[Comprehensive] In the name of secret love

It's almost there, shouldn't you give up? !

After leaving that depressing environment, Yuyi took advantage of the lunch break and left the company.On a remote step, squatting down and hugging his legs, Yuyi wept bitterly.Covering his mouth with both hands, Yui tried to suppress the sound of crying to a minimum.

Over the years, as the eldest daughter in the family, Youyi has always been strict with herself.In order to set a good example for her younger brothers and sisters, Youyi has always set an example and does what she says.Therefore, whenever Youyi was sad, she would always cover up her inner distress and vent it quietly where no one would see.After venting, she can return to the warm smiling Nanami Yui.

Only this time it was different.How will she survive this time?

Involuntarily, Sawada Tsunayoshi's three-point hesitation and seven-point cautious expression appeared in his mind, and Yui felt another stabbing pain in his heart.The reason why Sawada Tsunayoshi said don't like him is that only Sawada Tsunayoshi knows that she likes him, so he wants to block her confession before she confesses, so as to save face for her. a reason.

Should it be said that he really deserves to be the person she likes?Even when she declines others, she is so gentle, taking care of other people's hearts.

As if stimulated by the "others" deep in his heart, Youyi's face turned pale again.Recklessly stretched out his right hand and roughly wiped his cheeks, his delicate skin suddenly became red.In contrast, the inner pain gradually deepened.

It turns out that she has subconsciously classified herself as one of Mr. Tsuna's "others"?

As long as Mr. Gang Ji didn't fall in love with someone else, she still had a chance in the decision she had sworn to just now.But in a blink of an eye, her favorite Mr. Tsuna not only has someone she likes, no, it should be said that she loves deeply, but also, Mr. Tsuna decides to marry such a beautiful lady named Niluya.Thinking of this, Youyi's black eyes couldn't help dimming a bit.

Compared with the beautiful and generous Miss Niluya, Nanami Yui is the most ordinary woman down to the core.Leaving aside the fact that Miss Niluya and Mr. Gangji are in love with each other, they are a golden boy and a jade girl.Even if she took a step back and asked her to compete fairly with Miss Niluya, she might not be able to compare with Miss Niluya.Moreover, Mr. Tsuna, as the leader of the Tenth Generation of Pengoli, he needs not only a virtuous wife, but also a woman who can help him in his career...

In just a few seconds, Youyi, who made a comparison, felt a trace of despair in his heart.Laughing self-deprecatingly, only silence remained in Youyi's black eyes that seemed to be washed with water.Slightly moving his legs, an indescribable tingling pain hit him, and Yuyi had to change his position, waiting for the tingling pain to disappear slowly.

No matter what big things happen, life has to go on, not to mention just a broken love, which is the most common trivial matter in the eyes of everyone.Sniffing, Youyi, who was about to get up and go back to the company, was taken aback by the cotton candy that suddenly appeared in front of her eyes. She raised her eyelids and looked up, and a familiar flat face appeared in front of her again.

"Eat some marshmallows to boost your spirits, Yui-chan!~"

"So, why did Mr. Bai Lan suddenly appear here?"

Sitting in the elegant western restaurant, You Yi stroked his forehead with a headache, his face full of depression.Just now, before Youyi was startled enough to react, Bai Lan directly pushed her into the luxury car, and as the car turned left and right a few times, they came directly to a well-known western restaurant.

If she remembers correctly, this western restaurant needs to be reserved in advance.I heard that the current appointment period has been scheduled for half a year.But when he just came in, Mr. Bai Lan entered here without showing any documents, that is to say...

Sure enough, all of them are evil rich people!

Rolling his eyes bitterly in his heart, Youyi, who decided to turn his grief and anger into appetite, made a plan to eat poor Bailan.Raising his hand to pick up the menu placed on the corner of the table, You Yi looked at the amount behind the menu in shock, a few drops of cold sweat could not help but break out on his forehead.

Leaving aside how expensive the classic signature dishes here are, just an ordinary tomato salad costs four figures. Is this really eating rather than money? !

"Pfft!" Bai Lan, who was sitting across from Yuyi, laughed lightly as if amused by Yuyi's rich little expression.Opening a bag of marshmallows casually, Bai Lan, who squinted her eyes while eating the marshmallows, casually answered Youyi's question, "You can't blame Yuyi, she clearly agreed to find a day off to date me, but Yuyi didn't Don’t call me at all, I’m very sad! ~I’m so sad that I’m about to die!~”

"...Mr. Bai Lan, I remember that I never promised you. And, with all due respect, I don't feel Mr. Bai Lan's so-called sad dying appearance at all." Aroused by the voice, Youyi couldn't help but get goosebumps all over his body.Putting the menu aside casually, Yu Yi rested his chin on his hands, his red and swollen eyes were full of doubts, "So, because I didn't call Mr. Bai Lan, will Mr. Bai Lan come to see me?!"

I don't know if it was her illusion, but she always felt that Mr. Bai Lan's appearance was too coincidental.In addition, the impression she left on her when meeting Mr. Bai Lan was not particularly good, so, subconsciously, she always felt that Mr. Bai Lan had an indescribable danger in him.

"Of course!~" Stuffing a marshmallow into her mouth, Bai Lan squinted her eyes in satisfaction, matching the purple imprint of the crown on the corner of her left eye, she had an indescribable evil charm.Slightly leaning forward in front of Youyi, Bai Lan kneaded the marshmallow in her hand while observing Youyi's expression, "I remember a Chinese idiom... called chaos at the beginning and abandonment at the end? Youyi-chan is really cruel!~"

"Mr. Bai Lan, although I don't have a deep understanding of Chinese culture, as far as I know, the idiom "初惊终孤" is not used in this way..."

A deep sense of powerlessness welled up from the bottom of his heart, and Bai Lan, who was staring at Bai Lan with a rippling smile in front of him, suddenly had a headache.If she were friends with Mr. Bai Lan like this, she could be sure that she would lose more than ten years of her life.

"Huh? Then how should this idiom be used? Youyijiang, why don't you give it to me?" There was a hint of teasing and a triumphant smile in the long and narrow eyes. Yui-chan!~”

"...I don't know the details! In short, I'm sure Mr. Bai Lan's usage just now is wrong!"

Youyi gouged out Bailan's eyes bitterly, then turned her head away with a soft snort.According to her many years of experience, when dealing with a person like Mr. Bai Lan, she must never talk nicely to him.The best way is to quickly jump out of this topic, otherwise he will definitely continue to carry on.

"Okay, since Yuyi-chan doesn't know too well, then I'll let Yuyi-chan go first!~" Not caring about Yuyi's faux pas, Bai Lan sat up straight, and then asked about the topic he was interested in, "I saw Yuyi-chan crying just now. You are so sad, did someone make you sad?!~"

"..." Youyi, who was still a little arrogant, softened in an instant, and smiled a little forcedly at Bai Lan, Youyi's eyes flickered, and he pretended to be calm, "It's nothing, but, I suddenly realized that there is something wrong with you." Individuals may be what I have been asking for in my life, but maybe I can’t get it.”

There is a saying that is good, what is not available is always the best.Perhaps, in the future, she will meet a man she likes more, marry him and have children, and spend this life as a matter of course.However, occasionally in the dead of night, she would recall such a gentle and jade-like man she once liked, and feel uneasy.

"Do you like that person that much?" Bai Lan's voice rarely lacked those sweet and greasy notes, as if she had lost some patience, and for some reason, the narrow and long eyes were tinged with a bit of coolness and coldness, "Yes What do you like? Is it so worthy of your pursuit and hard work?"

"... Mr. Bai Lan, are you... are you angry?"

Feeling the cold air emanating from Bailan's body, Yuyi immediately withdrew her sad thoughts.He stared at Bai Lan solemnly, not knowing what to say for a moment.

Should I say angry?No, Mr. Bai Lan didn't give her the feeling that the expression and tone of an angry person should be; should I say sad?It's not right, the atmosphere of a sad person will not give people such a cold feeling.Relatively speaking, the current Mr. Bai Lan has a little anger mixed with complete disappointment.But why the disappointment? !

After quickly reviewing what she had done in the depths of her heart, Youyi, who believed that she had never done anything to be ashamed of her conscience, regained some confidence.On the one hand, Bai Lan, who observed Youyi sighed slightly, withdrew her cold expression, with a bit of cynicism mixed with seriousness, "Youyi sauce, what do you think our life is made of? In your opinion, the fun in our life is What?"

"The composition of life? Fun?" Surprised by Bai Lan's jumping thinking, You Yi didn't understand the meaning of Lan's words for a while, "Mr. Bai Lan, what exactly do you want to say?"

"Yuyichan, don't you think that ordinary life is very boring?" Bai Lan opened his long and narrow eyes, and there was still a hint of coldness and madness in the purple eyes that had not completely subsided, "Ordinary life is not something I thought about. Yes, in my opinion, treating everything we do as a game, playing big and letting go, is the fundamental, isn't it?"

"...Mr. Bailan, what are you talking about?!" Youyi's black eyes were full of disbelief, and the originally ruddy peach-hearted face was mixed with daze and hesitation, "I can understand you talking about some things that you already have. Things or things of entertainment nature are regarded as a game. But... the whole life is regarded as a game... Doesn't Mr. Bai Lan think this kind of thing is terrible?!"

"Why should I feel terrible?" She gently covered her eyes with her right hand, and the madness and obsession in Bai Lan's eyes were fully revealed.As if thinking of something wonderful, Bai Lan's body trembled slightly with excitement, "Don't you think this is wonderful? Sometimes, just thinking about it will make me excited. Since Yui-chan, you are right If you have a little understanding of Chinese culture, then you should have heard the phrase 'life is short'. Life is too short, so wouldn't it be good to find some fun for yourself? Otherwise, such a life would be too meaningless."

"Yes, there are people in China who say that life is short. However, this is not an excuse for Mr. Bailan to treat the world carelessly!" Youyi stared at Bailan with a serious face, and for some reason, a trace of anger surged deep in his heart , looking at Bai Lan with black eyes, not letting go of any expression on Bai Lan's face, "What about your career, Mr. Bai Lan?! What about your family?! Or what about your future lover and children?! They are important to you. Is it also a game?! What is a game?! In my opinion, a game is a pastime, a means of entertainment for adjusting life, or a piece of data stored in a computer. It cannot and is not qualified to be important to us It’s like comparing family and relatives to people’s inner strength and warmth after thinking about them, rather than groups of cold data!”

"... So, Yui-chan thinks so?" Bai Lan was stared at by those black eyes that seemed to be able to look into her heart, for a second.The hands under the table were clenched into fists, and the blue-purple eyes were deeply hidden in his white bangs, "It really disappoints me, Yui-chan is completely different from what I thought..."

"I really didn't think that Mr. Bai Lan would have such an idea. Could it be that the first time we met that night, my help to Mr. Bai Lan was also regarded by Mr. Bai Lan as a game or a game directed and played by you, sir? "Youyi, who got the answer from Bailan's words just now, shook her head lightly, her face full of deep meaning, "Although I have only met Mr. Bailan twice, based on my previous contact with others, I think I am still I can understand a little bit of Mr. Bailan's heart. But now I realize that I was wrong..."

There was a slight pause in the words, and as Bai Lan raised her purple eyes to look at Youyi, Yuyi uttered the last words softly.

"Because I suddenly discovered that Mr. Bailan, you have no heart."