middle of the road

There is no light in the room, and the heavy curtains cover everything that can seep in from the outside, which makes people a little confused. Whether it is day or night at this moment, there is no sound around, and it is as silent as if time no longer exists. It used to be different At that time, he wanted to run back to enjoy the tranquility, but at this moment, he was afraid of leaving him alone and wanted to stay in peace like this, but the contradiction forced him to feel a little hard all day long.

Chi Yu lay on the floor and swallowed hard. All the parts of his body that he could feel were hurting. The pain was as if the flesh and bones were melting into the blood vessels and being kneaded and squeezed at will. He had never felt such a feeling before. It hurts like that, but no wound can be found on his body, just like he has accumulated countless anger and grievances in his heart, but when it comes to his mouth, he can't say a word.

He has no right to be angry, and he has no reason to be wronged. All this is caused by him, and he is the chief culprit.

So no matter how tortured he was, he couldn't bear it, thinking of what Cheng Yang had suffered, he could only swallow it with mixed blood.

He kept his eyes open all the time, not daring to sleep, nor could he fall asleep, because as soon as he closed them, he would think of Cheng Yang uncontrollably.

Like a curse, a broken switch.

He missed him, wanted to see him, and his thoughts were persistent and crazy.

But he also knew that he would never see him again.

Cheng Yang had already left, and at noon that day, before he could recover, he completely turned around from his world.

The only thing he can do, apart from remorse, is to give up on himself in the urgent fantasy and cruel reality like now.

Obviously, we have only known him for more than a year. It is very short, but when I think about it carefully, it is so long. It seems that there is a huge screen, pressing him tirelessly, and frantically showing them in front of his eyes. Everything that he has experienced before, from the embarrassing words he said in every quarrel, to the smallness of Cheng Yang's unconscious turning around in the small kitchen.

He thought about it frantically, thinking that later he even forgot why he had to think about it over and over again.

Every scene of struggling in front of his eyes is no less than physical lingering to him.

But he just remembered clearly.

He couldn't control it, he couldn't stop.

He used to be afraid of being together every second, but now he extremely hates the smallness of memories.

He was surprised that there was such a person who unknowingly left such a deep mark in his life.

But now he's gone.

He doesn't want to follow him anymore.

He gave up.

Chi Yu hoped that all this was a dream, and that Cheng Yang would still be there when he woke up, but he didn't even dare to sleep, so what could he use to numb himself.

All the things Cheng Yang left in that house are still there. He bought them from Cheng Yunsheng at a big price, and helped him pay back the 5 yuan by the way, even though when he gave him the money face to face, Cheng Yunsheng's greedy expression His face made him wish to cut such an old, disrespectful and bullying bastard into pieces.

He is Cheng Yang's uncle, his only elder, but what has he done to them?

Chi Yu felt that he was going too far, but then she turned around and thought of herself, in fact, he is not much better, isn't he?

Cheng Yunsheng may be the reason for Cheng Yang's departure, but it must be him who finally made him choose to disappear.

He admitted that he was selfish when he gave the money. For someone as proud as Cheng Yang, if he knew that he was helping him with money again, he would definitely be angry again. He would jump out and argue with him, asking him why he couldn't understand him. Then he resolutely asked him not to meddle in his own business.

He's always been like that.

Stubborn enough to make people feel distressed...

But now he has been waiting for nine days.

Cheng Yunsheng didn't tell him, Aunt Qiu didn't tell him, Huang Ming didn't tell him, until now, Cheng Yang still hasn't heard anything about it, and he didn't show up, didn't come to refute him, and didn't stop him. Him, nothing.

He went to all the places he could go, looking for people he knew, even if he only met a few times, he never let go.

He even asked for the address of Cheng Zong's house from Cheng Yunsheng, and went there himself, but the result was that Cheng Le was also picked up.

Chi Yu's hope that rose again and again in the cracks was completely shattered.

The world is so big, it is too easy to hide a person.

He suddenly felt a deep sense of despair, maybe in the future... it will be very difficult for him to see him again.

Thinking of this, Chi Yu curled up, covering her face with her hands tightly, and the pain that could not be concealed flowed down easily between her fingers.

He wanted to apologize to Cheng Yang, wanted to say sorry to him, but Cheng Yang didn't give him a chance, maybe he never thought of forgiving him, time can't go back, so what should he do now to make him not Hate him so much, he doesn't hate himself so much...

There was a loud noise in a trance, the door was pushed open from the outside, and strong light came in. Chi Yu heard hurried footsteps coming towards him. When he couldn't see anything clearly, someone picked up his collar. Picking up, he dragged him towards the door like a rag.

He thought it was Cheng Yang, and Cheng Yang finally came to him. He opened his eyes wide, trying to see the person clearly, but under the darkness for too long, his vision was blurred, so he could only desperately grab the person's hand, but what he got was It was a hard kick in the stomach.

Chi Yu stood up in pain, his stomach was overwhelmed, he lay on the ground, and coughed violently.

"Don't fucking pretend to be dead, get up!" Fu Jin cursed viciously, and continued to drag him out of the door.

There are countless sheets of paper scattered on the floor, big and small, fresh and old, scribbled and neat, and half-finished in one go... spread out from the table, floating all over the room.

And there are eight words written on it without exception.

The distance of the journey, the center of the center.

"Fuck!" Fu Jin's eyes pierced by those words hurt fiercely, he picked up a few, tore them up and slapped Chi Yu's face, then dragged him to the yard in one breath.

Chi Yu covered his eyes with his arms, and the moment he heard Fu Jin's voice, his body was a little weightless under the strong disappointment, he couldn't hear what he was saying, the voice was clearly right next to his ear, but it seemed to come from through the wall It came from the cracks that he hadn't eaten for a few days, and he even forgot to resist, so what greeted him was a bone-chilling well water and Fu Jin's wooden barrel that was thrown hard at his head.

With a crisp sound, he was a little dizzy. @无限好文, all in Jinjiang Literature City

"Ah Huang found your dad, and your dad asked me to come here, saying that you don't want to see him." Fu Jin took a deep breath after venting, walked over and kicked him, and suppressed his anger with a cold voice, "Cheng What about Yang? What did you do to him?"

Chi Yu was lying on the ground, the churning of his stomach and that of Fu Jin made him unable to stand upright. He scratched the ground with his fingers, but failed a few times, so he simply lowered his head and did not speak.

"I asked you where Cheng Yang is?!" Fu Jin raised his voice, and couldn't help but want to kick him again, but was stopped by Jiang Mingyang next to him.

Fu Jin glared at him, pushed him away, walked up to Chi Yu and knelt down, "Who the hell are you showing this to, huh? He's already been forced to drop out of school by you, what else do you want?" Chiyu?!"

Chi Yu was soaking wet and holding his head, still trembling under the sun, Uncle Li couldn't stand it and wanted to help him, but was stopped by Fu Jin, "I really didn't expect you to treat me like this." Fu Jin sneered, "Tell me on the surface that he is straight, but behind the scenes he is playing tricks!"

"Do you fucking want to play with him, or do you want to take revenge on me?!"

Fu Jin still can't believe it until now, his best and most trusted friend would cheat him by all means. He still didn't believe it when the rumors spread in the first class, thinking that the two of them just had a good relationship, so they got close and were rejected It's normal for Feng Jun, who is mentally ill, to misunderstand.

He never doubted that Chi Yu would go this way, the key is to leave as soon as he goes, and he's a f*cking coward who fools people's feelings!

Who is Cheng Yang? Cheng Yang is someone who Jiang Mingyang offended him life and death, and he is not willing to let him approach easily at this time, because of his living conditions, he "cannot afford it", and the burden on him does not allow him to do this in this way. Anything on the way to the future will be wrong.

As for Chi Yu, he clearly knew this, what did he do?

Just to use and sacrifice Chi Haidong so easily for his own selfishness?

Fu Jin never thought that he would have such a bad side, even if he didn't like Cheng Yang, he would still be angry because of it.

"You are just like your father." Fu Jin smiled cruelly, "No, he is better than you, at least he was true to your mother at first."

Chi Yu suddenly got up to grab his clothes, and Fu Jin opened them with some disgust, "Why am I wrong? You know in your heart what disgusting things you have done. If I were him, I would not I don't want to stay in front of people for a minute!"

Chi Yu hit his head on the concrete floor, paused for a second or two, tensed his body, his emotions suddenly became a little out of control, he roared hoarsely, followed by tears welling up, he bowed and knelt there, with a pious posture , crying so sad, moving.

However, Fu Jin couldn't feel his pain at all. Cheng Yang just happened to leave. If he didn't leave, would he regret it? Only then will I deeply reflect on the scandals I have done.

"By the way." Fu Jin looked at him, "When your dad told me today that you used him, I didn't ask too much. How did you use him? Have you slept with him?"

"Fu Jin!" Jiang Mingyang came over and gave him a hand, stopping him from continuing, "Don't do this."

Fu Jin shook him off, his eyes were red, "Which side are you on?"

"I'm not taking sides." Jiang Mingyang said: "Uncle Chi asked us to come here to persuade him, not for you to continue forcing him to death."

"I forced him?" Fu Jin pointed at himself, a little funny, "I can't force him, but he has the ability to drive others to a dead end."

"Now that things are like this, what's the use of scolding him?" Jiang Mingyang walked over, and together with Uncle Li, helped Chi Yu up, who was soaked all over, and went into the house. In the current state of the island, there is a high possibility of heat stroke.

He asked Fu Jin to come in first.

"It turns out that you also had a blind day, guarding against me everywhere, but turning a blind eye to the real villain." Fu Jin looked at him and sneered, "Jiang Mingyang, I just want to ask you a word now, how does it feel to help the tyrant, you still insist on you Was it the original judgment?!"

Jiang Mingyang slowly turned his head and didn't speak. Fu Jin looked at him again, turned around and left.

He wanted to take a look at the past, but with Chiyu's current state, he had no choice but to stay.

Uncle Li went to look for towels and clothes for Chi Yu, Jiang Mingyang dragged a chair and sat down opposite him, "Don't hate him, he is angry and speaks a little harshly, but he actually cares about you, and you will be resolved as soon as you hear about it." rushed over."

Chi Yu closed her eyes and shook her head lightly, "He's right in scolding, I don't even have the right to hate others now."

"What's your plan next?"

"……I can not find him."

"Then don't look for him anymore." Jiang Mingyang sighed, "Although I don't know him very well, but with his temper, I definitely don't want you to look for him again after leaving. There are more than two weeks left in the college entrance examination. It's pointless for you to give up at this time."

Chi Yu didn't speak. After a while, he asked Jiang Mingyang if he still had contact with Cheng Yang among his former junior high school classmates.

"Probably gone." Jiang Mingyang said: "He doesn't have many friends, you may be his only..."

Chi Yu turned to look at him, and smiled with difficulty, "Don't worry, I won't give up the college entrance examination."

"I won't give up on him either." Chi Yu covered his face with a towel, and said in a voice so small that only he could hear, as long as there was any glimmer of hope, he would keep looking.

Because of this person, he never thought of really giving up.