[Comprehensive] I became the wife of the villain of Genji

How could it be possible to not mind at all?

It's just that that little bit of minding is nothing in front of the previous great sorrow and joy.

I do have a lot to ask him, but I thought I would ask him later when I have free time.

What I didn't expect was that I didn't care much, but he cared very much.

"My lord, it has been hundreds of years since the priestess was sacrificed, right? So this decision was not made by you at all. As a descendant of Genji, you actually have no chance to choose, because your ancestors have already made it for you. Choice, isn't it?"

Minamoto Raimitsu looked at me, his eyes moved slightly, "Yes."

"Then you don't really like this method very much in your heart, and you have seriously thought about how to make the family give up this cruel sacrifice, right?"

"Yes."

"Even if you have obtained a lot of power and inheritance from that god in this way, but you have today's status and ability, and it depends more on your own hard work and hard work, doesn't it?"

"Yes."

"After you became the head of the family, there were no new witches in Genji's mansion, so Xiaoxue and the others were the last batch of priestesses to be sacrificed. Since then, you have never gained power through this method, and you will not plan to Do it this way again, won't you?"

"Yes."

He looked at me, and every time he said 'yes', his eyes became brighter, and at the end, I even saw a gleam of water in his eyes, he was moved, even though the gleam of water was just a flash However, even though the touching emotions were quickly suppressed by him, I can still feel the loneliness and incomprehensible grievances that have been suppressed in his heart for a long time.

Although he usually stands high and conceals no trace, but he has been carrying the burden for too long, and no one has ever truly understood him. What the world has given him has always been fear and puzzlement, as well as deep feelings. Blame and complain.

The world has been in chaos for so long, and there are so many evil things in the world, but because he is Minamoto Raimitsu, because of his outstanding status and extraordinary ability, it is natural for everyone to pile all the notoriety on him.

The Fujiwara family, the Kamo family, the emperor and the daimyos of the various cities, even including the very famous Seimei-sama, are their methods all aboveboard?

Of course not, but the world will only read their good things and praise their merits, and once there are bad names and bad things, they will all rest on Yuan Laiguang's head.

Of course, the former Patriarch Genji deliberately guided this, wanting Minamoto Raimitsu to be the target of public criticism.

But people's hearts are biased, and Yuan Laiguang himself is rebellious and has no dust in his eyes. He doesn't bother to explain, those who oppose him, those who criticize him, he either ignores them, or directly kills them. No one will speak up for him anymore.

Those 'notorious names', true or false, are completely confirmed.

In my opinion, some of his actions may be really unscrupulous, but he also has his last resort.Only those who really stand in a high position will understand how many choices can be made in this world. Sometimes there is no choice at all. It is all the general trend. .Because looking back is not the other shore, but eternal doom.

In fact, more often than not, as long as he still has a choice, he will always be more inclined to make choices that are beneficial to everyone and the world, even if these choices will damage his interests, such as helping the disaster victims at the Genji Ancestral Temple The entire aristocratic class blamed him for the matter, but he still "willed to go his own way" and finally saved the entire Heian capital.

But such a great merit, no one is going to promote it for him, so many people take it for granted that they don't know, they only remember his bad, but never remember his good...

Minamoto Raimiko smiled, and there was a trace of emotion in his voice, "A Li, thank you."

Me: "So my lord, I don't mind that, and you don't mind either. I said that I will always stand by your side. Just like you will always stand by my side, my lord."

After Minamoto Raimitsu listened, he put his fingertips on the center of my eyebrows, and a cool spiritual power poured into my soul.

I closed my eyes and heard him say to me, "Go back and wait for me obediently in Xingyuan."

My spirit dissipated in front of him.

When I opened my eyes again, I found that I had returned to the City Lord's Mansion in Xingyuan, and returned to my own body.

I sat up and found myself in the room I had been staying in before.Was it Ah Liang who sent me back?

I pushed open the door and walked to Ah Liang's bedroom. I asked the maid guarding the door, "Is your lord there? Please wake him up for me. I have something to tell him."

The maid bowed respectfully to me, "Reporting to Lord City Master, Lord He Maoliang has already left. He said, from today onwards, you are the City Lord of Xingyuan. He has passed down the order. From now on, you are the only one in Xingyuan. Owner."

"He left, when?" My heart seemed to be clenched by something, and the ominousness and uneasiness that I had deliberately ignored before became clear and palpable little by little.

The servant girl replied, "Shortly after he sent you back to your room."

"Did he leave a message for me?"

"No. The adults only said that when you wake up, you will understand everything naturally."

My heart sank completely.

I went to the courtyard, released my spiritual consciousness, and in an instant, connected the entire city lord's mansion, and even the flames of the entire apricot garden, but there was still no trace of Ah Liang.

He left, completely gone, without even a trace.

This kind of leaving without saying goodbye is actually tantamount to telling me clearly that he did everything before.

It was he who cast the spell on me, and he also set up a life-and-death situation. He is the person behind Onikiri and Koyuki, and he wants to use me to lure Minamoto Raimitsu...

But now his plan failed, so he left without saying goodbye, never wanting to see me again?

Anger and grievance emerged from the bottom of my heart at the same time, but I still couldn't believe that it was really Ah Liang who did it.

Obviously he is such a pure, clean, kind-hearted young man.

Recalling everything he had done for me before, it dawned on me that he was going to give up on me from the very beginning.

That's why he took me to play around unscrupulously. He said he wanted to experience all the beauty in this world with me. He said he wanted to pave the way for me to rely on. He thought so much for me and planned so much. Many, in fact, in the final analysis, is it because he has decided to give up on me completely, so he gave me these as parting gifts?

Or, is it because he wants to use these things to paralyze me, and use me to deal with Minamoto Raimiko when I am defenseless?If he really succeeded in killing Minamoto Raimitsu this time, then no one will be able to obstruct his future ascension, right?

Perhaps in that case, one day, he will successfully replace Minamoto Raimitsu and become the most powerful existence in this country.

All kinds of chaotic thoughts were running in my head one after another.

Ah Liang, what kind of guy he is, now even I am not sure.

The only thing I know for sure is that he really... gave up on me.

I really want to go to him, I really want to question him face to face, but I also know that he won't tell me anything, just like Minamoto Raimitsu said, he has already made a choice, maybe he gives up Me, earlier than I thought.

He thought he had made the best plan for me and gave me the most favorable support, but he never asked me whether this was what I wanted.

A sense of powerlessness suddenly rose from the bottom of my heart.

I knew clearly that there was a bottomless cliff in front of Ah Liang, but I had exhausted all my strength and thought, but I couldn't call him back after all.

What am I supposed to do?

Minamoto Raimitsu appeared behind me at some point, he put on a cloak for me, and said softly, "A Li, come home with me."

Minamoto Raimitsu didn't ask a single word about Ah Liang.

I squatted on the ground, hugging my knees, and suddenly felt that the night wind in early summer was very cold.

"I don't have a home. There has never been a home for me in this world..."

Minamoto Raimiko also squatted down, and he put his hands on my shoulders, "If you want, where I am is your home. Ah Li, come back with me."

"But you are not my family. Neither is Ah Liang. So, he left as soon as he said, and he didn't even say goodbye to me face to face."

Minamoto Raimitsu did not speak, he accompanied me silently.

I said to myself, "So, after all, I have no family. I am a monster. I was raised by nature. I have no relatives. As for friends, they can leave when they say goodbye. One person abandons the other without even saying hello." Hit. I was alone when I came, and I may be alone when I leave, I, in fact, have nothing..."

Minamoto Raimitsu: "A Li, you don't have nothing, I'm right in front of you."

"But my lord, will you be like Ah Liang, one day you will change if you want to change, you will leave as soon as you say, and if you say you don't want me, you will never want me again?"

Minamoto took a deep breath, he held my shoulder seriously, and forced me to stand up and face him.

"A Li, let me ask you, who is He Maoliang to you?"

I was taken aback for a moment, then answered him, "Friend..."

He asked again, "Who is Ah Fu?"

"friend."

"So you are not the only friend He Maoliang, he gave up on you is his own choice, he has his own reasons. But to you, your friend is not only him, he is not as important as you think, no Without him, you still have Ah Fu, you can still have many friends, you get together and then break up, friends can't stay with you for a lifetime, everyone is the same, what you have to do is not to be sad, but to go with the flow Naturally, you can afford it and let it go. So cheer up and don’t look like you’ve been abandoned by the whole world, I’ll be angry, you know?”

In the end, he almost gritted his teeth a little bit.He was really angry and I felt it.

After being taught such an instructive lesson by his ears, the loneliness and sadness in my heart really dissipated a lot.

He seems to have this kind of magical power, as long as he is by his side, it is difficult to lose control of his emotions, because he will easily control it for me, Yuan Laiguang, it is really a magical place.

Thinking about it carefully, Minamoto Raimitsu was actually right.

I did my best on Aliang's matter.But so far, all I have done is useless. I failed to stop A Liang, but was used by him once, almost hurting Minamoto Raimitsu's life.

This matter has come to an end. As for the future, I will still secretly pay attention to Ah Liang. If he is in danger, I will still go to save him and help him without hesitation.

But for other things, since he insists on doing it, I really can't control it. I can only let nature take its course and wait and see how things change.

That's all I can do for Ah Liang.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Yuan Laiguang asked again, "A Li, He Maoliang and Ah Fu are your friends, so what about me, what am I in your heart?"