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"I'm hard." Chi Yu took a deep breath, turned to look at Cheng Yang, his eyes were straight, and there was a faint smile on his lips, "Do you want to fuck me?"

Cheng Yang took back his steps towards the room, and looked back at him with some uncertainty.

"I can't pay you anything else, those injuries, the fait accompli... no matter how many years have passed, you will remember it."

"I did something wrong, I apologize but it's useless." Chi Yu leaned his head lightly, his expression showing a bit of contradictory despair, "Now there is only this... If you think I despised you and humiliated you back then, Treat your feelings for me as a transaction, then now you despise me, come back from humiliation, and treat my words and deeds as a transaction, you can give me money, and you can send me away casually."

Seeing Cheng Yang standing still, Chi Yu half-closed his eyes, "Do you want it?"

"Mind if I smell of alcohol, I can go take a shower now..."

"Are you crazy?" The content was so absurd that Cheng Yang never thought that he would say such a thing at this time.

"I've been crazy for a long time." Chi Yu smiled, "From the day you left..."

As he spoke, he shook his head, "No, it should be that from the moment I met you and had desires for you, I became abnormal."

For them, sex is not a topic that can be casually talked about. Chi Yu's unscrupulousness made Cheng Yang feel that he might indeed be abnormal. His eyes turned cold, reminding him to stop here, but Chi Yu But I didn't realize it, "You asked me before, and I said I'm not gay, and I'm not, but I just love you... At that time, my eyes were full of hunger and thirst, and I wanted to sleep with you desperately."

"I am very angry that you are looking for Boss Zhang. I will do anything to get you. I am afraid to get closer to you, but I don't want to be separated from you no matter what. You say, if this is not like, then I will do it." What are these things?"

"...I know it's useless to say these things now, I just want to tell you that the desire for your body has always been there and has never gone away, and now I just look at you like this, I can't help it, do you think Knowing that you were not by my side for so many years, how did I live..."

"Enough!" Cheng Yang felt that he shouldn't have turned on the light, or that he should have hit him harder just now, until he couldn't speak, so that he wouldn't have to stand here and endure his blatant and presumptuous gaze, as if He was stripped naked from the inside out, just like he was humiliated naked in front of him back then.

The sudden ups and downs of his emotions made him raise his voice unconsciously, and he clenched his hands into fists by his sides, "Stop talking, I don't want to know!"

"But you were in love with me back then, when we were doing it together..." Chi Yu said, slowly taking off his coat.

He only wore a shirt underneath, and he didn't know whether it was because of the cold or the pain. His fingers were trembling slightly, but he insisted on pressing on the button, and his slender fingertips gently opened, "You are really not interested in me at all now." Don’t you have any more? Hmm? Don’t you want to ask me to get back those positions that I forced you to embarrass you, don’t you want to hear how I tossed and moaned under you, is it any different from you?”

"You can do anything to me, I can let you do whatever you want..."

"Shut up!" The sound of the rubbing of the cloth was barely audible, but Cheng Yang felt that it was ringing in his ears as if throwing the ground, his ears hurt, and a voice roared in his heart, listen to him, go fuck him!Make him comfortable!Shut him up!Let him never come to him again!

Cheng Yang stepped over in a few steps, picked up Chi Yu and unbuttoned the half-opened front of the fourth button at the moment, the movement was too wide, and the remaining two flew to nowhere with two soft sounds. The man carried him to the sofa and sat, with one knee pressed against his side, and the whole person pressed towards him, staring at him for a moment, "What do you think is exchanged at an equivalent price, and you can be a man if you go over there?" Didn't happen?!"

"At least you can feel better."

"No way!" Cheng Yang said, "Don't think that I don't know what you're planning. You just want to satisfy yourself by pissing me off!"

"Then you can satisfy me." Chi Yu's hand caressed his face, "How many times did I fuck you back then, the ones you didn't want, now you make up the number for me, and I'll let you fuck them all back, it's too much It's okay, it doesn't matter how much you exceed, you give me a chance."

Cheng Yang unconsciously brought the person closer to him, "Do you have to be so despicable?"

"Forget what I said, as long as you can come back, I'm willing to do anything, it's nothing to be mean." Chi Yu was fearless tonight, his hand slipped all the way, from Cheng Yang's The hem of the pajamas stretched in, Cheng Yang let go and grabbed him, Chi Yu took advantage of the situation and hugged him.

The two rolled off the sofa, and Chi Yu fell on it, but quickly turned over consciously, and changed himself to the seat below. There was a feeling that he was afraid that Cheng Yang would repent, and deliberately created conditions for him to slaughter himself.

When it was useless to hit him, Cheng Yang reached down his lower body and twisted it hard. Chi Yu felt the pain, and immediately arched his back, involving other wounds on his body, sweating like rain, but It was he who asked Cheng Yang to fuck him to death again, and at this time, he obviously couldn't even say a soft beg for mercy.

He tremblingly went to untie Cheng Yang's shirt, but was beaten back by him, the back of his hand hit the edge of the coffee table, numb from the pain, but he couldn't help but burrowed into his clothes, he thought about the warm and firm skin under his hands for 3000 times For many days and nights, thinking of longing is suffering like bleeding from the heart, and thinking of greed is not a fault.

Limbs were entangled, Cheng Yang didn't kiss him, Chi Yu felt empty in his heart, but the weight on him was so heavy and steady, it made him feel at ease, he hugged Cheng Yang, not daring to tighten it too tightly, afraid He resisted, but he didn't dare to relax too much, worried that he would leave him at any time.

He was in a dilemma, so he could only kiss his side face constantly, only to realize that he was not much better than him, and his temples were dripping with sweat.

Cheng Yang rested one hand halfway on his shoulder, and rested his forehead on his clenched fist. He was short of breath and full of anger. The ambiguous posture of the two of them brought back those dark memories that he thought he had forgotten in the past. , Chi Yu was right, he had fallen in love with him before.

He has had pleasure in bed, experienced orgasm because he likes it in his heart.

He accepted such a way of venting his desire, and gradually no longer regarded it as a burden.

Even in the end... I moved my mind that I shouldn't have.

It's a pity that once he was injured, the person who fought with his life regardless of shame was completely denied by him in the depths of his memory.

He thought that he would not easily remember it anymore, even if he touched it occasionally, it would be harmless, but now, just this level of physical closeness, just that little psychological hint, reminded him of their past...together all the details.

He felt familiar, after such a long period of time, he could still feel familiar with a change of breathing.

Cheng Yang suddenly hated himself a little bit, knowing that this was Chi Yu's trick, but still planning it for him step by step.

He stopped, took a deep breath, took out Chi Yu's lingering hand on his chest, then got up and pushed him away.

Chi Yu lay on the ground, listening to the sound of Cheng Yang walking away and the sound of closing the door from the other side, his tense muscles relaxed. The ground rubbed lightly twice.

The fire in his body was still on, but he didn't feel uncomfortable, because if he felt right, there was someone going through it with him across the wall, he looked at the light above his head, and for the first time in a long time let go of the boundless anxiety, he Take a deep breath and take a breath, knowing that this may only be temporary, but for a person who has lost nothing for a long time, who can say that this is not hope?

Cheng Yang knew that Chi Yu hadn't left, so he slept and woke up all night, and in the morning he heard deliberately light footsteps outside the door.

After a while, there was a knock on the door, and the voice after the hangover was a little muffled, but it returned to normal, "I cooked some porridge, put it on the table, your class is in the morning today, and you will have it later I'm late, hurry up and eat something, I... I'm leaving first."

In less than a minute, there was the sound of opening and closing the door outside, Cheng Yang stood up and sat for a while, then walked out.

There was not only porridge on the table, but also a few breakfast items bought downstairs, but it was a bit late, and there was no time to sit down and eat. Cheng Yang finished washing, looked at it for a while, took two casually, and hurried out the door.

He was a little absent-minded all morning. When he was talking about the last big question on the test paper, he even substituted a certain number in the wrong number, and the result was naturally wrong, and no one found these. Ze ran over and asked him before he could react.

Cheng Yang seldom made such low-level mistakes. There were few on paper and even fewer on the blackboard. He realized that he was not in the right state. After the first class, he went to the old place to smoke alone. He did not expect to meet the representative there. Ze.

It could be seen that Dai Ze was a little flustered by his sudden appearance here. He immediately extinguished the cigarette in his hand on the trash can, and called him nervously. Cheng Yang sat down by the flower bed without saying anything. He might have reminded him before, but today he has no such plan.

Dai Ze saw that he had no intention of criticizing, so he sat down next to him with his mobile phone in his hand. It was a bit sunny at this time, and under the shade of a tree, the mottled sun was shining on his body. It was gentle but not dazzling. Neither of them spoke. Cheng Yang took out the cigarette and lit it. , After taking a sip, his hands hung on his knees and did not move for a long time. @无限好文, all in Jinjiang Literature City

Next to it was the continuous sound of buttons, and the crackling didn't stop. Cheng Yang glanced casually, and saw that the screen was full of "You idiot!" "You idiot!" "You idiot!" "You are an idiot!" !” scolded.

Arranged in an orderly manner, never tired of it, I don't know what to say about "rebound", just such a real hard typing, I actually got the momentum of the chat.

Cheng Yang glanced at Dai Ze, and suddenly took a new look at this good student in his class who was always serious and prudent.

When he saw who the person on the other side was texting him, he suddenly expressed his understanding, smiled and didn't pay any more attention.

"Mr. Cheng, your phone is ringing." Dai Ze reminded him with a serious face while typing.

Cheng Yang took out his mobile phone. He didn't note the number before, but he knew it at a glance. He hung up but didn't answer it.

It rang three or four times in succession, Dai Ze looked over suspiciously, Cheng Yang got up, just at that moment the class bell rang, Dai Ze waved to him and left first, Cheng Yang looked at it for a while, and finally pressed down.

Chi Yu: "Did I forget where I parked my car?"

Cheng Yang: "..."

Cheng Yang: "Turn right when you go out of the community, there is a parking lot, there."

"Oh." Chi Yu was a little surprised, originally he was just looking for a reason to talk to Cheng Yang, and didn't expect him to really provide clues, "How do you know?"

Cheng Yang: "I see."

Cheng Yang said he was going to hang up, but Chi Yu hurriedly called out to him, "Wait, wait until I find it before hanging up, soon!"

I have pointed out the direction for him. Unless someone drives away, the car will definitely be there, and he does not need remote navigation. However, when Chi Yu's voice on the opposite side is panting and coughing from time to time, Cheng Yang actually listens to him. Yes, and I asked a little more, "Did you drive here last night?"

"No." Chi Yu said, "I found a replacement driver, but I can't get in touch with him now. I know you are in class, so I sat outside for a while."

Chi Yu didn't say that he actually went to the pharmacy, and that the injuries on his body were not broken and it didn't bother him, but after all, he wanted to reduce the swelling quickly.

It's not far from his current location to the parking lot he mentioned, and it takes at most 5 minutes to walk, but Chi Yu walked very slowly, stopping and going, and chattering along the way, which made Cheng Yang feel like he was walking around the community The illusion, the patience ran out several times, but he was coaxed back several times by saying that he was coming soon, and finally, one second before he asked him to send him the location, he heard the sound of the car door unlocking in the distance.

Cheng Yang was about to enter the office, when he thought of something, he stopped, "Are you going to drive back like this?"

Chi Yu was taken aback for a moment, then laughed, "I have a meeting in the afternoon, so I don't have time to take the high-speed train."

Chi Yu: "Don't worry, I often drive this road, last time it was an accident."

Cheng Yang: "..."

Cheng Yang: "I think too much, I just don't want to take unnecessary responsibilities."

Cheng Yang: "Especially for you."