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It wasn't until the figure in front of him completely disappeared in front of him that the butler slowly looked away. Xiao An, who was standing in the middle of the living room, was in a bad mood. After such a long distance, he could still feel the cold breath around him, "Why? Will you go out?" Xiao An asked, if there was no request of his own, the housekeeper should have watched Yu Chimu carefully at home.

"Yu Chimu asked you to go out? What are you doing?"

After a moment of silence, the housekeeper hesitated. There must be another conflict between Yu Chimu and the young master. If he said what he did at this time... I'm afraid...

After hesitating for a moment, "Master Yuchi said he was hungry and wanted me to buy something for him."

"Really? What about the things you bought?" Pointing out the flaws directly, "It's best not to show off this kind of clumsy statement in front of me. What did Yu Chimu tell you to do?"

"Speak clearly." It's not humane, my young master has always been like this, the butler sighed, "Go to the cemetery and send flowers to Lin Xi."

"What did he tell you to say in front of Lin Xi's tomb?" Yu Chimu's personality was such that he couldn't please Lin Xi for no reason, and he deliberately asked the housekeeper to come over for a trip. It was definitely impossible to convey goodwill.

The butler paused for a moment, and then said: "I didn't say anything, I just sent a bunch of flowers, and he asked me to find the brightest color and put it on the grave."

"He's making me angry...I went over and threw the flowers away." I suddenly understood what Yu Chimu meant, and I just wanted to test my patience. Some time ago, I seemed to have a better attitude towards Yu Chimu. It seems that he Can't wait to test myself...

Xiao An sneered, but unfortunately, there was no need to experiment, and he couldn't tolerate him.

How could he be with Yu Chimu like that?

Subconsciously glanced at the location of the sofa, the person left, the place was empty...

Xiao An's eyes flickered for a moment, and then he moved away, "Change this sofa."

"Yes."

Yu Chimu didn't walk too far, he couldn't move anymore, his heart was pulling so badly, he squatted down slowly, panting with some difficulty.After all, he was kicked out, left there, and left Xiao An.

At the beginning, in order to get close to Xiao An, I thought of countless ways to arrange myself to live next to Xiao An, but now it seems like a joke, no matter how hard I tried, I was the one who was expelled in the end.

The two houses are very close to each other, Yu Chimu knows very well that Xiao An has never walked in.

"Ahem——" Coughing abruptly, Yu Chimu tightly covered his mouth, feeling overwhelming pain, as if his heart had been grabbed by someone, the pain was severe.The originally blurred vision completely turned into a feeling of dizziness, and tears fell directly like that.

Haha, I actually cried.In my heart, I laughed at myself viciously. I have despised myself to the point where I am now. In the end, I was the one who cried. I thought that I never regret the road I have traveled. How can I not regret it?

In a trance, Yu Chimu took out the pills from his pocket like a conditioned reflex, "You lose, ten years can't waste your past, so what if Lin Xi is dead? He still doesn't want you."

Reminding myself like this, every movement of Yu Chimu is extremely difficult, he is in a mess, a complete loser, leaning on the street lamp, almost the whole body of Yu Chimu curled up on the side of the road, "A broken shoe..." Xiao Xiao came out inexplicably in his mind. An's sarcasm, that kind of sarcasm made Yu Chimu's fingers stiff, and it took a long time before he regained a little sobriety and forced himself to take medicine.

The coughing has not stopped, Yu Chimu endured for a long time, finally swallowed the pill, the night was falling, it turned out that he had gone from dusk to sunset, a sad loser.

Maybe it was the time, the street lights were turned on just at this point, Yu Chimu was almost unable to open his eyes due to the sudden light stimulation.

Tears came out even more violently, the location of the heart, it turned out that it was still painful after taking the medicine.

"Thinking that I can spend my whole life like this, ten years will be over." Muttering, Yu Chimu reminded himself that it is enough to cry like this once in this life, almost every thing that Xiao An uncovered can be tossed If you go crazy, that person only sees the result, and naturally ignores all your struggles.

The phone rang, and Yu Chimu was almost completely numb, "Excuse me, are you Mr. Yuchi? I'm sorry to disturb you at this time, Dr. Gray asked me to inform you that your condition can no longer be delayed, and hospitalization is the safest thing to do now There is no way, Mr. Gray hopes that you will return to the hospital for treatment now."

receive treatment?The world really treats me unfairly. After a severe blow, I still want to let myself know how long it will take to say goodbye to this world. There is never any light in front of me. "how long?"

"Ah? Mr. Yuchi, your voice is too soft, I didn't hear you clearly."

Controlling his breathing, Yu Chimu spoke again in a completely hoarse voice, "How long do I have?"

"The situation is very bad, Mr. Gray said, the worst plan is only three months." Yu Chimu smiled wryly at the familiar figure, maybe he should congratulate Zhang Xiaotang, and his words came true.

The lie of the first three months has become the truth.

Yu Chimu didn't have the strength to laugh at himself, his original intention hadn't changed, ten years is indeed a lifetime, and he was destined to not make it through No.11 years...

The phone fell to the ground feebly, Yu Chimu didn't bother to pick it up, the fishy and sweet taste in his mouth was too strong, almost nauseated, and there was another burst of violent coughing, Yu Chimu immediately covered it, and a warm touch came from the palm of his hand.

Yu Chimu held it firmly, not letting himself see it, never wanting to see it.

If I die, I must be buried next to Lin Xi!Every year when Xiao An visits Lin Xi's grave, he will definitely see me... This kind of paranoid thought suddenly appeared in his mind. Yu Chimu knew all his unwillingness and forced himself to stand up. Straighten up, fell hard again.

When he was about to land, Yu Chimu felt someone holding him, and said cautiously, "I didn't see anything, Yu Chimu, I really didn't see anything." As the fat man said, what was handed to Yu Chimu was A handkerchief, "Wipe it, I can't see it."

"Don't cry, Yu Chimu, don't cry..."

Zhao Quan didn't know if his wording was appropriate or not. During this time, Xiao An had been preventing him from meeting Yu Chimu. Zhao Quan was free every day and always liked wandering around here. Unexpectedly, he really met Yu Chimu today. .

Although, the scene looked too distressed.

No matter how long Yu Chimu cried while squatting beside the street lamp, Zhao Quan watched it for as long as he could.

Reluctant, wanting to go there, but afraid that Yu Chimu would push him away.Zhao Quan knew how arrogant Yu Chimu was. How could he be willing to be seen with this appearance...

"Did you see it all?" The voice was inaudible, Yu Chimu had no strength and could only lean on him.

Zhao Quan didn't dare to speak, nodded his head, and didn't even dare to look at Yu Chimu.

"Clean it up for me." The hand was still tightly held, and there was no intention of opening it. Yu Chimu asked, "Clean it up, I want to take a shower."

"Okay, okay." After saying three good things in a row, Zhao Quan immediately took a handkerchief and wiped it off bit by bit. Zhao Quan had never been so careful in his life. This is the person he likes, and he cares about every corner. I can't bear to touch it...

The movements were so meticulous that Zhao Quan was afraid that he would hurt him, and seeing those tears made his heart ache even more. "Well, well, I'll take you home."

I have inquired before that Yu Chimu's house seems to be the one next door to Xiao An's. Even though I have looked at it countless times, I have never seen anyone living in that house, "I'm carrying you behind my back."

"Take me to the hotel."

Without daring to ask why, Zhao Quan immediately carried Yu Chimu on his back. Because of being bitten by a dog some time ago, he walked too slowly. Fortunately, Yu Chimu didn't make any other requests.

Carrying Yu Chimu on his back all the way, Zhao Quan has lived a good life in this life, and has never done any heavy work, but this person on his shoulder makes him happy. Looking at the road ahead, Zhao Quan wishes for a longer road, no matter how slow he walks a little.

Thoughts were twisted, Zhao Quan naturally didn't notice that Yu Chimu behind him took a handkerchief and wiped his palm a few times before throwing away the handkerchief. The red blood stains on it were too clear and too obtrusive.

"The change of clothes is at the door, and I'll be outside. If you need anything, call me." Zhao Quan walked all the way with his back on his back. There was already a big sweat stain on Zhao Quan's forehead. The first reaction was not By himself, he rushed into the bathroom and helped Yu Chimu tidy up the bathroom, "You... go in and take a bath, I didn't see anything today."

Repeated this sentence three or four times, Zhao Quansheng was afraid that he would poke Yu Chimu's self-esteem, so he was very careful with every word he said, treating Yu Chimu like a treasure, he dared not touch it, only dared to guard it.

"You like me?" The whole body is still a mess, except for the emptiness in the heart, Yu Chimu has recovered his strength. "Why are you nice to me?"

It's not hard to answer the question, "Well, I like you."

"Even if I'm a broken shoe, worn and used by countless people?" Yu Chimu's tone suddenly became sharp, and Yu Chimu looked very calm when he asked.

Zhao Quan hurriedly said, "Don't say that, I just like you, nothing else."

"Don't spoil yourself, I'm very uncomfortable." Holding it in the palm of his hand, Zhao Quan couldn't bear to touch it, "Go ahead and clean it up, I'll be outside..."

"Also, don't cry, I feel bad too." When Zhao Quan said this, he didn't dare to look up at all, and looked at the floor uneasily, until he heard the sound of Yu Chimu closing the door, his mind finally fell to the ground, this person, come out It should be fine.

Zhao Quan knew very well that when he came out, he would see the unsmiling Yu Chimu again. At least, compared to the way he was crying now, Zhao Quan would rather Yu Chimu not talk to him.

Looking around awkwardly, he just saw the fat man in the mirror, "Damn it, why are you still so fat..."

Suddenly, as if thinking of something, Zhao Quan took out his mobile phone, typed a large number of characters, and finally pushed all of them to Xiao An's mailbox. In the email, Zhao Quan greeted Xiao An's relatives eight times, "Fuck you, you ruined everything I can't bear!"