[Comprehensive] There are always big guys who covet my abilities

Dazai didn’t play tricks like before this time. He looked at me with brown eyes and said softly and seriously: “But what I’m saying is the truth, Zhiyin-chan, you are the most important existence in my heart, so important that you surpass me. Everything in this world."

Looking at Dazai's serious look at this time, I feel that something is wrong with him. His words seem to be talking to me and talking to himself. I can't go on like this. I must explain it to him and look at Dazai seriously. : "Dazai, I told you that the relationship between us is only friends, and I treat you..."

"You said this sentence three years ago," Dazai interrupted me, he smiled a little bitterly, his face showing tiredness, "Our relationship this year, what happened to you and me in the detective agency?" Bit by bit, Zhiyinjiang, don’t you have any feelings for me?”

I looked at Dazai and was speechless. I don’t know if I have more friendship with Dazai or something else. Dazai has taken good care of me this year. It can be said that he will hand over what I need the moment before I open my mouth. , I have something wrong or emotional changes, he can always detect the first time.

It's very comfortable to be with him, I have nothing to worry about, just like a very good friend, but I don't know if I like this kind of relationship, or I'm just used to him taking care of me, when he wants to The slight resentment I felt when I took it back was nothing more than that.

"I don't know, I just know that when I get along with you, I'm as comfortable as a friend. Can't we just be friends?" Facing Dazai's expectant eyes, I feel like a scumbag now, thinking clearly All I could think of was something I hadn't noticed.

"I don't know..." The light in Dazai's eyes gradually dimmed, and now he is like an abandoned child standing in place but he doesn't know whose hand to hold. He holds and loosens his hand on the table. After a while, he seemed to accept his fate and laughed at himself, "It's okay, I've waited long enough for you, Zhiyinjiang, and I don't care about the next little time..."

I feel that the development of the matter is a bit out of my control. This kind of situation is not what I want to see. I interrupted Dazai and wanted to make it clear to him: "Dazai, actually I..."

"Zhiyin-chan," Dazai interrupted me, he forced the corners of his mouth into a smile, "I will wait for Zhiyin-chan to figure out what your feelings for me are, and I will obediently wait for your answer, but I hope Zhiyin Sauce, you can treat me fairly, I am not willing to be covered by the word "habit" so that you can ignore everything I have done."

I can't speak, rather than being speechless, my mind is blank and I can't think of anything, I can't do anything except stare blankly at Dazai, or maybe I know that in this situation I say Everything is in vain.

The coffee on the opposite side was already cold, and Dazai left the cafe after he finished speaking. I lay on the table and looked sideways at the street outside the window. Among the people coming and going, there were many couples walking leisurely holding hands, and the expression on the woman’s face It is happiness that is so sweet that I know it without reading my mind.

But I can't imagine what it would be like if Dazai and I were together, I couldn't imagine what it would be like if we held hands, went shopping, or even more intimate behaviors, awkward... completely awkward feeling.

But after denying this feeling, I thought about what Dazai said to me before he left [I am not willing to be covered by the word habit], and I wondered if it was because I was just used to being friends with him. ignoring other feelings.

I didn't want to stay in the office area after my lunch break and returned to the detective agency, so I simply went to Sister Jingzi's medical room to stay. Anyway, no one usually comes in here.

Lying on the hospital bed and looking at the ceiling in a daze, my mind is empty and I can’t think of anything. I wanted to sleep before but I couldn’t sleep when I closed my eyes. The nameless irritability lingered in my heart, which made me feel suffocated. Aggrieved and wanted to hit someone but couldn't find where the aggrieved point was.

A shadow enveloped me, I looked at Akiko who was standing in front of the bed and looked down at me without saying a word, Akiko reminded me helplessly with one hand on her hip: "It's time to get off work."

"Oh," I looked at the clock on the wall before realizing that I had been lying here for an entire afternoon, slowly sat up and lay down again decadently, "Sister Jingzi, I want to stay here for a while longer."

"What's the matter with you?" Akiko touched my forehead and looked at me worriedly, "I stayed here all afternoon, did something happen?"

If it was Akiko-sister, maybe she would give me some practical advice. Thinking of this, I sat up again and hugged the pillow in my arms. After thinking about it, I asked her seriously: "Sister Akiko, what do you think is between me and Dazai?" relation?"

Jingzi was stunned for a moment, then his expression became gossip, and he asked me with a bit of malicious intent: "Why did you suddenly ask this question?"

"Suddenly I wanted to ask." I felt a little embarrassed under Jingzi's gaze, "Sister Jingzi, hurry up!"

"What I want to say..." Akiko stroked her chin and thought about it seriously, "The love Dazai-kun has shown for you is obvious to everyone in the Detective Agency."

"Do you know?" I was a little puzzled, did Dazai act so obviously?

"Things that anyone with a discerning eye knows." Akiko nodded my head bitterly, "Bosom friend, how slow are your reactions!"

I shrank my neck in embarrassment and explained weakly: "I thought Dazai and I just wanted to get along like friends."

"You're the only one who thinks so," Akiko rolled her eyes at me, looking extremely speechless, "As long as the detective agency is with you, Dazai-kun's eyes always follow you, and he cares about you unabashedly." Every move..."

Under my dazed gaze, Akiko continued: "As for your entrustment, he always confirms the degree of danger first, and he also takes things you like seriously. Don't look at him always playing tricks on you to make you angry, but in fact everyone Knowing that he cares about you, he will never make fun of you or bet on you."

I was confused and asked unconsciously: "What about me? What am I like?"

Akiko looked at me with the expression that I was not a relationship consultant, but she still expressed her opinion to me: "I can't say too much about your feelings for him, but when you and Dazai are together, bosom friend It is very comfortable, which is the kind of comfort you have never shown when getting along with other people in the detective agency, as for the rest, it is up to you to think about it yourself."

"I see..." Resting her chin on the pillow, everything changed in just one afternoon of being upset.

In the next few days Dazai was still the same as the previous two days, quiet, unusually well-behaved and even a little too much, the whole person seemed to have lost his soul, seeing Dazai like this made me feel a little uncomfortable.

"Ding~!" The ringtone of the phone's message brought me back to my thoughts, and when I opened it, I saw that it was a message from Zhongyuan.

[Today is the opening day of your favorite movie, do you have time tonight? 】

I'm not in the mood to eat or watch a movie right now, but remembering that I promised Zhong Yuan to go to dinner with him and watch a movie, it would be impolite to let people go. Shall I book movie tickets first? 】

As soon as I sent it, the other party replied in seconds [No, I will book the movie tickets, then...see you tonight. 】

[Okay, see you tonight. ] After sending this message, he confirmed the meeting place and time with Zhong Yuan, closed his phone and lay down on the table, feeling depressed and in no mood to do anything.

After get off work, I first went home and changed my clothes, and arrived at the agreed meeting place 10 minutes early, when my mobile phone rang.

It was Zhong Yuan who answered the phone: "Zhong Yuan, why..."

"I'm sorry," Zhong Yuan, who was opposite me, interrupted me before I finished speaking. He heard his dull voice with a hint of unwillingness, and the wind blowing from time to time, "I have an important task temporarily, I have to go there now , today's agreement I can't..."

"It doesn't matter, your task is important," I looked around and walked back the same way, "It's just a meal, you can eat it anytime."

After I finished speaking, the other side was silent for a long time. When I thought Zhong Yuan would not speak again, he asked me: "Have you arrived at the agreed place?"

He stopped and held the phone tightly: "No, I'm about to go now," forcing himself to make his voice brighter and complaining to him, "Thanks to your call coming in time, otherwise I would have made this trip in vain."

Zhong Yuan on the other side of the phone seemed to be relieved, and his voice was much lighter: "It's good that you didn't arrive, otherwise I won't forgive myself. I was really rude this time. I hope Hasegawa you don't get angry. I promise it won't happen again."

"You don't have to make such a serious promise." I felt a little helpless about Zhong Yuan's guarantee. He seemed to be too strict with himself. "After all, you didn't expect it to be an emergency. It's not your fault."

"Whether it's an emergency or not, I missed the appointment this time," the voice on the phone was a little cautious, "Next time... can I have another chance to invite you to dinner?"

"Of course...my pleasure." I answered him with a hint of sarcasm.

After hanging up the phone and looking at the crowded street under the night, it is a lie to say that you are not angry. No one wants to be put down by others, but I also understand that there is no way to do it. The work of Zhongyuan is different from others. The situation is his responsibility as a cadre.

After thinking about it, it’s better to go to see [Dinosaur World], although I don’t have anyone to accompany me, but I can do it by myself, otherwise it’s not in my nature to run out for nothing and do nothing.

When I was about to go to the cinema, I saw Dazai in front of me. His back was a little lonely. I didn’t know whether I should go up to say hello. When I was hesitating, Dazai seemed to have noticed something and turned to look at me. His expression froze for a moment. Doubt seems to be wondering why I am here.

But this expression quickly disappeared, and he walked up to me and stood still: "Why are you here, Zhiyinjiang?"

I smiled awkwardly: "Today is the opening day of [Dinosaur World], and I'm going to watch it."

Dazai looked at me suspiciously and showed a clear expression. I was a little embarrassed to be seen through by him, but Dazai didn't say anything and instead he helped me out in a gentlemanly way: "What a coincidence, I also like to watch [Dinosaur World]. You also like to watch this kind of movie, so I invited you in advance."

"Then do you want to watch it together?" Looking at him, I asked unconsciously.