middle of the road

Fu Jin lay motionless on Chi Yu's bed and hummed, because he said he would sleep here at night, and Chi Yu didn't go back with Cheng Yang after class in the afternoon, and stayed for evening self-study.

"Are you saying that I shouldn't refuse." Fu Jin wrapped his head in a quilt and spread his whole body on the edge of the bed, "He finally wanted to talk to me this time."

"Then why did you refuse?" Chi Yu was sitting in front of the desk, flipping through a paper with full marks from Cheng Yang before.

"My head is hot." Fu Jinsheng lowered his eyes unrequitedly, "In that case, I want to give him back whatever he says. You don't know how irritating this guy is. If it's you Certainly not."

Chi Yu put down the paper, "Then what does he want to talk to you about?"

"What else could it be? Discriminate against me, accuse me, say I shouldn't do this or that." Fu Jin said: "I just guessed what he was going to talk to me, so I wanted to refuse."

Chi Yu frowned, turned around and looked at him, "Has he ever been like this before?"

Fu Jin: "No"

Chi Yu: "..."

Fu Jin: "But he must have thought so."

Not to mention Jiang Mingyang's refusal, Chi Yu wanted to call him a grievance, "Don't always think of people so badly, maybe he said to talk to you because he wanted to confess his love to you?"

"Fuck!" Fu Jin jumped up from the bed, "Can you still listen to me seriously? I told you that you are not me. If I were you, you would definitely not be able to say such things."

Chi Yu raised his eyebrows, he was noncommittal, at most he would joke about this kind of thing, saying that it is not accurate to be a bystander, after all, he is not the one who has been with Jiang Mingyang for almost two years, if he is really interested in him, it is impossible for Fu Jin to spend such a long time Can't see it.

The only thing he can be sure of is that Jiang Mingyang doesn't hate him, and Fu Jin himself said that he never accused him face to face, and the rest are all his subjective assumptions, unless he really talks to him once, otherwise guessing is easy As neurotic as Fu Jin, everything goes astray.

Chi Yu didn't bother to talk to him anymore, he looked at the time, it was past eleven o'clock, Cheng Yang didn't know if he was asleep, and wanted to call him but was afraid of waking them up, it was really inconvenient without a mobile phone.

When he couldn't find him before, he thought about giving him one. Cheng Yang's change of attitude towards him should not refuse him now, but a mobile phone is not a bicycle after all, and he can give it away if he says it. Whether it was just a spur of the moment, Chi Yu didn't want to tie the relationship between the two of them so close.

Thinking irresponsibly, what he can think of in the future is only a little more than a year when the two of them can still meet, and the future is not in his consideration, so he doesn't want to lose his enthusiasm after his enthusiasm recedes. There is still an entangled relationship with Cheng Yang left for him to clean up.

Moreover, how should I put it, although he can understand Fu Jin and will not discriminate against him and accuse him, but in his inherent concept, first of all, this is not a normal way. Cheng Yang asked him if he was gay that day, which means that he also agrees Only homosexuals have needs for the same sex, so people like him are mostly out of curiosity, or momentary fascination, it is possible.

And these kinds of emotions obviously have one thing in common, that is, short-term, temporary, how long this time will be, Chi Yu doesn't know, maybe half a year, maybe a year, the only certainty is that there will be a peak , People will calm down relatively after the peak.

But not now, at least with the number of times he has seen Cheng Yang, he is sure that he is far from reaching the highest point of his satisfaction.

"What are you thinking?" Fu Jin called him behind him, "Did you hear me?"

"Huh?" Chi Yu came back to his senses, "What did you say?"

"Forget it, let's not talk about it." Fu Jin fell down, "I will meet alone."

"Yeah." Chi Yu got up and put the books away, "Do you want milk?"

"No, do you have any wine?"

Chi Yu smiled, "As for you, you won't have class tomorrow."

"Brother tomorrow weekend." Fu Jin patted the bed dissatisfied, "Aren't you too confused, you can't be catching up with homework if you sit there for so long, right?"

Chi Yu: "..."

Chi Yu was a little confused, looked at the phone, "...I really forgot."

"I've convinced you." Fu Jin turned over and didn't look at him again. He was still thinking about whether to talk to Jiang Mingyang again.

When will he graduate? Fu Jin is about to cry, why can't this hard life come to an end.

Chi Yu warmed up two cups of milk, put one cup on the bedside, and asked him to brush his teeth immediately after drinking, and get ready for bed.

"What are your plans for tomorrow?" Fu Jin asked.

"Maybe I will take Cheng Ying and Cheng Le out." Originally, he planned to take them to the zoo or aquarium this weekend. After spending so many days in the hospital, the little girl must have been exhausted. Before I knew it, tomorrow would be Saturday, "Are you going?"

"Is Cheng Yang going?"

"Probably." What's the point of not going to just him and bringing two children.

"Forget it then." Fu Jin lowered his head as he said, "Don't hurt him anymore."

"What are you talking about." Chi Yu took the empty glass away from his hand, seeing his self-defeating appearance, "Are you thinking a little too much?"

"So, I'd better not get too close to him. When I see him, I tend to think too much."

"Haven't you already given up?"

"It's all about it, but every time I see him, I still feel unwilling." Fu Jin lay down and stuffed his head into the quilt, "Chi Yu, did I say that sometimes I envy you very much."

"What do you envy me for?"

"I envy you for being a normal person."

"..." Chi Yu was suddenly poked by his words, You Qi Fu Jin was still in a particularly sad state, he sighed, and patted the outside of the quilt, "There is nothing abnormal about you, don't think too much .”

Chi Yu went out to wash the cups, leaned against the sink, and suddenly felt unexplainable. Fu Jin said that he was abnormal, but in fact he was also abnormal, wasn't he? His sudden feelings for Cheng Yang, if you can see it Man, he can tell Fu Jin that he understands the guilt in his heart for Fu Jin knowing that he robbed him of his male god, which is far less than the deeper meaning of this kind of feeling, which makes him unable to express it.

It was a possibility that he didn't want to think about, and if there was, even if there was only a little bit, he would definitely turn around and leave immediately after he realized it. This was Chi Yu's warning to himself. Possibility to play in. @无限好文, all in Jinjiang Literature City

The door lock was turned twice and then opened. Chi Haidong appeared at the door. When he came in and saw Chi Yu, he put down his luggage, "Are you still asleep?"

"Why are you here?" After his birthday, he talked to Chi Haidong, expressing that he wanted to live alone. Chi Haidong's work and rest were not regular, so he agreed and moved back to the old house. On the one hand, Chi Yu It's because he doesn't want the embarrassment of the two of them always staying under the same roof and having nothing to say. However, an appropriate distance may be more conducive to alleviating the stalemate in the relationship.

But Chi Haidong left the key at the beginning, saying that he could come over if something happened, and Chi Yu didn't go too far, acquiescing to his entry and exit.

"I just came back from a business trip. I miss you. Come and have a look." Chi Haidong said and glanced into the room, "Are there any friends?"

"Fu Jin." Chi Yu said and closed the door behind him, "Fell asleep."

Chi Haidong smiled and nodded, "I haven't seen him for a few years, is he at the same school as you now?"

"Ah."

"Alright, let's take care of each other." Chi Haidong took off his coat, and Chi Yu saw that he planned to sleep here tonight, so it was hard to say anything at such a late hour, "I'll go to bed first." @无限好文，它In Jinjiang Literature City

"Xiaoyu." Chi Haidong stopped him when he pushed the door, "Wait a minute, I have something to tell you."

"Tomorrow."

Chi Haidong took a step towards him and lowered his voice, "What's your relationship with the boy I sent to the hospital last time?"

Chi Yu paused his hand on the door, and turned around abruptly, "What do you want to say?"

"Don't be nervous." Chi Haidong said, "I have no other intentions. Of course I won't interfere with you when you make friends normally."

The implication is that the friend you have made now is not normal, Chi Yu sneered, "You mean nothing else?"

"I'm just worried about you. You are just an adult and your experience is too inexperienced. I am afraid that you will be used by people with ulterior motives." Chi Haidong sighed, "This society is far more complicated than you think, especially when it comes to money. .”

Chi Yu thought for a while, "Boss Zhang told you?"

"Don't worry about who told me, Dad just reminded you, it's true to be sincere in dealing with people, but don't lose your proper vigilance."

"Then let me remind you." Chi Yu looked at him, "I don't think he is qualified to teach me a lesson even for someone like him who listens to what he says."

Use him?Chi Yu felt that this reason was so ridiculous. If it wasn't for his punch at the beginning, crying and begging Cheng Yang to use him, there would be no one in people's eyes.

Among his choices, the one who ranked first was actually a scumbag who could wantonly slander him behind his back. What's even more ridiculous was that Cheng Yang clearly knew what kind of person he was, but he still bypassed himself.

Thinking of this, seeing him running back like that that night, the extreme loss and anger came back. If he had really gone at that time, Chi Yu didn't dare to think about how he would feel. Just thinking about it now, he would Feel like a stick in the throat.

"Xiaoyu!" Chi Haidong pulled him back, his voice a little more serious than before, "I'm here, you decide what to do next, if you feel that he is sincere to you, you can continue to be friends , I won't say anything more, I just hope you can mature, have your own opinions, and have the ability to understand right and wrong, instead of what I say, your rebellious psychology must be against me, this is not an adult The principle of doing things that should be there.”

That's all Chi Haidong said. After so many years of hard work, there is always a moment of exhaustion that he wants to let go of. After he finished speaking, he sighed, "It's getting late, go to bed early."

He took all the luggage to the room and closed the door. Chi Yu stood at the door for a while, then turned and went in.

Chi Haidong can remind him from his position, but he is not without his own opinions, he just doesn't like them talking about him like that, because no one knows what kind of person Cheng Yang is like than him.

Those malicious speculations about him didn't hit him, it was Chi Yu's face.

When Cheng Yang was still asleep in the morning, he received a call from Boss Zhang himself. After a few pleasantries, he told him that the people under him who fired him before were not sensible, and it was not his intention. He called this The call is to ask, if he is willing to show his face before going back.

Although the appointment and dismissal of Boss Zhang in the hotel will not be in detail, he still knows about it, so he said it was not what he meant, and Cheng Yang just listened. At this time, what he should say besides thank you is The guarantee of working hard in the future, these are very useful to Boss Zhang, and he promised that when he comes over, the previously deducted wages will be repaid to him.

After the call was hung up, the manager called him again, telling him to go over today if he is fine.

After Cheng Yang finished washing, he asked Cheng Le to wake up, and asked him to heat up the food by himself at noon. He had washed the ribs and everything else, and put them in the rice cooker for a while. Both he and Cheng Ying would drink more soup, he might be late return.

Generally, Cheng Le would feel at ease when he was at home.

Not long after he left, Chi Yu arrived with his car. He just got his driver's license in the past two days. Today is his first day on the road. He is going to take them to the aquarium to watch the dolphin show. By the way, he will have lunch outside. And dinner is settled.

However, after entering, only Cheng Le was washing the vegetables at home.

"Where's your brother?" Chi Yu looked inside, but didn't see anyone, and Cheng Ying was still sleeping.

"go to work."

"What shift?" Chi Yu frowned when he heard that he was going to work again, and the corners of his mouth subconsciously tightened.

"It's still at Uncle Zhang's place." Cheng Le said.

The old one?

Uncle Zhang?

Chi Yu left half of the purchases in the car to eat on the way, and threw the bag of snacks he brought for them on the coffee table, and suddenly sneered, it was so fucking affectionate.