[Comprehensive British and American] Goddess of Misfortune

Sid hadn't been called by first name in a long time.

His memory of his childhood has always been very faint, and he can't remember many things for a long time. What is more in his mind is what happened after he arrived in London.

As for the life in his hometown, it was not so much a childhood, but more like a dream, covered with a layer of tulle, so that he himself could not tell whether those days were a dream or a memory.

But it is undeniable that during his days in London, apart from the daily communication, his relationship with his mother was not close. His mother almost put all her attention on work, and her attention to him became unnecessary. none.

When at home, although she would pick him up and send him off on time, and prepare meals for him on time, she seldom entrusted him with kindness. Even at home, she seldom spoke. hotel.

She is like a passer-by in his life.

Children in single-parent families tend to mature precociously.At first, Sid thought that his mother's indifference was because he was too busy and exhausted, so he didn't have the energy to talk to him. So when he was young, he thought that when he grew up, he would repay his mother and prevent her from being so indifferent. tired.

But later he realized that he was wrong.

He had a deep memory of the time when he was blocked in the toilet by several boys. They laughed and called him a bastard without a father, locked him in the toilet, and then flushed water into the cubicle with a hose.

He was tossed and wet all over, and that night he caught a cold, and because of the discomfort, he couldn't sleep soundly throughout the night.

But even the part-time worker could see his pale face, but his mother didn't respond as if she was blind, or she just turned a blind eye so she didn't say a word. In short, she just did her best as usual. After eating, he took two bites and went back to his room.

At that time, when he was young, he knew that it was simply impossible for him to yearn for his mother's care.

Since it was impossible, he would not ask for it.

For him, his mother was the guardian, the one who raised him, but not the one who raised her.

She's not someone to talk to intimately.

Until Qiao Xi appeared.

Qiao Xi is gentle and considerate, able to listen to his unfocused ramblings, she possesses that kind of holy temperament, to put it bluntly, she is like a mother.

Her existence made up for Sid's lack of care over the years.

Children from single-parent families are not only characterized by precocious maturity, they are often paranoid-because they get less, they are particularly concerned about what they have.

And Qiao Xi never called him by his full name, she always called him "Sid" gently, which made Sid often have the illusion of being in a trance, as if there was a gentle woman in his memory many years ago, She hugged him in her arms and sang a lullaby, the tune was gentle and the embrace was gentle.

But soon his mother's indifferent face passed before his eyes, so he always reacted quickly.

It's all fantasy.he said to himself.

He knew clearly in his heart that he was infatuated with Qiao Xi more because of the sense of redemption that Qiao Xi could bring her.

【He is needed.

He is being listened to.

Some people regard her as an important existence. 】

These duties that were supposed to be performed by relatives were finally taken over by Qiao Xi.

As for "Sidric", who was used to Qiao Xi's "Sid", his colleagues were too unfamiliar and not close enough, suddenly he was called by his full name, and his eyes were obviously at a loss.

After coming to London, although he didn't hide his name, but because of his mother's insistence, before coming, his original surname had been changed to his mother's surname—and Destade came from his father!

Sid realized in an instant—this was an acquaintance, and it must be an acquaintance he had when he was a child.

But when he was a child, he had a withdrawn personality, didn't have many friends, and was basically the child of his parents' relatives, who were ordered by their parents to take care of him.

Instead of saying that he knew boys who were about the same age, after searching through his memory for a long time, he only found one, and the next moment he blurted out, "Asters!"

"It really is you." Hearing Sid's name, Asdesi did not deny it. The panic in his eyes has faded a lot, but the violence has not diminished at all. He sneered and said ironically, "It has been many years See, your killing technique has improved."

Seeing Sid, who was a childhood friend, didn't look happy at all, "Everyone, at least I killed only strangers, but you are a scum who killed your father and mother."

Asdesi, who was stabbed to the wound again, suddenly sank, his voice was a bit depressing and hoarse, "I said it's not me, I'm no better than you, don't you know? Your mother was I insist that you are the murderer."

murderer! ?

Sid basically can't remember clearly what happened back then, but the clearest fragment in his memory is that after his father died, he was sent to the police station, where he met Asders, and later he and his mother He went to London, and his mother never gave him a good face.

Combined with Asde's words, does the mother think that he is the murderer who killed his father, that's why she has been so indifferent to him for so many years?

Sid suddenly felt a little ridiculous.

How did mother see that he was the murderer?

At that time, the height above the father's chest, unless the father knelt down and let him stab, otherwise with his height, it was impossible for him to hurt his agile policeman father.

Moreover, the depth of the wound was not at all the strength a child could use.

Stupidity has clouded this woman's mind.

"Do you dare to deny the fact that you killed your father?" Sid deliberately avoided the question of Asides, took a deep breath, Hannibal's graduation task for him was not only to kill Asides, Another item is [to make Asders admit that he killed his father with his own hands. 】

"I went to look through the files of the case many years ago. The wound was low, shallow but long, and the deceased was unprepared. Obviously the murderer was someone close to him." Sid, who forced himself to calm down, analyzed, "If If you need evidence, I can also show you the evidence kept by the professional criminal police. At that time, you were not arrested just because you were a child."

However, his mother was not arrested because she had done a mental investigation at that time, and her mother suffered from mild depression, accompanied by some mental illnesses.Of course it didn't involve abusive nature, otherwise the police would never let her continue to raise Sid.

Sid thought that it was because of these diseases of her mother that she subconsciously modified her memory to make him a murderer, so that her mother became a legitimate victim. In her selfish cognition, he was her son, but also the murderer of her husband.

"You're lying! Even if you have evidence, so what, if it's not me, then it's not me!" Asdesi subconsciously denied, "Aren't you guilty! Killing someone is so righteous! Ha! Your mother is really wise If the police hadn't stopped you back then, and a bastard like you who knows how to kill patricides, she would have given up on you back then!"

Probably because he was forced into a hurry, the little gangster didn't choose his words at all, but his words did not bring any uneasiness to Sid, and even made the last bit of guilt disappear from Sid's face.

"I know I'm doing something wrong," he said softly, "but it doesn't matter, as long as the person doesn't know.

I can kill people, do bad things, and become a scum forever, but as long as that person's heart is in my heart, I'm still that shy little policeman when we first met.

For the rest, even if I have to endure scolding, insult, and slander every day, even if I am asked to kill someone, I don't care about anything.

As long as you can be with her, it doesn't matter.

That person is my whole world. "

Asders was speechless, "Crazy!"

"Thank you for the compliment." As if he had received some great praise, Sid smiled obediently, "Your anger is also an admission, you should remember, your fatal knife back then."

"In this way, I can continue with peace of mind."

Baltimore appears to be heading into peak crime season.

Starting with Baigai's report and the death of the lady as the development, then the deaths of Asdes, his mother, and Huangmao pushed the wave of crime to a climax.

It must have been quiet for so long that they were simply overwhelmed when the crime wave came.

This directly led to the fact that the police almost couldn't find enough manpower when they went to investigate the death scene of Asides and the others.

After all, it had been a long time since they had encountered such a concentrated homicide case. The cases came together all of a sudden, and it was estimated that even which one to solve first would give the superiors a headache for a long time.

But after all, there was a death, and we had to solve it. As a last resort, Osahi, who had just returned from Xiaomi's villa in Baigai, was sent there again.

It's not that the police station is short of manpower, it's just that there are not many police officers like Osahi who are experienced and good at reasoning, and the slightly better ones have been sent to Baigai's villa. Treat it with caution, and the lady's case must be taken to heart and not be left out in the cold. They have all heard that the girl is the young lady of Charlie Burt's family.

So in contrast, the deceased with a gangster background did not receive so much attention.

Of course, not being taken seriously is only relative. In fact, such intensive crime incidents have attracted the attention of the higher authorities. Osassi guessed that they were probably just going through the motions. The serious crime departments that will eventually take over these cases must be.

As for the result, it is not her concern.