[Comprehensive] I became the wife of the villain of Genji

"I know that what I said may be strange or even inappropriate in the eyes of the world today, but I think adults should be able to understand me." I looked at him and continued in a slow tone, "When adults taught me to read and understand Before, I thought I was ignorant and ignorant. But even though I was ignorant, I still know what the world is like outside."

Minamoto Raimiko stopped being silent, and smiled, "Oh? What kind of worldly customs and sentiments do you see in Ah Li's eyes?"

"The emperor can accept his own sister as his concubine, the nobleman can marry his niece as his wife, men and women can live in two places after marriage, and each make countless guests...Father can kill son, son does not know Father, people can eat people, there is no ethics, there is no law and order, there is no shame, black and white are unclear, good and evil are confused... But these are all wrong."

The smile on Yuan Laiguang's lips disappeared, and his attitude became serious, "That's true, Li is right."

"But the twist is that as long as these kinds of bad deeds are done by nobles, they will be blindly regarded as right, and the world will even scramble to chasing after them. It is easy to spread a good story, and those involved don't think If there are too many such things, the world will naturally be in chaos."

In fact, I only recently wanted to understand these things. I have never talked about these things with anyone, because I know that if such thoughts are spoken out, what kind of storm I will face.

But the person I am facing today is Minamoto Raimitsu. I know that I can tell him my thoughts with confidence. No matter what I say is good or bad, right or wrong, he will understand and tolerate it.Moreover, these moral conduct, ethical principles, and ways of governing the world were originally taught to me by him intentionally or unintentionally.He is proficient in Sinology, and he has personally explained to me a subset of classics and history. He is very clear about the principles in those books.

Minamoto Laiguang: "Ah Li thinks this is the root cause of the frequent chaos in the world?"

"Yes. In my opinion, the reason why this world is chaotic is that there are not enough rules, or that the rules are not clear and strict enough, so that for thousands of years, from top to bottom, they have acted arbitrarily. In today's chaotic world, heaven and earth, yin and yang, good and evil, monarchs and ministers, father and son, husband and wife, brothers, sisters, friends, all of these should have clear rules and boundaries. How should everyone recognize their identities and understand their responsibilities? Strictly guard the boundaries that you cannot violate, and offenders must be punished. Only in this way, all creatures in the world can operate on their own, people's hearts will be clear, and the world will be righteous, and demons and ghosts will not be able to run amok."

Minamoto Raimiko nodded, "That's very good. There are many people who want to save the world, and many people of all kinds recommend themselves to me, saying that they have the way to govern the world, but this is the first time someone told me that this The reason why the world is chaotic is because the rules are not detailed and strict enough. Ah Li has really grown up, I shouldn’t look at you like a child anymore.”

He was not surprised by my remarks, nor did he mean to be offended or unacceptable, so that means that what I said, he may have thought of it a long time ago.

"So in Ah Li's opinion, what kind of rules should be formulated?"

"This, I don't really understand. After all, this is my own idea. But I think that even if you don't love each other, you should respect each other. Anyway, it's definitely not okay to go after the wedding after marriage. If this is the case, why do we still need to form a husband and wife? Between father and son relatives, there must be an order of seniority and inferiority. Only when a father is kind can the son be filial. Monarchs and ministers, anyway, the current situation where the ruler is not the ruler and the ministers are not the ministers is certainly not acceptable. .....I can't tell you more. Anyway, adults must know more about these rules and regulations than I do, so I won't make mistakes. Also, I don't think nobles can always be nobles, and Common people, they can't always be common people, there must be circulation between the upper and lower classes, otherwise the nobles at the top will have no scruples, and the people at the bottom will never have hope, then the world will be like a pool of stagnant water, only corrupt and moldy, even if you kill After killing all the monsters, there will still be chaos, until the world is completely destroyed."

After I finished speaking, I looked at him with some trepidation, feeling a little nervous for no reason.I felt that what I said was not good, and it was a bit messy at the end. I completely forgot what I wanted to say, and my heartbeat started to speed up. I lowered my head, a little afraid to look into his eyes.

"Don't be nervous, what you said is very good. I have taught you so much. In fact, there are very few people in this world who can understand these truths. Ah Li is considered a phoenix." He smiled lowly for two times. The sound, the laughter is sweet, it makes my ears feel hotter.

He continued, "There is also A Li's unfinished words, I also understand."

I raised my head in surprise. I did have a lot of unfinished words. I didn't know how to express them. I was afraid that I would make him angry if I said something wrong, but now he said that he understood.

"A Li said so much, but he was emphasizing the principles of ethics and the defense of men and women. Sorry, I was negligent before. I am much older than you. I should have thought of these things first. If you make A Li feel I apologize to you for the offense." He spoke frankly and sincerely, but it made me feel overwhelmed.

The guilt in my heart started to rise again, but I didn't know what else to say.

Minamoto Raimiko looked at me with clear and gentle eyes. He sat upright, with his back straight, and said to me in a serious yet gentle manner, "You don't have to feel guilty or nervous, what you said is right. You It's amazing to be aware of this. Girls should keep a distance from men when they grow up. I will pay attention to it in the future, and please forgive me for my previous faux pas."

He said it so seriously, I was even more at a loss, so I hurriedly said, "My lord, you have always treated me very well. In my heart, you are like a brother like a father. I am an orphan and never know what my father and elder brother are like." , but you are the most admired and respected person in my heart. I will always remember your pity and love for me. I never feel that you offend me. Damage to the reputation. Although many people may not care about this reputation, I do. I believe that one day in the future, the adults will definitely set things right and establish a truly strict and correct law and order in the world. Therefore, I am willing to set an example, be strict with myself, and Please don't take offense, my lord."

After saying this, I feel that my palms are wet/moist, full of sweat, so strange, I haven't been so nervous in front of Yuan Laiguang for a long time, but now my palms are really sweaty, my scalp is numb, and my heart There was a thumping sound, and I really hoped that all this would end soon.Anyway, I've said all I want to say, and leave the rest to fate.

"It turns out that it's really because of what Hideko Fujiwara said." Minamoto Raimitsu smiled helplessly, "I was too slow to hear it now, did that sentence hurt Li's self-esteem? "

I:"......"

Yes, that sentence did hurt my self-esteem.But it's not just that sentence... There are many, many... Maybe I didn't even pay attention to it at the beginning, but when these little emotions accumulate in my heart bit by bit, the more When it comes more and more, it's hard for me not to care.

I didn't expect Minamoto to guess this, I just... just want to distance myself, stand at a safe distance, and protect myself.

I may not be as strong as I thought.I'm even a little cowardly and a little selfish.

Realizing this, my inexplicable nose was a little sore, it was wronged and ashamed, I lowered my head lower, lest he see the moisture in my eyes.

A brocade handkerchief was stuffed into my hand, and Minamoto Laiguang withdrew his hand, coaxing me softly and said, "Hey, I want to be a polite gentleman, and for the sake of my own reputation, I will even wipe it for Ah Li. I don’t dare to cry anymore. So I have to trouble Ah Li to wipe away my tears.”

I squeezed the handkerchief exuding a faint orchid fragrance, and suddenly burst into tears.

I raised my tearful eyes and gave him a bad look, the bad guy is still teasing me now.

But the sour emotion in my heart also faded away, and what was left was only deep emotion.

"Hey, it seems that not only Fujiwara Hideko, but also other people have said similar gossip? It turns out that my Ah Li has suffered so many grievances in places I don't know. I'm sorry, it's all my fault."

My tears fell fiercely, I let go of the lower lip that I bit unconsciously, and said with a sob, "No, my lord didn't forgive me, it's because they are too bad, talking nonsense, I..." I felt ashamed .

Minamoto Raimitsu opened his arms, and then put them down helplessly, "A Li, do you still want me to hug you?"

It was this sentence that broke the last line of defense in my mind. I didn't answer, but threw myself into his arms and cried heartily.

My tears hit/wet/his skirt, he gently encircled me with his arms, caressing the back of my head with his generous and warm palms, he didn't say anything, just hugged me quietly like this, watch over me.

I listened to his steady and powerful heartbeat, again and again, the sound was full of rhythm, which made me inexplicably at ease.

Gradually, I stopped crying, and then I was swept away by the heavy sleepiness after relaxing.

At the moment before falling asleep, I was thinking in a trance, what's going on?What was I talking to him before?Isn't this a bit wrong now?But I'm so sleepy, let's talk when I wake up...

When I woke up, the wind stopped, the rain stopped, and the carriage stopped.

I leaned against Minamoto Raimitsu, still wearing his cloak.

I sat up straight in embarrassment, "My lord, why did I fall asleep? I'm sorry to overwhelm you." I was so ashamed that I had told people so much before and wanted to distance myself from them, but in the end , as if I threw myself into his arms?

Ahhhhh!

I gritted my teeth so much I hated myself, it was so disappointing!How can I do such a thing?

Minamoto Larimitsu didn't mean to make fun of me at all, he said to me as usual, "It's all right. Is Ah Li sleeping well? We still have a day and a night's journey to get to Misery Mountain. Do you want to come with me? Go down for a walk and get some exercise? Maybe we can catch a fish for lunch?"