[Comprehensive] I became the wife of the villain of Genji

My name is He Maoliang, and I am a collateral child of the He Mao family.

Since I was a child, my father taught me that no matter what, I must stand out, otherwise my mother will be sad, desperate, jealous, and leave us father and son...

My mother is a beautiful, fragile woman with a heart higher than the sky. She put all her expectations on me. In order to become a master, she didn't care about anything.

Because of such a pair of parents, I became an Onmyoji as a matter of course. This is the path they chose for me. Even if I am not cultivated by the family as a collateral child, and my talents are mediocre, I must work hard. Work hard, just to keep them satisfied.

Before I was 12 years old, I lived for my parents. Everything I did was to satisfy their expectations and vanity. They put pressure on me without any scruples, but never thought that I could Take on these.

Because I am a collateral child of the family, I was always bullied by the children from the same family when I was young. They looked down on me and our whole family. Offend any of them, my parents have no ability to support me, they are still looking forward to my protection.

Compared with my peers, I never play and never rest. Except for eating and sleeping, I am almost always studying and practicing.

I was doing everything I could to get myself out of it all.

But the more depressed and struggling in my heart, the more I have to show a gentle and jade-like appearance on the outside, because only in this way can I survive in the complicated family environment, but if I show any vengeance or insidiousness, wait for me There will be endless exclusion and revenge.I have seen with my own eyes that a boy from a collateral line was bullied to death, but the head of the family and the elders did not pursue anything. The child died so tragically, but no one would stand up and say a word of justice for him talk.

I don't want to die, if I die, my parents will be devastated.

I can't offend people, even if I can't make true friends, but at least I have to try my best not to be squeezed out and retaliated by them. I want to grow up safely, so that I can have the opportunity to become stronger and change my life. All that comes with it.

When I was 12 years old, I heard someone in my family talking about Shiranui's reincarnation.

Shiranui, that beautiful, mysterious, and infinitely powerful monster that only exists in legends.

According to legend, when she dances, little fires will light up on the sea, and that scene is more dazzling than the stars in the sky.

But what I yearn for is not only her beauty, but also her strength.

As an onmyoji, if I can take such a powerful monster under my command and let her become my shikigami, that would be such an amazing thing.

If I can do it, my embarrassing situation in the family can be completely changed, right?

If I have Shiranui, will I never be looked down upon again?

I will grow up to be the greatest onmyoji, and I will become an existence that makes my parents proud!

So from that day on, the three words Shiranui were imprinted on my heart, and I kept thinking about them all the time, even though I knew that I was daydreaming, I was just a collateral child of the He Mao family with mediocre talents , I am not even a serious onmyoji, I have nothing, how can I subdue a big monster like Shiranui?

In this troubled world, there are so many strong people, how could Shiranui have a crush on me?

But even if it is a dream, I keep it in my heart and think about it, it should be possible, right?

But fate is so wonderful sometimes, when I had no expectations at all, it gave me a chance.

When I was 13 years old, I got a dream opportunity to go to Genji Mansion to study trials with more than a dozen children in my family.

Between several big families, there are often such opportunities for the children to get acquainted with each other, or to cooperate to complete some tasks.

In the past, such a thing has never been my turn, but this time, I was lucky enough to be selected, and our whole family is very happy/excited.

Among the children of various families, those who come from a collateral line like me are still considered to be the lowest in status, so it is only natural that I am excluded and neglected, and I don't care about it. How much harvest.

But things are not as simple as I imagined.

The malice of the children of my family sometimes comes suddenly. I was bullied miserably that day. For a long time, the violence and anger accumulated in my heart could not be controlled. While drying the blood from the corners of my lips, I said to them, "This group of bastards You wait, when I grow up, I will definitely find Shiranui, I will make her my shikigami, I will become the most powerful onmyoji, and I want the entire Kamo family to be proud of me!"

Such childish wishful thinking is of course ridiculed, but it’s okay for the children of my family to laugh at me. I also heard a little girl’s laughter.

I was even angrier, so I looked at the little girl, but just this one glance changed the fate of my life.

She said that her name is A Li, and she would dance for me to comfort me. She is so beautiful. Although she is still very young, I am still impressed by her beauty from the bottom of my heart.

What surprised me was that when she was dancing, sparks lit up on the lake, and that scene was so similar to the legendary Mai Shiranui.

The more I got in touch with her later, the more suspicious points I would find from her.I suspect that she is Shiranui, but she doesn't want to admit it, so I never expose her.

She is really beautiful and kind. She always helped me a lot. I always wanted to do something for her, but at that time I was too weak to give her anything. Instead, with her help, I got a name. The shikigami called Anai, it was because of Anai's help that I got other shikigami later on. When my strength became stronger and stronger, I got more and more resources in the family and attention.

I am desperately growing, I am working hard to grow, I dare not stop at all, I want to grow into a towering tree as soon as possible, so that I can shelter the girl I like from wind and rain.

I thought it was my sincerity and hard work that finally brought me the favor of fate, but I didn't know that the distance between me and her was getting farther and farther.

I know it, but I can't do anything about it.

When she wanted to escape from Minamoto, I couldn't help her, so I could only bless her silently.

When she wanted to kill the city lord of Xingyuan, I was finally able to help her, and I was satisfied.

But after all, I still can't catch up with her footsteps, she is far stronger and better than I imagined.

I'm too weak, I can't give her anything compared to Minamoto Raimitsu who is high above her.

So I can only bear with it secretly, and continue to do my best to improve my strength and my status in the family.

Although these are far from enough, I don't know what else I can do.

Everyone said I had changed, and I could clearly see surprise, admiration, admiration, jealousy, and... fear in their eyes.

I have gained a lot of attention and trust that I never dared to dream of before. Under my scheming, even Xingyuan City fell into my hands.

But my mother still felt that it was not enough, she wanted me to stand higher, she wanted to use me to climb higher, but she didn't know that her little means were as simple as a clown in the eyes of the superiors.

The Patriarch of the Kamo family wants to get rid of me because I don't listen to him.

My mother didn't care about the seriousness, and she even tried to make me marry the daughter of the Fujiwara family's daughter. She thought it would help me, but in fact, it would only make the head of the family speed up the pace of getting rid of me.

But I am not afraid of all of these, the only thing I am afraid of is that the distance between A Li and A Li is getting farther and farther.

I am afraid that she no longer needs me, and I am afraid that she will like someone else.

So I tried to confess to her that if I want to get married, I only want to marry A Li, other than that, I can't imagine the picture of me living with other women at all.

At that time, I had long since given up the delusion of Shiranui being a shikigami. I only wanted Li to be my wife, but this delusion was even more out of reach than the previous one.

I want to go up to her and tell her that I can give her everything she wants, and I can give her happiness.

But when I really walked, I realized that there is more than thousands of mountains and rivers between me and her?

So she turned me down, which didn't surprise me at all.

I have also persuaded myself to give up countless times, but I really can't let go. As long as I think that she will fall in love with someone else one day, my heart will be pierced, and I can't wait to destroy the whole world.

Differences between parents, family, rivals, enemies, transvestites...

These are the obstacles that stand between me and her.

I want to eradicate them.

No matter how much time and cost, I will completely remove the barrier between me and her.

When that day comes, I will stand in front of her again, and I will do my best to touch her heart.

So I started to do whatever it takes. In order to clear these obstacles quickly, I did a lot, many things that I dare not say to Ah Li.

But that's okay, she'll never know.

As long as I don't tell her, she will never know.I will kill anyone who speaks nonsense in front of her.

With this mentality, I walked farther and farther on the dark road, but I still thought it was too slow, and I wished I could run and fly, even if there was an abyss ahead, I would not hesitate.

Perhaps it is because of the darkness and extremes in my heart that Yamato no Orochi came to me?

That night, I killed many, many people, and many of them were the onmyojis of the He Mao family.They are all against me, they are all against me, they are all damned!

I stood in the mountain of corpses and the sea of ​​blood, surrounded by yin and death.

My blood is boiling, and the killing intent in my heart is still shaking.

Then I heard what Yamato no Orochi said to me.

He said he is a god, but I think he is more like a devil born from the darkness of the human heart.

He said he could give me strength.

He said he could get me anything I wanted.

He also laughed at me. Without his help, I am afraid that it will take hundreds of years to get everything I want by myself.

Every word he said was bewitching me, he made me his slave, his puppet, he wanted me to sell my whole soul to him.

Even if my heart is full of violence and my eyes are full of evil, I can still hear what the end I will face once I cooperate with him.

I will die, I will be lost, I will be wiped out.

But can I refuse?

No, I already know the existence and purpose of Yamato no Orochi, if I refuse, he will kill me on the spot.

Compared with his strength, I am still too weak, and I am not qualified to bargain with him at all.

I pretended to be bewitched by him and agreed to his conditions, so he invaded my soul.

From this night onwards, I completely gave up on Ali.

I know that my life is hopeless.Ah Li, you will never be with me again.

Fortunately, she herself is strong enough, and fortunately, beside her is an equally powerful Minamoto Laiguang.In the past, I regarded Yuan Laiguang as a rival in love, I was afraid of him, I was jealous of him, but now, I am glad that at least Ah Li still has him by his side...

The benefits that Yamata no Orochi has brought to me are very obvious. With him supporting me behind me, I am almost invincible, and nothing can stop me, but I also know that my spirit is gradually being eroded by him. Sometimes, that It's obviously my own soul, my own body, but I can't control it.

The consciousness of Yamato no Orochi gradually merged with me.

This is a very dangerous signal. On the day of complete integration, there will be no He Maoliang in this world, only Yamato no Orochi.

Because of the gradual fusion of consciousness, not only did I lose my secrets in front of Yamato no Orochi, but many secrets and memories of Yamato no Orochi were also glimpsed by me.

I know that he is an evil god imprisoned between the yin and yang worlds. He does possess supreme power, but he is not tolerated by the heavens and the earth. He is immortal, but he will never be free.

Because he was not reconciled, because he wanted to be free, Yamato no Orochi did a lot.

He has been trying for hundreds of years, he has provoked several disputes between humans and demons, and he has caused many tragedies in the world by himself.

Because of the laws between heaven and earth, he can't show up in person, so he can only control other people's soul consciousness and do things for him through secret methods.

So Prince Dunping was the first 'puppet' bewitched by him. He hid behind the soul of Prince Dunping, controlled the soul of the resentful prince, and committed countless sins.But in the end, this 'puppet' failed.

So Yamato no Orochi found a second target - Hei Seimei.

But it is a pity that Hei Qingming is not willing to accept his control. Hei Qingming is only willing to cooperate with him, which is an equal and mutually restrictive relationship. Yamato no Orochi is not satisfied, but he has no choice at that time.

Later, Hei Qingming also failed, and was tricked by Qingming. The two Qingming merged into one, and there is no Hei Qingming in this world.

Yamato no Orochi's abacus failed again.

So in the end, he came to me again, so I started to perfect his plan step by step according to Yamato no Orochi's goal, and from the beginning to the end, I made him believe that I was in order to climb to the pinnacle of power. In order to get the woman I love, I fell into his trap step by step because of my inner greed and paranoia.

This process is really dangerous. Several times I feel that I am really going to sink into the boundless darkness, unable to extricate myself, but fortunately, I am still awake, I still remember who I am, and my soul has not yet fully recovered. is corroded.

Yamato no Orochi does not exist in my soul all the time, he also has weak moments, so taking advantage of his unpreparedness, Seimei and I reached an agreement, we are going to get rid of Yamato no Orochi together, at all costs, even if it is me and He will die for it.

After arranging everything, I started to collect the net.

First, I follow Yamata no Orochi's intention and set up a trap to use Ali to lure and kill Minamoto Raimitsu, but I never thought about actually killing him. I still want to keep him to protect Ali. If he dies, Ali will be very sad. sad.But it is not easy to fool Yamato no Orochi, so it is always inevitable to injure him seriously. Onikiri wants to kill Minamoto Raimitsu wholeheartedly, but he and the monsters he leads are just pawns that I use.

Sure enough, Minamoto Raimitsu did not disappoint me, he really didn't die that easily, otherwise, Ah Li would hate me so much, I can't bear it...

After that, I started to 'deal with' Qingming, the two of us made a play, successfully convincing everyone that I killed Qingming.

During this period, I became the head of the Kamo family, I wooed the power of the Fujiwara family for my own use, I wantonly eliminated dissidents in the court, and I bewitched the emperor to pervert...

The world was finally turned into a miasma by what I did, and the evil spirits were raging.

Yamato no Orochi is very satisfied, he appears longer and more frequently, so I understand that the more chaotic the order between yin and yang, the looser the seal of Yamato no Orochi.

But this alone is not enough. The ultimate goal of Yamato no Orochi is to completely disrupt the balance between yin and yang. It is best to completely turn the world into hell, let the evil spirit cover the sun and the moon, and deceive the world. Only in this way, Only then could he completely break free from the seal and regain his freedom.

Therefore, the emperor must die, and the imperial fortune must be broken!

The world must become more chaotic.

There is also Minamoto Raimitsu, he is simply a thorn in Yagi no Orochi's heart, Yagi regards Minamoto Raimitsu as a traitor, and he will not get rid of his unhappiness.

So I had to deal with Yuan Laiguang again. I wanted to find another chance to let him go at the last moment, but I didn't expect that Ah Li would come to me, she came to me, she cried and begged me... ..

How can I not promise her?

Besides, Yamato no Orochi was with me at the time, and being soft-hearted because of Ali was indeed a suitable excuse to let Minamoto Raimitsu go.

Yaqi was very dissatisfied, he punished me on the spot, but I didn't care.

I just want Ah Li to live well, and she is with the person she loves, even if that person is not me, I will do my best to protect her happiness.

She is my A Li, she is my last warmth in this world, how can I make her sad.

The emperor is dead, the luck of the emperor is broken, the evil spirit is rampant in the world, the rainstorm and flood, the sky collapses...

All of this is what Yaqi wants.

And the opportunity Seimei and I have been waiting for has finally arrived.

I know that regardless of success or failure in this battle, what awaits me will be the ending of complete destruction. Before disappearing completely, I want to go to Ali to say goodbye.She is still angry with me, and I want to tell her that I haven't changed, even though there are too many times when I can't help myself, my heart for her is always the same.

After that dream, Baqi completely controlled my soul. I never thought that Ah Li would join the battle desperately because of this. If time could be turned back, I would rather hold back from saying goodbye to her, and I would not let her do it for her. I give everything.

During the decisive battle, the order of yin and yang was completely chaotic, and Baqi really appeared, and his spirit swallowed me, and I became a monster with a human body and a snake tail.

A Li used her power to severely injure Yamato no Orochi, and because of this, my consciousness was briefly awakened.

Seimei and I jumped at the chance.I tried my best to control Yamato no Orochi, let Seimei set up a formation, and borrowed the Nine Heavens Thunder Tribulation to completely destroy the spirit of Yamato no Orochi.

Everything was going according to my original plan, until Minamoto Raimitsu blocked the thunder robbery with the artifact made with all the power of Ah Li, and cut off Yaqi's eight snake tails!

Yaki is dead.

I'm dead too.

The clouds dispersed and the rain rested, and everything between the heaven and the earth returned to calm, leaving only the human world full of scars and corpses and seas of blood.

I thought I would disappear completely, but I didn't.

I found that I was still conscious. I seemed to...become a tree. To be precise, it was a small sapling, with a green body, full of vitality and aura.

Sometimes I am awake, sometimes I am asleep.

I find that I forget a lot of things, I don't remember much about the past, I even forget my own name sometimes.

I was originally a tree, right?

But it doesn’t seem right. I remember that I have a girl I love very much. I remember her name is A Li. I remember that she is very beautiful when she dances. There will be little sparks on the lake. The scene is so beautiful that it cannot be described. There are countless...

I don't want to forget her, I try my best to remember her, one day, I will go to her again.

After a long, long time, I woke up again, and I found that I had become a towering tree, and I grew up so fast.

I found that the mountain I was on had been built into a magnificent temple, and every day, many people came to worship me and worship me.

The beliefs and wishes of the world make me grow rapidly, and they call me a god.

They say, I am the god who protects the whole world, and I bestow vitality and peace in the world. They call me the god of life.

Occasionally when I was sober, I saw many people, but I never saw that beloved girl.

I still remember that her name is A Li, and I still remember how beautiful she was when she danced.

Does she remember me?

Is she still alive?

Does she live happily ever after?

If I practice hard, if I work hard to protect this world, if one day I am completely awakened and become a real god, can I turn my thoughts into a breeze and gently kiss her skirt and hair? Silk.......

A Li, A Li, A Li...

I must remember the name, I must remember her.

One day, I will go find her!

Ali, my Ali......

The author has something to say: My A Liang, I wish you happiness, I wish you all your wishes come true, if the novel can really be turned into a small world, I hope you can finally get love and happiness, you are a god, your future is omnipotent …