Miyue's biography is not easy

? "Mother, don't talk about it!"

Meng Ying burst into tears at some point, but Mi Shu lowered her head guiltily.It's just that her lowering her head made Meng Ying think that she didn't want to look at her. Meng Ying got up and said with tears: "My queen, I will marry you."

Qin Wang clapped his hands and said, "This is my good daughter!"

Mi Shu asked Meng Yingduo to go to Mrs. Ying. After all, Mrs. Ying raised her and had a deep affection for her.Mrs. Ying felt much more sadness and reluctance about this matter than Qin Wang, a serious father.

After Meng Ying left, King Qin stayed overnight in Jiaofang Hall.Mi Shu refused to look at him, and kept facing him coldly.Qin Wang held her back, and said softly, "What's wrong with the queen? Why is she so angry all of a sudden?"

Mi Shu swung his hand away vigorously, Qin Wang pulled her shoulders and turned her around, only to find that Mi Shu was crying. "What's wrong with the queen?"

Mi Shu took a deep breath, held back her tears, and said coldly, "It's not my daughter, so I don't feel bad about it!"

King Qin said: "What did the Queen say? If you don't feel sorry for you, why would you cry? The widow also said that Miyue is smart, and if she doesn't want to, she usually doesn't know how to advance or retreat..."

"Everyone who is not willing to sacrifice for your benefit is not knowing how to advance or retreat!" Mi Shu couldn't help but burst out, her voice sharp and mean.

King Qin was also angry, suppressed his anger and said: "The queen loves my child, and I don't blame you." After speaking, he turned and left, and went straight to Mrs. Tang's place.

The tortoise shell had just brought in the warm soup, and upon seeing this, she couldn't help persuading: "Why bother to lose your temper with the king! The king thinks that you understand the importance, and this is a good opportunity for the queen to consolidate her position!"

Mi Shu sneered: "Auntie, it's wrong! Since ancient times, kings have been suspicious. Although I helped him persuade the eldest princess to marry, it is inevitable that he will think that I am blindly pleasing him and being unkind to his children. If the time comes, people will have the opportunity to show My own good, does my aunt say that I am wronged?"

Tortoise shell sighed, and said: "That's right. It's better to think about the long-term. When the king thinks about today, he will not be able to find fault with the queen no matter what."

In fact, Mi Shu felt really uncomfortable.Although she talked a lot about Meng Ying, she always avoided one key point: only King Qin benefited from Meng Ying's contribution.For throwing important national affairs on women, King Qin is also looked down upon.But Meng Ying must marry this time.Qin State seems to be powerful, but in fact the domestic granary is empty and its foundation is shaken.It is better to have many friends than many enemies.Qin State is now unable to fight easily.

Thinking of this, Mi Shu sighed wearily: "In the end, there are too many crying voices in this world. It's fine if I don't understand, but if I understand, it seems that there is an extra shackle on my body. Auntie, ordinary people always easily Let others sacrifice, but fortunately it doesn't have to be me. But why is my heart so uncomfortable."

Tortoiseshell was moved by her words of 'too much crying', and it seemed to remind her of her childhood days in her ears. There was not much laughter, but sorrow lingered everywhere.After a long time, the tortoiseshell said: "Queen, why don't you cut some money for the Jiaofang Palace. The slaves are stupid, but I hope that more people can live a better life."

Mi Shu nodded in agreement.

The King of Qin left the Jiaofang Hall and turned to Mrs. Tang.He didn't want to see Mi Yue, Wei Mei was delicate and gentle, but she lacked those things that made him feel at ease. Only Mrs. Tang, who was old, had that kindness and strength in her body, she was a suitable person to find comfort.

Mrs. Tang is a typical person who regards her husband as the sky. She will respond to what the King of Qin says, and she will explain to him carefully.Mrs. Tang trusted every word of King Qin wholeheartedly, and also believed that King Qin married his daughter only as a last resort. For the sake of the country, he reluctantly married his beloved daughter away, which was enough reason for him.Gradually, the guilt in King Qin's heart disappeared, and he felt more and more helpless.Compared with Mi Shu, Mrs. Tang appeared to be more obedient, and the two had a friendship when they were young, but for a while, Mrs. Tang's popularity rose.

It's a pity that Mrs. Tang is not intelligent enough, and it's just those old things to repeat over and over again, but after ten or so days, King Qin doesn't like to go.

But for Meng Ying, although the bet between Mi Shu and Meng Ying was canceled because Meng Ying was willing to marry, she was actually experiencing the lives of ordinary people.Mrs. Ying didn't have any work for her in the palace, so she got up every morning to clean up the bedroom by herself without asking the maids to intervene.After busy work inside the hall, there is cleaning outside the hall, in short, I have no time to sit idle.The food is also replaced by brown rice.In just two or three days, she felt miserable.Brown rice is hard to eat, so she doesn't use much.He is still busy working from morning to night every day.After persisting for another two or three days, Mrs. Ying was so distressed at seeing her face that she had suffered so much, she had no choice but to go to the palace and beg the queen to persuade her.Mrs. Ying also felt a headache. Meng Ying used to obey her, but this time, she refused to give up no matter how many times she blocked Meng Ying.She had no choice but to ask the queen herself.

After entering the palace, I found out that the Queen had fallen out with the King because of Meng Ying's matter these days, and the King left the Jiaofang Palace angrily that day, and then he was shut down by the Queen several times.Mrs. Ying also left a lot of eyeliner when she was managing the harem in the past. What surprised her was that it was not the king of Qin who cared about his daughter marrying far away and fell out with the queen, but the queen who cared about the eldest princess and bluntly said that the king of Qin was selfish.Mrs. Ying supported the maid's hand, sighed and said, "I've lost my sight. She really cares about these children!"

When they arrived at Jiaofang Hall, Mrs. Ying and Mi Shu explained their intentions, and Mi Shu agreed immediately.Mrs. Ying shed tears when she thought of the child she brought up, who would inevitably have to suffer as much as she did back then.Knowing that she was sad, Mi Shu simply set up a banquet and drank with her.Mrs. Ying has a huge amount, but Mi Shu can't. After drinking a few cups, she sits slumped on the side in a daze.Mrs. Ying used one pot after another, and she was only slightly drunk in the end.It wasn't until Mi Shu fell asleep that Mrs. Ying went out quietly, and rode back to the northern suburbs palace alone.Before leaving, she left a message saying that she owed Mi Shu a favor for sending Meng Ying over tomorrow!

In just a few days, Meng Ying's small face was sharpened, and his expression was very tired.Mi Shu told Tortoise and the others to go down, close the door and whisper to Meng Ying.

"To be honest, although I used that method that day, I still hope in my heart that you can refute me."

Meng Ying was puzzled and asked, "Why did the queen mother say such a thing? The daughter took it to heart when the queen mother said that day. My biological mother died young, and Mrs. Ying always pampered me more. No one has ever seriously told my daughter these things. Human suffering."

Looking at Meng Yingshang's youthful but firm face, Mi Shu was a little lost. "But, you don't know how to think." Mi Shu finally said it out. "I don't want you to listen to me and believe me. In fact, I don't want you to do this to anyone. You are yourself, and no one cares more about your own life than you. Meng Ying, you know ?"

Meng Ying was a little confused.

Mi Shu sighed and said: "If your father knows what I said to you, I'm afraid you will have trouble with me again. However, I still want to tell you. Although your sacrifice is for the people, you never What did you get? Nothing! No happiness, no rights, no money, not even prestige among the people. Apart from the people, the only one who benefits is your father. This is politics, maybe it’s about ambition, It may be related to the national economy and people's livelihood, but in the final analysis, after all, some people are taking the rewards of others' efforts, and only this part of manipulating others is the ultimate beneficiary. Meng Ying, if you hope that the future will not be so sad, you must Turn yourself into a chess player and learn to consider your own gains and losses."

Meng Ying's complexion quickly darkened.She didn't understand, she had just established the concept that sacrificing for the country and the people is great and worthwhile, and she had just been able to use this to support herself and embark on that road of no return.This is her life-saving straw!But now, the queen said, this straw can't save her?

She looked around in a daze, what should I do? ?