middle of the road

Ever since the college entrance examination ended and Jiang Mingyang was separated from each other, Fu Jin had no doubt that they would continue to be separated like this. Apart from the messy incident in high school, the two of them actually had nothing to do with each other, and they didn't have much contact in private. It's almost impossible to get acquainted.

Besides, Fu Jin didn't want to get close to him. The goal he set for himself was that the first thing he did after entering college was to find someone to have a good relationship with.

The world is so big, right, the species is so rich, what is the university, what is the society, you can always find one that suits your eyes after thousands of choices, let’s not talk vigorously, just talk about it in an ordinary way, yes Is it too much for a person with his looks?

Obviously not too much.

This damn is not too good or bad at all, but the mother just happens to be able to backfire like this.

For so many years, let alone people, he didn't even see a pleasing dog while walking on the road.

Homosexuality exists, and there are quite a few people who have confessed to him, but all of them look like this and that, which is too inconsistent with his aesthetics.

Not to mention letting him condescend to fall in love with them in a serious manner, even if he is irresponsible and wants to date one, no one will catch his eye. He thinks it is too messy on social software, and the people around him... This kind of appearance, unless you match him like that, he can't fuck without turning on the light all the time.

It is too cheap for others.

Fu Jin couldn't figure out that he grew up like this, is it just to make others easy?

Where does the spirit of international humanitarian disaster relief come from?

He also reflected on whether he was too demanding. After all, male gods and Cheng Yang are so rare, and male gods are straightforward, so don't blame him. Besides, he has never seen him before. Cheng Yang didn't like him in the end, obviously. It wasn't his reason, it was because the enemy was too despicable, which made him unexpected.

Fu Jin tried to lower his requirements, forced himself to look at some passers-by A, B, and C who he might not have looked at when he was walking on the road before, and even forced himself to forget because the people he used for comparison in his memory were too beautiful and extreme. The appearance of a male god.

That photo was later hidden by him, and he didn't know where to put it. In addition, too many years have passed, and he has encountered countless people and things. In the end, he really couldn't remember it clearly. No matter how deep a photo is, how deep can it go?

But no matter how much he compromised, it was useless, he couldn't overcome the barrier in his heart.

His debauchery in front of Jiang Mingyang seemed to be in and out of the lair every minute. Out of his childishness that could not make him laugh, Fu Jin had an incomprehensible urgency to end his virginity. Although he was traditional in his bones, he really had a chance , he is still willing to try.

It's a pity that it's not a loss if you are not equal up and down, but it is a real loss if you are not equal in appearance.

So despite howling for so many years and living himself as a black-hearted carrot outside, the man there is still strong.

Even Fu Jin himself didn't expect him to be so determined, especially since he had been out of the country for two years, he resisted so many temptations outside, when he set foot on the land of the motherland again with a pure and pure heart At that time, he felt that the greatness of his life was truly epic, and at the same time, he madly hated himself as a waste in his heart. He went out intact and came back intact. Where the hell is he going to reason.

Moreover, the four years of university, more than 2000 kilometers from south to north, did not separate him from Jiang Mingyang very cleanly. He heard from this classmate today, and heard from that classmate tomorrow, that this friend came today, and that friend came tomorrow, intermittently. Can hear or see Jiang Mingyang.

Jiang Mingyang even added him on QQ, chatting for a while if there is nothing to do, and sometimes they get excited, and even make appointments to play two games together.

Fu Jin didn't expect that the person who usually looked serious and focused on his studies would play the game surprisingly well. The two of them cooperated a few times, and they gradually developed a tacit understanding.

But in general, there are not many contacts after all. During the university, there were several times when Jiang Mingyang came to him for dinner out of nowhere. How can I not get along with him by the way.

Fu Jin didn't forget that when he wanted to get rid of Jiang Mingyang, he set a great cause of sleeping. He told Jiang Mingyang that he would announce the good news when he came to sleep.

So one day Jiang Mingyang made him unhappy, talked less, and became more tempered, so he tried his best to report it to him. Today he slept with a green junior, and tomorrow he made an appointment with a muscular senior. Anyway, various tastes come in different ways. , Sometimes I can report more than one person to him in one day.

In fact, there is no fart.

But who put him so far away, there is no way to really check him, the mouth is on him, as long as it can make a certain moralist feel uncomfortable, his goal will be achieved.

Fu Jin felt that there might be something between him and Jiang Mingyang, whether it was him to Jiang Mingyang or Jiang Mingyang to him, but this was hidden in the open and secret struggle between the two of them, and they had never seen the light. Jiang Mingyang didn't say anything. , it is even more impossible for Fu Jin to speak first.

Who knows if it's because he's pretending to be sentimental, and when he turns around, he makes people laugh for nothing.

Then spend it. With his market conditions, he shouldn't be more crisis-conscious.

Jiang Mingyang later took the postgraduate entrance examination for a school in S City, but it was a pity that Fu Jin had already decided to go abroad at that time, and Jiang Mingyang came to see him off on the day he left, just like Fu Jin sent him off at the airport four years ago, the two of them still didn't say anything, it's just that The time they hugged each other was much longer than before, Jiang Mingyang still said take care, Fu Jin asked him if he had anything else to say to him, he smiled slightly and shook his head.

Fu Jin stayed abroad for two years, and then came back with Chi Yu at about the same time.

During this period, he had some contact with Jiang Mingyang intermittently, but not much, and he never asked him to announce his happiness again. What he didn't expect was that Chi Yu and him had been in contact all the time. Now the two of them are working together. Because of the relationship, Fu Jin met him again.

The night before yesterday, he had dinner with some leaders of the school. After drinking too much, he called Jiang Mingyang for some reason. On the bed, and... put someone on.

This was Fu Jin's first time, and he drank again. Judging from Jiang Mingyang's attitude today, he probably suffered a lot.

Fu Jin originally planned to calm down for a few days, and then see how to explain to him later, but after only one day, the person came to the door, still calm as if nothing had happened, Fu Jin was really disturbed, and a little... Unspeakably embarrassing.

He thought that if Jiang Mingyang didn't say anything, the matter would be over like this, but what he said in the parking lot, Jiang Mingyang clearly acquiesced in the relationship between the two of them. At this point, he was a little caught off guard.

Fu Jin thought about what Jiang Mingyang said today, if the radish is not a radish, it really doesn't work, so he might as well just let him fuck him back one day...

He collapsed on the sofa, and suddenly felt that this time, this pit might really be planted.

"Teacher Cheng." Just after the fourth period, the guard room called and said that something was delivered to them, and asked him to pick it up when he was free.

Cheng Yang didn't remember that he had a courier. He thought it was the teaching materials or teaching aids ordered by the school. He went downstairs, and the guard Xiao Li greeted him, took out a paper bag and handed it to him.

Cheng Yang glanced, "I didn't order takeaway."

"This is not takeaway." Xiao Li said with a smile: "The private kitchen on Renmin Road packs them directly, so they don't deliver takeaway."

"For me?" Cheng Yang frowned, unable to react why he received this suddenly.

"Yeah, people named you by name and said that you are in the same grade and class, so I will accept it for you first."

"Who sent it?" @无限好文, all in Jinjiang Literature City

"I don't know him. He's quite tall." Xiao Li said, "Teacher Cheng, take it in quickly, and let it cool down later."

Cheng Yang thought it was the parent of some student, and it was the first time he saw someone delivering food, not to mention that he was not the head teacher.

He glanced at the school gate, and it happened that school was over at this time, and there were people inside and out, and he didn't find anyone paying attention to them.

There was no note left in the bag, only the menu list and the brochure. Cheng Yang looked at it helplessly and had to take it in first.

Teacher Feng, who was in the same office as him, just came back from procrastination. He lay down on the table and shouted that he was about to be pissed off by those bastards. Li Ji, if I wanted to learn like this back then, I would have been beaten to death by our old class long ago."

Feng Fei was admitted in the same batch as him. I met him from the previous school, but he hadn't spoken much. It was only after entering here that he became familiar with him.

Cheng Yang pointed to his table, "Do you want to eat?"

"What?" Feng Fei looked over, "Did you order takeaway?"

"It was given by someone else." Cheng Yang finished correcting the big questions on the last two physics papers, covered his pen and stood up.

"Hehe, who is it?" Feng Fei came over and flipped through the bag, and glanced at him, "It's such a good gift, girlfriend?"

Cheng Yang smiled, "Parents of the students."

"You don't want to eat?" Feng Fei took out all the lunch boxes and clicked his tongue, "Sure enough, it's not an ordinary takeaway at first glance, it's very particular."

There are not many dishes, and they are all packed in exquisite lunch boxes, with a girdle around the outside, which looks heavy and has a sense of design, and it is not cheap at first glance.

"I made an appointment with Lao Liu to eat in the cafeteria. I have something to talk about. You can eat. I'm not late for self-study today, so I'm leaving first." Cheng Yang said.

"That's it, then I won't be polite." Feng Fei was the shortest eater, smiled flatteringly, and waved to him, "See you tomorrow."

Cheng Yang had six classes from morning to night today, he was a bit tired, so he ate casually in the cafeteria for dinner, Lao Liu told him about the selection of subjects by several students in the class, mainly because the next semester will be divided into arts and sciences, There are a few who are not good at physics, and he wants them all to choose literature.

I talked to them a few times, and some of them said that they would discuss it with their parents when they went back, but two still insisted on choosing a theory, so he asked Cheng Yang to talk to them too. Physics is a compulsory subject in science. It will be more difficult. If you can't keep up, you will still have to switch back in the future.

Cheng Yang wrote down the name, and the papers for the monthly exam will be issued in two days, and he is going to talk about it together at that time.

After eating, he went back and tidied up a bit. The school has a dormitory allocated for two people. Cheng Yang didn't live in it. He rented a house outside. He usually takes two or three subway stops to and from work. I have to walk back after the subway, but other times it's fine.

The only thing that makes him feel painful is probably when he has to get up early in the morning when he has classes.

Just like today, he got up before six o'clock.

After washing up, I bought two steamed buns at the convenience store downstairs. After eating, I walked to the subway station. There were not many people on the newly opened line.

He swiped his card to enter the station, got on after the car came, stood near the door, folded his arms and closed his eyes slightly.

Chi Yu stood at the corner of a carriage away from him, hidden behind three or two people, and looked at him cautiously from time to time.

Today is Friday, and the first class in the morning is his, so Cheng Yang goes to school an hour earlier than usual from Monday to Thursday.

The carriage was a little wobbly, he probably wasn't asleep, the seat was vacant, but he didn't go to sit, probably because it was only three stops, so every time Chi Yu saw him, he would stand by the door like this, either with his eyes closed, Either look outside in a daze, and sometimes look at the phone twice.

Cheng Yang was wearing a simple T-shirt and a black jacket over it. His school probably didn’t have any special requirements for teachers’ attire. Chi Yu had been with him for two weeks and had never seen him in formal attire. Cheng Yang was tall and elegant. It's cold and hard, but it doesn't seem casual.

Cheng Yang should be a little fatter than before. Although he may still be thinner than a normal person, he doesn't feel as thin as before. There is some flesh on his face, and the whole line looks much softer.

Chi Yu stared greedily, as if he couldn't get enough of it, the face that had matured after a long time overlapped exactly with the appearance deep in his memory that made him fall in love unexpectedly, as if from Since he left, nothing has changed.