic all night, but what he talked about was only recent developments, and interesting experiences worth talking about in college.

After the meal, Mr. Du was quite surprised, and said with emotion, "You have only graduated for two or three years, and you have changed a lot. It's not just two or three years. The last time you came to see me was half a year ago, right? Half a year ago, you were still alone. I don't like to talk, I didn't expect to see such a big change today. If you knew half of accidents when you were in college, you wouldn't be alone every day."

Fu Yeyun said lightly, "If you have done many things, people will naturally change."

home.

Fu Ye stopped the car, Zhou Qi had a lollipop in his mouth, the car was too quiet, he wanted to find something to say, and went to see Fu Ye, "Xiao Ming, why did you go to the philosophy department in college?"

The parking lot is dimly lit.Fu Ye tilted his face, half of his face was in the shadows.

"Where do you think I'm going"

"Computer." Zhou Qi said, leaning towards Fu Ye with a smile, and kissed Fu Ye with a mouthful of sweet milk, "I remember that you are very good at computer science. I always thought that your ideal is in the computer department. Back then, I thought But, after graduation, you go to repair the computer, and I go to play power leveling, we two make do with it."

Fu Ye raised his hand, bent his knuckles, and placed it on Zhou Qi's chin.

Kiss the rest of the words away.

The wrists were clasped.The lollipop didn't know where to go for a while.

Fu Ye was talking, but he didn't let Zhou Qi open his mouth. The ball of his thumb slowly stroked his lower lip. His fingertips were wet to the point of being wet, soft and moist, with the red color of blood after a kiss.

He kissed Zhou Qi's neck, his voice was almost inaudible, "you think about it later"

Thinking about things after graduation

Thinking about college, thinking about work

Thinking about getting married, thinking about the future, the future, the whole life

Never thought about it.

So go.

Still don't want to.He never missed him.

He couldn't keep him either.

Zhou Qi couldn't hear clearly, so he heard "think about it" and "in the future" and said "hmm" vaguely, his mind was a little empty, and he gasped and asked "what's the matter in the future"

Fu Ye seemed to laugh, the car was too dark, Zhou Qi couldn't see Fu Ye's face clearly.

"nothing."

The passenger seat is adjusted backwards.Fu Ye bent his knees and leaned over in the narrow compartment. "Do you want it?" He kissed Zhou Qi's ear, his throat trembled, and he couldn't explain the meaning, "Brother"

It was half past midnight.

The elevator in the parking lot went to the first floor.

There were two tall young men at the elevator entrance.One was wearing a suit and leather shoes, one was wearing the other's suit jacket, and his hands were tightly clasped, but his knees seemed to be shaking, and he pressed his head and stood against the wall.

"Ding"

The elevator door opened.

Facing the clean elevator mirror of the same height.

Fu Ye led Zhou Qi in.

Zhou Qi couldn't stand still and wanted to squat down, but Fu Ye clasped his fingers with one hand and stuck the other hand around his waist, preventing him from squatting at all, and just let him stand so stiffly, in his ears He said softly, "Look in the mirror.

"

Zhou Qi raised his eyes and took a look.

Eyes are red.The hand that was pressing on the mirror was shaking all the time.

It's like it's about to be scrapped.

Fu Ye was behind him, very close to him, with his chin resting on Zhou Qi's shoulder, his eyes downcast not knowing where to look.

There was a slight sound of water.

Tick, tick, slip, soaking the elevator carpet.

Zhou Qi froze suddenly, and turned his head in disbelief, "Fu Mingzhi, are you fucking here?"

Fu Ye kissed him on the cheek, and smiled lowly, "The elevator is monitored, don't move around."

Zhou Qi took a deep breath.

"Ding"

The elevator has arrived.

Zhou Qi couldn't go out at all, and turned his face to stare at Fu Ye.Fu Ye finally let go of him, Zhou Qi almost knelt on the ground for a few seconds, Fu Ye supported him with the other hand, his index finger crossed the corner of Zhou Qi's mouth, leaving a wet mark.

He suggested like a gentleman, "Let me carry you out."

Zhou Qi still didn't move.

The elevator doors closed slowly, and there were only the two of them in the elevator.

He stared at Fu Ye for a long time before saying, "You're not quite right tonight."

Something is wrong with eating.It's even more wrong now.

Fu Ye asked politely, "Is it because I don't suit you?" He stood there, and the single light of the elevator cast a heavy shadow downward, "If you don't like it, you can tell me how you like me."

""

Fu Ye said such words that Zhou Qi couldn't answer a word.

How could it be that Fu Ye didn't agree with him? How could it be that he was picking on Fu Ye?

The problem is not this at all.

what is that

I can't tell, and I can't think clearly.There seems to be a line that has emerged, but he hasn't fully figured it out yet.

Zhou Qi thought poorly for a long time, and finally said, "Brother, promise me, can you stop being an idiot?"

"" Fu Ye was silent for a while.

Zhou Qi faintly felt that his answer was a bit wrong.It's like insulting Fu Ye's personality.

He also forced Fu Ye to promise him, saying "I will be smarter in the future".

Zhou Qi suddenly fell from the moral high ground to the moral low ground, and he and Fu Ye were relatively silent for a while, and he took the initiative to wrap his arms around Fu Ye's neck, and said consciously, "I didn't scold you, I really didn't, that's not what I mean Xiao Ming, Will you take me home?"

Fu Ye looked at him for a long time, and suddenly laughed, but he didn't say much, just squeezed Zhou Qi's hand.

"Ah."

After entering the door, Zhou Qi only landed on his feet, and slowly moved to the sofa, took off his suit jacket, and took off his wet underwear, and nestled on the sofa for a while, not wanting to move.

Fu Ye just stood in front of him, looking down at him.

"Why?" Zhou Qi smiled sternly, but still didn't move.

"Do you like me?" Fu Ye bent down and kissed him.

Zhou Qi opened his arms lazily, and stretched out the tone, "I really like it."

"yes"

Zhou Qi laughed, pulled Fu Ye's wrist towards him, and said like a hooligan, "I'm almost fucking ruined by you, and I don't like you yet."

Fu Ye sat up naturally, pulled Zhou Qi and let Zhou Qi bend his back, and nestled into his arms.

Rubbing the back of Zhou Qi's neck with his lips, Fu Ye said softly, "You said that I forgot many things, now can you tell me, what have I forgotten?"

Zhou Qi was taken aback, "Didn't you say that I told you the day before the wedding?"

Fu Ye said lightly, "I regret it."

Zhou Qi ""

Zhou Qi sat in front of him for several minutes, then smiled, and turned to stare at Fu Ye, "It's not a good thing if you think about what I'm going to say."

Fu Ye looked at him, his pupils were extremely dark, "Why do you say that?"

Zhou Qi thought for a while, from

Fu Ye moved out of his arms, leaned back, stared at the ceiling, and wrote lightly, "I didn't do what I promised you. You are alone, and I left you there alone."

After a pause, the corners of Zhou Qi's mouth curled up habitually, and he said, "I regret one thing very much now. I was really inexperienced when I broke up with you, so I just left. If I were serious with you After we broke up, I think I won't miss you anymore, I always feel that you are a child, with no relatives and no one to accompany you, too"

Zhou Qi kept looking up, at the ceiling.

So he couldn't see Fu Ye either, he couldn't see any expression on Fu Ye's face, his eyes were lowered, his hands slowly tightened, and they turned white.His fingers were shaking.

Like another push, the boundary of emotion will be shattered.

Fu Ye's voice was deep and calm, "Zhou Qi, what are you talking about?"

Zhou Qi turned his face and glanced at him.

"Oh forgot you don't even remember, you don't understand." He thought for a while, then simply lay down, closed his eyes and fell asleep, and said, "Then let me tell you something you can understand."

It seems that the throat is blocked.

Almost no sound.

Fu Ye stretched out his hand, obviously shaking, but squeezed Zhou Qi's palm as if nothing had happened, "Well, tell me."

With his eyes closed, Zhou Qi wrapped his arms around Fu Ye's hand little by little, interlocking his fingers.

"Fu Mingzhi, can we break up?"

Zhou Qi closed his eyes, did not wait for an answer, only waited for a long silence.Fu Ye clasped his hand tightly, but didn't speak.

Quite talkative.

I didn't expect to break up so early, but Fu Ye already asked about the past, so I couldn't justify it if I didn't talk about it.Sooner or later, in fact, it doesn't matter if you say it now.

Jiang Zhengming was right.

He's just a jerk, a scumbag, a piece of shit.

He had to make it clear to Fu Ye, and let Fu Ye see clearly what kind of guy he was, and they broke up naturally.

Zhou Qi hooked Fu Ye's palm with his thumb, and said, "I really like you. I have never liked anyone as much as I like you since I was a child. You are my first love." He sat up and hugged Fu Ye hands, eyes and brows with a smile, a complete jerk, "but first love, isn't it just for breaking up?"

Zhou Qi kissed the back of Fu Ye's hand, raised his eyelids, "I can't marry you, Fu Mingzhi, you can find someone else."

If it weren't for Zhou Qi's habit of fooling around in front of others, and he couldn't laugh anymore, he wouldn't be able to laugh now.

"That's it, I'm done," he said.

asshole.he thinks.

But bastards are also fucking human.

After finally getting it back, who the hell wants to break up with Fu Ye.

He liked Fu Ye so much that he wanted to give him his life.How willing.

But I can't bear to have a fart.

Stay here, be a starlet for the rest of your life, take care of Fu Ye, be a little boy and take care of your life 40 years in advance

He is a dog when he is gone.

If he doesn't go back, he will be a grandson.

There are teammates and coaches waiting.

The system will not cheat him, let him do tasks outside for many years, how many years have passed in the real world, but after living outside for a long time, people will change.

Fu Ye is right, if you do more things, you will naturally change.

A few years can't wear away a person, but decades, a person's whole life, from youth to old age, can wear away a person's ideals, arrogance, and vigor.

he's changed.Is it useful to go back?

Do you spend the rest of your life paying tribute to a lover who has spent your whole life with you?

As long as he is still alive, it is impossible to choose this path.

Zhou Qi approved of what Jiang Zhengming said to him at KFC that day.For Fu Ye to agree to break up with him, Fu Ye must see clearly what kind of person he is.

Wolf-hearted, waste of time.

Zhou Qi thought that he should have passed the performance.When I mentioned it to Jiang Zhengming

Pretending not to care and pretending to be very resembling, now that he is serious about breaking up, he is also a jerk.

When he told Jiang Zhengming about this, he felt that Jiang Zhengming would add fuel to Fu Ye and tell Fu Ye how he looked like an unfamiliar dog.

Fu Ye was so wrong today, Zhou Qi guessed that Jiang Zhengming had already said it, earlier than he imagined.

Just tonight, we went along with the flow and broke up peacefully.

It makes perfect sense.

Zhou Qi leaned closer, smiled and kissed Fu Ye's chin, "Xiao Ming, if you don't speak, I will take it as your acquiescence."

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