I might be a fake cannon fodder [Quick Transmigration]

When she actually received the wedding invitation from Jiang Yi, Lin Ran was stunned for a while.

He wasn't the original owner in the first place, so naturally he wouldn't be sad because of such a scumbag's invitation, it's just that he wasn't worth it for the original owner.It has been less than a year since he and Jiang Yi broke up. In such a short period of time, the other party has formed a new love, five years earlier than in the original book, which really makes him a little speechless.

Now, although he has reappeared on the screen with the remake of "Liuguang", he is not considered a big hit after all. He got married so early in a high-profile manner, and he is not afraid of losing fans at all, which is also very powerful.Those who didn't know really thought that he was more affectionate than Jin Jian, and that he liked Yuan Yueyue very much.

Therefore, now he really can't like Jiang Yi.

Lin Xu had been with him for a year, and he had already figured out his temper. Seeing that he was unhappy, he said, "Let me take you to a place."

Lin Ran didn't reply, but let go of control over her body.

After Lin Xu took over the body, he drove to the cemetery.He parked his car in the parking lot outside the cemetery, and walked in familiarly.

Lin Ran glanced at the neatly lined tombstones all around, and asked, "Where is..."

"My parents' burial place."

Lin Ran said: "My condolences."

Lin Xu shook his head: "There is nothing to be sad about. When they were alive, they each had their own careers and families. My father raised one after another young and beautiful girls outside. My mother was not idle either. There are a few people who eat rice at home. My son doesn’t look like their own, and they arrange me to live in the dormitory every year.”

Lin Ran didn't know how to interface.

In the original plot, there are not many descriptions of Su Yu's past, only that his parents were at odds, which formed his temperament of being romantic and affectionate on the outside, and cold on the inside.It's just that I didn't expect this so-called disharmony to be in such a form.

Such a person, unless someone loves him to the bone first, it is difficult for him to fall in love with others.And the protagonist Shou loves him to the bone, so Su Yu finally chooses to spend the rest of his life with him.

When Lin Ran was watching the plot, he only glanced at these settings casually. Now after listening to Lin Xu's words, he realized that those understated plots actually happened in Lin Xu's past.

He felt distressed, but he didn't know how to comfort him.

"I was very rebellious in high school. I did all kinds of bad things. I expected someone to take care of me, but no one took care of me. My dad was busy with tryst lovers, and my mother was too busy traveling with jerks. They can spare their lovers. All the holidays, but I don’t want to take even a minute for my son. I stupidly asked them why? They said, it’s love, and they said that as long as I grow up and have a lover, I will find out that you can’t refuse the other party. "

"The funny thing is, not long after, they changed their lovers. I asked again, 'Why did the attitude change so quickly? Didn't it mean that the other party was a lover that I couldn't refuse?' Their answers were concise and concise. I didn't love them anymore. I will Asking 'Why don't you love anymore?'. They said, because they found that the one standing next to them is the destined lover."

"Since then, I no longer extravagantly ask for their love. Because I found that the weight of a person's love is limited. When you distribute all his love to someone, there is no room for love. It was distributed to other people. During those few years, they were reluctant to give me a little love, probably because they had no spare energy to care for me."

"After that, I told myself that if this is the case, then it is fine not to love. Instead of pursuing illusory feelings, it is better to give all the little love to yourself. Not only that, but the time that love can last is also limited But there is only one exception to this restriction, and that is myself. So what do you do to love others? I lingered in the flowers during my lifetime, and after several times I found that what I thought was correct."

Lin Ran wanted to keep silent, but finally said, "Not necessarily."

Lin Xu raised his eyebrows: "For example?"

Lin Ran: "There are still many people who grow old together in the world. They support each other from the moment they get married until the last moment of their lives."

Lin Xu smiled: "Take your view of love again as an example."

Lin Ran was dissatisfied: "Don't you insist on your own opinion?"

Lin Xu begged for mercy with a smile: "Forget it, I won't quarrel with you." He sighed again, "I've already told such a tragic childhood story, but you're fine, just don't comfort me, even follow me I don't want to either."

"It's a matter of principle."

Lin Xu knew that he committed a crime, so he teased him, "Why is it a matter of principle?"

"Isn't it natural and right to treat the person you like wholeheartedly? If you don't love others, why should you ask others to love you?"

Lin Xu crossed his chest: "How do you know that you will be loyal?"

Lin Ranmo, he has nothing to prove.Talking about his persistence, the other party must not take it seriously, because his persistence is just a joke in Lin Xu's view.

But Lin Ran was unwilling to give up like this, so he had to say dryly: "If I meet someone I really like, I will try my best to pursue her."

But speaking of this, he was not happy again.

He was good enough to all his girlfriends before he was alive, but everyone stepped on his sincerity, how could he not be sad.

But so what if you were lied to?Is it because of this that he is world-weary and feels that everyone will not treat him sincerely?

"In short, I just don't like your way. The world is so big, there will always be someone who is worthy of your true love. How can you beat me to death like this?"

Lin Xu shook his head and smiled helplessly: "Well, it's my fault. Do you know why I brought you here today?"

"Worshiping your parents?"

Lin Xu shook his head and nodded again: "Wrong, not bad."

Lin Ran frowned: "So what do you want to do?"

Lin Xu said, "Don't worry, I haven't finished my story yet."

He continued to walk into the depths of the cemetery, and said as he walked: "I thought that my parents should hate each other to death. So I never understood why the two of them still dragged each other for such a reason. If you refuse to divorce, you will harm others and yourself. Until..."

until a car accident happened.

At that time, Su Yu was only a sophomore in high school, and his mother died in a car accident on the way to work.The incident happened suddenly, and when he didn't know what to do, his father, who had been hanging out with his little lover all the year round, rushed over and took over his mother's affairs.

Then, he watched his father who had always lingered in the flowers grow older by more than ten years in an instant.Even though he is only forty years old, he looks like an old man in his dying years.

Not long after that, his father committed suicide.Before he died, he left a letter with a brief content, just saying: Please bury me and your mother together.

Lin Ran was confused: "Your father likes your mother?"

Apart from the word 'wonderful', he really couldn't think of any other words to describe his father.

Lin Xu spread his hands: "I never understood it before, and I still don't understand it now."

"Then what are you doing here?"

"I don't know." After saying these three words, Lin Xu had already stood in front of his parents' grave, "I vaguely remember that when I was very young, they had a very good relationship, and there were laughter and laughter at home every day. It's just that these memories are in the After they separated, it gradually faded away. Later, I almost couldn’t remember it, and even wondered if it was really a period of time when the two lived in peace and loved each other.”

"But after I died, I didn't have to film. I started to think wildly when I was free. What I thought about the most was my father's suicide. The more I thought about it, the clearer my childhood memories became. Only then did I vaguely realize that maybe my father loved my mother Yes. It’s just that my mother doesn’t love my father. They separated later, probably because it’s too tiring to stay with someone who doesn’t love me all the time and wanted to escape. It’s just that he wasn’t straightforward enough and didn’t want to divorce my mother, so he just kept procrastinating. It dragged on until my mother's death. In the end, my father escaped on the first day of the junior high school and couldn't escape the fifteenth day. After my mother died, he couldn't hold on and committed suicide."

When Lin Xu spoke lightly, he didn't even show his expression, but Lin Ran felt that he should be very sad at the moment.

He thought that he probably understood Lin Xu's purpose.

I brought him here just to tell him that if you blindly like someone who doesn't love you, you will inevitably suffer for a lifetime.He wanted to tell himself to let go of Jiang Yi, to let go completely.

Thinking of this, Lin Ran's nose ached.He doesn't love Jiang Yi, so naturally he won't feel sour for him.He was just touched by the fact that with a friend like Lin Xu, he was willing to think so much for him.

Lin Xu noticed the change in his mood: "What? I'm so moved that I want to cry."

I don't know if the two share the same body, even though the two will never be able to touch each other, Lin Xu finds that he is more and more aware of Lin Ran's emotional changes.

Just like just now, he clearly noticed that Lin Ran's mood swings were all moved by him.

Lin Ran smiled, unexpectedly did not retort: ​​"Yes, I am so touched that I want to cry."

"Man, don't cry. I don't want people to see that my boyfriend is a crybaby."

Lin Ran is used to him often calling himself a boyfriend, so he doesn't care: "Thank you, I won't be sad because of Jiang Yi."

"Then why are you unhappy after receiving the invitation?"

When he noticed that Lin Ran was unhappy, he himself was not very happy.

"That..." Lin Ran narrowed her eyes, "I probably think it's not worth it."

In the many years of youth and youth, the original owner did not know how much for the other party in private, but in the end it ended up like this.

Lin Xu asked: "What's not worth it?"

He has the memory of the original owner, so he naturally knows what happened between Jiang Yi and the original owner, and knows that Lin Ran is worthless because of the past ten years, but he just wants to hear Lin Ran say it himself.

Lin Ran was quiet for a long time, then suddenly let out a long breath and said, "Lin Xu, I don't seem to have told you that I am Lin Ran, and I am not Lin Ran."

When Bai Qi heard what he said, she was so startled that she fell off the white cube floating in the space, and said in shock, "Brother Ran! You're crazy!"

Lin Ran ignored him, and only said: "I, like you, died a long time ago. The difference is that I am not from this world. To use popular words, I am time-traveling, and you are rebirth. Probably because this body and my With the same appearance and the same first and last name, I feel at ease occupying this body."

Bai Qi said again: "No, Brother Ran, this is copied from your body! Didn't I tell you?"

Lin Ran still thought to himself: "So I'm not worth it, not because of me, but because of the original owner who has been with Jiang Yi for so many years."

In the end, he added: "I've been hiding from you for so long, but I'm actually not a good person."

Bai Qisheng has nothing to love.

Hearing this, Lin Xu was stunned for a while, then couldn't help raising the corners of his mouth, and his smile grew bigger and bigger: "It's just right, I'm not a good person either."

But I know that you are truly kind.

Seeing his calm tone, Lin Ran wondered, "Aren't you angry?"

Lin Xu asked back: "Why should I be angry? Angry at you for lying to me? If I hadn't been tripped by Yuan Yueyue and forced me to reveal my identity, I would have kept it from you for the rest of my life. So I have no right to be angry with you. And not only am I not angry with you, I I like you more and more."

Lin Ran pursed her lips and finally said, "Thank you."

But Lin Xu said again: "But I think you owe me one."

Lin Ran said, "What do you owe?"

Lin Xu said: "I told you about my life, so you should also tell me what you were like before."

Lin Ran didn't hesitate: "Okay. Then I'll tell you. But it won't be a good thing."

"For example..." Lin Xu thought about it: "You are often deceived by others?"

Lin Ran: "..."

Good guess.

Seeing that Lin Ran didn't answer, Lin Xu knew he had guessed right, and couldn't help but smile even more happily: "Okay, let's go home, you start talking."

The author has something to say:

Thank you Yanxi and Happy Pig for the nutrient solution, thank you Zhijin and He Kai for the mines, okay~