The rainbow goddess of Faker

Involuntarily grabbing his restless hand, no matter how hard he shook it, Chen Zi sipped her tea pretending to be calm, and glanced at Faker who bowed his head to eat from the corner of his eye.

He glanced at her seemingly unintentionally, and quickly looked away.Continue to chat with others.

Somewhat impatient, she kicked him with her feet, but suddenly there was an extra serving of tamales in front of her. She looked to the other side in surprise, and Peanut was watching her quietly.

"You haven't eaten anything, eat more."

The hand holding Faker hurt, but he threw it away directly.

She couldn't help taking a light "hiss..." breath. Although her voice was not loud, she was still noticed by everyone. Everyone was concerned about whether she was okay. She nodded hurriedly to indicate that it was nothing serious.

Peanut got up and left his seat, and came back shortly after with an ice pack and cotton swabs of alcohol.

"Let's apply it first, will it hurt?"

The concern in his tone can be heard by the deaf, and now even the people in WE feel that something is wrong, Chen Zi hurriedly lowered her head: "Our Wang Hao is so worried, it's nothing serious, you should eat."

Peanut simply didn't say anything, took a deep look at her and then lowered his head to eat his meal, while Faker pretended to ignore her from the beginning to the end.

She lowered her eyes sadly, her eyes slightly astringent.

The meal was finished quickly, and everyone went back home to do their own things. Chen Zi wanted to ask Faker to explain clearly after returning to the base, but he didn't know where he went, and he couldn't find him.

It just so happened that she still had a live broadcast at night and couldn't delay it for too long, so she had no choice but to give up on continuing to look for him, and turned on the live broadcast instead.

Opening the game absent-mindedly, clicking on the queue and waiting to enter, Chen Zi quickly sent a message to faker with his mobile phone.

"Where are you, why can't I find you..."

He didn't move for a while, and she typed again: "Are you hiding from me? Let's talk, shall we?"

She waited quietly for 5 minutes, but Faker still didn't reply her. At this time, the game started, and Chen Zi had to put down her phone and click on the inscription talent.

At this moment, the phone dinged.

She glanced at the phone interface inadvertently, and her whole body froze.

The teammates all went to their respective lines, but she was still in the spring, and she didn't buy any equipment.

The barrage was full of questions about what happened to her, Chen Zi picked up the phone expressionlessly, tears welled up in an instant.

She was almost crushed by the weight of the phone.

But soon, she put down the phone, wiped her tears away with her sleeve and apologized to the camera: "I'm sorry, I just saw my favorite idol fall in love."

She bought the equipment quickly without saying a word, and manipulated the poodle to kill all directions in the wild area.

Some people in the barrage said why the girl is so fragile, and some people are guessing what's wrong with her.

But she didn't respond.

When she was broadcasting live, she didn't talk much, and today she was even more silent, and the broadcast was downloaded after 11:30.

She was silent for a moment in front of the computer desk, and finally picked up the phone.

"can we talk?"

She typed these words tremblingly, almost humble.

And he repeated his reply anyway.

The phone slipped down suddenly, and she looked at the pale light above her head, and suddenly had the illusion that she was in another world.

It was as if he had inexplicably obtained a relief of redemption.

Strangely, she replied to him without much hesitation, and her heart was extremely calm when the mobile phone notified that the text message had been sent successfully.

"Let's break up."

"it is good."

She had a premonition that something would go wrong.

But didn't expect it to be so fast.

He did not return to base.

After everyone returned to the base, he greeted Kkoma and went home. He is a person who rarely goes home, but he went back twice today.

The first time, he was overjoyed, but now...

Faker stood in front of his house, no longer having the courage to knock on the door.

He has been paying attention to Chen Zi's situation this afternoon, whether she still cares about her relationship with Peanut, whether she is too busy chatting and forgetting to eat, caring about her...

Is it only him in my heart?

No matter how stubborn and impulsive he is, he cares about her as much.

Although he knows that this is wrong, liking someone should not be in this state.

But he still couldn't help it.

Provoking her bottom line again and again, testing her patience time and time again, before she got bored, he had already started to panic.

Therefore, he chose to withdraw and leave. Before she couldn't stand him asking to separate, he took the lead in becoming a villain.

His mind was strangely blank now, and he stood at the door of his house for more than half an hour, not knowing what to do.

The night wind was a little cold, and it hurt when it blew on his face.

The phone was turned off, and he didn't have the courage to read the message sent to her.

That would just remind him what a jerk he was.

He kept hypnotizing himself not to think about her, but her figure in his mind couldn't disappear like a ghost, destroying his unsteady heart over and over again.

He crouched down holding his head in pain, and he casually threw the phone in front of him.

Don't go back, don't go back, don't go back.

Why do you say such irresponsible words so impulsively, why can you break her heart so recklessly.

Ah, it is because I am loved, so I am confident.

He stared blankly at the pitch-black phone screen for a long time, then stretched out his hand to turn it on.

The phone quickly turned on and entered the interface.

It was when she was robbed by him during a live broadcast that the hero killed him.

He unconsciously stroked the outline of her photo with his fingertips, and finally dialed her phone.

Every time there was a beep, his heart trembled.

Just when he was about to hang up without hope, a familiar yet unfamiliar voice came from the opposite side.

"Hey?"

She has a strong nasal voice and he can imagine her current appearance through the phone. She must be huddled up and covering the phone, wiping tears with toilet paper in one hand.

I don't know why, although I have never seen her cry, but the picture is automatically drawn in my mind.

"It's me." He really didn't know what to say, so he tried to show his identity.

"..." She didn't speak, and her breathing was obviously fluctuating regularly, and he knew it was caused by crying too much.

And it was him who made her cry so embarrassingly.

Thinking about it this way, the courage he mustered up and the remaining reason seemed to shrink back and disappear.

Look, what a jerk you are. You just broke up with someone, but you pretend to call her to care about her.

It's disgusting.

Thinking so in his heart, but he still said bitterly: "Go to bed early, I... I suddenly remembered something, so I won't disturb you."

She didn't speak, Faker was a little disappointed and took the phone away a little, but heard her slightly indifferent voice coming from the other end of the phone: "Lee Sang Hyuk, you immature coward."

He breathed heavily suddenly, and there was a struggling and painful expression on his face, but Chen Zi couldn't see it.

She was still talking there.

"For you, I have taken so many steps, you only need to take one step to see me"

"But you didn't even have the courage to take that last step, and I didn't even make it the whole way."

"But I'm still disappointed, you backed off"

"You don't like me at all, you just got used to me, because of some inexplicable fit, you have that illusion."

"Now, that illusion is over."

"It's time for us to end it, too."

He shook the hand holding the phone, his whole body trembled like an electric shock, and he could hardly support himself to stand up.

"...Chen Zi"

He heard her sobbing heavily in a nasal voice, and then let out a long sigh of relief, "Are you all right? I'm going to hang up the phone and go to bed."

Her voice was cold and distant, almost making it hard for him to breathe.

"I'm sorry... I don't want to leave you..."

Chen Zi couldn't help but hehe twice: "Well, I know, I don't want to either."

She covered her phone with one hand, her eyes changed from cold and empty to firm and even paranoid fanaticism.

"I only give you this one chance, do you want to continue to accompany me, right now."

He stopped breathing suddenly, "...Chen Zi, I know I can do nothing but play games, and my temper is not as good as they say, and I will always be jealous and snub you, I know I am an asshole with you ,but……"

"You know, no one says you can't live without someone, and I..."

"Without you, I really feel hopeless."

"Can you please give me some time to make me a better person?"

What else could she say besides agreeing.

What else is there to say.

Hearing what he said, she shed tears silently on the other end of the phone...

What else can be done.

No way, she just loves him so much

As long as he is willing to wave to her, she will definitely jump over happily.

She liked him so humblely that she despised herself.

What can I do.

In this life, she exists only for him, Lee Sang Hyuk.

The author has something to say: (How calm he is in the game, how irrational he is when facing her)

Well, it’s written in a weird way, but I still don’t think it’s a crappy design (don’t hit me)

After all, people behave differently when facing different people.

There are a lot of things going on recently, and three competitions are waiting for me to do.

slip away first hahaha